#i want to barf lol like id forgotten how afraid i am of getting assaulted like the possibility of being assaulted even
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Just feel so trapped by my brain
#was at a lovely concert w the bf but too afraid to actually work my/our way to the front#i want to barf lol like id forgotten how afraid i am of getting assaulted like the possibility of being assaulted even#i feel so intensely trapped in this brain hell#itll pass and i had a good time at the concert staying at the back!#but 'i had a good time' and 'i am experiencing hell' can coexist unfortunately. fortunately.#i am large i contain multitudes#etc#but my god#actively gagging at the thought of only having had a safe living environment since just b4 i turned 21#it's been so hard but i still have so long to go#and now the circumstances are reasonable but i still have to fight uphill#talked to the woman from school about how it's essentially a culture shock for me to have my boundaries and needs respected#and her quietly answering 'well i think it's normal to be respected like that. i think you can adjust to the norm.'
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