#i used to tag the author but ik they have a tumblr and idk if i want them to see my posts bashing them lol

[autistic-katara]

ok i might get blocked by a couple ppl for saying this but the Jackson’s Diary fandom is seriously making me wanna become a proshipper out of spite (read the post before blocking me or whatever please)

like idk if u guys have checked the fandom tag on ao3 recently but theres been a bit of drama surrounding the fact that someone posted a smut-fic of Exer (an 18yo) and David (an almost 18yo, who was aged up A FEW MONTHS for the fic) and they were harassed into taking it down and making a fucking apology post ON AO3, THE PROBLEMATIC FANWORKS WEBSITE.

and this fic was tagged 100% correctly like it was very explicitly tagged as smut n stuff yet there were still a bunch of comments being like “uhm what did i just read 🤨” and when i made a comment defending the authors right to yk, not be harassed for making not even rlly problematic content someone who clearly would suffer withdrawal symptoms if they turned twitter off for too long started arguing with me abt how “erm ackhtually we should be allowed to comment harassment under ppls harmless and explicitly tagged fics cause theres no smut in this fandom and it shocked us” and u could just rlly tell they felt they were more righteous than God in their opinions and yeah so cut to tonight when i’m scrolling through the tag and i see a post titled “i’m so sorry” in which the author made a post basically being like “i’m so sorry for posting that ik it was disgusting it has been permanently deleted” which in the comments a few ppl were telling them that what happened sucked n stuff (myself included // judging by their reply they only did this to stop the harassment which yk, completely fair) and i went back to scrolling since i wanted an actual fic not fandom drama but like 2 posts down there was another post titled “please stop” or smthn like that where someone else made a post basically being like “guyssss can we please not write smut of these characters this fandom is so wholesome i dont wanna ruin it 🥺 anyways sorry this isnt a fic this just needed to be said lol” and like dude, my guy, WHAT THE FUCK?!

this is AO3, this is a fanwork archive that as far as i know was created (at least partially) due to the fact that ppl kept getting their “problematic” works taken down from other sites and the creators wanted to yk archive all fanworks. this is NOT a social media site where u can make callout posts abt how what someone else posted disturbed ur pure wholesome chaste scrolling by daring to uploaded something with *gasp* consensual sex between 2 consenting adults?! (or canonically 1 consenting adult and 1 consenting gonna-be-an-adult-in-a-few-months-but-isnt-much-younger-than-the-first-guy but u get the idea)

like guys, ao3 is not twitter. it is not tiktok, it is not tumblr, its not youtube, its not even wattpad. it is not a social media platform, it is a fanwork archive, specifically one that lets u post whatever kinda content u want (yes, even smthn depicting 2 consenting adult/almost adult participates that are in no way related having sex, ik its crazy what they allow online these days).

and look honestly the callout post wouldn’tve annoyed me this much if it was posted on yk an actual social media. like if it was posted on twitter or tiktok or on youtube as a video essay or even on here, like sure if i saw it id be annoyed that this fandom cant handle the tiniest bit of non-puritanicalism and fuck, maybe if it was on here id even drag myself into a pointless days-long argument that causes me suicidal levels of stress but on archive of our fucking own itself?! for the millionth time, IT IS NOT A SOCIAL MEDIA! u dont make posts like that that u want the rest of the fandom to read or whatever on there because its not that kinda website!

anyways yeah i hope i explained the situation ok, u might be able to check it out urself if u feel like it and yeah idk this whole thing just kinda felt like a wake-up call for me like yes i find incest and pedophilia disgusting OBVIOUSLY and i dont like ppl romanticising it in fiction but idk i’ve seen ppl talk abt toxic antis before and show screenshots of conversations where theyve acted super shitty but idk seeing this all unfold in person and having to argue with these hardcore antis just- i dont wanna be associated with these ppl, if these are what alotta antis r like i dont want anyone to assume i agree with them like at all, whether its other antis, proshippers, or ppl like me who have a super complicated opinion on it. like they harassed a person into taking down their smut and made call-out posts on ARCHIVE OF OUR OWN abt how they dont want their wholesome pure fandom corrupted by gross dirty irredeemable sex. and just yeah hope no mutuals i seriously care abt unmoot or even block me over this since ik a few of u r antis but yeah srry for this i just kinda seriously hate this fandom right now :)

also incase anyone is typing out a “kill yourself pedo” reply/rb rn; i turn 15 on Friday, i am 2+ years younger than ur innocent bb minor boy David and his definitely not already a legal adult boyfriend Exer so yk

[n0vatsu]

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last updated in November 17, 2024

[tenpintsof-sundrop]

are we allowed you talk to you about our thots of spencer reid?

ik you don't write for it. but just sake of conversation!

I'm kind of 50/50 on this? But I am leaning more towards no.

I truly, deeply love Spencer Reid as a character - but the fandom has absolutely spoiled him for me and made that love tainted for me, and made me literally divorce myself from participating in the fandom of loving him.

The response to my last Spencer fic was cruel and harsh and now every time I see someone with a blog dedicated to him, it makes me wince, because he is one of many characters (like Eddie Munson, Ellie Williams) who have been so far divorced from their source material and turned into a source of memery and booktokery and steamrolled down into a 2D nothing that when people read a three dimensional portrayal of them, they get viscerally upset (and then take out those negative emotions onto the fic author instead of reflecting inward on why they can't handle a humanized character).

And I really don't want to post things about him. I would much rather happily post about other characters and other fandoms and I know that I won't be rewatching Criminal Minds again for a very long time because of the way these harsh experiences have made me feel.

I always want people to feel open about sending me random messages because I want my blog to be an open and fun space, but I the fandom has given me so many reservations about Spencer as a character, and it really fucking sucks because he used to be one of my favourite fucking characters of all time - honestly, it's so weird that [REDACTED] is an exes to lovers story, because now when I think about Spencer, it feels like having the same kind of conflicted feelings that someone would have about an ex husband.

For one - I don't want to be actively making posts about Spencer anymore because I don't want people to mistakenly think that I have an interest in writing about him again. A lot of people do not read my pinned and don't have timestamps on the dashboard turned on, and so they will see my old posts about Spencer and then send in requests for him as a character (I have gotten some really recently that I have just deleted) - basically, a lot of people don't pay attention.

So I wouldn't want to be making posts about the character (even if I didn't tag the posts) because I wouldn't want people to mistakenly think that I'm writing for him again.

Two - usually, when I respond to 'thot' posts about a character, it's because I'm really excited and enthusiastic, and I am not enthusiastic about Spencer as a character anymore. I am really sick of him as a character because of the over-saturation of him in the fandom and because of the general immaturity of Spencer fans that caused people to react to my fics in a certain way - so even if people sent me asks about him, idk if I would be in the mood to respond to those asks in a fun and positive way.

