#i want summer here right noww

[pinkpicket]

What will life be like this summer?

As u can tell by the pictures, none of us are mentally stable 🥰 so yay hopefully this summer wont suck so if u wanna know choose, I guess?

Pile 1 / pile 2 / pile 3 / pile 4

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Pile 1

Ok soooo summer will start off very good with lots of strength and just motivation in general as it progresses it gets even better ( u got the lovers sooo 👀) i see a relationship or situationship blooming it's like going out and meeting new people. It's all fun and games until it's not. U see u probably have commitment issues and this won't just disappear and get resolved over summer so u kinda will fuck up this relationship. It's like u wanting or deciding to leave for some reason but also not even being committed EVEN to that ( like breaking up and making up every other week) not to scare u but i get jules and rue vibes from euphoria from this reading and I actually see u as jules. Another thing i see is not having money like being broke and shit which if u r a teen that make sense so dont worry, that doesnt seem to be the main focus here rather the main focus is partying, lots of laugh, messing around and fucking up.

Pile 2

Broke.

Lmaooooo okay wait i swear this is not it. So beside financially struggling I actually see u having lots of fun like partying( if ur an introvert maybe just hanging out with with ur close friend(s)) and shit. I don't actually see u having any plans or even if u do have plans u won't actually work on them lmaoo which is totally okay, u know it's summer it's not meant to be strict, ur just meant to do whatever u feel like. Buttt noww this is a big but bc shit kinda gets complicated u see u will be lied to ( this can even be u deceiving urself) almost like there's no clarity like something is holding u back from seeing the truth, now whatever this is ( whether it's someone else or urself that wrongs u ) u wont get justice for it. They'll get away with it. *** i have a reading on "what to do about the situation at hand" or something like that, go through my acc see if u can find it and save it up for future reference when u encounter that said situation i talked about bc that will actually have ur answer***

Pile 3

Not to be pessimistic but this is the most negative pile until now. Soo if u dont wanna read just leave it.

Ok so onto the real shit, u seem to have a choice to make, to be exact it's between two things that u will very much not be able to balance both together, and that's the exact reason why u must choose. But i must warn u, keep ur expectations as low as possible bc i can see u thinking u have the clarity to choose the right option but i dont see a right option here. It's like choosing between two things when u want both of them. There's no winner here. So go with whatever u want to but don't expect much.

Pile 4

This is the messy pile lol. A lot seems to be going on first of two people will offer u something ( i see it as relationships). Guy number 1 is young and boyish, it's like someone not exactly playful but he's very cheesy like he dont seem to be ur type whatsoever and he genuinely seems to have good intentions. Guy number 2 on the other hands i dont really good vibes like he seems sneaky and shit ( i see a toxic cancer now if u know anything about cancer guys u would know what im talking about).

Now how exactly will u respond to each of them? Well for number 1 lmaoo u aint gonna really like him like u seem very closed off toward him so nah this one is a no from u. While for the 2nd guy ya that wont work too, u know why? I see a lot of reasons for one he seems like a cheater and u can tell, he's also manipulative and u see that too, rude af, malicious so let's just say he's not the best person. So u be getting love offers and u will probably refuse them all and honestly good for u bc one is boring as hell the other is just toxic.

Ps. Im referring to the "love interests" as guys bc I literally see them as guys

So follow me so we cry together this summer 😍😍 yay 😝

[mango-studies]

tagged~

1. always post these rules 2. answer the questions given by the person who tagged you 3. write 11 questions of your own 4. tag 11 people

tagged by @gloomstudy ! tysm kat  ❤

1. how would you describe your personality in three words?

stubborn (this word pretty much sums up my entire personality), introverted (compared to most people I know), logical

2. what are some of your worst habits?

procrastinating + pointlessly staying up late are probably the ones that will ultimately mess me up the most...

3. what’s your aesthetic?

pale pink chiffon and tulle with white lace and trench coats, canopy beds with fairy lights, white fur overcoats, macarons and mille-feuille on white and silver plates, books with pretty covers stacked on each other, thin strands of pearl and diamond (this sounds so opulent, but I never even see this stuff irl)

4. what songs have you been listening to lately?

my phone broke so I can’t really listen to music ;; even so, when I do, it’s usually: Gensou Pianist (Hitoshizuku/Yama), magnet (minato), Re:Birthed (Hitoshizuku/Yama), and many other Vocaloid songs.

5. who are some of your favorite fictional characters?

ooh there are a lot of them, but: Onodera Kosaki (Nisekoi), Kagamine Len (Vocaloid), Thalia Grace (Percy Jackson), Allen Avadonia (Evillious Chronicles)

6. what’s your favorite kind of weather?

weather in June, during the spring-summer transition phase: really warm but not chokingly hot yet; sunny with a slight breeze

7. what’s something that made you smile today?

hmm, probably reading The Heir by Kiera Cass aka me getting my indulgent YA novel fix

8. do you collect anything? if so, what?

nothing in particular, though I guess I have a tendency to keep anything that reminds me of anything that I enjoyed (i.e. movie tickets)

9. what color is the sky where you are right now?

probably black/deep navy blue, since it’s night.

10. what’s something that you’re really looking forward to?

I’m inexplicably super hyped for this year’s Music Banquet (semiformal event held by my school’s music dept), even more so than prom (which is also this year).  idk why I’m so excited (maybe it’s the lingering happiness from last year, or maybe it’s partly cause my outfit’s already planned so there’s no stress anymore?? unlike with prom, which is like extreme amounts of stress)

11. what and where do you think you’ll be ten years from now?

I’ll be 27, so probably working towards some sort of Bachelor’s in business? man I really don’t know what I’m doing with my future...  

My questions:

do you sleep a lot? (if you do, I’m jealous)

what’s your favourite food?

is there someone who you think changed your life, or your outlook on things?

what are your favourite clothing stores?

have you ever had to turn someone down?

do you prefer sunrises or sunsets?

what’s the last dream you remember? 

is there someone you can’t stand?

what places in the world would you like to visit one day?

do you have a catchphrase/something you say a lot?

was today a good day for you?

tagging: @lychiestudies , @lavistudy , @motivayytion , @bionctes , @hobifulstudies , @aetudes , @momoirostudies ,  @academeg alright i’m a bit tired so I guess I’ll stop here for noww (also you don’t have to if you don’t want!)