#i wanna try and use my current hyperfixation to improve at it >:]]]]
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dude i finally figured out how to draw him im so happy i love him so much
#artluli#tf2#team fortress 2#tf2 medic#i struggle a lot with faces and adding noses and wrinkles etc etc like im so proud and happy with myself that i finally drew him#and dont hate how i did it lul#i really wanna learn how to draw all the mercs and their faces and shapes all properly#i wanna get good at drawing !!!!#i wanna try and use my current hyperfixation to improve at it >:]]]]#i wanna draw them all and smile a bunch and be happy and feel joy and everything#im usually very negative when it comes to my art but drawing him just really made me smile#im glad i got to do him justice and want to continue to do so <:]#ill stop rambling but yeah genuinely somehow this of all things has really made me smile
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♡ New pin. hii <33
Call me Static!
• Multifandom art page.
➥ I post about whatever i'm currently interested in/hyperfixated on.
• Cannon x oc / oc x oc / selfshipping/multi shipping.
➥ I do that a lot for my own comfort. <:)
❥ Message box
• I have every right to deny/delete your question if I don't feel comfortable with it
• please don't use it to chat with me. If you wanna message me use the specific button for that!
• don't spam my box
• you can ask about me or about my oc's (pls do so@#+#+#)
• Don't ask me about the way I draw I am not very good at giving art advice :'D the only Advice I will keep on saying is to use references! Learn them, try to study if you have time, experiment a bit and you'll eventually find a pattern. Not everything will be perfect at first try so keep improving!
Sona/mascot I use to represent myself as!
Read my strawpage for more info!
#sona#mascot#freelance artist#oc x cannon#oc x oc#self ship#oc content#multi fandom blog#multi shipper
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hi
no idk how to make/keep friends but thanks for giving me a chance
I'm not optimistic on new years but like....I mean ig there are such things as having last words before a new year so I mean why not.
I'm 18 but I'm still a teen at heart and it feels mentally impossible to grow up. I've picked up hyperfixations when I was around 9-15 but ever since then I have a hard time picking up new ones without dropping them so fast/losing motivation. And of course; I'm still trying to understand my weirdness.
I'm not typically fond of new years and usually I just go off of everyone else's positive energy just to not feel all gloomy, but yeah I can't really deny the slight fear/sadness that grows in me each year bc I know I grow everyday rather than solely on my birthday, but it's there and it's real despite not being able to easily digest the concept of time itself.
unfortunately, there's not much I can do but to improve myself and do the best I can, yes, even when there's little to nothing that can really give me a push to accomplish goals that I want to pursue in life, and yes, even when I'm weak in faith and have little to absolute no hope in me ever being more than what I am now.
I've kinda grown to accept it...? I used to be bratty and narcissistic as a child(still kind of do tbh, I fear that I may have npd at times, I don't mean it but it happens and I really don't like that side of myself) but reality proved otherwise, no I don't want to be anything big but...rather I just want to be someone that's worth living ig, just someone that can make others feel alright with my presence despite not having a stable aura.
there are some things that I may not be able to improve much on and....well, I think it's okay to understand that I'm just not that great at certain things now. Maybe the future has better luck for me but...it's full of unknowns so, I can't guarantee on what will be there for me so....that's nice ig.
but...for now, I wanna say thank you for being patient with me at the very least, I've never seen myself as an easy person and ik it's not gonna get any easier especially with the current challenges, but hopefully it'll get better later on.
Idk how you found me or why you decided to follow/befriend me but at the very least I'm happy that you find my stuff entertaining even though it isn't consistent. I've always wondered what kind of energy I could radiate to others with my stuff, whether it be silly shitposts or oc/selfshipping stuff.
anyways uh....I think that's all? Yea. thank you.
#I can't tell if this was meant to be a vent or just a self reflection post#I'm not in a very bright mindset rn so ig it could be both
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✚✚ ABOUT ME ✚✚
(Just realised I haven't made one yet lol)
✚General✚
Name: 'IWillStealYourToes'
Nicknames (in order of pref): Toto, To, IWillStealYourToes (bit ominous saying my whole username 💀 /lh)
Pronouns + Gender: She/her + Female
Sexuality: Bisexual/a-spec(?) + maybe polyam (I'm open to trying)
Languages: English, though I'm learning German and Spanish too :)
MBTI: ENFJ(-T)
Other: I'm neurodivergent bc I have OCD (and maybe smth else like ADHD)
✚Interests✚
Academic:
Languages - Ever since early Highschool, I adored all languages! I currently only learn German and Spanish, but if I could I would learn French too. My dream is to be at least tri-lingual!!
Maths - I think since I was young I was always good at maths, which I'm very grateful for. I think my favourite type of Maths is probably shapes in triangles or something like that, though algebra in general is fun :)
Accounting (ik ew) - In the beginning I found it difficult, but the more I learnt the easier I found it. Sometimes it's nice just sit and do numbers and nothing super creative.