Yes, I do like the character. Removing all of the fandom aspects and just looking at him solely as a character - he is one of my favourite characters of all time. I fell in love with him purely from the source material when I was 14, long before I ever knew the CM fandom existed, back when I consumed media and didn't immediately run to Tumblr to jump into the fandom of everything I loved (because when I was 14, the only Tumblr fandoms I was in were the Phandom and the Harry Potter fandom and that was it, I didn't know that other fandoms existed and were active - aside from spectating SuperWhoLock).

But the point of posting on Tumblr is to interact with other fans, and I don't want to interact with other people in the Spencer fandom right now. It is not the kind of attention or reputation I want for my blog right now. I have even actively stopped putting my Criminal Minds fics in my fanfiction queue because I just want those fics to exist quietly in the background instead of being the main attraction on my blog (and they are still actively the most popular fics on my blog, which I kind of hate).

So I won't be making any Spencer Reid posts, even if it's just discussion based or whatever.

I welcome people to come and chat with me about my new favourite characters like the ones from Teen Wolf, or characters I have rediscovered like the ones from Maze Runner, but other than that - I will be quietly sorting out my feelings for Spencer and trying to discover my love for him again.

[elum4x]

Byler Fic Rec Week 2023 Day 5: Full AU

I don't have many full AU's bookmarked but I love them a lot! I can't wait to read what everyone else has shared. Here are some great ones that need more love!

he got my heartbeat, skipping down sixteenth avenue by ethqreal [Alisha, she/her]

I don't know the author's tumblr, if you do, please tag her!

TLDR: Regular high school AU, everyone thinks Byler is dating but they are not, 10K, rated Teen+.

My review: Sometimes you need to read a purely wholesome Byler fic where everyone is supportive and the only reason they aren't already together is that Mike is a dumbass. This is that fic. The party dynamics are super fun, the fic made me laugh many times, and Will and Mike are just really sweet together. Also, Mike and Jonathan have the most awkward talk ever and I live for it. Is this on your list yet??

it's never clear, it's pantomime by cafe80s [idk their info atm!]

TLDR: Post-college AU, Mike confesses to Will while drunk and then they don't talk about it for way too long, angst, 10K, rated Teen+.

My review: If you relate to Will this fic will fuck you up but in a good way I promise! This is top-tier Will overthinking angst and Mike being a disaster bisexual. It's a really nice exploration of a dynamic where Will knows Mike likes him but Mike doesn't know about Will's feelings, when we more often get to see the reverse. Reading them get together in this fic makes me feel tingly every time like omg it's so !! Just trust me and read it <3

filling in the blanks as we go by delusionaltogether (Whyyyyy) [Parker, she/they] AKA @parkitaco on tumblr

TLDR: Modern and college AU, Will works in a bookstore and meets Mike when he comes in to buy a book for class, they are both CringeFail Losers, 18K, rated Gen.

My review: I love all of Parker's fics to be completely honest!! This is the most recent one I've read and it's extremely sweet. Ik some of y'all are turned off by fics where Byler aren't childhood friends but take ur canon tunnel vision glasses off for a sec and live vicariously through Will Byers. Bc don't we all dream about meeting a hot person who instantly clicks with us and keeps showing up to talk to us specifically and is funny and reads books and… Just me? Ok. Anyway this fic also has WillEl and Madwise bc these are the best dynamics ever and Will and Mike are both confident but shy which is v fun and Parker is a genius so you should go read our boys fall in love surrounded by used books <3

Thanks for reading, this is my first fic-rec post so I hope the format is okay!

[yournowheregirl]

hiyaaa! i got tagged by the lovely @sidekick-hero & @legitcookie but tbh i have no idea who has already been tagged in these things because i’ve been out the tumblr loop for the last few days so bear with me here

Nickname: alice (dating all the way back to my twilight phase bc alice was my favorite character and i definitely related to her so it just... stuck. for like over a decade now)

Height: 1.69m (which is like.. a little more than 5′6? idk that shit confuses me)

Last thing I googled: how to convert cm into feet for the question above lol

Song stuck in my head: Ik wil dansen - Froukje

# followers: 258 at the moment 

Amount of sleep: i kinda need like 8-9 hours of sleep but i usually only get about 7

Dream job: something where i can put my criminology degree to good use (current job is definitely a way to get there!)

Wearing: pyjamas and a bathrobe

Book/movie that summarizes you: i’m gonna sound like a broken record but probably Legally Blonde because that movie is an integral part of my dna and always there when i need it the most

Fav song: so many options damn but ivy by taylor swift always has a special place in my heart tbh. 

Aesthetic: oooh i always love anything academia related as well as the 80s aesthetic (i hate it that my parents have thrown away their clothes from that period because i just know i would rock my dad’s colorful pullovers and my mom’s polos) 

Fav authors: i love anything madeline miller puts out as well as casey mcquiston!

Random fact: did you know that ritter sport is the only brand that can make square chocolate bars? they have patented this and no other chocolate brand can make them because it’s such an integral part of the ritter sport chocolate bar. (it’s one of my favorite fun facts to sprout at parties, so here you go!)

not sure who to tag here because y’all probably did this one while i was gone, but if you read this, please see it as an invitation to answer these because i’m very curious to all of your answers!

[rafasbiscuits]

Thank you so much for the tag @bluskype (and I think @tam-is-blogging tagged me w this waaayyyy back I hv v bad memory so yeah, thank you so muchh!!)

Nickname: qas, cassie and q

Sign: Libra

Height: 160 cm...uh in ft is probably 5'1?

Last thing I googled: mangago (I was reading a manhwa)

Song stuck in my head: Fire on Fire by Sam Smith

Numbers of followers: 100+(the exact number is 117 but there are alot of porn bots)

Amount of sleep: 0-24 hours. My sleep schedule is ruined ever since I started high school.

Lucky numbers: I don't believe in lucky numbers but I do have a fav number which is 9

Dream job: nurse/tennis player

Wearing: a purple Nike shirt with black shorts

Movies/books that summarise me: To Kill a Mockingbird by Harper Lee, The Starless Sea by Erin Morgenstern, Looking for Alaska by John Green and I'm just dropping my fav book of all time(read it guys it's the best) 1984 by George Orwell

Favourite songs: it's impossible to list it all I listen to all kind of genres and have favourites from all kinds of languages so it's just impossible.

