#i wanted to hear 'yeye' in his cute voice again

[hydrachea]

(GRAND)SONBOY OBTAINED!

[randaccidents]

Under Arrest

Yeye another fic! This has been waiting as long as Good Night has, and I finally got it out! It’s kinda messy but I think I like it like that :3

Set directly after Good Night.

Song used! Cause I gotta remember to link the song!

Shadow People AU by the gentle @mine-sara-sp

TW: nightmare mention, Demise mention

but this fic is very much light and funny!

Someone is under arrest for not resting crimes

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"Geez! Who's makin' that racket! I'm tryin to sleep 'ere!"

Bdubs was quickly shushed by his friends around him, eyes flickering over to check on Wels. Chagrined, Bdubs quickly quieted down. “Could someone at least get whoever it is to stop?” he stage-whispered.

“That might be a problem Bubbles.”

Several sets of eyes followed the direction that Keralis was pointing in, cringing backwards slightly when they realised who the problem was. More accurately, two someones.

knockTHUNKTHUNKknockknockknockTHU-

“I’m not dealing with that man, I may fear no hermit, but those things scare me.” The cyborg- creeper shuddered lightly. “Theys unnatural.”

The ensuing soft scuffle was interrupted when Cub stood up with a sigh, Brushing himself down, the hermit carefully maneuvered his way over to the window, avoiding sprawled out arms and legs. Reaching the window, he inspected it, quickly finding that the central section could swing outwards. The knockers had withdrawn their hands, waiting impatiently for Cub to open the window.

Taking a deep breath, he unhooked the latch, quickly shoving the upper half of his body out the window to the surprised shouts of his friends. Crossing his arms in an attempt to look less afraid then he felt, Cub addressed the impatiently bouncing duo outside. "Can’t you two be quieter?"

“W̏ͭ̒a̘͉̅ͣ̚n̗̱̑͛͊ț̲̝̮͔̎ͬ ̇̈́̃́̈ͤW͈̹͙̟͙͈e̼̳͕̜̼̱͓l̜͕s͉̙̞̮͍̦͍̉̃̓̈́!̩̱͚͇̏” “W͎̼̯̮̺̞̬h̖͈͔̪͆̅ͭ͒̈́̊ệ̯͚̫͕ͮ͐r̮̘͊e͎̳̙̲̘̘͌̀̍͗?͖̣̼̠̱͎̻”

Cub flapped his hands at them gently, shushing them. “He’s sleeping. He had a rough night, so if you want to be let in, quiet down, got it?”

The two shadows tilted their heads gently, mirrored yet opposite in direction, bumping their heads together in the process. “Ṟ̙ö̬̩̜̭̭́ͭ̾ͅu͙̠̤̅̏ͧg̑̋ḧ̖̙̝ͫ ͓̟̓̎̌n͆i̒̂g̈̈h͔̭̜͊̅͗ͅt̠̩?͐̑ͧ” “K͊͊͊nͬ̾i̼̥̝͍̼̜̎̆ͮ̃ġ̥̻͈̹h̬̼̦̻͙̓ͧ̎t̍ ͓̙̣͇̺̪̣̚tͥi͎̿r͙e̙͖̝d̒?͛”

“Yes, and if you keep up your noise he’s going to wake up and feel bad.” Cub hissed at them. “Whatever you want can wait this one time, can’t it?”

The two seemed to consider, twittering lightly at each other, before turning to face him in sync, giving him a singular clear chirp. Cub shuddered, he will never understand how Wels figured out how to deal with them calmly. Bracing his arms against the window frame in preparation to head back inside, a sudden realisation hit him. “And no murder. Everyone will scream, our communicators will make noise, he’s gonna wake up. Got it?”

The shadows whined pitifully at him, but nodded their heads at his stern glare. Satisfied, Cub finally popped himself back inside, turning to face everyone who was awake. “Guys, don’t panic.” he hurriedly said.

And just in time too, as the vexdows materialised into the room. Predictably, there was the general noise of panic and fear, although uncharacteristically hushed. Avarice and Keloid didn’t quite seem to care, speedily pinpointing where Wels lay and leaping over hermits to loom over Biffa and Jevin. The two were the only ones who were unafraid, if only because they were currently highly protective over Wels. “Touch him and we will end you,” Biffa hissed, Jevin nodding furiously beside him.

To their surprise, the two shadows didn’t become violent or angry, instead finding a space to sit down, keeping a gentle eye on Wels. “Uh.”

The vexed shadows mutely hissed at them. “S̺̗l̫̬̫̻̮̻͚̒ͭ̽̑ē̳̭̺͒͛͒̉̚e̲͕̯̓ͦ̆͗͂p͖̮̱̖͙̀î̞͖͂͆̅̾͂n͇ͨ̏͑g̤̜̋ͤ̆!̝̫̟̪̊̎̊͗ͧ̊” Avarice whisper-shouted, Keloid nodding rapidly beside them.

Biffa and Jevin gawked at them, sharing a look. This was… new. Normally, the vexed shadows were a lot more aggressive. They looked down at their still sleeping friend, tear tracks dried on his face. What had Wels done to make them so tame?

Jevin nudged Biffa lightly. “Might as well get some more sleep, yeah?” he whispered.

Biffa side-eyed the shadows cautiously. “You get some more sleep. I don’t quite trust them.” he whispered back.

Jevin shrugged, gently easing himself back into the mess of blankets and pillows, jostling Wels slightly. The knight grumbled in his sleep, turning to latch onto Jevin’s hoodie and snuggle into it. Smiling softly, Jevin gently put his arms around Wels before closing his eyes and drifting off to sleep.

Biffa smiled down at his two friends being cute, before a noise caused his head to snap back to the vexed shadows sat opposite. He pointed two fingers at his head before turning them sharply to point at the two shadows. “I’ve got my eye on you.”

Keloid perked up, shoving three of their arms into some of Avarice’s tiny faces before pointing them at Biffa. “Eͣẙ͗̉e͗ͧ ̠͈̲̣͐̀̒o̲̙̮̎n̍ ̔̐͛y͌o̼̟̟̓̉u̻͍!̀̽̑” they giggled, Avarice quickly shoving a large hand into their face to muffle their over-excited laughter.

Biffa blinked. On one hand, that was adorable, in the way that toddlers were. On the other hand, the way they said that was very disturbing. Casting his gaze around the room, he saw that while the hermits had found their own clusters to chat amongst, at least one person in each group was looking over their shoulder, monitoring the shadows who were now playing with each others’ hands. Sighing, he leaned against the wall, resigned to watching Avarice and Keloid.

