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iamtired10 · 2 months ago
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GURLLLLLLL 💔💔💔
When are you coming back!!? 💔💔💔💔💔💔
erm idk...
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broz0neglitters · 9 months ago
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Update...
Hi, ya MiilkyBroz0ne here I have change my blog name so I go by broz0neglitters now and I still make the same content so I'm fixing my blog up a bit so is still the same as always I will reopen request soon but anyways just wanted to let you all know some changes that I've made to my blog...
But anyways "It's gonna be May!" and final weeks is coming up very soon for me so I better foucs on my studys and I have alot of inbox saying how much ya miss me and it made me so happy that you guys miss me I'll be back during the summer to slowly work on your request again it takes a while to write them so please do be patient with me anyways that all I have to say Hope to see you all again and request box will open up again very soon...
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magicstar16 · 2 years ago
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I HATE having gifted kid college burnout I HATE getting a heart attack anytime I see any grade lower than a C I HATE thinking that everything is all or nothing I HATE wanting to study but not being able to foucs/remember for shit I HATE not having the energy to do anything other than just 3/4-assing my way through everything I HATE worrying to much about grades to actually learn JUST LET ME GO BACK TO 7TH GRADE SO I CAN ANNILATE EVERYONE  AND FEEL HAPPY AGAIN!!!!!
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barbiebuttnaked · 2 months ago
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Boring, lame 😒 TikTok Colors on tumblr ! , having Fun trying to fossil ice 🧊 me, you think I’m a cold evil pampered fagget, that has no clue what to do ! Slaughter Daugther till it beats Emily Rose but Sucks at getting rape slapped abused not satisfying you only making more angry & hate me even more What a waste of life, I can’t believe this, the Bitch wants a boyfriend to deliver that reality to you guys, me actually getting fucked by Seus, isn’t that why you hate me & bother my family always, because they gather all together & literally taking my life, wanting I phone exculsive personal ass pictures his discoverying like now 2024 & sucks ripping himself off, videos all over social platforms to get the lier no one cares or believes me, saying I’m a boy like the famous puppet everyone makes fun of, guy are always stealing cops till convincing them to hate this people for every single thing, im flatted out insane right now picking at my nerves, finding new ways making me a stupid spazz lost stare, making a revenge fuck out me, abusing me till the last second by watching me thinking of capital and real hard attempt murder since my ass that no guy has fucked is still alive Gay guys are killing me, I’m good, using blue to wash there shame your to deep into killing me, you don’t love my dad & you make him hate me, you want us working for the rest of our life’s like slaves & begging for real pleasure making thank ful da only sens free water💧& snacks, calling us the drag the fossilized by maximum capacity! Not because im stupid as much as you want to add to your scoreboard off tweakers luckly you ran into Barbie, Revenge Seeking Dragon that knows how to activate feelings of failure letting everyone of the hook without even knowing it getting a sweet spray off bliss for sucking as a cop, killing my own self by crying for what being done to me, 2 birds one stone white gloat on Eugenio & revenge sex that only you know, I named you Eugene threw me he told you you are my son Eugenio my dad, lord where Good, I can make money rapping, I want to sing but I noticed there also stealing my voice everywhere,you let ppl have me on hold while getting away with life experience human murder, & I’m the brute well that was years ago they trying there hardest to make me senile really unable to defend my self always eating there tricks strategies to get me killed or arrested by other unlawful 2024 cops that’s only going to make me more of a rat & a tweaker, only fouces in killing me & studying how I make out alive from rebel cheating killers, that are also accusing me,trying to make a stomp out of me, making you think I’m a piece of shit devils trash that should go in the city dumpster not a house, I was already going threw hell due to ppl playing with my brain 🧠 everyone uses horrible trying to profit off acusaciones, murder & bribe saying I’m fake getting the last laugh they say that about me all the time rising gay guy’s in my face for the city to see that I do nothing & hated even more for not being a dirty little slut, making me the brown, green, dry tweaker famine disrespectful alien isolated pure white not hot Latino touch, only the meth driven Mexican sicario that doesn’t deserve a beer but rehab because he wants to kill & the beer is the false courage that make him chant disrespectful shit, that does nothing but self harm hasn’t actually killed him self it’s killed not suicide it’s direct impact that I can’t think, it just wants everything to stop, didn’t get a chance think of suicide must be emotion less to get the cheapest useless worthless kill leaving him a ugly gay meth user everyone can’t stand on seeing, his gone just another blood sucking loser so they say when I’m being abused & humiliated by teens especially White boys that enjoy hating E the actual friendly fuck , framed that frames people dose not try in life, miserable dying his ass off like Eugene, who is Eugenio it can’t get angry, Barbie pissed being placed, put, forced to be a useless unwanted slut that no likes ! There Blanking My mind it’s Stops my Thinking #blog
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todest · 1 year ago
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Drawing Progress No. 4: Free Draw
Thought I would have more time over the Summer, but in between big game releases, studying for certification, and poor time management in general, plans for hobbies fell by the wayside. I'm slowly trying to fix that with the aid of a calendar app. Specifically, designating days as being for specific things I want to do. It all comes down to keeping up the habit now.
