#i used to write fics on my phone’s note app lmaoo

[vonabel]

you're gonna wanna be my best friend, baby. (katsuki bakugo/eijirou kirishima)

tags

platonic friendship (can be read romantically), fluff, short oneshot, pro heroes bakugo and kirishima

summary

He's not picking favorites in this, they've all saved his ass more than once, in more than one way, it's just the way it played out. Eijirou became his friend first, stubbornly chipping away at the tall and thick walls Katsuki kept up.

1k words | complete

notes: this was supposed to be an ode to friendship but i literally can't write bakugo being platonic with anyone ever so it does have romantic gay undertones LMAOO

also this is so short because it was supposed to be a gen fic about bakugo and all his friends, but i got lazy. maybe one day this will be multi-chaptered

ao3

There's a different sort of trust that comes with being a Pro Hero alongside your friends. Katsuki would trust his friends anyways, always, but he trusts them with his life. He trusts they'll keep him in line, alive, and they trust he'll do the same. Though it took many years for him to admit it and be okay saying out loud, he's always trusted them.

Eijirou first, just because that's how it happened. He's not picking favorites in this, they've all saved his ass more than once, in more than one way, it's just the way it played out. Eijirou became his friend first, stubbornly chipping away at the tall and thick walls Katsuki kept up. They fell easily for him because he's easy to let in. Katsuki recognizes this now, years into his therapy journey, and he more than appreciates Eijirou for everything he's done.

When Katsuki’s phone rings at the ass crack of dawn, he knows who it is without looking.

“Hey, man,” Eijirou is bright, a glowing and demanding presence, even through a phone. Katsuki can hear the grin in his voice. It warms him in a way only Eijirou can.

“It's six in the morning,” Katsuki grunts, just to give him shit. He's been awake for nearly half an hour now, already showered, brushed his teeth— Eijirou knows this, he's sure, because he’s got a nearly identical routine.

“That it is, my friend. And I have a sad, black coffee with your name on it,” his voice pitches up and cracks when he singsongs his tease.

“What's the occasion?” Katsuki snorts and leans his hip against his kitchen counter.

“Are you seriously asking me that? Dude, it's our friendiversary,”

“What the hell are you talking about,”

“We've been friends for ten years today, man!”

When the oven beeps Katsuki shoves his phone between his ear and shoulder so he can use both hands to pull out the damn cake he's baked. He knows what day it is, Eijirou has done this every year since they met and has spent the last month dropping hints on it like a sad, ignored housewife would her shitty husband for a wedding anniversary. Katsuki is not a shitty friend, he's better now, and if Eijirou says he wants a cake, he's getting a fucking cake. End of story.

“How do you even know that? I have no memory of you explicitly asking my hand in friendship,”

“I wrote it down in my notes app,” Eijirou sniffs, “Also, I'm at your door.”

“Jesus fucking– use your damn key, I'm busy,”

“My hands are full,” Eijirou whines, tapping at the door with the toe of his boot.

“So are mine!”

“You hate me,”

“Oh my fucking God,” Katsuki growls, stomping his way to the door to rip it open. Eijirou grins the moment he sees him, holding out a coffee and a paper bag from their favorite bakery.

��Happy friendship birthday!”

“Whatever,” Katsuki scoffs, pocketing his phone so he can take the coffee. “Thanks. You, too, or whatever.”

“I'm gonna cry,”

“I’ll kick your ass,”

Eijirou laughs, bullying his way past Katsuki to make himself at home. He coos at the cake cooling on the counter, leaning too close to sniff it. “Bro. You made a cake?”

“Shut up, ‘course I did. You bitched and moaned about wanting one for months. Was gonna frost it too, but someone showed up at my damn door,” he teases, grinning when Eijirou laughs good naturedly.

“How mad would you be if I asked to eat it like this?”

“What, now ?”

“Yeah, man. Warm cake fresh from the oven is the best way to have it, that's what my moms say. And it's chocolate, so it’ll go good with our coffee,”

Katsuki sighs. They shouldn't, but–

Whatever. They work out so much, cake at six in the morning really won't have an effect on them. And Eijirou has a point, cake is better still warm.

Yeah.

Fuck it.