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Wels woke slowly, blinking the sleep from his eyes. Dimly, he realised that he hadn’t woken from a nightmare this time, and silently gave thanks. He smooshed his face further into the fabric before him, too comfortable to really move.

“Hey, Wels, you awake?” A hand placed itself on his shoulder, tilting his body slightly. He brushed it aside, turning back into the warm darkness. Muffled laughter issued from above him. “Yep, he’s awake alright.”

Another hand touched his arm as the fabric surface he was cuddled against pulled away, shaking him lightly. “Come on Wels, wake up. It's almost midday and you have visitors.” said another voice.

Wels sighed internally. Guess he did have to get up. Releasing the comfortable fabric, he pushed himself up into a sitting position, stretching his arms above his head. “What is it, what is it,” he grumbled, eyes still refusing to open. He could hear Jevin giggle next to him. “Uh, might wanna open your eyes Wels.”

Grumbling, he opened his eyes. And blinked. "Who let them in here? They're going to steal all the diamonds." He whispered, pointing at the two shadows who were still obliviously toying with their hands.

Cub raised his hand. "I did, and don't worry, we've been keeping an eye on them this whole time, no way they stole any diamonds."

Wels dragged a hand down his face, quickly blinking the sleep from his eyes. "Oh you guys have no clue," he muttered. Turning, he called out to the shadows. "Keloid! Avarice!"

Their heads snapped upwards lightning fast, wide unnatural grins only growing upon seeing the knight awake. "Wͧ̍ͫ͑e̒l̎ͤs!̒̒” “̞̭̲͚̩́̈́̒ͯͨẄ́ḛ̗̭̞̫̄l̾ͩsͦ!̞̅͒” “̭̗͉͔̻̤̰̋̅ͪͦW̖̰̤̊̿ͥe̍́l̗̱͈̫̑̔sͤ!ͣͣ” “̝̦̣̓͗ͧ̉Wͭë̘̹̒͆̿̒ls̽ͭ!̆ͬͤ" they crowed, bouncing on the spot, clearly wanting to crowd around Wels but limited by the lack of space around them.

Wels made a motion like pushing down air with one hand, laughing at their antics. "Calm down, calm down, I'm awake. Thank you for waiting until I woke up this time." The shadows beamed at the praise. Wels quickly moved on before they could get too rowdy. "Now before we get to why you're here…" His gaze sharpened as he glared at the vexed shadows. "Give the diamonds back. I know you have them."

Avarice leaned back slightly, face the picture of innocence. Behind it, Keloid averted their eyes, whistling a bird's tune.  "Ẇ͗h͔͚͆̂a͕͙̟̫ͩ̈́t͇̣̟̠̺ ̄ͥs̭̾̽ͫ͑h͚͍̠͉̱̰̣i̓͂̿ṉ̰ͦí̟̬̞̼͎̊̌̑e̼̮̜̗̖̱ͧ̃s͙̪̭̪̞?̂ͣ"

Wels narrowed his eyes at them, unconvinced by their act. "Stop stalling, you know what you've done. You two are never able to sit still unless you have diamonds. Give it back to them."

The shadows whined, but quickly crumbled under Wels' glare. Keloid reached behind it's back and pulled out 10 diamonds, gently placing them on one of Avarice's floating blue hands. The hand floated across the room, stopping to dump the diamonds into a confused Ren's lap before floating back. "Wait a minute…" Ren leaned back, shuffling through his pockets and finding them empty. He whirled back around to point at the smug looking vex shadows, incredulous. "How did you guys do that? Doc is the most observant man I know!"

Wels smirked knowingly. "They have their ways." The shadows cackled proudly at those words, adding an ominous layer to his words. Wels turned back to face Avarice and Keloid, missing how his friends cringed at their laughter. "On to business. Why are you two here? Paladin hasn't died again right?"

The two shook their heads, their bodies moving along with it. There was some mild commotion as the hermits nearest the vexed shadows took cover from flailing arms and wings that he ignored. “C̩̯̩aͥ̋m̼͙̬̰è̑̏ f̆̆ỏ͈̘͕̣̮͖̾̌̌r̻̻̗̐ ̬̫̖́͊ͯͅyͩ̋o͔̙̰ͅu̗͔̼̼͈͈̼̽!̯̖̮͓̺͓̙ͥ”

Wels raised an eyebrow, unconcerned by the disturbing phrasing of the sentence. “That’s new. Why?”

Keloid’s face conveyed the emotion of concern better than Avarice’s many laughing faces. “S̘̠͖̭̻̎̾͋ḧ́̐iͨ̏̚ny ̃ͣ̌n̰͖͚̣͂ͧ͂o̾̑t͇̯̙̠͖͕̎ͩ̆ ̑ȓ͛̊̚ͅe̔ͧ́̍ș̖͑̉tͯ̅!̊́͌ ͍̻̰̥̳̬ͦN̻e͓͌̿ͮe̍͋d̜͚͎̰̦̠͕́͊ ̀̇̚yo͋̒u̟̹̬̖̭͚̾̽ ̓͒h̟̏͛ͅeͮͮ̇l̲͕̻̮͚̣̭ṗͭ!͐”

Wels frowned in thought as he pieced together the rag-tag bits of information he was given. “So Paladin isn’t taking any breaks?” he questioned, receiving twin affirming clicks in response. “And you want me to come help you deal with it?” he guessed. Another set of affirming clicks.

Guess that settles it. Pushing back against the wall, Wels pushed himself up from the comfort of the blanket nest below him. “Alright, let me just do my morning stuff and suit up before we go.” he said, moving to step over his friends.

A pair of hands latched onto his arm, stopping him in his tracks. Instantly, the shadows began hissing aggressively, drawing the clatter of weapons being drawn. Wels sighed. He held his hand up high in a universal stop gesture, pitching his voice above the noise. “Calm down! The lot of you! Act more mature!”

All sound in the room froze, shocked by Wels' sudden outburst. Wels didn't just get angry and shout, Wels was calm and collected. The hands on his arm increased in pressure and weight for a moment, nothing he couldn't handle, and then he had two hermits hanging off of his shoulders. He tilted his head gently in acknowledgement, smiling softly. "Morning Biffa, morning Jevin, whaddya want?"

Biffa pulled himself up into a more upright position, leaning down to whisper into Wels’ ear. “Are you sure you’ll be safe going alone with them? You know they’re dangerous.” On his other shoulder, Jevin nodded in agreement, head bouncing up and down. Wels smiled softly at their concern. “Guys, I’ll be fine. This isn’t my first time and it won’t be the last. At least they asked this time instead of spiriting me away.”