Favourite instrument: bass guitar, cello and violin(violin isn't my fav but I used to play it, it's the only instrument ik how to so yeaa)

Aesthetic: idk really..but probably something neutral and warm ish, dark nature, cryptidcore(buzzfeed nerd here)

Favourite author(s): I'm a sci fi and russian literature geek. So, George Orwell, Arthur C Clarke, Michael Crichton, Cassandra Clare( the whole Shadowhunters books are my comfort books) Carl Sagan, Fyodor Dostoevsky, Leo Tolstoy, Mikhail Lermontov( I only read one of his books but it's my fav russian literature book, A Hero Of Our Time), and ao3 authors

Currently reading: A Little Life by Hanya Yanagihara and Contact by Carl Sagan.

Fav colours: dark green, silver, gold and black

Fav animal noise: birds chirping and whistling, it's therapeutic and the cicadas when it's like in a forest area

Last song: Dress by Taylor Swift

Last Movie: Shutter Island

Last Series: uh oh shit, I think Break Point💀

Random: I just want to make use of this moment to say that I won't be much active on posting(blogging in Tumblr terms) anymore. I mean I will still do it, I'll still reblog and blog but not as much as before. I'm focusing on my exams, my O Levels for the end of the year. Though I will be active during the Slams, I think. So yeah, I'll still be around guys and I'll still be here and there reblogging and liking posts just not as much as before ;))

Tagging: uhhh idk @sebandlewis @game-set-canet @soronya @rackets-and-fuel @mercigoku69 @nadalstappen @a-swiss-and-a-spaniard @daltonkeys and tagging anyone who wants to do this <33 (if you guys want to ofc, and if you guys alr did it then please ignore the tag💀)

[n1ght1ng4le]

SAID I’D DO IT SO HERE IT IS!!

name : birdie (preferred), night

pronouns : she/her

star sign : aquarius

# of siblings : 1 older sister (fun fact: she’s a model! /srs)

# of pets : technically 3 dogs, one passed away though :( (RIP jd) the other two are jj and dd! both male

fandoms : lvjy, percy jackson, wilbur soot, greek mythology (does that count?), Brooklyn 99

fav colour : canary yellow

fav song : either warsaw or poabs (both by lovejoy) or oh distant you by wilbur soot!

fav author : rick riordan

hobbies : sport, reading, writing, singing, bass, guitar, learning about greek mythology

fav fic types : dont read em (angst no comfort)

fav holiday : my birthday (selfish ik but its like the one time a year i get to invite my friends over)

partner : i have a bf who i adore with my heart and soul <3 (who does not have tumblr so sad sad :< )

fun facts!!

- i have lazy eye (cant see through one eye, i normally see through my right but tend to use my left with sport (idk, its weird)

- i first learned to sing when i was three and have since then won 4 singing competitions! (i swear im not bragging. okay maybe a little.)

- used to be she/they!!

tagging :

@radio-to-trenchcoat-demons @goosebeing @thereal-yippee @be-gentle-with-littluns

I got bored so here's a little get-to-know-you tag game I think could be fun :3

Name(s)

Pronouns

Star sign

# of siblings & fun facts about them (if you have any)

# of pets & their names

Fandoms

Favorite color

Favorite song

Favorite author (of anything readable-- books, fanfics, zines, webtoons, whatever!)

Hobbies

Favorite fic type

Favorite holiday

Do you have any partner(s)? (romantic, qpp, anything!)

Fun facts about you / anything extra you wanna share!

────────

Name(s): Loki (highly preferred), Elye

Pronouns : they/them mostly, he/she okay too

Star sign: Pisces

# of siblings: I've got 2! An older sister and a younger sibling. The fun fact about them is that they're also both queer; in fact, my mom is too. The only non-queer person in my immediate family is my dad.

# of pets: 4 cats! Phoebe & Frankie are our girls, Lenny and Murray are our boys :3

Fandoms: MCU (kind of), BSD, OFMD, Ranboo (does his fanbase count as a fandom?)

Fav. color: Don't have one

Fav. song: Aurora Borealis by Lemon Demon

Fav. author: Alice Oseman

Hobbies: singing, acting, drawing, writing, procrastinating

Fav. fic type: Fluff, definitely. I am a sucker for well written coffee-shop and flower-shop aus, too. Smut's fine, but only if it's romantic. I can't do angst if there's no comfort.

Fav. Holiday: Hanukkah or Halloween! I love autumn and winter

Partners?: Yes! I have a girlfriend (queerplatonic) who I love very much, and a boyfriend (romantic) who I love very much :]

Fun facts:

- Even though I'm a cat person, I really, really want a dog.

- I actually used to play sports. Because I don't do gendered leagues anymore, I don't play, but I've been looking for mixed/gender-neutral/queer sports teams. Baseball and basketball specifically!

- I started questioning my identity in 2019; I'm no closer to finding a label now than I was then. The difference is, now I don't want a label. I just am. :]

tags: @neonganymede @cha0ticlesbian @x-chiara @exceleo @brinnybee @autistic-katara @gandalfthemorallygrey @ohboyanotherlokiblog @roachandrenfri @ourflagmeanslokius @exceleo @edettethegreat @swiftlyspidey

[herotheshiro]

so in abt 2017-18, i came across this manga called sneaky red by thanat. most of the 1st volume, translated, got posted online but i knew there was a continuation. while i don’t remember too much specifics abt my reaction to it then, i distinctly remember being affected by it and by that i mean ... liking it. i remember that i had the feeling of wanting to read the 2nd volume and even a year ago (almost the date!) on this very blog i noted that i “wanna read all of [their] works so bad” and at this point i had only ever read sneaky red so going off of that, i liked it apparently.

fast forward 2-3 years to tonight, where i finally forced myself to finish reading the series since the free month-long futekiya trial is ending soon. and well ... i thought i would be satisfied afterwards since i’ve wanted to finish reading this series for literal years but all i felt was ... disappointment. i’ve had the futekiya subscription for abt 1/2 a month already but i’ve been putting off reading sneaky red bc i mean i’ve read the 1st volume, i knew it was abt abuse pretty much and i wasn’t really into reading something so depressing (i had to reread the 1st volume in this read bc i legit have not touched the manga since whenever i read it last). and ... yeah it is a downer to read with little positive payoff. [putting under cut bc WOW this got long]

