#i wanna come out to my family but like … everytome i get close to comfortable w the idea someone says something that makes me 👁👄👁 what the f
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ierogenvy · 3 years ago
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i am just now coming to the realization that very soon i am going to be alone with my mother for four days in southern california and i am incredibly likely to come out
#dont mind me#oh god#me @ me: dont#these tags i’m abt to write should rlly be a separate post but i don’t wanna so here we go if#i wanna come out to my family but like … everytome i get close to comfortable w the idea someone says something that makes me 👁👄👁 what the f#i’m pretty sure i won’t get disowned or kicked out but i’m not ready for homophobia to my face L O L !! at least my sister (if not everyone)#is gna be like ‘i knew it !’ and like that’s not the point#bc no u didn’t ! if you’d’ve known you would’ve tried harder to not say shitty things#dad has said he doesn’t believe in trans people#mom once said she didn’t wanna watch schitts creek bc it features a gay couple and she doesn’t wanna see that#sister is generally better than that bc she’s my age but she also claimed to Know that one of her friends was bi bc he of the way he acted#like ms girl we can all see how he acted but only queer people have actual gaydar thank u <3 like i can tell various ‘straight passing’ peop#coworkers are somewhat queer bc of vibes and a general sense and also i have eyes#wait will they ask questions abt my friendships from high school. bc i do not want to think abt hugh school ever#THIS IS WHY I DONT WANNA STAY IN THIS STUPID ASS RED ASS STATE MY WHOLE LIFE U SHIT HEADS IM QUEER#not to mention if i did decide to come out now idk what it’d be as. like. non-binary. we got that#but i’ve been thinking abt lesbianism and men and idk ….#i’m not so sure in that label anymore and it freaks me out but also …#i still need to think more on that but the point is i don’t wanna come out as a lesbian then six months later be like wait no i’m bi#idk if i’ll ever tell them abt the enby part bc ik they won’t understand it and i def don’t want to put in the work to make them#esp my parents like i get angry explaining technology to them .. gender ?? no thank u
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