#i want clamp to do fucked up mutual lesbianism their lesbianism is always so one sided

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The clamp fucked up ship tournament I reblogged earlier has maybe convinced me to finally pick up rg veda.....

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I fell hard for a closeted lesbian when I was in college. Looking back, I cringe at my naïveté, but I try to remember that she was actively (but, in hindsight, poorly) hiding her gayness from me and everyone else.

One drunken night, we made out after a party. Before too long, she stopped us and told me flat out that she’s gay. I was terribly confused. But I managed to not make it about me (somehow!) and let her talk. She told me she’d always known she was gay, confessed in her wry wit that she was feeling “straight curious.” It finally came out that really she wanted to see a cumming cock live and up close. I was more than happy to help with that! It was one of the most exciting mutual masturbation experiences I have ever had. We awkwardly stripped down, and sat facing each other on opposite ends of her couch. She watched me stroke, throb, swell, and eventually explode… and I watched her rub her clit until she came came right after me. Before then, I wasn’t sure this happened to women too, but she seemed to snap out of her mood as soon as she came; that post-orgasm flood of brain activity, and she was like fuck, this is disgusting and wrong, you have to leave. So I dressed quickly and I left.

Several weeks later, she apologized. I asked what she was apologizing for. It wasn’t clear whether she was somehow sorry for the sexual experience, or her reaction afterward. Turns out, it wasn’t clear because she didn’t really know. Conflicting emotions abounded! Truthfully, I was willing to take advantage of the conflict if it meant I got to masturbate for her again. It started much the same way. Some kissing, which I now recognize she really wasn’t into, awkward undressing, and then masturbating. Except this time, I watched her slip a finger inside herself, staring at my penis, as she said “I’ve been wondering what it would feel like inside of me…”

I paused, which sort of snapped her out of it, and she looked up at my face. I asked “Do you want to know?”

“No,” she said quickly. But kept fingering herself, and staring at me.

“Do you want to know?” I repeated.

And she repeated “No.”

But she sank down on the couch, spreading her legs a little farther apart. I inched forward.

“Are you sure I can’t help?” She nodded, staring at my erection. “Because I will…” No response this time.

I leaned in closer. “No….” she said. I pulled her hand away from her pussy.

“Let me help.”

“No….”

The tip of my penis brushed her pussy. “No,” she said, with her eyes closed, as she lifted her hips up to meet mine.

The tip slipped inside.

I should have stopped there. I was half expecting a wince of pain or something from her. But that didn’t happen. I could just feel this intense tension physically manifesting itself in every fiber of her body. I should have pulled back. Checked on her. Talked it through.

But I didn’t. I slowly but firmly pressed myself into her. “Stop” she said as she sharply inhaled. But then she dug her nails into my back and held me there as I settled allllll the way inside her.

“I don’t want this” she said, grinding her hips against mine. I shifted myself upwards so she could grind her clit on the base of my cock. “Shhhhh…” I said as I stroked her cheek… and slowly started slipping out of her… and alllllll the way back in. She was soaking. I could feel her wetness on me.

“You can’t cum inside me,” she said, with her face buried in my shoulder and her hands clamped on my ass. “You can’t… You can’t.”

I said nothing.

The first bona fide moan I got out of her was when my balls started slapping against her. At that point, I had to focus hard on not cumming. It took more concentration than I thought I had. My brain was not processing what was going on. I just knew I didn’t want to orgasm yet.

So I had us switch positions, into spooning. I saw how she made herself cum last time, and it was all clitoral stimulation. I wanted to make sure we had a chance to play with her clit if that’s what she needed.

It was what she needed. I could feel her thighs and abs tighten as she pressed my hand onto her clit. I realized then that no amount of concentration was going to keep me from cumming. So I told her so.

“Not inside me! Don’t stop! Not inside me! Don’t…” I could feel her clenching my dick…. And then I felt her release. She pressed hard back into me. And I lost it. I felt the first spurt, or more of a trickle like when I’m edging and push myself too close to the edge. And suddenly I wanted all of my cum inside her. She wants to know what fucking me is like? This is what it’s like. By the third spurt I could feel our combined wetness all over us.

I realized she was still saying “stop,” albeit breathlessly and still grinding against me, while I was still pulsing inside her.

Neither of us knew exactly what to do. We just laid there for a while, a tangle of limbs. Finally, she said, “I think you should leave.”

I broke into a cold sweat as I dressed. I knew what this would look like based on the facts. I was terrified, for myself, and that I’d done something awful to this person I truly cared for. I didn’t sleep at all that night.

I called her the next morning, but she didn’t answer. She wasn’t in her usual study spots. I was turning into a ball of stress. Finally I saw her at lunch. Turned out she’d gone to the campus nurse and then the pharmacy to get a Plan B prescription (this was before it was over the counter).