let’s get this straight, my perception of what this author is trying to do is this: two guys meet, one of them (A) has anger/emotion management issues and is quick to react with his fists and the other one (B) just so happens to get off at pain (...no further comment at this) ... which is coincidentally a “nice” set-up but A wants to turn over a new leaf bc eventually he feels bad whaling on B all the time ... except suddenly turning over a new leaf when you’ve been living and thinking a certain way for almost two entire decades is not that easy. which alright tl;dr, an abuser/someone quick to physical violence trying to reform. a rather heavy topic to tackle for your debut work ... and unfortunately i don’t think this author really succeeds in doing so. 1st volume was written in 2013 and is their debut work and it definitely feels like a new author work ... the story developments are kind of unclear at times and misaki (i think that was his name?) just accepting getting beaten up by a rando is just so incredibly sad to read bc like ... wtf? i cannot figure out how they came to love each other. i mean haru i can kind of see bc they kind of implied that misaki was one of the 1st ppl to have hope in him even though he himself felt like he was a lost cause, but misaki i just have no fucking idea what happened there. like lust turning into love? idk man falling in love from physical abuse frankly makes no fucking sense esp since it’s not even implied that misaki has low self-esteem or something that would make him accept this treatment. i legitimately would like to go back in time to meet me from 2-3 years and ask them what the fucking hell made me like this manga bc it’s messed up and the topics aren’t even handled that well! this is truly a manga that somehow depicts abuse as being shitty but also romanticizes it somehow?? even though i legit just read it a few hours ago i’m starting to mix up what happened in vol 1 and 2 so let’s just move on to vol 2 now.

vol 2 was definitely more put together in terms of story progression than vol 1 (i mean, being done 3 yrs later i would hope so). i did like it a bit more than vol 1 and there were some cute scenes bw misaki and haru but ... the scenes where misaki still went to see haru even after some seriously messed up scenes being like ‘i still love you’ ... really rubbed me the wrong way bc it kind of felt like a ‘you can heal abusive behavior through love’. i mean yes haru acknowledged his behavior and treatment of misaki was absolute shit and that he’d try to change, but also that ch where they kind of just substituted bdsm as a more socially acceptable way for haru to hit/hurt misaki during sex? BRO THAT’S NOT HOW IT WORKS !! i mean there were some scenes that felt realistic (misaki instinctively defending himself when haru raised his hand) but at the same time it also felt like the author didn’t really know what they were doing. like i get it, haru is supposed to be a nice person who just so happens to react badly to things but ... these kinds of things you kind of legit need professional help for. simply learning to depend more on friends/SOs, completely cutting out your toxic fam from your life... that kind of stuff is not really enough to help you heal. i mean this is a japanese manga, and ik east asian culture has ... thoughts on mental health care but the way the story was presented just didn’t feel realistic at all. yes they did show haru struggling to hold his emotions in check, i did like the scenes where haru was in his own head and saw his brother berating him for his behavior, and i do appreciate they didn’t merely just 180 change his personality and pretend it was easy to change for the better but ... idk. i just simply did not enjoy reading this story and about this relationship, i felt like their issues never really got resolved or are moving in a more constructive direction. i mean i guess this happens irl (bc ppl do stay in abusive relationships despite how bad it gets) but like i just had no fucking idea what misaki even saw in haru in the first place which sounds mean to haru but it’s true ?? like you gotta be attracted to SOMETHING first right, is it just bc he’s nice sometimes (this is worrying bc i’m someone who is weak to ppl simply being nice to me but also bruh if someone is beating my ass idk if i can be attracted to that) ?? it legit at times reminded me of bj alex which is an extremely unfortunate comparison in my book and you know what i just remembered that misaki was attracted to haru partly bc of his looks so uh yeah the comparison holds up.

i don’t even know if i can say i’m glad i read through these 2 volumes of sneaky red. apparently a 3rd volume is getting published next month and i’m like WHAT THE FUCK ELSE IS THERE TO TALK ABOUT ?? i saw a graphic of the side pairing (story covered in motion emotion) on the back cover which i got a lil excited abt bc i am intrigued by that pairing but like ... what else is there to talk abt re: sneaky red’s pairing. they’ve gotten together, they’re growing up and dealing with adult worries (jobs), and they’re moving in a more “positive” direction with their relationship (i.e., haru is opening up more to misaki) while attempting to hurdle the lingering issue of haru’s abuse -- what else is there to cover ... i think this artist really likes this couple which like makes sense for them since they’re their first published OCs but it’s prob just gonna be more senseless writing. the translated caption was like ‘the sequel of the famous debut work is here!’ and i’m like sneaky red is popular? this very unclearly written thing? but then again ppl liked k!lling st@alking and some of harada’s works that are OUT THERE are popular so i guess the fetish for abuse/hurt is strong ...

i didn’t really say anything coherent in this post bc deadass i don’t even remember what the fuck i read even though i read this manga like mere hrs ago which goes to show how much of an impact the story had on me (hint none). abuser stories are usually pretty hit or miss stories i feel, although tbh i don’t think i’ve ever read a hit story because the abuse is usually romanticized or somehow resolved without any issue which is frankly unrealistic and kind of dangerous to be telling people. i admit i don’t have personal experience with abuse (thankfully) so i guess i can’t really say stuff abt how realistic it is or not but ... just very disappointed with the story. i am still struggling to figure out what i liked abt this manga so much back then. i do like the art style a lot bc it’s unique compared to what you see in other BLs but the author’s writing is just very unclear sometimes ... it’s definitely improved since 2013 but ... hah. it was not really an enjoyable read. i legit wanted to stop reading at times but i’ve wanted to finish it for so long so i pushed on ... maybe i should reread so i can more definitively say what exactly i disliked but i don’t wanna read this again.

[1kook]

A COLLECTION  [ updated: 8 . 23 . 21 ]

— STATUS ONGOING — NO REPOSTS — ASKS under #ncouple ! — Copyright © 2021, 1kook on tumblr

—NETFLIX & CHILL.

summary If you planned things right, you could rain down your raging displeasure on Jeon Jungkook right after the meal but before this proposed ‘Netflix and chilling,’ maybe dramatically throw your glass of wine at him, before storming out of his place and reporting him to the authorities (Namjoon) for his douchebag personality.  warnings smut in the forms of grinding, oral (f), cum eating, vanilla unprotected sex, dirty talk misc use of the oldest trick in the book (“your hands are sooo big”), shy oblivious AND gentleman jk? pick a struggle, brief ment of app developer kook, evil and conniving oc  word count 10.2k  posted june 12, 2020

—HULU & WOOHOO.

summary But there’s more important matters to attend to than Jungkook’s Jersey Shore boner. warnings slight feelings of insecurity, smut in the forms of fingering, cunnilingus, cum eating, squirting, hand jobs, unprotected sex, riding, slight praise kink  misc if you’re not a Jersey shore fan honestly GET OUT, mentions of capitalism😡, more kind/understanding kook, basically a “what are we?” fic but silly, irresponsible emailing habits, its so dumb just read word count 6.3k posted july 4, 2020

—IMAX & CLIMAX.