The benefit is that it also gives me time away from my drawings so that I can come back with a fresh view and correct mistakes I didn't see the last time.
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The top two are characters from other games. Bottom two are originals (well, as original as one can be), though the one on the left is based on an MMO character so it's not really an OC in a traditional sense. Those two will be reoccurring characters, so be prepared to see more of them later on.
I think I still have issues with proportions, primarily with the placement of the chin. It's something I just have to iron out with practice and reflecting on internet guides until it clicks.
I'm overall satisfied with the progress I've made though. Next, I want to foucs on the neck, shoulders and chest before moving onto the arms and hands. Hands are pretty vital for character expressions.
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malereaderpage · 2 years ago
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study session | lim sejun
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► top sejun x bottom male reader
► smut, slight fluff, teasing
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you are in your bedroom, sitting on your chair by your desk and studying. sejun, your boyfriend is currently showering. you sigh and massage your head, your mind clearly not by the work you are supposed to learn, hence you groan in annoyance and allow your forehead to meet the open text book.
you hear your door open and close, then you hear footsteps near closer to you. you know it's sejun. you feel sejun's hands come in contact with your shoulders and lightly squeeze them. "what's the matter?" he asks softly. "i'm trying to study but i just can't foucs..." you trail off and sit up straight, turning to your boyfriend. since he's standing, you look up at him. he's only wearing shorts which is normal to see when it's only you and sejun. "maybe it's because you've been studying so much, you clearly need a break my love." he tells you with a soft smile and brings up his hand to place it on your cheek, caressing it.
you find yourself leaning into his touch. you stand up and wrap your arms around sejun's neck, your lips coming into contact with his lips. sejun immediately responds and kiss you back, his hand that's on your cheek travels lower to your jaw and grips it firmly, the other travels to your waist and pulls you closer. his cologne get's you high, it just smells so good and addictive it's like you are under a trance, and with his hair wet makes him look even ten times more hot.
he guides you and you follow, moving backwards until your lower back hits your desk. sejun's tongue slips past your lips and he explores your mouth. he sucks your tongue and it makes you moan lowly into his mouth.
you start to become desperate for friction as you are hard as a rock, thus moving your hips against him. sejun chuckles darkly into the kiss as he halts your actions. you whine into the kiss and he breaks it. he places you on your desk and he attacks your neck as he places his knee in between your legs. your hands find their way to his head and your fingers tangles in his dark, wet locks. you tug on them and moan when sejun moves his leg against your hard clothed dick.
sejun sucks on your neck on a sensitive spot which makes another moan escape your mouth. you buck your hips, wanting him to rub his leg against you harder and faster. sejun knows what you want, he just loves teasing you. he wants you to beg for it and you know it. "fuck, sejun, please...go f-faster." sejun smirks against your collarbone's skin. he slows down his rubbing and he pushes his knee hard onto your crotch and you moan, tugging on his hair tightly your head falls back as he continues to apply more pressure. "sejun..." he hums in response, looking at you. "p-please," you stutter. he raises his eyebrow.