“But you haven’t been sleeping lately. You’re still tired, I can feel it.”

Wels winced at the implications behind Jevin’s words, hurriedly covering it up under a confident tone. “I’ll be fine, I trust them not to harm me, they’ve come so far. Do you trust me?"

He could feel his friends flinch at his implied accusation, guilt slithering down his spine. It was a low blow, but he also knew they were all on a time limit that was as long as the Avarice and Keloid felt like, and he had probably wasted so much of it sleeping. He had to get moving now.

Thankfully, with only a quick side glance, Biffa and Jevin let him go with a nod. Shooting them a glance in thanks, he headed for the bathroom with quick steps. Stopping just inside the doorframe, he leaned out to shout, "And no murder of any kind! Anyone tries something and all of you are out of my house, with me still in it! Are we clear?"

"Yes dad!" came a clear British voice over the general chatter of agreement and twittering chirps, followed swiftly by another, gruffer voice shouting “Ok, Boomer!” Wels whipped back around. "Who said that? I just want to talk to you young man." he said in a mock-threatening voice, eliciting laughter from the crowd. He spied Mumbo, the mustached man grinning proudly, hi-fiving an equally overjoyed TFC in the back. Shaking his head in mock disappointment, Wels left the room, muttering about ‘kids these days’ and ‘no respect for their elders’, to the hooting laughter of the hermits.

Door now closed firmly behind him, Wels quickly unlatched the leather bracers from his arms, rubbing his arms. He might be used to wearing armour everywhere, but having them on 24/7 made him long for the softness of a shirt again. Absentmindedly tracing the edges of his scars, he made quick work of his armour, making sure that the chainmail undershirt covered his neck fully. Tugging lightly to ensure that everything was a snug fit, Wels pushed the door open again.

And had to duck to avoid the dirt block thrown in his direction. Offended howls and raucous laughter greeted him as he slipped back into the room. Somehow, no one had noticed his return.

And honestly, that was a blessing in disguise. Observing how the hermits had now clustered around where Avarice and Keloid had been sitting, he wondered what they could be doing as he tiptoed his way to one of the tables that had been pushed aside. Grabbing the pack he had stored inside, he scrambled up onto the table, trying to see what his friends were up to this time.

He observed his friends throwing items to each other, tools, dirt, stone, diamonds, wood all flying through the air. Diamonds were held up like bait before being thrown across the circle, the vexed shadows in the middle having no space to manoeuvre, grey-blue hands instead reaching up to grasp at the items flying by, flailing in an uncoordinated attempt. A piece of wood was snapped up between Keloid’s elbows, observed, then thrown out of the circle with a howl and a burst of laughter from the hermits. Avarice’s large hands grabbed a chunk of items from the sky. The hand floated down and opened, revealing two diamonds amidst a pile of stone and other items. They crowed in victory, quickly pocketing their winnings. From the corner of his eye, Wels saw TFC and Scar pulling out some diamonds to replenish the pool alongside more random blocks.

Sitting down cross-legged on the table, Wels rested his head on one hand and watched the group play, a small smile playing across his lips. It was rare to see this kind of sight, everyone else was always so afraid of Avarice and Keloid, which was a pity. Months of being kidnapped to resummon Paladin or for some other obscure reason had removed the fear of their unnatural looks and actions, revealing a childlike wonder beneath. Hopefully this small bubble of fun they were all having would soften the hermits to the vexed shadows.

He didn’t know how long he sat on that table, watching his friends both player and shadow play. Keralis had glanced back and seen him at some point, but instead of telling anyone he had winked at him before turning back around to throw all three of his held diamonds.

Eventually, he was caught. Keralis had glanced back at him one too many times, alerting the rest to his presence. Predictably, there was some uproar.

“How long have you been sitting there!” “Do you know how many diamonds I lost?” “We thought you would never come out of the bathroom princess!”

Cheeky grin in place, he slid off the table. “How could I resist? You guys were having so much fun I couldn’t bear to stop it. Besides,” he added, walking through the circle and standing before Avarice, reaching out to pet their arm. “This is a much more fun way to get diamonds, don’t you think?”

The small faces on its arms lit up a brighter blue as the both of them whistled in agreement, Keloid taking out the diamonds they had gathered to show Wels in excitement. “L͌̿o̠͑̈́o̓̎k̰̏̐̇!͉̱̼̽ͨ̋ L͌̿o̠͑̈́o̓̎k̰̏̐̇!͉̱̼̽ͨ̋”Keloid chirped, somehow managing to bounce despite sitting down, holding out a whole fifteen diamonds to him. Wels laughed at their pure happiness. “Yes, good job you two.”

Preening in pride, Keloid returned the diamonds to its inventory. Avarice looked out the window, then beeped in alarm. “T͒͑iͪ̎m̂̓e̘!̥̪͈̬͉͎̻ͫͤ ͭͤ͒N͊eͯ̿̄̋e̱͚̤̣ͩd̓ ̝̯̻̙̜g̏ͣ̈́ó̺̼̄ ͎̜ͨ̎ñó̓͐w̼͍̼̦̹͑͊̆!ͦͬ͆” they stressed, grabbing Wels roughly by the arm.

Wels grunted, tapping Avarice’s hand. They twittered a quick apology, relaxing its grip but keeping its hand wrapped firmly around his arm as it walked towards the window, Keloid fluttering above.

Wels turned slightly to face his concerned friends, raising an arm to wave. “Guess I’m off! Don’t worry too much about me guys, this is mostly normal! Bye!”

Turning back, he crawled through the window after Avarice, coming to stand on the roof of his mansion. Avarice had released his arm, so he tilted his head at them in question. Avarice answered with a coo, clearly expecting him to understand, then sighed when he didn’t move. Reaching over, it scooped up Wels in its arms, drawing a squeak from him. Looking up, he could see Keloid latch its six arms around Avarice, wings beating lightning-fast, and then they were in the air. Twisting around in Avarice’s hold, he looked down at the house below. Spotting some multicoloured figures below waving up at him, Wels pulled an arm free to wave back down at them.

Eventually, the house fell out of view. Twisting back, Wels settled himself within Avarice’s arms, resigned to waiting out the journey to the Hoard, wherever they had moved it to this time.

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The jolting landing woke Wels up. Blinking up at the stone ceiling above him, he lifted his head to look around. Keloid was nowhere to be seen, Avarice still moving down the cut-out corridors deeper into the Hoard. He leaned back to look at Avarice properly. “Hey, can you put me down? I can walk.”

