#i usually avoid getting mad becouse it makes me feel disgusting

[moominmanoneandonly]

This. For last 2 weeks i had a new tutor and my brain for some stupid reason since it couldn't predict her action decided the best way to handle the situation was to cry. I had 6 lessons with her. I cried on each one of them non stop for an hour. She wasn't doing anything wrong but the lack of understanding over what she expected somehow was enough for me to lose it.

Good think my internet conection is shit so she didn't notice it (i hope). It was so stupid and illogical. I really hope she didn't see it

you know when you get Autism Mad. like something happens in a non-ideal way and in your brain you know it literally doesnt matter but in your other more autistic brain youre like screaming & scrying & shitting the bed etc. i think you should be able to go into settings and opt out of that. i have better things to get upset about than failing to put up a decoration on the optimal day or being too stubborn to solve a problem via simple communication