he knows what he's doing, he knows damn well. "fuck me already...enough with the teasing, please." you beg. sejun smirks and leans in, close to your ear he says lowly, "anything for my prince," and bites your earlobe softly which makes you whimper softly. sejun loves the fact that he has such an affect on you. he knows he affects you greatly. sejun takes off your shirt and attacks your lips again, removing his knee he picks you up, wrapping your legs around his waist and his hands gripping your thighs firmly he takes you to your bed and puts you down gently, breaking the kiss.
he takes off your pants and you can't help but stare at his abs. after taking off your pants, sejun notices. "you like what you see?" you grin and sit up, sejun crawls towards you and reconnect your lips, your pointer finger and thumb on his chin. you sigh in content. you pull back slightly and ruffle his hair which makes the both of you smile, sejun let's out a soft chuckle. after removing his pants and boxers along with your boxers, he comes closer and you lie back down on your mattress. sejun hovers above you and trails kisses from your chest to your lower stomach. he then immediately takes your dick in his mouth and you groan, loving how warm and wet his mouth is around your dick.
your hands finds his hair and grip his locks tightly as he picks up his pace. "oh fuck," you say breathlessly. sejun hums on purpose, creating vribation which causes you to moan. his tongue does wonders as he skillfully licks and twirls in all the right places. you feel that familiar feeling, the tension building up within your stomach. you are close to cumming and sejun knows. you hum, "i'm close," you pant. sejun continues to suck you off. you try your best to keep your hips still but you fail so sejun helps and places his hands on your hips and holds them down as you moan, cumming in your boyfriend's mouth.
sejun swallows and retracts his mouth. he starts to stretch you out with his fingers and once you are fully stretched out, he enteres you carefully and slowly. once fully inside he allows you to adjust. he has to resist to just fuck you immediately due to you clenching around him. once you give him the heads up he starts to move and you easily become hard again. "f-faster," you stutter. sejun obliges and he goes faster, your fingers dig into his back, your legs wrapped around his exposed waist. he kisses your neck sensually and you can't help but allow a moan to slip past your lips.
the sounds you make in situations like these drives sejun absolutely crazy, making him wanting you more. he moves onto your collarbones and suck, still mercilessly pounding into you. he groans as you clench around him once again, you did it on purpose. he pulls away and places his hands on your lower stomach and applies pressure. you react immediately and moan in response. "f-fuck." you choke out.
sejun finds your prostate and abuses it, making you a whiny and whimpering mess. tension starts to build up within your stomach. you know you are close and your boyfriend knows it too due to you becoming more vocal with airy moans. "ah!—i'm gonna cum." you announce. sejun grips your dick that's leaking with precum and strokes, focused on making you cum. his strokes are fast and slick, matching with his thrusts. your back arches and you cum with his name escaping your mouth. sejun then focuses on his orgasm and cums inside of you.
he collapses next to you, the both of you pant in exhaustion. "that was amazing." you say breathlessly. sejun smiles and pecks your cheek. 'i'm really glad you liked it." you peck sejun's nose. "thanks for that." you thank him. "anytime my prince."
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wordsnstuff · 5 years ago
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this will sound very dumb. i am sorry if this question is not important enough but how do i start writing? back in 2017 and 2018, i used to write so well but after i had to sit for board exams. i stopped everything to foucs on studies. now i have so many ideas and characters i want to develope but no way to start my story ): (sorry english isn't my native and i am working everyday to improve it)
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**I link to various posts throughout this response that may help with the questions you’ve raised. 
I fully understand the struggle of having all of the ideas in your head, ready to go but your hand gets stuck or you’re not quite sure where to start. I would recommend starting by writing your ideas (all of them, even the ones you’re unsure of) down in one place. At least you won’t have to sidetrack while you’re working with them to try and remember or place that one thing you’re forgetting. 
Have them all in one place, ready to be molded, and then start with whichever element you feel will drive the story you’re building, which is usually either characters, conflict, or world building. Then, develop each aspect mentioned to the extent matching the amount of time it occupies in the story. If your story is character-driven, you may want to go more in depth when getting to know them and rounding them out by doing things like interviewing them, or using multiple resources to analyze and complicate them. 