“Sure. Cut me a slice, too,”

They eat together right there, shoulder to shoulder over Katsuki's kitchen sink to prevent crumbs on the floor. Eijirou pops the lid off his coffee cup to dip his cake in it and Katsuki does the same, and it's nice . Eijirou speaks between every bite, goes on about old memories between them, funny stories, and the stray cat he'd seen on his way over. Katsuki feels himself relax, realizing that this is what he'd been missing as a teenager, back before they'd ever met.

All he's ever really needed is a good set of friends. And Eijirou had been the one to open the door, pave that path for him.

“What's in the bag?” Katsuki mutters and gestures with his cup toward the paper bag.

“Cupcake,” Eijirou garbles around his cheekful. “With sprinkles.”

“You bothered me about baking a cake for you, and then went and bought a fucking cupcake?”

“I didn't know you were actually gonna do it. Just wanted to be prepared. Oh! Here,” Eijirou hums, flicking the tap on to rinse his fingers before drying them on his pants. He digs around in his pocket, producing a lighter and a candle. With a cheesy grin, he sets the candle smack dab in the middle of the red frosting and lights it, lifting it up toward Katsuki’s face. “To commemorate.”

“You're kidding,”

“No, man! Come on, blow out the candle with me,” he pulls out the big guns, lips pouting and eyes wide with his eyebrows pulling in and downward above them. “Please?”

“Are you actually five years old?”

“Make a wish and blow out the candle, Kat,”

“Fucking fine,” Katsuki groans, leaning closer when Eijirou prompts it. He can see the tan lines over his cheeks and nose from where his mask sits, can count every eyelash, every freckle splattered across sun golden cheeks. This close, he can see his own reflection in cherry red eyes.

Eijirou’s eyes flutter closed to make his wish, Katsuki’s stay open.

Together, they blow out the flickering flame.

Katsuki watches Eijirou, the way he knows his way around Katsuki's apartment like it's his own, sees the way he’s happy and comfortable here with him, and knows his wish had already come true, ten years ago today.

[eliotquillon]

21, 22, 23 for the ask game

21: What do you do when you get writer's block?

WELL. usually a long shower and/or a cigarette (yes this is me coming out as a smoker) works for getting the idea juice re-flowing. tis a cruel twist of fate that i often come up with my best ideas when i physically cannot write so i have learned to turn it to my advantage. usually though i close the document, forget about the fic for 6 months, then restumble across it and go WAOW I WAS REALLY COOKING HERE and finish it LMAO

22: When do you usually write? (day of the week or time of day)

embarrassingly: i normally write when i have a uni deadline to procrastinate. really nothing gets the fic brain going like knowing i have something Actually Pressing to do. which means usually late at weeknights LMAO. i tend to go especially hard in the early morning after an all-nighter; that's when either true genius or the Madness hits in terms of fic content because at that point i'm tired and have lost most of my inhibitions about what sounds stupid or cringe or whatever lmaoo

23: Where do you usually write?

these days i mostly write in bed (i do most of my uni work in bed too, which is horrible for my sleep hygiene i know) because i use my laptop for everything now, but before that i wrote mostly at my desk on my pc. when i was a baby fic writer i wrote everything on my google docs app on my phone but i ended up doing most of a school project on my computer and after that i never looked back. sometimes i'll still jot stuff down on my notes app if i'm on a train or bus and then switch over to laptop if i think the idea has legs, but i definitely used to be more adventurous with my Places of Writing when i was younger lmao

[ameliasbitvh]

ahhhh! thank you all soso much for the 300 followers! i just hit 200 last week?! how are there 300 of you? i honestly don’t know, but i started this account as a place to just read smut and then i decided to post on here. the reason why my first post was angst was because i was being a slut for angst to feel something in those few moments- okay i’ll stop myself right there. for this milestone i’m going to do mutual appreciation for the moots i’ve interacted with the most so far! (if we’re moots and u wanna interact pls do, i’m not scary!)

okayy first up,

@underappreciated-spoon-321

i love you so much bby, i could not believe it when you followed me. i was legit crying happy tears and i specifically remember you followed me after i posted “needy” random lol.