I started to apologize. She looked at me, truly bewildered. “For what?” And I was like, “You told me no, and to stop. And I didn’t.” She blushed.

“You’re an asshole for that. And I have some things I’m going to need to work through. But I came once using your cum on my clit, and again while I licked it off my fingers. We’re even.”

[into-the-daniverse]

Camia NSFW Headcanons

It’s wlw hours (though when is it not) so @valhallanrose @asras3rdeye @saltybitterss @hirodraggg here you go!

Also @nadiaportia as the biggest Camia fan I hope you enjoy this

Minors Do Not Interact, thank you—spice under the cut

Camia is the biggest goddamn lesbian (nonbinary people included, but like Jamil leans towards masc-presenting, she leans towards femme)

If you come up to her and say you want to fuck, she might grin and ask if you know what you’re getting yourself into

You don't have to be that forward, she can usually tell when someone is into her—listen, she’s hot and she knows it

If you want to hint that you want to go to bed with her, focus attention on her hands, holding them, playing with her fingers, maybe kiss her fingertips or knuckles

She is a dominant top, point-blank and period

Not a “touch-me-not” but she does prefer to be doing most of the work

Can make you think you’re leading, but she’s really just waiting for the best moment to take over—she thinks it’s cute that you think you could ever dom over her

If she’s letting you give, just focus on clitoral stimulation, she’s not the biggest fan of penetration unless its your tongue

While she’s always domming, the level of intensity shifts

She can be a soft dom, just gently taking the reins, or she can be a very hard dom with strict instructions and rules

The key is communicating what you want early on—she would never want to make someone uncomfortable

Queen of toys

She had to be very creative about where she hid them at the shop, but now she has an entire chest of toys at her hut

This chest includes, but is not limited to: vibrators (magically enhanced from the Red Market), strap-ons (in multiple shapes, sizes, materials, colors, etc.), butt plugs, nipple clamps, blindfolds, bondage restraints, crops, and the list goes on from there

She never feels like she has to use any toys, she can definitely just make any partner orgasm from her hands alone, but she thinks they’re a lot of fun anyway

If she’s being soft and using toys, she has soft restraints, like fuzzy handcuffs, velvet blindfolds, or silk ribbons, and she’ll pamper you—maybe with a nice massage 

Very compliment-heavy, she thinks you look so good tied up and she’ll tell you so

Her voice is always very calming and smooth, no matter what she’s doing it barely changes

If she’s being a hard dom and using toys, they’re gonna be leather, always

And she’ll pull out all the stops if you want them, nothing phases her

Prefers to use toys for impact play, she doesn’t want to slap her partner or anything with her hands, but crops/whips/paddles are all fair game

Her voice stays the same whether she’s going hard or soft, only changes if you’re doing a particularly rough scene or role-play

Number 1 brat tamer (besides Jamil; they’re tied)

She is strict as fuck and does not bend for a second with the squirmiest, whiniest, partners—absolutely no exception, no amount of tears will make her crack

If your safe word, or drop object or what have you doesn’t make an appearance, she will move right along

If she told you not to move, not to make a sound, and you do? She can and will stop cold, until she thinks you’ve earned her attention again—will you be good for me, baby, or do I have to leave you like this?

She is quiet during sex, you’re not going to get more than some low moans and gasps from her, but don’t think for a second that she’s not enjoying herself 

Alright *rolls sleeves* kink list

Some of these overlap but I’m just listing things off the top of my head—and this is by no means a complete list

BDSM, impact play, pet play (mostly just orders, not much further), primal (predator) mutual masturbation, sensation play/deprivation, mirror sex

Again, like with toys, she doesn’t need to be engaging in any of these kinks to have a good time, she just thinks they’re fun

She is up to discuss anything, very open to new kinks, concepts, scenarios

DO NOT: try to pin her arms or wrists (you can hold her hands), try to take her scarf off (if she’s comfortable with you, fine, but one night stands are going to have to deal with it on), ask her to use her magic during sex (it’s just not going to happen)

She’s fine with temperature play, but more like wax or ice cubes, she would never use her hands or her flames

As with Alec and Jamil, please don’t mention them (or Leon) while you’re having sex, thank you

She really likes to call her partner “princess,” “baby girl,” “doll,” amongst other things

You can call her whatever—she’s not particular, and she doesn’t even mind “bitch,” because she can be one and if you’re being a brat, she wants you to lash out (finds it very cute)

Call her “mommy” if that’s your thing, she doesn’t mind either way, but a preferred title is definitely “ma’am” or even “mistress” if you’re doing a scene

She is very very good at aftercare—you did such a good job after all, let her pamper you

Likes to take baths together, or just wipe you down while you recover, always has your favorite snack/drink/whatever ready and handy

She will cuddle after sex, help tuck you in for a nap, or talk if you want, though she’d rather listen to you as much as possible