#i was debating just hoarding this like a dirty hoarder and staring at it everytime i got sad

[cwarscars]

pssst. Dropping into your Inbox real quick to say that you're an incredibly awesome person, as well as a talented as fuck writer -- not just in the sense that your writing in and of itself is great(which it is), but the sheer amount of detail, thought, and feeling you put into your muse and everything pertaining to him is beyond impressive. Your passion shines through, and you've added so much life to Heidegger.

Thank you for sharing your vision of him with us, and I always look forward to seeing/reading more from you!

(( aw man, i could say all of this right back at you! i really adore seeing you on my dash and love the passion you've poured into elwin. when i get my ass into gear on sylv, we'll write more there but i'm enjoying the potential for what we have both there and here (esp with regards to heid potentially corrupting elwin :eyes:).

but yes ; thank you for this comment, you didn't at all have to send it but i am hugely grateful to have gotten it and last night, it certainly put a smile on my face. it always sucks having a brain all over the place because sometimes all i wanna do is sit and write heid with others but then i get distracted or caught up in something else or my brain just entirely shuts down.

i think when you write a character that's so secondary / low-key so often, it takes a toll after a while. idk, it's a hard one to explain but i wonder if you get it too what with writing a character who, as well, only gets so much screentime. sometimes it can feel as if you're shouting into a void, which i think is the thing that sometimes wares me down. especially when you create a story surrounding them and feel it sometimes gets ignored in favour of just 'daddy' plots or self-serving stuff. it can sometimes just, grind me down a little? idk how to describe it -

BUT. that little bit of explanation aside, i do massively appreciate your words of kindness. it means a lot coming from someone so passionate and invested in their own muse. i greatly admire seeing you on my dash and adore all of the dynamics i see you having with other writers i know / and the ones, i don't, too! i massively appreciate you and your elwin, friend. and once again, thank you for being so lovely. you're a legend and the absolute mvp <3 ))