summary The occasional dark horse candidate among Barbie movie binges— Jungkook gets weirdly horny and fucks you to the tune of a classic Barbie movie soundtrack. warnings smut in the form of blowjobs, tit play, praise kink, standing sex, unprotected sex, reverse cowgirl (? kinda), daddy kink that morphs into ily kink misc  jk is an avid history channel viewer, jk hates Barbie movies ik we took an L today girls 😔, jk goes thru like 4 personality changes (commanding > soft > mean > in love), honestly idk what to tag it’s a mess, he’s still cheesy and romantic but also 👀 just read word count 9.8k posted august 5, 2020

—KISSANIME & FOREPLAY.

summary You get a glimpse of the KissAnime screen for a good two seconds before about seven ads pop up. Another tab to a raunchy hentai website opens, and Jungkook groans. warnings mentions of hentai, smut in the forms of cunnilingus, masturbation (f), oral (f), use of a sex toy, fingering, nipple play, face sitting/fucking/riding idk (f), praise kink, hints of dumbification, cum eating, jk is like passive aggressive in this one, 4 (f) orgasms, this is the kicker: sub kook at the end😳, like 2 sec of dom yn lol, & u get 0.002 sec of adams apple kink misc more dumb story lines, made up sex stores bc my creativity knows no bounds, Jungkook plays nice but is actually mean for the majority of it, once again doyeon plays a pivotal role in the furthering of women empowerment, internal love monologues about jk best boy<3 word count 8.2k posted september 1, 2020

—DISNEY+ & BUST.

summary There’s a pounding on your door a little past noon, so hard and rough, that you almost think it’s the police finally coming to catch you for all your years of illegally pirating Phineas and Ferb. It’s not. It’s just a really drunk boyfriend wailing for your forgiveness at the door.   warnings arguments, feelings of insecurity, bit of asshole jk, smut in the forms of humiliation, dumbification, choking, fingering, spit kink, self punishment (? idk lol), unprotected but [ passionate ] sex, jk losing his cool, the return of mean jk, desperate jk, he is actually an emotional mess in this one wtf misc angst, anniversaries, the L word😳, app developer kook, rip ‘pretty girl’ </3, we all become phineas and ferb stans word count 13k posted september 9, 2020

—ESPN & BDSM.

summary You would like to personally thank every loud-mouthed, ESPN commentator out there for saving you from Jungkook’s dangerous seduction skills.   warnings smut in the forms of brief femdom, handcuffs, nipple clamps, blindfolding, flogging/use of a riding crop, soft dom kook, cunnilingus, spitting, unprotected but passionate, degradation, as always it starts horny n then turns into I love u kink misc kook has a swollen ankle so idk how he did all this, jk abuses the fuck outta pet names part 7, revenge gone wrong tbh, this was honestly a beginner’s intro to vanilla bdsm word count 12.7k posted september 14, 2020

—YOUTUBE & USE LUBE.

summary You can’t believe this is Jungkook’s preferred sick day treatment; YouTube, cuddles, and an ugly amount of lube. warnings smut in the forms of nipple play, handjobs, spit kink, face riding, unprotected, flavored warming lube, riding, praise kink, soft femdom, missionary bc his eyes are pretty, tit sucking, tit fucking, more jk has an impreg kink, oh and this is all subby kook misc domesticity baby!! fluff, soft scenes /.\, jk is sick:((, doyeon is A Doctor, yn sees an opportunity and she grabs it, surprise ending <3 word count 8.7k   posted september 30, 2020

—VIKI & HICKEYS.

summary Just like in those Viki dramas Jungkook likes, the world around you is enveloped in shades of pink and red, kisses and hearts, so many goddamn roses it makes you sneeze. It’s absolutely perfect— nothing could possibly go wrong when there’s so much love in the air.   warnings a little hurt + a lot of comfort, mentions of cheating!villain!jin, insecure!kook, emotional breakdowns, mentions of jk’s lonely past, jk cries :( smut in the forms of making out, eating out, fingering, clit play, hickeys, jk likes cum, double orgasm, squirting, tiny praise kink, blindfolding, rough + unprotected sex, doggy style, choking!!!, breeding/impreg kink, JEALOUS KOOK, mini hand kink, a lil bit of spanking, degradation, he gets progressively meaner lol oc cries, jk is a good boy n I want him to be happy   misc there’s a lot of fuckin plot omfg -_-, it’s Valentine’s Eve!, doyeon makes Some Points, mentions of park seojoon juicy ass, they go on a d8 😳, oc like rlly wants to marry him, oc commits double phone homicide word count 16.3k posted january 14, 2021

—PEACOCK & SWEET TALK.

summary “I wanna watch Solange in Bring It On,” Jungkook smiles, and you have to wonder who exactly this blond man is and what he did with your teen-movie-hating boyfriend.   warnings smut in the forms of kissing, cunnilingus (eating out + fingering), light praise, a lil body worship, jk fat cawk, brief nipple play, playful jk, unprotected sex, riding and missionary, the jk hand kink, I love you kink, jk wants nudes, jk’s cheerleader fantasies mentioned, spit kink, light choking, jk has like a scent kink (?), mention of collars and pet play misc app developer jk becomes even MORE app developer-y, oc is anti-google, there's plot, a 2 year anniversary, Solange knowles appreciation, BLOND JK!!!, gets sappy for a sec, seahorse marriage mention, doyeon x joon side pairing, jk is disgustingly dreamy and oc is threatened by that fact word count 10.7k posted march 23, 2021

— CRUNCHYROLL & RAIL.

summary Never mind the fact you really like Sailor Moon, or that you really want to pay attention to every little detail; the moment becomes Jungkook and his big smile and his red cheeks and the tiny box he produces from within his pocket. warnings smut in the forms of making out, jk nipple play, some 69 action, cunnilingus, blowjobs, brief choking, jk trying his best to listen to oc but he doesn’t rlly :/, fingering, missionary bc his eyes are pretty, unprotected fuckin raw, its romantic but when is it not… misc fluffy and domestic <3, weekend getaway <3, the Big Question, shy jk, sailor moon supremacy, jk makes this big elaborate speech about the sun and moon, mentions of 240p YouTube quality word count 8.7k posted may 21, 2021

—FUNIMATION & PROCREATION.

summary Never mind your upcoming wedding, this was perhaps the greatest moment of your life— the day Jungkook sought out an anime on his own. warnings kissing, smut in the forms of cunnilingus, cum eating, mentions of anal, doggy style, unprotected sex with the intention of pregnancy, spitting, hand holding<3 misc the wedding night, Doyeon strikes again, jjk watches  jjk, oh no not twins word count 9.1k posted july 31, 2021

—BOOMERANG AND BANG. 