Non-academic:
Gaming - I love gaming with all my heart. I think I've always been interested in games since I was at least 9 or something. My current favourite game is probably TF2!! I started playing in 2019 and haven't stopped loving it since (although the a lot of the playerbase can be toxic)
Drawing - I'm not the best at drawing, but a sketch now and then always helps me, especially when I want to make a new OC! I also like sketching up outfit ideas for me to try out later. I usually draw fem people, since I'm not that good at drawing masc people :(
Writing - Of course I love writing! I started writing 'x reader' fics when I was on Wattpad then moved to Tumblr!
Playing piano - I'm self-taught so I'm not that good, but I still enjoy playing simple tunes now and then. Last song I was learning was 'I Giorni'. :)
Swimming - I don't take classes, I just enjoy relaxing in the water. Sometimes it's really nice just to immerse yourself in the water and not make a sound, you know?
✚My current fandoms✚
TF2 - I think this is probably my special interest lol. I love TF2 more than anything, if I can relate it to TF2 I probably have tbh-
My fave character is Engie or Demo and my main is Medic!
PAYDAY 2 - Something about shooting things as a team is just rlly fun to me lmao. The OST is genuinely so good if you can't get the game just listen to it pls- I usually am a stealth guy but omg M1 garand yippeeeee- Used to be my hyperfixation lol
My fave character is Sokol or Dallas and my main is Joy (I play Sokol or Dallas sometimes)
Undertale - Probably the first game I actually loved??? It's literally still on my favourite list fr- I would play it again but I did the True Pacifist run and I don't wanna ruin Frisk's life 😭
My fave character is Papyrus!
Star Wars: Clone Wars - It's an amazing show with great characters and visuals! I definitely have it as one of my special interests... It's really interesting to watch the show and see how each season the animation/visuals improve. I wish there was a separate show or smth where the clones actually get a good ending for once... 😭
My favourite character is Fives, Tech or Plo Koon :)
(I literally just found out the graffiti on Plo Koon's ships say 'Plo's Bros' and I can't stop thinking about it)
Lethal Company - I love this little horror game so much! I had a hyperfixation (no longer) to the point I actually made a 67 slide PowerPoint about it... I might have a problem. I like playing it with my friends the most, since I get scared alone really easily!
Republic Commando - Recently got it and I am hyperfixating fr 😭 I love these lil guys so much I sure hope nothing bad happens to them (especially to Scorch and Sev haha) (/s, I know what happens)
My fave character for sure is Scorch :) He's just a silly guy (he has committed several murder-sprees and will continue to do so)
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Hey Tumblr another #carrotsubwayupdate I don't know why I feel inclined to make these I don't use Tumblr I don't scroll on here or anything I don't get any momentum on my posts no one sees them but I'm glad there's just a place somewhere full of my thoughts and that I will one day be able to look at this as all the best moments of my life beçause I feel that every time I'm on here I have something I wanna say so nevertheless what I'm here to say is that with this year wrapping up Im starting to feel like someone I can continue to try to be as i grow older and whatnot im still confused on what i actually wanna pursue because for some reason im like fukk of creative aspirations like for the longest time ive wanted to be like that content creator a twitch streamer or something and then for a little bit i wanted to be an actor comedian of some sort but thats always just been cause i like sitcoms but ive started playing guitar this year close to the start and thats really started to pave my mind for dream careers like making indie music or really anything that means i can perform shows im not too interested in singing right now but eventually i will because id like to be a lead singer/rythm guitarist but ive also started to listen to hip-hop close to August this year stuff like Kendrick Lamar and childish Gambino so I could do something like that but still involved with guitar and then also for no reason at all got like hyperfixated on sports specifically the nfl ive always been somewhat interested because im from Atlanna but its just some way to start actually showing some love for where im from ive always loved julio jones and currently im a fan of the eagles and dolphins because i like the players but ill always root for Atlanta and between the 2 others I prefer the eagles and for over a year I've played basketball with friends but only this year i actually cared about improving and joining a team i love the the hawks and trae young and LeBron is the goat love you king James so pretty much I really wanna be a wide receiver but neither my school or the college im able to go to has football so i have no idea what to do
Thanks tumblr
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I am super late to returning the favor on the fun questions ask and I don’t wanna say a number someone’s already said so if there are any you haven’t answered yet but want to, those are the ones I’m asking 😛😉💜
Alrighty then~!!
24. what’s one thing you’re proud of yourself for?
