#i want to hold him i dont want him to cross the rainbow bridge yet
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tw: pet loss and honestly some grief
one of my childhood cats is dying and there is nothing i can do about it. my heart aches at every second i'm awake and my anxiety has been so bad this past week
#tw pet loss#sorry about the rant i'm actively going through it :/#not really childhood per se because i was 14 going on 15 but#i can't even say goodbye to him#he was my birthday present when we first got him#tiny with fleas :(#and now he's 9 and dying#i actually cant stop crying#at work#at home#i miss him#i want to hold him i dont want him to cross the rainbow bridge yet#i wanted my wife to meet him#i named him#he slept with me :(#yoshi please please#he's my little guy :(#cats mean the world to me every cat ever#even little shits who pee on ur bed on occasion like him#i hadn't prayed in quite a while but today i prayed for him#mars' bullshit#my mom says the treatment is working but i'm still scared as FUCK
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