your writing is immaculate, absolutely lovely. ur smut *chefs kisses* i love that you put up with my shit photos that i send you and that you actually ask for more- but it baffled me when you first interacted with me, this was my reaction

*deep breath* “omfg! (ur username) just interacted with me, wtf do i do?!” also ur nick name reminds me of belly from dear, draco.

i’m not writing a lot, bc for your sleepover i wrote you a damn paragraph 😭 but i love u sm belly!! 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩

@dracoskinks

ARI! i love talking to you, bc i can talk about anything and when i say anything i mean anything. like kinks, porn, random draco scenarios, etc… you are one of the funniest people i have seen on this app.

ur blunt and funny at the same time, it just makes it more fun to talk to you. ur smut is soso good, bc i don’t find a lot of smut with a dom!reader and sub!draco.

i remember you followed me, so out of curiosity i checked out your blog and saw your piss kink fic and that did it for me. after that i followed you back and we became moots ajnwja. when ur first account got terminated you scared me so fucking much, because i thought you were going to leave tumblr forever. don’t. ever. play. like. that. again. i’m glad we became moots bc i fucking love you <3

@opalsheart

I LOVE YOU SM! i think u were the first moot that i interacted with in direct messages, bc you had tea to spill, and ever since than we’ve been #4lifers. you send me edits and hate on t*m felton with me on instagram. you were the first mutual to know what i looked like lmaoo. u r an absolute goddess, bestie, like what- i know that you can pull anyone you want, so stop playing when you talk about someone.

even though we have a fucking 12 hour time difference, we still find time to talk to each other. it is so fun talking with you and the fact that when we talk it’s night for one of us. you let me send that stupid tik tok of ed sheeran and t*m felton to you and it probably haunts your dreams now ajnwajsj-

i appreciate that you study ur MF ass off for your exams, bc i could never. and you even send me those cute memes when i wake up- also we better be watching those true crime documentaries, bc i’m still waiting. idc if we have a time difference :) anyways ILY SM ELLIE !! <3

@laceycallisto

okay- where do i even get started with this. we first interacted when i reblogged that draco fan fic and we reblogged talking about how desperate we were trying to find that iconic fic. and i forgot that the creator could see all the reblogging we were doing- you texted me directly about adding my name into your tags, which obviously i agreed to. then we just started talking about random shit like how we were superior because we were june geminis. or how we talked about being in love with remus lupin.

i have vivid flash backs of how your remus fic hurt me. i cried my false lashes off proof reading janajaj- bestie- you’ve seen me cry ajnwja- your writing is ethereal, i don’t know how you can see that? your so nice too, like girly u gave me ur netflix within like a day of knowing each other 💀 we watched bridgerton in two mother fucking sittings. we ate that bridgerton hoe up!

all ur input on the scenes were so funny like the “with child” and “dicking” comments 😭 i love how it’s so easy to talk to you about everything, like how dumb i am- even talking about the privilege of being poc and not burning in the sun. bruh u even let me tag u in dumb tik tok videos, like what?! and i think your the only mutual i have that’s in the same time zone as me… also we better binge the next season. but ily sm, ur like my older sister, even if u say ur life is shitty 😭 <3

@dracomalfoys-wh0re

honestly, kacia. i owe a lot to you for my account being “found” or whatever, bc you reblogged a fic of mine, i’m pretty sure it was “common room” and that’s when i started getting notes and followers najajwjwj- you might not know that but i do 💀 i will forever remember that.

you literally were one of the first accounts ever- to follow me. and i won’t lie, i went crazy when u followed me because i love your fics so much! you are so funny and blunt too i swear 😭

and can we talk about your tom riddle fic? like?!the fact that you really showed tom’s true personality and character. every world had me enthralled further into the fic, the way you wrote him is exactly how i think tom riddle would act towards his s/o. his toxicity and gaslighting is too accurate.

moving on from the discussion of your fic, which is amazing, ily sm babe!!