Avarice glanced down at him, considering, then giving him a small rattling noise as they continued down the hall. Seeing as Avarice hadn't put him down, Wels guessed that was a no. Letting his head fall back into Avarice’s arms, he let out a small huff, watching the ceiling go past.

When the ceiling shifted from stone to smooth andesite, Wels noticed. A low whistle, and Avarice was setting him down on something soft. Blinking, he looked down, discovering a nest of pillows and blankets. He pressed down on the blanket. It was… really soft, actually. Softer than his own bed. It made him want to bury his face in it and hide for a few days. Noise from the corridor drew his attention away before he could actually go through with his thoughts.

Keloid fluttered in from the hall, holding an indignant Paladin, whose feet only just brushed the floor. His shadow was shaking their arms about, yet carefully making sure not to hit Keloid. A set of gauntlets floated behind them, still holding smelting tools. “Put me down Kel! I got commissions to finish!”

Keloid shook its head as Avarice moved to support it. “Y͚̱͉̑̀̄o͓̗üͦ ̳͉͍͍ͫ̐n̆̐o̒̃ͧt̑̉ͧͅ ͔̻͇̥r͇̜̮͂̆̄̏̇̉e̼s̓͐ͨtͤ͑!̣͔̓̾͌̓”

Paladin looked up at Avarice, “You too? Come on, I’m fine! We don’t even need rest.”

Avarice twittered at them. “Ń̎o̰̳̩͆ͥͥtͥ̆ͯ s̎ͭͦp͒̂ͪḛ̬̠͎̳̟̩n͋ͨd̝̭͔̞̞ͪͪ̈́ ̈́ͤ͂ͭ̓̽tiͬ̇m͚̭͚̥̖̹̀e̞͍̲͓̩͍͙̎̿̒̔ ̽̄̄͑͐̓̅w͛ͧ̓i̼̐̄t͍̲̤̳̿ͮͣͅh̞̩̘̥͔ͥ̾ ̳̗̃u̐ͪs͓̗ͩ͑ͯ͐?̖̞̖̤̻̼́̒̈́̀̎”

Paladin looked down guiltily. Walking them forwards, Avarice gently pushed them onto the nest, shooting Wels a knowing look. Catching onto what was going on, Wels twisted his waist, leaning over to wrap his arms around Paladin, startling his shadow. They tilted their head slightly in confusion. “Wels? What are you doing here?”

The position he was in was uncomfortable. Straining backwards, Wels pulled Paladin down next to him on the nest. The shadow flailed, disoriented. “Wha- you too Wels? Come on!” they whined. Wels didn’t respond, instead burying his face into Paladin’s side. He felt the shadow tense up, then sigh, tension bleeding out of their frame. A shifting cloth came up to cradle him in a vaguely familiar manner.

A large arm draped over them, effectively trapping them both in place. Wels could feel a presence slip in behind him, draping over his side and resting its head on his shoulder. “S͒̚ī͑̈́n͌g͛?̱̌ͅ” Keloid chirped. Avarice rumbled its agreement, the vibrations rattling down its arm. He could practically feel Paladin roll their eyes, yet when they shifted to speak to him he could hear the affection in their voice. “Got any songs to humour them? I don’t really have any right now.”

Wels thought for a moment, flipping through his mental song list before coming on the perfect song. “I sing and you do the backup?” he asked, poking Paladin in the side.

“Oh you should know dear summoner,” Paladin ribbed back. Pulling back slightly with a smile, Wels cleared his throat, letting the first words out, Paladin humming along, giving his voice an echoing quality.

“Time is an illusion that helps things make sense,

so we’re always living in the present tense.

It seems unforgiving when a good thing ends.

But you and I will always be back then.

You and I will always be back then.”

He heard Avarice and Keloid shift over them, adding soft plinking noises to their song.

“Singing will happen, happening, happened.

Will happen, happening, happened.

And we will happen again and again.

'Cause you and I will always be back then.

You and I will always be back then”

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“So, why are they dragging you here?” Wels asked, holding back a yawn. They had been singing for a few hours now, and he was getting tired. Avarice and Keloid had gone to grab some food for him, leaving him to hold down the fort. Paladin grunted, looking away. “I haven’t been hanging out with them since the incident. Just trying to catch up on my commissions, nothing special.”

Wels propped himself up onto his elbows, staring into Paladin’s face, reading the lines of pain they didn’t quite manage to hide. He sighed, slipping back into his space besides Paladin, wrapping an arm around their chest. “You don’t have to hide from us, you know. Avarice and Keloid already noticed, and you hiding it from them is only going to make them more worried.”

Paladin twisted to look at him, surprised, “How did yo-”

He pointed at his face. “I know my face when I see it. You’re like an open book to me.”

Paladin huffed and turned around fully, a blue wing curling up to box him in. “Then you are just as open to me. You’re tired. Sleep.”

Unable to hold back his yawn, Wels snuggled into Paladin’s side. “Maybe… I will…” he muttered, drifting off.

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Amazingly, he didn’t wake up to a nightmare, instead finding his shadow with two attentive shadow vex at their feet, pointing out the shininess factor of each gem. He smiled. This was nice. He could get used to this.

He didn’t leave the Hoard that day, instead staying in and learning more about how the shadow vex and his shadow interacted.

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The next night, he did wake from a nightmare.

He’d clung to Paladin, sobbing, face hidden against their chestplate, unwilling to look up and see that accursed blue. The three shadows had held him, he had felt their hands and arms encircle him comfortably. Someone was rocking him, petting his head, he could hear Paladin humming a song, the song they had sung a day prior.

Eventually, he tired himself out, falling back into sleep.

No one asked him about his nightmares the next day, giving him understanding glances, and for that he was grateful.

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“So, when can I leave?”