Once you feel like you’ve gotten to know your main character, the antagonist, and a few secondary characters, you’d want to either start zero drafting, which is basically just telling yourself the story for the first time by rapidly drafting a loose, not-for-anyone-else’s-eyes version of the story as you develop it in your own head, or you want to begin outlining, which is much more meticulous and takes more time, but makes the first draft smoother (in my experience). In the outline, you can focus on including everything that the reader needs from a story in the first draft so that when you reach the second draft, it’s mostly about the actual words and organization of the plot, rather than honing the more stylistic, subtextual aspects of the story. However, it’s important to know when to stop planning, because with heavy outlining, you always run the risk of running out of steam for your story.
The second draft is when the story starts to come together, where you begin to cut, rewrite, rearrange, add and fiddle with scenes. You want to make sure that the characters, setting, and conflict are all as developed as you want them to be, and make turn the original idea into a full story. 
This is the point where you decide for yourself where you want to go with it, because around this point in your effort to get back into writing, you should feel more comfortable and re-engaged in the process and routine. If you have anymore questions, feel free to follow up!
Resources Relevant to Your Question:
Character Driven vs. Plot Driven Stories
Writing In Your Non-Native Language
Writing The First Chapter
Powering Through The Zero-Draft Phase
Useful Writing Resources | Part II
Interview As Your Characters
Resources For Creating Characters
Resources For Plot Development
Guide To Plot Development
Novel Planning 101
Things A Reader Needs From A Story
How To Turn A Good Idea Into A Good Story
When To Stop Planning
How To Start A Novel
Making A Story Come Together
Coming Up With Scene Ideas
Building Upon A Good Premise
Coming Up With “Original” Ideas
Resources For Worldbuilding
Improving Your General Writing Skills | Part II
Beginning A Story & Sticking With It
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we-are-dragonslayer · 5 years ago
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By the Alchemy, what is that? Yes, I’m still alive.
Here a small Art of my small girl Alicia >o< (with a random Background lol) And I have nothing to tell about this Art o.o well..........
I have some struggles with digital artworks, so I have start to foucs more to draw into my sketchbooks. (btw. the sketch of this art come out my sketchbook ) Many of my Sketchbooks pages are random doodles, try and errors or trainig lessons/study. And I’m now on the way to start again digital and traditional Art, which is more than just a doodle or ‘Just-a-Sketchbook-pages’-Stuff.
I cannot promise anything, but I hope, I can show you again more Art form me. I really want draw more finish Artworks. But I know, as some people know themselves, Life is not always easy. x)
Find me on other websites or want support me? Visiting my blog and clicking on >>Links<<
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emma-ofnormandy · 5 years ago
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Drowning (FP x OC)
Pairing: FP x Dottie Walker (oc)
A/N: Drabble written for @southsidearchive‘s daily prompt: amber. 
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amber (noun): a honey-yellow color
FP swirled his whiskey glass, dark eyes watching as the amber liquid splashed against the side of the crystal. The weather had turned in the past couple of days, the air carrying the bite of fall, the overcast weather sending a chill through him that made him pass over the beer and reach for something stronger. The Wyrm was empty, even the most dedicated of bar gowers finding something better to do on a miserable night, and besides the crooning lyrics of Frank Sinatra from the jukebox and the redhead drying the last of the dirty glasses behind the bar, FP was alone. Again.
“How can you listen to this crap,” glowering into his glass, FP’s lips set a firm line as the whiskey splashed from his glass onto the sticky counter beneath.
Watching her friend in the back bar mirror, Dottie shook her head as she continued to dry, “What crawled up your ass?”
Try as he might, FP couldn’t stop the corners of his lips from turning up at her quick retort; Dottie never was one to have much sympathy, even for the most downtrodden looking. Glass as his lips, FP peared over the rim to hold her gaze in the mirror, “Nothing.”
The look she shot back told him she knew better than that. As she always did.
Foucing on the burn of the liquor instead of his reason for falling off the wagon, FP finished off his glass, wishing he’d chosen something a little higher shelf. “I just don’t understand why, when you have an entire music library at your fingertips, you insist on listening to something like this.”