@yoooespinosa

we’ve interacted a few times and when u texted me directly saying that you thought i was sweet, i literally went, “omg- people think i’m sweet” in a good way, not bad jkwajjw- can i just get started on your writing, because oh. my. fucking. god. it is the most captivating and heart breaking thing i’ve ever seen- the emotions that you put into every word completes the entire fic. every angst piece that you have written, made me cry or made something inside me just twist with sadness. it is truly lovely and magnificent.

how do ur fics not get thousands of notes? because everyone should see what you write, it’s unfair that others haven’t seen your fics. when u explained your dream to me, i swear you practically wrote a whole fic 😭

i remember u said that you wanted to do a face reveal, but we’re scared. bestie what are you scared of? you look like an ANGEL!! and if anyone were to disagree, they are obviously blind. but ily bestie <3

@o-rion-sta-r

BESTIE BAE ORION i love you so much!interacting with you is honestly so fun. and i remember like literally yesterday we were trying to figure out ari’s time zone and we were freaking out. you, ari, and me all have a fucking time difference 😭 it sucks so much!

at least every day you ask me how my days been and i think that’s so sweet, because before i got on tumblr people didn’t ask that question. i appreciate that you ask me that and just random questions in general, because i love interacting with you so much. and you should start writing bby! i will reblog anything you write, also ily sm <3

@ilygw

we don’t talk a lot, but you seem like a fun person! i love seeing all the edits you post on here, bc honestly i need more ferret boy content. i know there is a lot, but i feel like i’ve seen all of them. until i see you posting a new edit and i’m like, “okay… i guess i haven’t seen every draco edit” but that’s all i have lol, ly!!

@arcaneslut

to be honest, you seemed so intimidating to me. i know you said you’re not, but to me you seemed really scary even though i knew you weren’t 😭 i just interacted with you recently and you are so sweet i swear! i love all ur fics, especially “and then i felt nothing” because when i read this fic you better believe i was crying so hard- to the point where i couldn’t breath- everything was written so beautifully, i couldn’t believe it.

i love how one thing we share in common is losing our phones 💀 but i just wanted to say thank you for explaining the whole sleepover and celebration things to me! even tho we just started interacting i already love u!!

moots bc i’m in love with all of them: @just-a-smol-spoon @dreamy-clousds @dracoskinks @unedibledaisyduck @thatsassyhufflepuff @a-aexotic @l0vely-lupin @gothboutique @wolfstar4lifee @littlemissnoname13 @deatthfairy @arcaneslut @ladyvesuvia @laceycallisto @dracossweetprincess @the-lonely-poet-loves-to-weep @realityblocked @harmqnia @yoooespinosa @opalsheart @lilscloud @cupids-crystals @mellifluousart @lunas-kisses @malfoysmainb @klauscarolove @crystxlss @beforeoursunsets @marrymetheonott @queeriacs @electriclocean @dlmmdl @o-rion-sta-r @sfdlm @ilygw @desiredmalfoy @underappreciated-spoon-321 @draco-and-tom @hellounicorn @mugglesthesedays @dracomalfoys-wh0re

if i didn’t tag u it’s bc i can’t tag more than 50 blogs :(

[sungbeam]

omg hi duckie, it feels like it's been a while bc life do be busy (screw college apps) lmaoo, how are you? i'm on break so i have a lot of time to do stuff, so i'm excited! (hopefully i'll write more, i prob put out like 1 fic since we last talked bc girl is slow).

on a happier note i went on a date today and it was in nature so i feel so refreshed! love not using technology for a little bit, gotta moderate that screentime and be w people you love lmaoo.

also congrats on 1.5k <3

ayyyye hi eris !!! omg yeah fully behind u like screw college apps tf there r so many things wrong w this system 🥰🔪 but i'm doing better than usual which isn't saying much but the bar is in hell, so i'm just glad to be feeling better recently :')

ahh i'm glad ur on break!! i hope u do enjoy it and get some much deserved rest; college apps along w school is the absolute worst, so yes excitement for thanksgiving break!! i hope ur able to write and im manifesting some nice writing sprints, but remember to not force urself or anything ofc :'))

ooh a date in nature 🤩🤩🤩 that does sound refreshing (ﾉ´∀｀*) my campus has a lot of greenery and it's known for being super pretty so i always tell myself that the nature will cure my depression :') still waiting lmaooo /hj so true tho i really should get off my phone more but i'm glad u were able to take that time for urself and spend it w ur partner!