“Ǹ̳̂͒oͤ͊t͋́̂ ̑ͤͮ̚n̜̲̼̊o̲̝̞̣wͦ͒͑̑!ͤ̂͐”

“ͨ͗͑͑̔͐͆T͆r̯ͭ̇͊̎ͯ̊a̬̺͗͑̌̈̅p̀͒̓s̫̖̘̱͚͒̍ ̗͖̥̺͉e͋ͯ́v̟̰͖̯͔̳ͣͅe͒ͣ͌r̃̒̽y̟̻̟w̚hͯ́͊̓eͩͣ̊ṟ͎ͫ͆͆̊̎̚e̽̓̓ͮ!̼͍̹͛”

“Oh, I think that’s just Demise. I don’t think anyone’s died yet though, are you talking about what’s going to happen. Ah, alright. Hopefully Grian got my payme-”

“Sͩͦ̊t̠̩̘͕͋̇̏̃o͑��l̾ͦͬe̠̮̤͕͓͕ ̞͍̳̠̆̾ͩ͌s͎̘͚̿̍̈̂h̠̗ͪi̱͚̖̲n̊ͦͭiͧͫͣe͌ͭ̎s͖̯̙͍̻̝̾̚!̮͆ͫ͊͛ͦ͐̑”

“... of course you did. Guess I gotta go tell Gria-”

“N̺͍̮͑o̬̬̩̹̼̰ ̠̻̠͚̪̰̍̇̈̈̔̽l͙͖ͧ̇̄̏̐e̱̺͇̦̳̖a̠̮ͣ̂̽͆v̪̩͔̤͈̺̺̌ͣͫ̍e̠̺̝̞̮͋̿!͓̗̝̜ͧ̂”

“̹̩͈̗̿̾̏̃D́͑͐a̝n̓̎g̽̃̋̊ͮe̯ͩr̝̹͔̗ͮͫoͥ̈̋̌ũ̲s͕̜͉͈͚͔͍͆̓̃͂̚!̳͇̗̮̆̐̃ͯ”

“Woah! Put me down please.”

“̹̩͈̗̿̾̏̃D́͑͐a̝n̓̎g̽̃̋̊e̯ͩr̝̹͔̗ͮͫoͥ̈̋̌ũ̲s͕̜͉͈͚͔͍͆̓̃͂̚!̳͇̗̮̆̐̃ͯ”

“̹̩͈̗̿̾̏̃D́͑͐a̝n̓̎g̽̃̋̊e̯ͩr̝̹͔̗ͮͫoͥ̈̋̌ũ̲s͕̜͉͈͚͔͍͆̓̃͂̚!̳͇̗̮̆̐̃ͯ”

“Ok, I get it, you won’t let me out until Demise ends, won’t you? Guess I have to tell Grian that I can’t play Demise then.”

Opened Another of Grian’s messes

[Wels] hey Grian you awake?

[Grian] when am I not?

[Grian] hey wels long time no see where you been

[Jevin] the sleeping beuaty has awokened!

[Wels] that is not how you spell awoken Jevin

[Wels] and speaking of where I’ve been, I need to talk to you

[Grian] ominous, Im listening

[Wels] so the vexdows? I’m going to call them that now it’s easier

[Jevin] i spelleth things how i wanteth

[Wels] the vexdows won’t let me leave the Hoard cause they heard that traps and death are included

[Grian] wait they are protecting you? Weird

[Wels] Jevin please that hurts my eyes why would you curse this world with that

[Grian] WAIT THATS UNFAIR NO ONE KNOWS WHERE THE HOARD EVEN IS

[Wels] that’s why I’m talking to you

[Jevin] it speakerth from mine mind, all of youse shall be cursed with it owo

[Wels] could you take me off the game? I don’t think I can convince them to let me leave until the game ends

[Grian] on it

[Wels] oh also they stole your diamonds

[Jevin] pwease tawk to me I'm wonyewy

[Wels] Jevin did you sleep? you’re not you when you’re sleepy

[Grian] they stole them? Agh

[Wels] I’ll pay the winner when the game ends, no need to refund me

[Jevin] no

[Wels] go to sleep Jevin

[Jevin] no

[Wels] how dare you say no to me

[Grian] whomst'd've

[Jevin] itz on scrub

[Biffa] @Xisumavoid presidential alert: the girls are fighting

[Wels] bless you Biffa

[Xisuma] what’s going on here

[Jevin] WHO CALLED MUM

[Grian] DID YOU CALL ECKS-EYE-EASE-ONE-A-VE-OID MUM

[Biffa] I did this to call out X for not sleeping :3

[Xisuma] firstly, go to sleep, the both of you

[Xisuma] secondly, I might as well be your mother with how everyone acts

[Grain] !!!

[Jevin] but XXXXXXXXX

[Xisuma] and thirdly, how dare you Biffa

[Biffa] you gotta sleep too mum

[Xisuma] I am headed to your location. Do not move

[Biffa] what are you going to do, kill me

[Jevin] oh boy the other girls are fighting now

[Xisuma] no, worse

[Xisuma] I’m going to confiscate your tea

[Biffa] :0

[Biffa] >:0

[Biffa] >:V

[Wels] aaaaand I’m leaving

[Keralis] bye Wels, stay safe <3

[Grian] MUM KERALIS ISNT ASLEEP EITHER

Wels tucked his communicator away, giggling at his friends’ antics. Two curious chirps caught his attention, and he turned back to face the vexdows. A lightbulb went off in his head. “Could you two show me the Hoard?”

[lvanter]

operation get you a girlfriend ; hwang yeji

pairing; yeji x reader

word count; 1.8k

genre; fluff, 

summary; your friends think you need a girlfriend, luckily yeji has a crush on you

note; yeye

warnings; food, a lot of dialogue, bad writing 

“GET UP!” jisung yelled, trying to pull of your covers.

“noooo.” you groaned, pulling the covers all the way up over your face.

you felt a dip beside you and pulled the covers down just enough to see hyunjin making himself comfortable on your bed.

“what’re you guys doing here? how did you even get in?” you rubbed your eyes.

“your mother is a very nice woman.” hyunjin mumbled.

“ugh.” you buried your head back down in the covers.

“so (name),” jisung started, standing next to your bed. “we have decided-“ hyunjin interrupted him. “i didn’t do shit.”

jisung gave hyunjin a look.

he cleared his throat and continued, “we have decided that you need a girlfriend.”

you groaned sitting up. “i really don’t-“

“shut up yes you do.” hyunjin interrupted you, rolling his eyes.

“you need a girlfriend, (name). it’s getting sad.” jisung grinned, sitting down on your bed. “and we, your best friends in the entire world, are gonna help you find one.”

you looked at jisung with tired eyes. “i can’t talk you out of this can i?”

jisungs grin got bigger as he stood up, “nope! and i will call this; operation get (name) a girlfriend!”

≧◡≦

“this is so fucking stupid. why do i let them talk me into stuff like this?” you mumbled under your breath, sitting down in the uncomfortable cafe chair.

“uhm excuse me? are you (name)?” a girl asked you.

you smiled up at her, “yeah i am! you must be heeyeon!”

the girl smiled back and sat down in front of you. “i am yes, you’re friends with jisung right?” she asked placing her bag on the floor.

“i am yeah! he’s one of my best friends.”

she nodded and looked down at the small menu card.

she definitely isn’t ugly. she has a high nose, big pretty doe eyes and a slightly crooked front tooth, that makes her smile look adorable. she’s also an interesting person and you could definitely see yourself talking to her more, but not like that.

while she’s nice and everything, you just didn’t feel a spark or anything.

and that’s exactly what you told the boys.