“Is that why you’re still hanging around here?” Grabbing one of her freshly dried glasses, Dottie pulled up a stool across the bar from FP and poured herself two fingers of Crown, her hand hesitating for a moment before pouring the same for him. Drinks were on her this time. “Just want to rag on my taste in music?”
Grateful for the refill, FP tipped his glass in the redhead’s direction and took a sip, savoring the velvet texture of good whiskey on his tongue. It really was a game changer. “Can’t say that’s why I’m here, but it sure is an added bonus.”
Grinning, Dottie let a comfortable silence settle between the two of them, Nat King Cole picking up where Frank left off, index finger tracing the rim of her glass. Her green eyes watched FP’s features, eyeing every little movement to pick out the tell that would enlighten her to his issue this evening; it was a hand through the hair if something went wrong with Jughead, a crack of his knuckles if him and Gladys were on the outs, a tug of his ear if Jellybean was acting like the pre-teen she was, and fidgeting with his pocket knife if something was up in the ranks.
If she were a betting woman, which she was known to be from time to time, she was putting her money on family.
It wasn’t long before FP started to crack his knuckles, taking special care to be sure each one popped before moving onto the next and Dottie sipped on her drink. She should have known. “Gladys in a mood?”
FP straightened in his stool, dark eyes studying the woman sitting across from him. It spooked him that Dottie could read him so easily. “You could say that.”
He swirled the glass again, anger and hurt swirling in the pit of his stomach like the amber liquid swirled in his glass. Gladys had made a move that he hadn’t thought she was capable of. “She took the kid.”
Figuring he’d misspoke, Dottie sipped again and eyed FP, brow arched as she waited for him to correct himself. “Don’t you mean kids.”
“No.” Shooting back the last of his glass, FP’s blood began to hum with a warm buzz, one that began to dull the ache in his chest. It was the first time he’d felt warm since he found Galdy’s note this afternoon. “She took Jellybean.”
Dottie’s heart dropped at FP’s admission, her lips setting a grim line across her features at the thought of Glady’s cold and calculating actions. Gladys was a hard woman, one not afraid of playing dirty and kicking a man when he was down; she would know full well what an action like that would do to FP and had no qualms about following through. He loved both his kids, but that little girl was something extra special to him and not having her close would undo all the work he’d put in trying to clean himself up. “And Jughead?”
“He doesn’t know his mom up and left yet.” FP’s words were mumbled, his attention focusing on Dottie with a sad smile. “Figured I’d let him enjoy one last night before bringing his world crashing down.”
Knowing FP didn’t want to hear what she had to say about Gladys or her words of condolences about losing his daughter, Dottie reached behind her and popped the cork on the squat bottle, pouring out a healthy serving of the only medicine she knew. “Lets try and prop your world back up a little, then.”
Dottie knew encouraging him to drown his sorrows in amber liquor was the worst thing she could offer FP, but sometimes a man just needed someone to let him fall to pieces and then hang around to pick him up to start fresh tomorrow.
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cls105group5-blog · 6 years ago
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Here is my fritter finder. For the pomodoro technique, I used it on my class notes reviewing. I decided to review the notes for each chapter for 25 minutes and have 5 minutes break after the reviewing. After the break I would put another 10 minutes on re-doing the previous chapter and then begin another 25 minutes to review the new chapter. I pretty like this study method because in this way I can be more efficient. I can find more motivation by thinking the time left on this semester. There is only one month left for the semester and I will become more fouced on the studying Han before. Also, I want to improve my grade on the left semester. I have an avoidance behavior which is playing computer games. When My friends ask me to play games with them while I am doing works, I cannot refuse them. To avoid this behavior I always locked my computer on the locker. It helps me a lot during the studying.
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dani-dos-jardins · 2 years ago
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Hiii
I gott aaa happy news I got an A in this semester yaaaaayyy , now now you are thinking " what I do with this "
I will tell you , I have anxiety okay and before every exam it's like hell to me so I read one chapter or more and it makes me smile and feel a little calm to study to the exam. So thanks dear , I really a really appreciate .