coming soon

—COOKIES & CREAM.

summary Jungkook will watch a thousand cheesy Christmas movies if it meant making you happy. (And maybe having his dick sucked.) warnings smut in the form of blowjobs, face fucking, cum facials, fingering, overstim, double orgasm, r*mantic sex, riding, unprotected, cream pies, jk does this weird thing where he licks her face yeah idk, jk loves seeing his gf cry, jk has an obsession with jizz   misc jk pov !!, eggnog slander, jk hates xmas movies, oc dresses like a sexy mrs claus, Elf !!, jk is in loooove word count 7.1k posted december 23, 2020

— TUTUS & TIARAS.

summary your first pregnancy through the lens of your husband warnings smut in the forms of penetrative sex, sex while pregnant, unprotected sex, tit play, cunnilingus, mutual masturbation, sticking the tip in and jacking off/cockwarming?, creampies, nose kink (? like she grinds against his nose), infatuation with scent, frottage/grinding, lactation kink, titluvr jk [bass boosted] misc married ncouple <3, domesticity, jk pov, mood swings, pregnancy, GIRLDAD!JK, DILF!JK, pregnant!reader, jk’s kids are virgos its true  word count 10k posted august 23, 2021

— one.

summary Maybe Jungkook wasn’t always as cool and composed as you initially believed. But that’s okay, because you love him all the same.  word count 1.3k posted September 10, 2020

—two.

summary Even after all these years, all these doubts, and all this solitude that was really no one’s fault but his own, he still finds himself hoping that maybe you’ll be the one. word count 1k posted september 11, 2020

—three.

summary But Jungkook loves the sun. word count 1.5k posted september 12th, 2020

—four.

summary For the last ten minutes or so his mind has been bothered by one thing and one thing only— the hair that hung in his face. word count 800 words posted september 22, 2020

—five.

summary Startled and inexperienced, he can’t do anything but rub his hands over your back. “It’s fine, it’s fine,” he murmurs, even though it’s not. word count 1.3k posted september 22, 2020

—six.

SUMMARY Jungkook enjoyed pushing you down, indulging you in all your little fantasies, but he too had some he wanted to live out. WC 1.8k POSTED september 25, 2020

—seven.

summary And lastly, Jungkook will bring it full circle by indulging you two in some good old fashion spooky sex where he nuts inside you because the only thing scarier than a scary movie is a pregnancy scare. It’s a perfect plan. word count 2k posted october 30, 2020

—eight.

summary You always do this— always ask for more. You take and you take until there’s nothing left for Jungkook to give. But Jungkook is the same.   word count 1.9k posted december 28, 2020

—nine.

summary “I think that, like— me and you? We’re like, totally destined,” you ramble, “you should, like, take my number! And maybe we can, like— Netflix and chill one of these days?” word count 2.2k posted january 8 2021

—ten.

summary See, there’s no one in this world who ignores his house rules more than you. Even worse, there’s no one on this planet who can make Jungkook ignore his own rules like you do. word count 1.4k posted february 14, 2021

—eleven.

summary You’re too bright, too… there. His shell is too small. word count 1.2k posted may 3, 2021

—twelve.

summary Anyway, if it was up to Jungkook, Kim Doyeon would not be a member of the Engagement Ring Committee. word count 1.4k posted may 8th, 2021

—thirteen.

summary Because for as much shit as you let him get away with, Jungkook is certain you’ll draw the line today.   word count 1k posted june 13, 2021

—fourteen.

summary Jungkook needs you to know that you can always count on him. word count 1.3k posted july 6, 2021

—fifteen.

summary It’s Jungkook’s teenage fantasy— being pushed down by a cheerleader. word count 3.1k posted august 9, 2021

— sixteen.

summary Your skin is warm and smells like sunshine. Jungkook can’t really explain it. (And also like the sunscreen you had doused him in earlier, but that isn’t as romantic.) word count 1.9K posted august 11, 2021

—seventeen.

summary She looks his way and suddenly Jungkook is nineteen again, in his dorm, listening to the first person he ever thought he loved telling him he’s too much to handle. word count 1.6k posted august 18, 2021

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[aelaer]

Thanks for answering that last ask, lol. I half-expected you were going to ignore it tbh. I was hesitating when I wanted to send the ask, bcs, well, duh. It's controversial af lol. Just wanted to let ya know that you're not the only one with that view. (Great minds alike, am I right?) So please don't stop. Really.

This is gonna be a bit of a rant, and if you feel the need not to answer this ask, due to the fear of causing controversy in your blog, I 100% understand. Dunno if tumblr will cut off my ask so i'm hoping this is sent in its full-form.

I honestly agree that Tony gets maybe a *bit* too much spotlight (especially after the CACW shit and fans picking team tony/steve), and I hate that Stephen is just used as a plot device. I don't get why exaggerating a char's innocence is a good thing. Especially if they put other characters *too* antagonised and spiteful. It's petty. And putting another character in it (refer this as Stephen) as a plot device to make the main char more angelic is just.... idk. I'm only using rather insensitive words bcs I'm on anon ngl hahahahah.

Which is why, when I found your ao3 profile, I felt like you saved my life. Cus like. Idk. It's rare to find fics alike. Not really good with words so yeah.

Also thanks sm for tagging your fics properly, lest I wouldn't have found your works.

Ik some authors who share the same idea with the matter, but either they wanted to reach a wider fanbase by venturing into ships and fulfilling people's cravings (that require an ooc stephen, wince), or they simply don't have the writing capabilities to match their intentions -- like you do -- yet, I'm not so sure.

So basically yeah. Binge read your works this week. You're doing super great. Please keep going or else I would've probably never been here in the first place.

Fucking love your works. Don't hate on me for this if you happen to find it irrational ;-; Though if you do, I'm honestly interested with what you think. Sorry for sending a long ass ask.

Hey it's all chill, my anon friend. I really try not to hate on folks, even when I don't agree with everything they say or do. The world needs more empathy after all. And you've done nothing wrong in this ask here.

I personally don't ignore asks. It may take a month or two to get to some as it has in the past during busy or bad seasons, but I get to them. (I also don't get a ton so they're easy to answer haha.) The only ones not answered are short fic prompts that have taken me over 2 years to get to, which I'd like to finish eventually... some day.

I expanded on the topic about other characters in the last ask so I won't get into it again here, but I will say that unfortunately Stephen is not a terribly popular character compared to many other MCU characters like Tony, Bucky, and Loki. It makes finding fic starring him very challenging. He's also a difficult character to write well, though I applaud folks for trying, truly. It's great when people challenge themselves and don't let the fear of failure or judgement keep them from trying.