“what do you mean you don’t like her?” jisung yelled at you

you rolled your eyes. “i didn’t say i don’t like her. i’m just not romantically interested in her.”

jisung frowned, but then started to smile again.

“w-why are you smiling like that?” hyunjin asked, carefully.

“it’s no problem if you don’t like heeyeon!” jisung grinned. “i know a bunch of other girls!”

you squinted your eyes at him. “you’re so annoying.”

≧◡≦

“why can’t you just be grateful that i’m introducing you to pretty girls?” jisung huffed.

you shrugged and poked your ramen with your chopsticks. “have you considered that i’m not interested in a relationship?”

hyunjin rolled his eyes at the two of you. “what was wrong with jieun?” he questioned.

“nothing was wrong with her. she was just,” you paused. “too much, you know.”

jisung nodded, jieun could be a little much sometimes.

“well, fear not my dear (name), i know more girls!” he grinned.

≧◡≦

you sat down on the big cafe chair.

hyunjin sitting across from you and jisung on your left.

after a couple minutes of eating jisung spoke. “so….are you gonna tell us how your date went?”

“no.”

“what do mean ‘no’? how did your date go?” jisung pestered, poking the red cake on your plate.

you sighed. “the date itself was fine. we didn’t do much, just watched a movie and went for a walk.”

“that’s it?! no kiss?! no hug?!”

“no, jisung! none of that.” you emphasized the ‘no’

jisung frowned as hyunjin laughed at his misery.

“give up ‘sung.” hyunjin giggled.

“i’m not gonna give up! this is operation get (name) a girlfriend! and i’m gonna get you a girlfriend!” jisung yelled, way too loud for the quiet cafe.

“great now people are looking.” you muttered and stuffed your mouth with more cake.

≧◡≦

“heejin?”

“no.”

“hyemi?”

“no.”

“chaewon?”

“no.”

“siyeon?”

“no.”

jisung poundered for a bit. “what about lia? you know from chemistry.”

you sighed, “i know who lia is, and no.”

jisung let out a dramatic sigh. “why are you so picky?” he asked, leaning up against the wall next to your locker.

“i’m not,” you threw him a look, “i just don’t want to be in a relationship right now.”

jisung gives you a blank stare as you close your locker. “that’s a lie. you saw the notebook yesterday.”

you furrowed your eyebrows. “how did you know? and that doesn't mea-’’

he waved his hand around, dismissing your question. “the point is: you’re a sad, lonely person,” “gee thanks.” “no problem. and you need a girlfriend so you can do cute couple thing with her!”

“i’ve never seen you this passionate about anything.” you teased, walking into chemistry class, jisung right behind you.

he pouted making you laugh.

≧◡≦

“you want me to WHAT?!”

lia covered her ears at yejis yelling

“i want you to walk up to (name) and give them their notebook.” she answered with an eyeroll.

“bu-but i can’t just walk up to them!” yeji cried, making the younger girl roll her eyes again.

“yes you can. all you have to do is walk up to them, say ‘hey, you forgot this’ and then walk away.” lia crossed her arms over her chest.

yeji gulped, looking over at you.

you were sitting with jisung and hyunjin, as always, fooling around with them.

yeji took a deep breath to calm herself down. “you just walk up to them,” she mumbled under her breath, “and say hey you forgot this. c’mon yeji, you can do this.”

lia rolled her eyes for the third time at her dramatic best friend. “great now go!” she tried to push yeji towards the table you were sitting at.

“no wait! i can't do this.” yeji was sure her heart was gonna beat out of her chest.

walking up to your crush? that’s hard.

especially when it your crush of 8 years.

lia put her hands on yeji shoulders so she could face her. “it’s fine! (name) is a nice person! it’s not like they’re gonna yell at you! just be confident, ji.”

yeji took another deep breath and nodded. “i can do this.”

she walked with small and slow steps, so you had time to leave and she didn’t have to face you.

but you didn’t leave.

why would you? lunch had only just started.

hyunjin was the first person to notice yeji, after all he was the only one facing the direction she came from

“hey yeji!” he waved at her.

“hi!” she said quietly out.

you looked up and turn to her voice. “oh, hi yeji!” you smiled.

yeji felt her heart beat faster when you smiled.

“h-hi (name).” she stuttered, looking down at the plain floor, silently cursing at herself for stuttering.

jisungs eyebrows raised at her stutter, but he keeps quiet.

“what’s up?” you asked her.

yeji snapped towards you. “oh ahm j-just this,” she held out your notebook. “you left it in chemistry.”

you looked at the notebook. “oh! thank you. i didn’t notice.”

yeji stared at you for a while.

you waved your hand in front of her face, making her snap out of it.

“ah. i’m just gonna go now. see you later.” she rushed, and turned to walk back to lia.

you looked after her with a small smile on your face.

jisung smirked at you. “she likes you.” he stated.

he was tempted to continue with ‘and you like her’ but decided not to.

you looked at him. “what?”

“she likes you.” he repeated, winking at you.

“wha- how would you know?”

for once it’s jisungs turn to roll his eyes. “trust me, she does.”

you shared a look with hyunjin, who’s just as lost as you are.

jisung noticed and pouted. “just trust me on this, please.”

≧◡≦

“heeey yeji.” jisung threw an arm around yejis shoulder.

she looked at him confused. why he’s talking to her. “what?”

they aren’t friends, never have been, despite going to the same school for the last 10 years.

“oh you know just wondering.” jisung turned to face her. “you like (name),right?”

yeji froze. “w-wh-what? nooo. tha-that's ridiculous.”

“so you do?” jisungs grin got bigger.

“wh-what no.”

“wanna go on a date with them?”

yeji froze again. “a date?” she asked, slowly after processing jisungs words.

jisung nodded. “a date, yes.”

“i…..i guess.”

“it’s settled then. you’re going a date with (name), next saturday.” jisung laughed. “well, i have to go. but it was nice talking to you. i’ll text you the details later!” he shouted as he walked away.

yeji stood in the hallway for another 5 minutes when lia walked past.

“yeji? what’s up? why’re you just standing here?”

“ah y- jisu- (name) date.”

lia furrowed her eyebrows. “what?”

yeji shook her head. “i’ll explain later.”

≧◡≦

“you DID WHAT?”

“i got you a date with hwang yeji. haven’t you been listening?”

you picked up a pillow and threw it at him. “what the fuck, han jisung?”