* me forgetting the Next chapters where she is depressed and sad cause that will make me sad and fouce in thinking that leeviii will get sick and she would take care of him cuz that haafaaataaa cuuteee and I love cute things
CONGRATULATIOOOOOOONS! <3 <3 <3
You know, I used to have really bad anxiety crises before my exams when I was in school so I can relate. It makes me so happy to know that this story helps you to calm down, you have no idea how precious this is to me. Thank you for being this great person <3
We will have a lot of cute moments in the future. My mother said I can't make the story too sad but it's not my fault if the canon is depressing enough and this part is important for the plot's development...
And just to promise that there will be light and fun again, here a sneak peek of a future chapter that I wrote a long time ago
“So, Levi” your voice echoed through the living room and everyone looked in your direction, the cadets becoming a little more tense as they knew what was about to happen “Are we dating?”
 “Where is it coming from?” he asked casually, staring right into your soul as he brought the teacup to his lips in that barbaric way of his…
He was pissing you off on purpose.
“The cadets asked”
“That’s none of their business” it was kind of comical how you were both talking about them, as if they weren’t watching this whole scene.
“I want to hear it too”
“Is this a test?” he asked, placing the cup on the table.
The kids kept exchanging glances between you and Levi as you talked, not sure if this was a fight or just a jest between the two of you – out of everyone, Eren was the one with the most pained expression.
Levi definitely traumatized the poor boy.
“Yes” you defied him. Even if you couldn’t see it, you knew you were bearing that expression that Ilse had lovingly called “the noble ass bitch”.
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lm-txst-art · 3 years ago
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This month’s archive, I wanted to foucs on the differences and similarites  between the Conservation Movement of 1850-1920 and the current Climate Change Crisis. These images are of poems and paragrahs from the book “ Checking the waste; a study in conservation, by Mary Huston Gregory.” which was written in 1911. The author explains why the natural resources we have are so important to us and explains that we should take care of them. Some of the other images are of protests that happened between the 1970′s to current time. I found these at the Library of Congress Archives.
https://memory.loc.gov/cgi-bin/ampage?collId=amrvg&fileName=vg31/amrvgvg31.db&recNum=48&itemLink=r?ammem/consrv:@field(DOCID+@lit(amrvgvg31div9))%23vg31049&linkText=1
https://www.loc.gov/
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misspellingofyourtime · 4 years ago
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I am trying very hard not to compare myself to people but when everyone’s been accepted into a program and you are still sort of in the same position as you were. Forget about people’s accomplishments and where they are in life for a second. You left an abusive situation in a shaky house, moved into another house that turned out to be manipulative, Covid19 happening and isolating with people I barely know while friends either wrote me a letter ending a friendship based on no shared interests, another friend cut the breaks for a few months and they told me that while I was in the hospital. Went into a psychiatric ward. I learnt a lot in those days, even while I was in one of the worsts states of my life. I somehow, managed to get through after two months. Moving around friends places for six months while looking for a room. Relapsed big time. Let myself go. Sat in bed for days. Isolating myself. Still have friends regardless of what state I’m in.
I learnt a lot of things just by being with myself. Not trying to begin a relationship, date anyone new. That isn’t my foucs anymore. I always thought that if I could just connect to a person, to share a life with another person who would get to know me and love me for all my flaws. Fast forward to now and I realize that person who I want to connect to has been myself all along. For years, I would distract myself, go out and get intoxicated, meet many soon-to-be acquaintences and ignore the people who are in my life. I wanted newness, thrilling adventures. Now? I want to be by myself and learn to love myself again. Learn to learn. Learn to be curious about life again, make time to take care of myself, learn when to say no. The anxiety I used to feel when I wasn’t around anyone? I don’t have that anymore. I mean yes sometimes, I would lie if I don’t. But it isn’t as strong as it used to be.
I began to write again, whether for myself or the world to see. At least I am able to write and express. So fuck comparing yourself to all of these artists you shared a space with, your insecurity is telling you that they are better than you, but they are not. You are all different and in different places in life. If the reflection of yourself reminds you of how behind you are in whatever career you are trying to get into. You need to put work in. You need to dedicate time if you ever want to progress in anything. These are the hard truths of life, nothing comes easy and we miss having challenges. Challenges don’t seem stifling anymore but motivating. I want to challenge myself to get out of my comfort zone.
