#i want to do sad dramatic things that match the aimless depression that i can feel creeping up

[chetungwan]

I'm going through a *jazz hands* depressive thing rn, cause the weather just took a hard turn into the next season and that sort of thing makes me want to cut all ties and run away every time

Doesn't matter what season it's becoming, either! When the seasons change, some kinda migratory instinct awakens and I get depressed about not being able to climb on a bus and vanish into the roadways. So my ability to be social is diminished, even though it's probably even more important that I keep talking to people during this. Rest assured that this will fade at some point and I will stop longing to leave a cryptic note behind when I take a change of clothing and my cat before mysteriously disappearing