#i want winterguard to start again so i can be happy with people agaib
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I😊😊😊😊hate😊😊😊😊the😊😊😊😊holidays😊😊😊😊so😊😊😊😊much😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊
#per#about me#literally it is so forced#and so stressful#and like#i feel like gifts shouldnt have deadlines#because i love putting time and thought into things but this time of year is so busy#and the parentals are really mad at me for giving late things to people#but in all honesty I love the spontaneous nature of late gifts#because a normal day can be made 800 times happier by a small gift that isnt mandatory#and it is so uncomfortable how exitement and happiness have to be faked throughout an entire day#like literally i am stressed and i dont know if im capable of acting that happy for that long#like genuine happiness happens and it's great#but forced is awkward#i want winterguard to start again so i can be happy with people agaib#even though im still hella intimidated and nervous at rehearsals because im not used to being this challenged#i love it so much#and i dont want it to stop#anyways#back to the holiday topic#i dont handle having high expectations set well at all#so like i feel like im disappointing people constantly with gifts and all#to carry that to guard I am really nervous all the time because there is an expectation for me to be really good and boi am i struggling#i love the struggle and growth#but i hope im not a complete disappointment as they realize that my tecnique needs jesus himself to fix it#if you can fix my technique for the holidays i will love you forever#otherwise i am chill with sleeping in and getting some homeworj done#im wishing happy holidays to everyone that celebrates them though!
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