Anyone who hasn't written Stephen because they're not sure how to write him, or have written him but aren't confident with their writing of him, I recommend rewatching his origin film in particular as that's often forgotten for what we saw in IW and Endgame. There's also some good video essays about the character on YouTube. Some fanfic of him is good, while others are very bad, so it's a hit or miss there. One shot character pieces that are not concentrating on a ship tend to be more reliable, in my experience, for a better character analysis because the goal of the piece as a one shot is more a character study, and without the romance you aren't looking at the character as part of a unit. You need to know the character before you study how he works as a romantic partner, IMO.

I'm hoping his film helps his popularity, but I do have some fears that it will be drowned out a bit by Wanda. We'll have to see what happens on AO3 in particular, which is where my primary fandom interest lies in this case. I really, really want to see fic that isn't just reader inserts. Totally legit fanfic, but romance is already not my cup of tea and, if they aren't just smut pieces, those tend to be caretaker-Stephen fics which are a dime a dozen with his fics with Tony and Peter. So yeah, hopefully there will be more variety in the coming weeks. Of the action/adventure/drama type. A girl can dream.

I'm thrilled you like my writing. And also my tagging, some of the tagging is very hard to complete with some of the one shots xD but seriously, you're sweet. And you're good. Don't sweat it ❤️

[ybcpatrick]

i was by @nerdangels thank u amanda i am holding ur hand rn <3333

1- why did you choose your url?

he's my boy. my fucking lad. my DUDE. my little guy. he is me and i am him. i was blessed by the whoevers to have snagged this url

2- any side blogs?

TOO MANY, BRO. i have a wrestling blog, a supernatural blog, a muppets blog, a poetry blog, a nostalgia blog, and an archive for the post!ybc au (which isn't dead, i promise, im so sorry to all the anons in my inbox i love you im just so tired all the ike akskajdskjf)

3- how long have you been on tumblr?

that april fools joke blog from a couple years ago says i joined on february 22nd, 2014. but, i did have another account before this one, so i'll just loosely say mid-2013 for that one

4- do you have a queue tag?

i've tried keeping a queue soooo many times but honestly i am just like. not the sort of person to use one lol. if i'm online you'll know it, if i'm not i'm not

5- why did you start your blog in the first place?

because i needed somewhere to get all the danny phantom stuff out of my system

6- why did you choose your icon/pfp?

bc he's ybcpatrick. i am Also ybcpatrick.

7- why did you choose your header?

oh it's still my halloween theme lmao, haven't had time to make a new one. my headers are just chosen to match my themes, i loooove makin pretty themes

8- what's your post with the most notes?

that GODDAMNED green day post. im too lazy to grab it rn but it's got over 100k notes. if u follow me u have seen it

9- how many mutuals do you have?

y'all are keeping track? ajdjejfjwuri i have lots of friends on here but idk how many

10- how many followers do you have?

1239 at the moment

11- how many people do you follow?

354!

12- have you ever made a shitpost?

babygirl that's all i do that's all i'm here for

13- how often do you use tumblr each day?

i will close tumblr and then by muscle memory i will open it again immediately. hotel california

14- did you have a fight/argument with another blog once?

never with an actual person, but anons try to start shit with me REGULARLY. back in the day, some anon tried to accuse me of pretending to be canadian because i made one (1) post about liking the tragically hip. like HELLO?

15- how do you feel about “you need to reblog this” posts?

don't guilt people into reblogging shit; furthermore, even if it is important, tacking a "yOu NeEd To" onto your reblog is a surefire way to get everyone else to ignore it out of spite lmfao

16- do you like tag games?

YEAHHH i love them so muuuuch please tag me in anything and everything i don't care if we're mutuals i don't care if it doesn't seem applicable to me please. tag. me. anyways.

17- do you like ask games?

ALSO YEAHHH but i'm terrible at remembering that i reblogged one, so then i'll get distracted and forget to answer them in a timely fashion ajskajdwkndme

18- which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?

bro i don't KNOW. possibly some of the fic authors? or some of my bandom mutuals? one of my mutuals (who doesn't have many interests in common with me so idk why she's still here but i think she's super fuckin cool) is probably "tumblr famous" bc like. all her posts get notes?

i think tumblr is great just bc you have NO IDEA who's "famous" and who's not. like, unless ur mutuals with fuckin setheverman or pukicho, it's just a mystery

19- do you have a crush on a mutual?

........i liked her long before we were mutuals and i'll say nothing fucking else thanks

tagging: @sleeping-dead-dying-sleep @greatesthitz @residentjoth @lunathemacron @softnsquishable @ibidflash and litchrally anyone else who wants to!!

[haknew]

Hiii I hope you're doing very well!

I have an extra account (tumblr temporarily suspended my account and thought it was hacked 🧍‍♀️) and I'm planning to make it as gif content account. Can you give me any advice and app / software / website recommendations before I fully make decision to do it?

Thank you and have a nice day / night ☺️

hi anon ! oh sucks that tumblr suspended your other acct T-T but :0 ! i can try and offer some tips ? if you'd like ^^ i'm not really an authority or anything but ;;;; ! i'll put it all under the cut if you'd like !

gif-making

for gifs i use vapoursynth and photoshop cc 2018 ,,, i'll tell you what i always tell people when they ask about gif-making and it's that there really isn't an app on your phone or a website that will easily allow you to make nice gifs for this platform... so if you intend to make a gifs blog for tumblr :0 you definitely have to invest the time, effort, and patience to learn how to make nice gifs,,, and if you don't think that's smth you want to do that's okay too ! for me and every content creator i've gotten around to talking to, it's definitely a long and tedious process ;;;; all your local content creators spend a lot of time and care doing what they do ,,, if you'd still like to try i'd recommend this tutorial ! it's the first one i used to get started and covers all the basics ! the rest is from trial and error or learning,,, like i said it requires a lot of patience to learn how to use the programs necessary for gif-making... my other suggestion is to find gifmakers with content you like and ask them questions about what they do and how they do it ! for me ik i used to bother a lot of my cc friends about how to do stuff ^^ it definitely helps to have people walk you through some of the stuff rather than bang your head on a wall trying to figure stuff out for yourself (like i used to haha) and the other thing if i may add, it may seem like a lot of work for gifs posted to this website,,, but it's also the reason a lot of ccs have really nice gifs ! because these programs have been tried and tested and made for gifmaking for this platform ! so if you'd still like to ! don't be afraid to ask anyone or me more questions :0 !! i have a few tutorials here and there too about coloring mostly ... but yea ^^