ohp ty haha <33 i feel like milestones r so empty esp after u hit 1k but still, much appreciated

but either way, keep me updated and i hope u enjoy ur week off !!! i have two days off only cuz college sucks </3 but i'll be flying home for the weekend cuz my mental health would 📉📉 if i didn't <//3

[shytiff]

Apr 2021 Wins

Started typing this on 4th apr lmaooo

1 - went to mcd. bought chicken + rice with the app promo. there’s a staff helping me on the order machine lol i feel badd there’s no need to do thatt. ate my lunchmade by mom at mcd’s muschola and went to sbux bcs its tumbler day. green tea latte w skim milk as usual. sent dr triya’s translation. ecmocard. started rereading goong (AGAIN. i probably have read it like 3 times minimum). still bring some feels

2 - its holiday today. spent almost the whole daylight rereading goong (turns out its pronounce ‘gung’ not ‘gong’ lol ive been wrong all this time) and finished it. the scene where they stare at each other, separated by the castle door, always gets me. got the old ipad charged (the screen are like 30% close to detaching and falling apart) and started AOT

3 - spent the whole day reading AOT. i like it when i have mini purposes in life (eg: finishing a manga series). AOT rly talks a lot about what do you want to do in life, the consequences of your choices and how you have to live with it. i felt triggered in a good way. the characters dont rly judge other’s choices, but they question them. discuss about it. give you some moral push. second gladi today. my vbg was still filpped hhhh. read aot until i felt sleepy and fell asleep. woke up very near subuh and prayed isya. my toxic trait is the horrible self care (and im talking bare minimum lol hehe lmao)

4 - finished aot. Asked irun about some aot explanations and she sent 5 paragraphs in one bubble. Slept. Flavola, kopsus coklat and somay. Also ate japota honey butter. Did 1 long input of ecmocard. Followed baepsae choreo. Moved my body a bit. Wow im not immediately sleeping. Amazing

5 - arrived at harkit 11-ish and went back about 1pm loll. super hungry when im arriving in kalideres. bought tahu colek worth 3000 (i wonder how the seller hears me through my 2 layers of mask), roti sisir and some ice cream in alfamidi. my fitlife protein powder ran out again. its my 2nd already. did some ecmocard, wasted my time after maghrib

6 - woke up late. did not have the mental strength to go to harkit so i decided to just stay home. bought sbux 1L green tea and macchiato. wasted the daylight and finally did some ecmocard in the evening,,,,

7 - off to harkit 7.30-ish pm in the rain. Took some data for ecmocard. Went to salemba to get tabung and surat bebas pustaka. Had breakfast slash lunch first, tried guudfuud (red rice, beef and omega egg). I like that the rice was not too much. Met up w ness ren and talked about isip dilemmas at sky. Afterwards went to flavola. Ordered mie rebus and roasted milk tea cause i somehow feel sooo hungry and in need of calories. It tasted so good, i was sitting in my usual seat facing the window, and the sky was a mixture of blue and grey. Brought croissant and sakura pocky at indomart. Ate the bread immediately after indomie. Went back home. Juan brought tahu gejrot that was delicious and crunchy. Internship files briefing by akis. Fell asleep

8 - woke up. Saw that dr retha was up for interview. Panicked. Thankfully it was at 12. I left home at 9:40 ish and arrived 11:50. Its a long ass way. Turns out i was interviewed with ka agassi. The doctors are so kind. They explained the gist of anesthesiology profession, and how its a choice you make, and its okay as long as you like what you do. Tried halo bowl for lunch. Sous vide chicken, rice, caesar sauce, beef bacon, and the deliciouss butter broccoli. Went back to kalideres and to starbucks. I only spent <2 hrs in there (a waste of money, i know). Bought decaf hazelnut latte (apparently the beans were kenyan something? Medium?) and butter croissant (need to cushion my stomach). Did GCP certification and sent it to the ever so kind mba Ai. Still got energy from the caffeine, did some ecmocard, read quran, read.... Toji fanfic 🤦‍♀️