Sticking to writing fic and really working to improve my skill and craft at it. I was pretty ruthlessly torn down multiple times from ages 12 to 14, and around 14, my [former] best friend (who turned out to be extremely abusive) dealt the hardest blow to my already shattered confidence, telling me I couldn't write worth shit, my ideas were boring and I should give up, and proceeded to make me feel worthless. I stopped writing for 5 years because of that. (Things got worse between us during that time and even though we stopped being friends after high school graduation, it took a year before I started considering writing again.) If you ever see me babble on about DC comics stuff on here it's because DC is the reason I started writing again, so I've still got a lot of love for it, even if horror is my current hyperfixation. Something in me started healing when I began my first DC fic, and while I do wince at it a lot now, for being 19 years old and 5 years out of practice and without any true confidence? It was still good. And I've never given up getting better since then. Writing has always been the only thing I really consider my true talent and it's a passion, and when I don't write a little bit a day my mood tends to plummet. I love writing and I'm proud of myself for sticking with it.
34. any pet peeves?
Lord there's probably too many to name but a generalized major one is that I can't stand irl when people display an egregious lack of common sense and logical thinking. There's so many things that, if people just bothered applying a little more brain power, they could figure out for themselves or avoid problems with.
36. are you an open book or do you have walls up?
Hmmm... I suppose that depends on who you talk to? I tend to think I'm fairly open, but I've had plenty of people tell me over the years that trying to get a straight answer out of me about many things. Like trying to pull a tooth but the patient is an alligator in a bad mood, is what I've heard before. So perhaps I'm somewhere in the middle, depending on the matter at hand.
2. show us a picture of your handwriting?
>>;; well, uh... I kind of do like 90% of my rough drafts by hand and that means there tends to be a lot of crossing-out and ink blots but aaahhh...have a cropped snippet from a very self-indulgent DBD oneshot WIP with my s/i and Pinhead for an example of my handwriting?
Tentative tag here for @neurodivergent-selfship in case you wanted to see?
#sorry this got so long-winded!#thanks for the ask!#answered asks#spookyscaryslashy#more fun asks#Cyanide speaks
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thanks for 2 years!!!
wow hi! ive been meaning to make a post like this since december 2018 (its still so surreal to me that ive been running this blog for 2 years) but i got distracted by a lot of stuff...
i just wanna say thank you! thank you thank you thank you all so much for supporting me all this time! never in a million years would i think i would get this much attention (or any attention at all lol) so... genuinely thank you all so much.
i just wanna ramble about some personal stuff about this blog but ill put it on a read more bc its... kinda long lol
but tl;dr thank you all so much for 2 years of orbulon! lets try to keep going!
my main blog is @sqlatoon, my twitter is @booparoos! im more active on twitter!
my art blog is @booparoos ! i dont post very often bc im still shy lol
its so mind blowing to me about how ive drawn orbulon over 700 times and almost every day (its been pretty hectic lately in my brain cause of quarantine) its crazy how this blog all started from a silly little stress doodle i did at 2 am. sometimes ill scroll through the archive of this blog and think, wow, IM the person who drew all of these??
running this blog has helped me so much! my art has improved a lot, and it gives some consistency and structure in my life, reminding me to post every day, (even when my sleep schedule is majorly messed up haha)
...but in all seriousness, running this blog helped me so much back when i first started in august 2018. during that time i was going through the most depressive period of my life. getting up in the morning for school was hard, and i struggled so much to stay awake after getting home because it was so hard just... being alive.
ive used media as a coping method for a very long time, and warioware gold was what i was currently hyperfixating on. my school notebooks and drawing software was full of little doodles of orbulon since he was my favorite character. i always wanted to make a daily doodle blog, so i thought, hell, why not make one for orbulon, so i swallowed up my anxiety, made this blog, and posted.
and i was amazed by the number of people who liked it. drawing something silly for this blog during class, coming up with silly scenarios to draw orbs in, and making myself stay awake so i could draw and post something, that really kept me going through the day. i could honestly say this blog saved my life lol
reading your tags, seeing the notes, getting your asks... they all brightened up my day and they still do. i really cant say it enough. all your interactions really do mean so much to me. some of my favorite artists have even reblogged my posts which is just... incredible to me. everytime someones says something nice or compliments my art i cry a lil bit ;w;
getting a little personal again, ive always been extremely insecure about posting my art/showing it to other people (i still am) but this blog has made me more confident! people have been asking since 2018 if i had an art blog and i finally made one! the url is @booparoos !
to think that my silly little doodles about this alien from a small nintendo franchise could make other people so happy... that they could inspire people to start drawing... god that just fills me with so much joy. thank you again. my warioware fixation is long gone by now, but i stlil love this little alien to death. im currently going into my second year of college, and i dont know how long im going to be able to run this blog. but for sure ill be on this hell site until it crashes and burns into the ground lol... you guys and our favorite little alien mean so much to me <3
#not daily#you dont have to read this!#its just stuff ive always wanted to say abt this blog#in all serious tho#thank you all so much
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