#i wanna go sleep 😞 everything fucking sucks

[chrisbangs]

😞🖤 i love him so much..

[meltwonu]

Hi it’s me 💕

First of all, I just wanted to say I’m sorry for the unintended hiatus that I never announced - it’s been a rough few months as most of you know. 😭I really didn’t expect to be gone this long but I am still in the middle of settling everything going on in my personal life right now so it might be just for a little while longer - most likely through the end of July. 

I just want to say thank you to everyone who sent such kind messages in the time I’ve been away - and sorry I haven’t been able to reply to anyone as of yet too 🥲 I hope to have a little more time once things settle down.

 I’ve been working 40+ hours every week for about a month now just to offset the costs of my apartment rent going up but now I have a car! yay! I also got promoted again last week so my pay went up and I’m hoping it’ll be enough 😞 fingers crossed! 

I wanna get back into writing so much but I just haven’t had the time at all so I’m really really hoping that once my pay changes and I can see where I am financially, I can relax a little more, ykwim? I hate being so high-strung all the time, I haven’t been sleeping so well either and I’m so tired of it 😭

being an adult fucking sucks 😭

but I will be back soon! 💕 

[my3amletterstoher]

Shower time

Deep breathing in and out. We’re going to do this a little different. We did it before though. But breathe up inhale from the root... and exhale from the crown a few times..this is advanced sex right here. Now visualize yourself as a white with a hole in it. Tappin in. Touching and visualizing.

Kissing you on the lips, kissing you on your neck, I carees your breasts, I run my fingers down your back, tracing your spine, and grabbing your ass,I kiss you on the lips,as I caress with your booty, I touch your nipples, and lick them with my tongue, and with the other hand I feel on your pussy, on your clit, I carees your breasts with my finger tips, and touch up and down them, and fling them with my fingers,,I sink my nails in your breasts, I caress your skin, and kiss the sides of your breasts, and underneath, I kiss on your nipples,,I suck on your breasts,,I feel on your breasts, I suck on your breasts,

My head isn’t in the right place to do this 😞

I seriously have to clear our space and stuff. i feel like something is off (not us.. we’re not off). I should of did what I used to do a few days ago. Yooo when you posted for me that made me so happy and turned me on so much and I want more. When you wear stuff with me in mind 😩🤤😍🤤. I know you’re rather do those things with me. I know it’s just me that you want so please just do things with me. I know you’re trying. Everything that you wanna do, feel the urge to do, trplease come to me. Please wait for me to come there physically. I do understand you like no other. I want to gratify you in every way. Let your fantasies run wild with me. Let all your dreams , desires., run wild w/ me.FrfWe talked about a lot of stuff. I know you love taking my commands and orders. I know you want me dominate you. And I love doing so. I want to do it more😩😍. You’re my dirty my little whore and I know you love it baby and I love it too 😩😍🤤😭. Please stay out to me/with me. And do so more and more. And please give us another places to communicate on (text/iMessage/FT)So that I can experience you in full. I really wanna see you naked/strip for me. I wanna do things with you. I’m sorry that it came off that I didn’t/wasn’t interested/wasn’t giving you attn. that’s not how i truly feel. I haven’t been myself lately & im fixing that before I go to sleep. Cause I miss spending time with you. I miss being full engaged with you. I have so many things I want to do with you, to you, watch you do. & I wanna show you privately just how much you mean to me, just how much you please me. I got so many desires and fantasies & your name is written on all of them. I know you kny you do too. Let’s make each other’s dreams come true. But being my sub, I want you to fiend for me when you feel like I’m not giving you enough attention. Please? I wanna be fiended for. I want you to throw yourself at me. I fiend for you too. Let’s gratify each other. Plus with our abilities mixed in? You already knowww.please we’re meant to be ty🖤 🔥🔒⛓. Reiterating: Your love, your sex, your energy, your mind, body & soul, the way you pour yourself to me . The way you have me in mind when you say and do things . know you have more things in mind that you wanna do in regards to me and I want it, I want it all, I love it all. I love when you don’t suppress yourself w/ me, when you let everything come out, and you like me taste and devour you whole, My world just isn’t the same without you rockin it the way you do

🖤💋

Brb while I clear and shift things back. You probably stayed up a sec for me but is sleep now 🖤 I’m still gonna fuck tho😩😍🤤.. fuck you while you’re sleeping. Projecting to you. Kissing on your lips. Rubbing my fingers up and down your spine. Caressing your skin..caressing your breasts. Licking on your breasts, caressing your thighs, caressing your booty with my finger tips, licking your pussy,