9 - went to rsf w mom. We took the wrong way and had to take the long way but thank god theres still time to spare. Met dr rara. Some briefing. Went to rscm w agassi, submitted files for ijazah, went back to RSF. Girlll the cost of transport. MRT: 12K. Grab: 16-17k. Thats one way trip. Bought food at rsf canteen. Eocru briefing by the research coordinator. Ward tour w dr retha. Snacked on ovaltine provided by mba ai. Went home after maghrib by tj. Liqo along the way. Glad bersih (came late). Drank macchiato for some strength but still fell asleep quickly.i shouldnt have laid down

10 - kebakaran jenggot in the morning due to green screen positioning. Finally got the appropriate setup (after many fabric tries and cutting my mukena) at 08:30. Finished showering 08:45. Zoom was opened at 9 lmao. Somehow finished before 09:30. Zoompah w mom and dad along side me. After its ovee, some "photoshoot" w fam. At this point i was truly rly sleepy. Took of my makeup. Changed my clothes. And then racil silv dev showed up lol. I got gifts c: and then atikah came. And then i redid my makeup, this time with the help of friends to create fantastic eye make up look (which i can never pull off). Eyebrows by sil, eyeshadow and liner by cheldev lol. Took some photos. Dajen came. Talked. Videocalled w pupuy. A surprise gift from fianti came. And then chel dajen went back at 8. Still cant sleep. Slept at like 11-12

11 - lazed. Woke up, ate pizza (mom bought 2 of phd's 1m pizza) and bakwan, slept again. Matcha latte and ecmocard. Watched a bit of 2nd sinau

12 - off to rsf at 06:20. Arrived 07:15 ish. Lunch was ayam penyet accompanied by snacks that mba ai bought. Off to harkit at 14:05 (bcs my laptop somehow shut down and i lost all the unsubmitted data). And then off to kalideres at 15:30 ish to meet up w clara and search for clothes for almira's wedding. Went to lippo bcs clar saw this dress that kinda looks like the brokat given. We ate at ramen ya. It doesnt rly make you feel full, the filliny sensation was kinda like indomie. Saw that the dress looked different. Ate 1 boba pancake together at banban. Continued on to the tailor in kebon jeruk. The location was in an alley, and it was raining lol. Quoting clara: "the unnecessary struggles". The tailor was quite helpful (and she looks experienced). Arrived at clara's at 8 ish. Picked up by mom with car (it was raining) and arrived at abt 9. Hurriedly showered and tarawih and tidied up AND ITS ONLY 09:45. Its crazy how efficient one use time (and at the same time, how wasteful one can be)

13 - first day of fasting. The morning was spent taking samples. I stupidly took a sample thats not yet labeled im sorry :(((( i felt kinda tired and wanted to give up this. Give up anesthesia. Went back home at 14:00 and its cloudy. The bus was the nicer types and it was COLD. Read quran along the way. Picked up by juan. Opened laptop. And then its iftar time. I was sooo sleey and the tarawih was so long thst i closed my eyes along the way. Fianti called after tarawih, we talked til abt 21:30. And then i fell asleep

14 - went to rscm. Submitted serkom files. Met dr dyah and i hope we could somehow meet her again if we study in fkui again aamiin. Went to rsf by mrt. Arrived in lebak bulus just before it was raining. The bus took a while to arrive (usually theyre there, waiting). Its still raining like crazy so i took grabcar to AR from pesakih (39k). Played with my phone til iftar. Played phone again after tarawih and fell asleep

15 - i felt rlyy lazy and cant bring myself to wake up. Off to rsf at 07:15. There were coordinator ppl. Took sample. It was raining when i went back but i took grabbike from kalideres. Wasted my time and did not do ecmocard

16 - sampling. Snacked on keripik pisang at the room. Went back early at 13:15 ish. Picked up by juan. Sleeeept (and this is before the nightmareish mistake began)

17 - i did a mistake by telling dr retha (who took the sample today) the wrong patient (it switched in my unreliable memory. I feel terrible. Thank god shes quite chill abt it (?). Read jujutsu kaiseeen. Went to flavola. Did 1 ecmocard. Went to bandar jakarta baywalk by motorbike. Spent 135k and was quite full with many varieties. Arrived home at about 20:50. Turns out juan also had bukber with his friends. Phone call with fiiii, talked abt dimrob