“just one last date.” he begged. “please. she really likes you.”

you sighed. “one date and that’s it.”

he nodded quickly and started jumping up and down. “i promise.”

≧◡≦

yeji walked back and forth in front of the small cafe you had agreed to meet at. “okay yeji. you can’t do this. it’s not like you’re going on a date with your crush of 8 years…. oh no, it is!”

she took her phone out to text lia.

yeji made a face at her phone and put it back in her bag. that didn’t help much.

“ugh.” she groaned to herself and walk to the door.

she pushed the door open slowly. a part of her hoping you weren’t there.

“yeji!” she recognized the voice and turned towards it.

“(name)” she breathed out, quickly walking over to you and sat down in front of you.

“i didn’t think you would come.” you smiled softly.

“ah! yeah, sorry i was late.” she avoided your eyes. “i had to hype myself up for a bit.” she mumbled the last part, not wanting you to hear it.

but unfortunately for her, you heard it.

you smiled at her, now, red face. “that’s okay. to be honest, i had hyunjin hype me up before coming here.”

yeji let out a small laugh at the thought.

“sorry, i’m really nervous.”

“you don’t have to be. i’m really not that cool.”

yeji looked at you for the first time since she sat down, and gave you a smile, that made your heart flutter.

“ready to order?”

≧◡≦

“so.. i’ll see you tomorrow?” you asked, softly.

“y-yeah, tomorrow.”

you smiled. “okay, i’ll see you then. goodnight yeji.”

yeji smiled back, her cheeks still red from when you kissed her. “goodnight (name).”

you walked away from her house with slow steps, not wanting to say goodbye yet.

you turned around to face her and blew a kiss.

yeji felt herself get bright red again.

you grinned and waved.

yeji waved back and walked inside, face still red

operation get (name) a girlfriend? success!

[rasanjanaheiseverything-blog]

Flash Back

So to start this all out, it was end of 2010. As usual, as my daily habit while staying bored at home I used to be a very good fan of Facebook. That was the only way for me to keep in touch with my friends since I raised under very strict typical Asian parents. I was so down after my first and foremost relationship with a medical student. I wonder how that useless one month relationship made my life so miserable and hopeless like I am the most unluckiest girl in this world.While he was  flirting and dating few girls I stayed inside my room and cried without eating. I had the only way of overcoming from that pain was staying whole day in surfing internet and chatting with friends on Facebook.I did not want to move on and have a boy friend. Only thing I wanted was to complete my studies and find a good job. I never thought that I would find my better half. Time passed by with tears on my face and some little smile on my face with friends. 

One day, one of my closest friend from my high school time, posted something funny and I started to comment on that. At the same time a friend of my friend, actually he was a strange person to me, started to comment on the same post. I felt he is a funny guy. I just clicked his name and went to his profile just to stalk around. For the first time in my Facebook life i clicked ADD AS A FRIEND button for a boy but I had no any feeling just empty but something inside me was keep telling me ADD HIM. So I did. Within few minutes he added me back. I just went through his profile and that was all and there was no any feeling towards him or his profile that time. Few hours passed by, I just got a message from  him saying HI!! .. It was the first HI which changed my whole life. I replied him back saying “Hey” Like we have been knowing each other since long time. Then after we chatted we talked everything, He asked about my studies, my school, where do I live, about my parents, my favorites and so many more things. And I told him about my story about the break up and that time he was also with a broken heart. So we shared our stories, we laughed about our sleepless nights because of our Exs. We used to talk each and everyday like very good friends.. we shared some stupid jokes, he told me about his crushes from Airline,sister’s friends, some random girls on his Facebook..The most funniest thing was about him was his motto.. He did not want to die as a Virgin. 

I did not have any picture of myself on my Facebook. One day I wanted to upload a picture as my profile. Some how I managed to take a picture from my old phone and edited and uploaded it to Facebook. That was the first day my new best friend got to see me. He was the first one who clicked the like button and sent a message asking whether its ME.. But within few hours I felt like its ugly and I deleted the image and uploaded random girl’s picture which I downloaded from google. We talked and talked. That time he lived in United Kingdom and he was an Engineering student. One day he brought me a request saying that he wants to talk with me. Actually he expected a friendly talk with me. Without any hesitation I agreed to his request and we had an only skype call. I was shy to turn on my video and he also refused to turn on his video. With the time difference, he called me early in the morning. I started to talk with him in my Pajamas and I stayed with my smelly Pajama till late evening for the first time in my life. That call was very interesting and I could not heard the clock ticking. That was the very first day I heard his cute voice. I found something very attractive in his voice and the way he talks. Hearing his voice made me happy. It was not LOVE but it was something very special. I told about him to my best friend and she wanted to add him also. so they added each other and they started to be very friendly also and our chats commenting posts started to be very interesting. I started to spend a lot more hours on Facebook. Everything started to be very interesting.

I found he has a very attractive skill and a talent. It is his singing capability.I found it as a WOW factor after seeing his few covers of some Sinhala, English and Hindi songs. I started to follow his Youtube channel. I started to listen his songs. I really liked his songs.As I told before he got to very friendly with my best friend, i found they are hiding something from me and both of them started to do something behind back but it was not misunderstanding feeling. It was like that boy has something for me. One day my best friend messaged and told me “GIRL ! HE LIKES YOU” , Actually it did not surprise me, Cause I already felt it from him. I have that attitude of showing up the Big attitude towards boys. I do not know from where it came. but I showed him a big attitude. I told him that I cannot fall in love since I am still thinking about my EX. i knew it sounds stupid, but I did not want to make my heart sad again. He was sad when I told him LETS STAY AS FRIENDS. He was down. To get my attraction he did most sweetest things any girl would love to see. He deactivated Facebook, other day he started to tell me that he is having fever and the next day he is having Chickenpox.. But I could not recognize if those things are true or false, because of that I started to Take care of him. My heart was keep telling please check  on him. He is alone in his hostel and no one is around. At least as a good friend of him I should take care of him. so I checked on him whenever I can. Time passed by with those cute dramas. One day he sent me a message it was a Enrique’s song “Somebody’s Me”. That really touched my heart. It made my heart so warm. That day I told myself “I LIKE HIM”. But my heart stopped me WAIT TILL HE COMES TO SRI LANKA. He wanted to meet me when he back to Sri Lanka during his vacation. I also wanted to see and meet him. That beautiful day came, That was a Saturday He came to see me in my class. My best friend also was there, during the lunch time he came outside of my class with a parcel. We were in the staircase. I was on top of two steps. Damn remembering that day makes my eyes full of tears. That was the very first day I got to see my WHOLE WORLD. He was very tall, handsome. his beautiful smile took my heart away. He was wearing a green color t shirt, denim trouser with a Canvas shoe pair. Very funky attractive. Since I was bit away from him he tried to get to closer to me. I was so damn shy and we did not talk that much. He gave me the parcel and went saying bye. I came back to my class with very happy mood. It was a CHOCOLATE PARCEL. yeye I love chocolate. But chocolate did not make me fall for him. I fell for his personality,  but the specially for who is he. It was the first day i realized YES I LIKE THAT GUY NOW SO MUCH. Although I did not want to tell him. I just kept my mouth shut. Those were the days That friend who is from my high school time, he asked me out and he straightly wanted to talk my parents. Though he was my school time crush, I have already fell for my singer. on 2011 June 19th in the night i told him that “I LOVE YOU SO MUCH PRATHAP” Both were so happy and that was the day MY life started to get so happy after long time and never knew I will be in this current situation. only thing I wanted was to love him madly and marry him one day. Our love went so happy. In the next week we met during my lunch time. He took me out. We parked the vehicle under a tree and we talked and talked. I was so happy. I found him as very attractive.I was with him in the front seat, I felt he is trying to close me and I also tried to close. It was my first kiss for my 21 years. He kissed me :D it was gentle but funny. I did not how to kiss actually. Later he used to joke around me saying how worst my first kiss was. But the most funniest part was while he was kissing me Police caught us. that time we both got deadly scared and I was about to cry. but later it was our major joking point. 

