#i want to beat nyx with the ALL GIRLBOSS PARTY

[redgemwink]

we are going to beat you to death!

[saltedsolenoid]

Sydney's Self-Declared Chances Of Making It Through A Death Game (in a stupidly long post, as per the usual for me)

Considering this death game has the same beats of YTTD, has floormasters that aren't anyone in specific, (unless?) and the entire mutual group takes the form as participants, I think I'd be surprisingly likely to pass the first trial. I'm surprisingly good at quick thinking when it's a logical situation. Emotionally and socially? I'm no good. There weren't many first trials, to my knowledge, that relied on physical activity, and thus there's basically no chance of me somehow not getting through because I'm disabled (slay). My reaction to the first trial would frankly depend on whether I was with someone or not.

Actually, scratch that. I didn't come into the death game with anyone, and I'm only saying that because the way I'd act if I came into the death game with someone (probably nyx lol) and if I came into the death game alone would be hilariously different. If I were with someone, I'd likely devote my fucking life to them, and probably die because of it. So, not the issue, let's just say I came into the death game alone (or my partner died in the first trial! which i'd be. surprisingly okay with? huh) and survived the first trial.

From here, depending on the social adequacy of the group, I'd either fall into a psuedo-leader position (i don't trust you bastards to hold a successful conversation, therefore i'm putting on a front and projecting my own voice so that we get through this quick enough to leave) (<- mind working under pressure, doesn't recognize any of you) or I'd curl up in a corner and not participate out of fear. Not "oh my god i'm going to die fear," no, more of "oh i'm nonverbal now lol" fear.

I'm not sure what would happen, honestly. If nobody was speaking up and there was a silence, I'd probably go with the first option, just because I was desperate to get out of there.

From here, everything proceeds as pretty normal for me. I don't necessarily interact with anyone one-on-one unless they initiate (assuming this is a 'nobody knows each other' au?) and I instead just explore and walk around.

That is, until the Second Trial. You know, practice round, I assume everything goes the same way as canon, and someone dies. Who? I don't fucking know, but I know that I voted for myself, a bit because that's what everyone else was doing and a bit because I wanted to see if it would work. It did, and I couldn't take my answer back.

Anyways, someone winds up dead, and at least five people have a mental breakdown. Once again, I've likely gone non-verbal (selectively mute things #girlboss), but even if I haven't, I just kinda... leave without saying anything. From here, a lot of things just go as they often would. I likely am at least one person to accidentally discover a new room that's opened up, both because I have a terrible habit of constantly rechecking doors (if i discovered the kitchen, i'd likely discover the knife, get scared out of my mind, and take it for myself so nobody else could die from it, completely ignoring that somebody might suspect me. I'd take the whole box, and solve the number puzzle to open the doors. I don't tell anyone it was me. listen, man, i'm all worn out, if you see a puzzle that's randomly solved, it was probably me.)

Before the main game, I, once again, don't really talk to that many people, but have started observing how people interact with one another and start to get a hold on everyone's personalities. I likely eye one of the mutuals that I judge as more logical or sure-minded than the rest, and try to count on them. Those having a panic attack (at least a few at this point), I somewhat ignore. Sorry about that. I hide in a corner for the next few hours because everything hurts and also I need some time to process things.

Main game happens, and I'm likely a bit late to the party because I. sorta missed the memo that everyone was going upstairs. I don't talk for the first few minutes, but eventually gain my ground and start leading the conversation. I have a tendency to view everything as just one big story, and this game of life and death is really no different. So, I take myself as the narrator, and try to make sure everyone knows what the stakes are. I likely just got a commoner role, nothing too important. I don't really have a preference on who should die-- this is likely just all one big joke anyhow. So, I make my statement on who it would be most logical to kill based on roles and survivability, then I shut up until the conversation pauses again.

Now, I very well might have died in the main game, might not have. But my hands hurt like hell, so there's your dose of sydney lore for today, might reblog this later with more yttd mutual story. bye nerds