18 - lazed all day, read jjk, finished my part of ecmocard (gave genky to ekal cause i was a dumbass at getting data). Ate mom's mentai rice, siomay. Drank green tea latte. Read jjk til 145 (mentok) at night. Proceeds to consume all things jjk lmaoo

19 - we took sooo long to get samples. Finished at 13:00. Went to rm with dr rara. Went back home. Watched the third sinau. Read the IMMACULATE jjk fics by celestialmechanics im IN LOVEEEE with the way s/he writes ughhhh

20 - samples took faster than usual. Mba ai did not came today. Went to RM and did some work there. Off to AR by 15:00. Arrived close to maghrib. Did not do any work afterwards lmao. Did not even wash my face

21 - magang as usual. Note to self: sit on the right side of the bus. Did nothing yesterday. Felt like shit after tarawih (but i showered before maghrib!!)

22 - todays problem was the swab sample not being there even though the staff allegedly already took it. Huft. Took a shower and out on vitacid (i cant remember the kast time i put on vitacid 😳 its probably been... a week or two?

23 - samples finished quite quickly. Already going home at 12. Lazedddd and lazed and lazed. Waited for emir to pick me up so i went to dm. Read an immaculate itadori x megumi fix thats just full of feels. Started demon slayer lets see

24 - literally just laid in bed reading manga and seeing tiktok and slept again and suddenly its 1 am. Showered. Still in a lazy mode. Havent begun clires work. Watched leah's vlog that said "go do things youve been putting off!". Finally finished the third and last video of Sinau Yuk ICU class with dr. Zeta, SpAn lolll even though the actual last class was on 7th apr. iftar was fish and chips and salad yuum

25 - woke up at like 1am since i slept too much yesterday. Ate tan ek tjoan bread and drank sbux matcha latte. Did some intern work. Read a bit of quran. Sahur. Cant even sleep again so i showered. Off with mom and dad (09:30) since dad’s going to get vaccinated at skk migas. Mom drove me to ara’s place (11:00). Talked a bit and even read quran again there. Off to GI (13:00) to meet up w regen. Walked around. Bought a discounted TBS green tea facial wash. Went back home by TJ (16:00). the bus station is a bit closer now. Arrived home close to maghrib (17:30). hurriedly showered and went to sleep (properly) after tarawih. A good good sleep since i got 9400 steps today and that tired me out lmaooo (bare minimum yall, i know). 

26 - woke up still sleepy. Slept again after iftar and woke up at 07:30. Skipped shower and off to RSF lmao. Went to medical record. Walked to the front of RSF originally planning to go to lebak bulus by angkot but i saw none. So i went through mrt instead. Stopped by at kebon jeruk and walked 800 meter (that tireeed me and made me feel parched under the sun) to risma busana for clothes fitting. Took gojek to jembatan gantung (turns out the closer halte to flyover was taman kota). Iftar was chicken noodle and risol and banana and i felt fullll and i slept

27 - today is off day since im alternating with agassi. read quran. watched shadow and bone (with 1,5x speed except for kanej and matthias nina scenes). didnt rly do any magang work except the table asked by dr retha. i feel like usually im operating on 70%. sleeping more doesnt rly add that. i need caffeine or physical activity. before i know it, its close to iftar.

28 - i ((felt)) like i had a decent amount of energy today. shouldve done some work between sahur and leaving the house but i ended up reading vampire knight lmaoooo the scenes had no business bringing so much butterflies. sampling together w agassi. mba ai didnt come in today. after agassi left did some magang work. i also went to RM to ask for more RM to bu dian. took angkot to lebak bulus for the first time. paid 5k. i had no idea which angkot went to lebak bulus and the driver (somehow knowing the right words to say) said “lebak bulus lebak bulus”. didnt read much quran on the way back. i just close my eyes and relaxed. felt kinda low on sugar. watched more shadow and bone on the way back and at home until close to iftar. didnt do anything after tarawih. slept hoping i woke up early (which i did, at 3am. but i slept again)

29 - im supposed to have ample energy but i just stuck around my bed until its time to get ready to go. read some kanej fic lol. I dont rly do anything productive after arriving home

30 - made intern log, magang as usual. Did not go to rm. Finished watching shadow and bone. Rested bcs tomorrow's saturdayyy