after he completing his degree he came to my country to be with me forever. I was the happiest girl that time.During that time I also completed my degree.. I was deeply truly madly in love with my everything. As he told me in the beginning, I thought he is from a middle level family. But later on i got to know he is not like mine. He is from a very rich family which made me scared as hell. I was right that time problems started to begin with Money. His parents started to hate me because we do not have money like them. Those were the days depression started to hit my life, After exactly very successful long distance relationship, black clouds started to come above us. His parents started to keep ignore me and family and with theses problems my family also started to hate them. Both of us were totally mentally down, As we laughed together we started to cry together. Those were so much of painful years.

He decided to leave me. He left me, he left his home and went  far away from his hometown. He found a job and he took a project which is far away from me and his family. He blocked my phone number, my Facebook, my whatsapp. Totally from everything. He left me all alone with so much of confusions. Again I started to cry in late nights till mornings. I started to find ways to stalk him to search what is he doing, if he is doing alright. I really cared about him. How to stop loving the person who I love more than  myself. No any single message from him. He has gone. I started to get so thin, and ugly, I found MYSELF depends on him I found I live for him. I found he is the one who keep me alive. Time passed by with tears on my eyes and i knew its fill with his eyes also.. 

Again he started to talk to me and we GOT BACK yeyeyeyey. we started to love secretly he acted as single on Facebook. But I did not act so. cause he was the world to me. Totally I was blind with love. months passed, I felt he is changing. He was not the person he used to be. I felt something and I also found I am changing. I started to accuse him. I started to log his facebook. I found he was talking to girls. I found so many things which made my heart so break. I started to fight. We kept fighting, He blocked once and again unblock. sometimes we make love, sometimes we fight. with these obstacles he fell for another girl and again HE LEFT ME.. HE LEFT ME :’( He wanted to marry that girl and he left me during the last semester of my MBA. My whole world collapse. I cried and cried. I started to lose my strength. I started to email him. i started to scold him so bad. But i loved him so madly. whatever he did I did not want to leave or fall for another man. Because he was the man for my life. I found my mother also kept calling him and scolding me to stay away from my life. He has so much of pressure from everything. He is a man who has a very little smooth heart. he does not have a strong heart. I found he tries to find answers from the easiest ways. He is scared of pressure and problems. My little man is  weak.. As long as i am strong i never got scared of that. I had a strong feeling of that I can make him a strong man. Yes I love him ! LOVE CAN CHANGE PEOPLE. After two weeks I got a mail saying that he broke up with that girl and he loves me. But he did not want to get back with me. He knew he broke my heart. He did not want to make me sad anymore. After I got that mail I was neither happy or sad. I was neutral. He said he wants to help me for doing my final research. he came to skype and started to help me. He kept telling me sorry.. How can I hate the person who i love the most. That’s my weak point.I forgive people so easily which might make me sad as hell in future. AGAIN WE GOT BACK. He promised me not to leave no matter what happens. He promised to that he will be with me no matter what. Last Year February we got back again. we started to love like a new couple. we refreshed everything. i was so happy again. Again we laughed so hard together. We shared our feelings.We were like husband and wife. I have been kept the same feeling for my man as the beginning.  Its been a five years very beautiful relationship. we celebrated our 5th year anniversary so happily. We shared gifts.. We were the happiest again. He changed a lot after that incident and he felt my true love towards him. I able to stay strong whatever the stones which throw at me. I never stopped loving him.I knew he will be back someday.

After exactly one year ago from the previous incident again parents issues raised after I turned in to 27. As I told since I am having typical Asian parents  I started to have so much of pressure from my home about the marriage. They want me to marry  from a arranged marriage and they want me to stay away from my precious. Again fights started. He also started to fight with his never changing minded father. We again fought with our parents a lot. The gift he gave me for my 27th Birthday, is under custody of my parents. Again with these problems, my man left me. Now I am in this current situation. The man who I love more than myself wants me to marry another man. He wants me to sleep with an unknown man and move on my life with that unknown man. Again in the end I AM LOST in this love. He keeps telling me that he makes my life so miserable and he strongly believes he destroys my life. I wonder how people can think like that. maybe I am being jealous in this situation but I LOVE THE MAN OF MY LIFE. Absence of happiness make lives destroy. 

The heartbreak comes in when I finally realize that he is trying to fall out of love with me. He’s trying to make his heart believe that it doesn’t love me. I know I have said that even if he tells me any hateful things I still know deep down that he loves me. My heart hurts from him trying to convince himself that our love is something that he can’t just forget about. 

He took a piece of my heart and I took a piece of his heart.  I’m stuck, stuck in in his gravity and I can’t get loose. I guess I’ll always wonder if I’ll get the chance to tell him that how much I love him.... ! I found the man who came to see me with that green t shirt is trying to stay away from me and trying to move on... as he told I THOUGHT HE WILL NEVER LEAVE ME.. but he did..

I AM LOST !

I wish him all well, and i love my idiot stubborn man. hope he will find his happiness soon.. 

hope you will get to know how true my love is.... hope one day you will see my flash back with you in my greatest 6 years in my life. ! maybe next birth babe.