#i wanna write fics about the chinese dramas and novels im reading but i might just stick with transformers
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god this is whiney but a while ago i got a comment on the SVSSS fic i wrote for christmas, that literally was just “The chinese dont celebrate christmas :/” and its STILL boggling my mind at the audacity
Like, I’ve tagged it as a christmas fic, I put in the authors notes at the beginning that this is a vent fic about how christmas for me wasnt the same this year cause of covid/how i missed spending time with my extended family, and I also mentioned IN FIC about why SQQ even cares about Christmas in the first place??? Like the whole plot is that christmas doesn’t exist in PIDW because it’s not a chinese holiday???? but Shen Yuan celebrated it with his family before he died cause his family always held a big business/family function christmas party for their american partners?????? and that now he’s in a xianxia harem novel, its his first christmas alone/where it doesn’t feel like a holiday cause its not one?????? but manages to have a nice day off with Binghe anyways?????? Like its literally the plot of the story that China Doesn’t Celebrate Christmas
So WHY would someone FIRST click the christmas fic for a chinese media if they didn’t want to read about Chinese ppl kinda celebrating christmas, THEN like, bypass the disclaimer and all my personal comments about why I wrote this, AS WELL AS just missing the whole fucking plot of the fic and then having the AUDACITY to put me down for writing what I wrote
Then when I replied and basically told them that SQQ explains why hes missing christmas in fic, and that its a vent fic, and then basically re did my disclaimer where I wasn’t trying to be culturally insensitive and how i did research blah blah blah they replied back with “Oh I Must Have Missed That” LIKE DID U LOOK AT ANY OF THE WORDS I PUT DOWN ON THAT PAGE????????????? LIKE AT ALL???????? DID YOU EVEN READ THE FIC OR DID U SEE THE TAG “christmas” AND DECIDE TO GATEKEEP/”actually this is kinda racist” ME????????? IF I WANTED SQQ TO GO TO A FUCKING SWEAT LODGE OR PARTICIPATE IN A FULL MOON CEREMONY OR GO TO A POWWOW I WOULD BECAUSE GUESS WHAT!!!!!! I WROTE IT!!!!!!!!! ITS A F A N F I C T I O N OF A NOVEL THAT BASED ON THE CONCEPT OF SHITTY HAREM PORN!!!!!! FOR ALL WE KNOW CHRISTMAS COULD BE CANNON AND ITS A PLOT POINT BECAUSE LBH D!CKED MS CLAUSE TO SAVE CHRISTMAS!!!!!!! LBH COULD HAVE CUCKED SANTA IN CANON AND WELL NEVER KNOW BECASUE IT WAS NEVER MENTIONED BC SHEN YUAN OR SQH DIDNT CARE TO MENTION IT!!!!!
#ambers being a whiney bby again#im heated like the critical thinking is not there#if you dont have anything nice to say why say it????#how dare someone critic my vent fic u beetch#im literally heated and kinda want to spite write a thing where shen yuan is half Anishinaabe now Just Cause I Can#SVSSS#im normally better at handling shitty comments like this but i need to vent about this one before it follows me everywhere and i over think#its been almost a month and ive kept my bitterness about this in my heart and im letting go#i didn't even really want to make a christmas fic in the first place cause i was worried about being culturally insensitive#so maybe thats why its upsetting me?????? who knows not me#every time ive written a fic that has to do with culture somehow ive gotten at least one comment tyring to gatekeep#like a bitch Cant Have Opinions About Things They Celebrate on the internet#write fics about native characters doing native things Ive done or studied and its like Actually Youre Wrong or This Is Racist#I thought christmas would have been safe cause its a big holiday and its even celebrated in china even if its obv not as important in canada#like its just a second valentines day???? but NOOOOOO im still racist#i wanna write fics about the chinese dramas and novels im reading but i might just stick with transformers#can't say im racist if its about fictional alien robots in space whos culture is based off of systems and cycles of oppression!!!
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