Moving in two days to a room that will be mine! Rent will have to be figured out somehow. I meet with the lawyer tomorrow and see how to proceed from there. I have the personal interview on the 7th of December, which I am nervous about but ready to get it over with. I wont be able to smoke in the room so this will be a good time to quit smoking and focus on clean eating. I will buy a yoga mat from Decathalon tomorrow. Exercising in a spacious room with my headphones on. Taking a shower whenever desired. Studying German. Working on my art for 1 hour everyday. Cooking a meal. Sharing it with roommate. Making tea and listening to slow music. CBD drops. Applying skincare routine. Reading in bed. Writing daily to-do lists. Getting things done. Listening to a playlist. Dancing freestyle to some techno. Reading saved articles. Starting an audiobook. Learning how to hoola-hoop. Taking a coding course. Lots of things, lots of potential. Don’t sleep on the wasted potential any longer, your life is in your hands and you are determined more than ever, to get up and don’t look back anymore.
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kookslies · 8 years ago
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books and coffee; Yeo One Scenario
request: hello! i really like your writing so this is probably my third time requesting lol, do you think you can do a scenario where yeo one is a library helper, and notices that you've been studying for a long while so he tries to start a conversation? thank you!            
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Thank you so much! I’m really happy that you like my writting, it means a lot to me <3. This one was a little short, but I hope you like it. ≧◡≦
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I looked to the pile of books at my left, sighing, then looked at the clock, 4 pm, and I sighed again. Final exams were here, and Icouldn’t be more stressed.
My house was full of noises, so I couldn’t foucs my attention in studying, and I decided to go to the library. It wasn’t the first time, I came a couple of times with some friends to help out each others in the things we lacked. But it was my first time here being alone, so I got lost in all these shelves full of books.
I stood on my tiptoes trying to reach to reach to one book that was in one of the highiest shelves, I got startled at the touch of a hand in my shoulder.
I turned back to find a handsome tall boy staring at me.
‘’Oh, sorry, I didn’t mean to scare you. I work here and I saw you struggling to find a book so… May I help you?’’
‘’Oh, it’s okay, and yeah! I’m too short to get that book, so, could you get it for me please?’’ I said smiling while pointing to the book.
‘’Of course, here you are’’ He said while getting the book and handing it to me.
‘’Oh, thank you so much! I was struggling a lot to get it’’ I said while letting out a small laugh.
‘’Haha, don’t worry. I’m Yeo One, but you can call me Changgu, I’m over there, so you can call me if you need anything else.’’ He said while pointing to a table with a computer and a lot of books.
‘’Thanks, I am Y/N, and I will!’’ I said while waving at him and going back to my table.
   Tick, tock, tick, tock, tick tock…
I looked at the clock while yawning. 8 pm.  I have been here for 4 hours, but I maganed to finish everything.
‘’Yay, time to go’’. I said while rubbing my eyes.
I started to pick uo everything and putting i tinto the bag, and I looked up to find Yeo One, the boy I met earlier smiling at me.
Wow, he is really handsome…
I smiled back at him and walked my way to the door, but I stopped to a hand grabbing my waist. I turned back, and find Yeo One smiling at me.
‘’Hey, I would have called out your name, but you know, this is a library…’’ He said while putting his hand away.
‘’Yeah, don’t worry, it’s okay’’ I said while smiling.
‘’Uhm, would you want to go for coffee? You have been here for a while, and I have ended my turn, so we can go if you want’’.
‘’Of course, I would love to! Do you work here?’’ I said while giving gim a warm smile. The idea excited me, he looked really nice, and I think I can have a nice time with him.
‘’Yeah, three times a week, I really like to read, so it is a good job for saving up money while studying. Let me take my things and we can go’’ He said.
He quickly went back to his table, packed his things, anc came back.
‘’Done, shall we go?’’ He said while opening the door to me. ‘’So… what are you studying?’’
And that was the beginning of a really nice night.
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baa1-b · 6 years ago
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Introduction about media roles
Lecture about presentation...
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character desgin....
