#i want to crawl into a hole of obsolescence and i want everyone ik to forget me and i want to forget myself to and i want 2 just stay there | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

playdoughsrepublic · 7 years ago

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and i fuuuckin hate everything and i hate everyone except for literally only 2 ppl and I'm so fucking mad and hollow and empty inside and i can’t even explain it which is the worst bc i have so many things i want to say but can't and i keep digging myself into more holes and everything is going into a very very very very bad direction and i can see it but idk what to do about it and i hATE it

#p #and i don't fucking want to be alive but i also do not want to die at all so I'm stuck #i don't know what i want #i just hate EVERYTHING #and theres no part of anything i would want to go back to like its not like i started off good and ended up here #its just this irrevocable BADness #i know i have 2 wait it out but i dONT WANT to this feels so fucking shitty #idek how college is gonna work out bc lol I'm so fucking mediocre #and i can't stop fucking CRYING #wHY CANT I STOP FUCKING CRYING #like SHUT UP #and i hate everyone around me i wish everyone could either SHUT THE FUCK UP or CHILL or BOTH #im so stupid #other ppl r stupider #and i keep meeting new people i can't stand who won't leave me alone #i want to crawl into a hole of obsolescence and i want everyone ik to forget me and i want to forget myself to and i want 2 just stay there #god fucking damn it lol FUCK my engineering homework i want to DIE #i can't fucking stop thinking #and I've never felt more fucking worthless and scared and lost than i do right now

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