#i want to have a bruised cheek nd blackeye now nd take pics nd post them nd hopefully he'll see them
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#yeahhhh wanna punch myself in the face so bad but i have a headache#also#i cant stop daydreaming abt him punching me in the face#last year when i did this and had a nice bruise nd blackeyhe didnt know what i looked like plus i felt so ugly so i didnt show him#i want to have a bruised cheek nd blackeye now nd take pics nd post them nd hopefully he'll see them#nd maybe it can remind him abt how i told him i wish he had given me those bruises#maybe then he can be reminded of the fact that once he wanted me nd maybe he can want me again#...... or maybe this is all just a fantasy bc hes disappointed in me nd doesnt like me anymore#even a bruise wont make him want me again :(((#well i still wnna punch myself#i hate myself so so so so much#nd i dont see the point in holding back.#nobody gives a fuck abt me or how i feel or what im dealing w#nobody cares abt me hurting myself either so why should i not??? if i want to???#im all alone anyway and i want to punch myself nd i want a blackeye#but anyway i have a headache so that will just make it worse so i cant :(((#but soon hopefully
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