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B6uuIHpFkuo
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Exciting
Get to learn my new area
Chosen character design
Looking into the roles that are aviable
Interested in looking into the pipeline ie the follow
Purl was funny
Just seeing what you can do with animation
Make the simple things come to life
Media industries roles and practices
Notes from lecture 
·        Develop skills
·       Explore ideas
·       Where is this taking me and leading me?
·       6 weeks
·       Research in media
·       10min group pres/ + visuval add/ video clip/ suppoting text
·       Studio
·       Producatins
·       Pratactions / artist
·       Techquies
·        Research blog /roles/further studies study/jobs (my idea)
·       Own topic
·       Contacting practitioner in the industry
·       Orginastion
·       NO WEEKLY SUMARIESS
·        500 summaryB
·       Pretty prseantion
·       Quotes!
·       No more than 20 slides
·       Biolography
·       Can choose are tv/movie
·       Example on VLE
·       Various types of animation
·       Summaries
 ·       Think about employability
·       Jobe role
·       Ares of interest
·       GROUP 10
·        12th -areas of foucs
·       Next week-Mini group presentation task/what are we are looking at/production/ what is it about/5mins/3 slides
·        19th-carrerr presentation/presentations
·        26th-group tutorials/career presentations  
·        2nd- internship + career presentations
·        30th -presentations 
Animation industries
·        2d
·        3d
·        stop motion
·        motion graphics
·        studio/ Pixar (creative talent/content)
·        productions (not to scale)
·        TV channels (how it is funded)
·        Look at cross overs in in movies
·        Why is pepper pig so great?
·        Gumball?
·        Rick and Monty/adventure time
·        Netflix animation studio
·        Blind production     
PIXAR SHOTS/PURL
GOOGLE SPOT LIGHT SHORTS AV/VR
BLUE ZOO
DISNEY INNER
Animations uk
Screen skills
9% non white
Stoyboard artist!   
GROUP TALK 10
Stop motion
Pre & pruductions
Storyboard-sam
Casting model making- louis
Animating production-joel
Animatic/ charcarter design- bronwen
Post productions (last person)
so hearing about this project in the terms of the media rolls we have got to do I'm really excited to have a deeper look into character design as it is something that I have always been interested in since I was a young child I want to get better understanding and learn about all the different ways you can communicate character just to simply drawing it and have it come to life in front of you but also seem more alive in a different way. My plan is to get in contact with people in the industry who have been into character design for long period of time. I for like an area to look into is also illustration as it is a form of character design which is done for children's books and other areas.
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pakutheposthuman · 7 years ago
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You just have to foucs
I only have like 5 hours to get this entire assignment done. 
I better start right now. 
I have to start now. 
Okay, I’m starting. 
You’ve Only got 5 hours so JusT DO it 
Really, by the time you get started, you’ll only have like 4 and a half hours...
And at the rate you’re going now you won’t finish anyway. 
4 Hours is NOT  enough time to get this done
why did you do this to yourself
Fuck i’m an idiot
Jesus Christ just get started!
You might surprise yourself and finish on time if you. just. start. now.
Fuck. fuck fuck fuck fuck,. what that fuck is wrong with me
there’s gotta be something wrong with me
normal ppl don’t do this right?!
I’m crazy. 
My level of self-sabotage is fucking impressive at this point. 
They should study me at Area 51.
Little green and grey men
In the desert
Fuck I love Independence Day
aaaand Men in Black 
But I just wasn’t a fan of After Earth
The pattern of speech they developed for the dialogue was kinda sweet though...
FUUUUUUCK
Stupid BRAIN just shut up just shut up just shut up just shut up just shut the fuck up please. 
You’re doing it again. You’re ruining your own life by just sitting here NOT working. 
Just work
Just work
Just work
Just start
Just do it
do it 
do it now 
plz brain just shut up and let me focus. 
I know i’m not normal
I know my head is never really quiet but just this ONCE plz
Let. Me. Focus. 
Why do you do this
Why ARE you doing this
I want to die
Plz brain just be quiet 
shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Just focus
stop looking at other things
stop thinking 
You just have to focus for a few hours
Just start
Just focus
Fuck.
I’m gonna cry.
I can’t cry. I don’t have time to cry. 
I have to work.
HAVE
TO
FUCKING 
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.
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focus
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