other advice

about tumblr as a platform itself... idk if you've really noticed but there are many advantages and disadvantages to creating for tumblr sadly... the community here is more contained and smaller which is good for avoiding certain fan community drama but also means you have to be aware of others in the same space as you :0 ! i read a text post a while ago about how tumblr interactions are mostly networking and it really is ! if you want people to interact and reblog your content you have to be proactive ! joining fan community networks or using open network tags (for example #tbzinc for the boyz) means greater exposure for your works ! i use tags religiously too which i think helps ;;;;; of course again i can't pretend to be a super big blog who knows a lot of people or has a big following ;;;; but i have noticed that my experience on this site is 100% made by the people i've interacted with here ! so it's the cc friends who will reblog your stuff with nice comments who make creating worth it on here i think ! as well as sharing moments that makes me happie ^^ etc. etc. so my advice for navigating tumblr is to just have fun with it ! be nice and reblog other cc's works and reach out be a little more outgoing towards others in your fan community (always be careful tho of course of who you're interacting with ! read carrds and info etc.) and should make your time on tumblr more fun haha :]]

i hope this was helpful anon ! sorry this is so long that's just my two cents :000 i've been on tumblr for a long time so ;;;; but welcome welcome if you do plan on joining the ccs and hope you have fun ^^

[shark-b0i]

Get To Know Me

thank you for the tag @a-gay-human !!!

1. name/nickname: you can call me shark :D (not my actual name or what I go by but that is what I go by online)

2. Gender: genderfluid :]

3. Star sign: Aries but I don’t know anything abt star signs…I had to look that up…I keep meaning to learn things and then I don’t…

4. Height: 5’ 6”

5. Time: 11:33pm

6. Birthday: yeahhh I don’t rly want that on the internet

7. Fav band: Fall Out Boy but My Chemical Romance will always hold a special place in my heart (I sound so emo I apologize)

8. Fav solo artist: does bo burnham count???? if not then Olivia Rodrigo :))

9. Song stuck in my head rn: You Can’t Stop The Beat

10. Last movie: Luca (I LOVED IT IT WAS SO GOOD)

11. Last show: modern family

12. When I created this blog: pffft I actually tried to create it about half a year ago and then deleted it and made this one about 3 months ago

13. What I post: fanfic/fanfic ideas, random thoughts that enter my head, lgbtq stuff, personal stories, advice if people need it, stuff/essays/theories about whatever fandom I’m currently obsessed with (it’s Loki rn)

14. Last thing I googled: “what do ao3 archive warnings mean” (I’m sorry I’m literally an idiot, I just wanted to make sure I didn’t need to use any)

15. Other blogs: @john-mulaney-is-my-spirit-animal

16. Do I get asks: no

17. Following: 24 (I’m following others on my other blog but I’m too lazy to look rn)

18. Why I chose my URL: idk man somehow I became obsessed with sharks and then my ao3 username became shark-boi so I figured why not make my Tumblr similar?

19. Lucky number: specific numbers make me really anxious so imma leave this one like this :)

20. Followers: 26

21. Average hours of sleep: rn about 8 but usually about 7

22. Instruments: violin and a little bit of guitar

23. What am I wearing: I usually dress well but rn I’m in pj bottoms and a lion king t-shirt so…

24. Dream job: i kinda want to own my own theatre studio where I put on productions with high school kids? But an author on the side? But also play in a quartet on the side?

25. Fav food: probably egg rolls or orange chicken

26. Nationality: American

27. Fav song: I literally have no clue

28. Top 3 fictional universes I’d like to live in: adorable home (ik this one is weird but you just get to stay home and pet cats and decorate your house with plants), Land of Stories, The Unwanteds

i’ll tag @parisisinfrances @pastelbaby-ella and @aster-ion !

[jayflrt]

hihi !! how are you on this (v cold v windy even though it’s supposed to be spring) day ? tbh just wanted to say hi i didn’t actually think this through and now that i’m typing i have no idea where this is going dbdjizmn 👩‍🦯

hmm RIGHT sugar daddy’s almost over (and it’s been the most laugh inducing smau i’ve read so i’ll say it again: user jayflrt [including all five writing blogs] best author i take no objections) and i was hoping i could be on the taglist tor the breakup pact ? + i cannot for the life of me remember if i asked to be on a permanent taglist previously or not ? i think i remember you saying that you didn’t have one, so in that case i’ll just ask to be on the taglist for any of your upcoming works but if you do have a permanent taglist or are thinking of making one i was hoping i could be on it ?

(why is the gap between these two paragraphs so big hello) also also i’m really sorry if this is overstepping at all pls just ignore this bit if it makes you uncomfortable but is alice your name or a nickname or a pseudonym mayhaps ? ik i use my nickname online instead of my government name so i was honestly just curious, pls ignore if this isn’t something you want to answer !!

also also last time i talked about piles of overdue tech work and even though i’ve saved myself from that mess (meaning: used the coding cheat sheet for all of it) i only have a week of chill starting today before assignments are due next week and physical school starts the week after and then >:(( finals are coming up too fast for me to even blink without being scared as well 👉⚰️ what’s worse is that NONE of the teachers even tried to coordinate this shit and now we have several major assignments due in the same fortnight and final exams the week after and oh my god it’s such a mess ?? and we’re expected to be organising farewells for the graduates and making them care packs and writing them letters and shit like no absolutely not cuz at this rate i’ll be needing that anti-aging cream instead of the seniors we’ll be sending off🧍although ngl i’m kinda sad to see a few of them go they were so sweet :(( but the period of time they’ll be promenading in post-exam bliss and throwing parties and planning outfits and trips will be the time exam szn starts for us and become less student more sleep-deprived over-caffeinated zombies so 😃 IM SORRY FOR THE RANT WHY DO ALL OF MY ASKS END UP BEING SO LONG THEY MUST BE SUCH AN EYE-SORE TO READ IM:SORRY

(again why is this gap so big tumblr literally what is going on) anyway i think that’s all for now,, pls stay safe and healthy and take care of yourself and stay hydrated and put yourself first no matter how hectic things get,, bye !!

ps. i’m getting new glasses help they were so expensive my wallet is screaming at me

psps. MC SUNGHOON !! MC WONYOUNG !! MC WONHOON !! WONYOUNG WAS SO NATURAL WITH IT AND SUNGHOON DID SO WELL TOO (but i saw people clowning him in the comments for messing up so SLIGHTLY and i got so mad i ranted on my close friends story at 3 in the morning 💀)

pspsps. (AGAIN WITH THE WEIRD GAP) the weather was so nice yesterday i wanted to show you cuz i have:nowhere else to put pictures help 🤡

pspspsps. this is such a mess of an ask i:apologi here’s heewon to make up for it and because boyfriends texts chapter for sugar daddy

pspspspsps. post-ly hug (if you’re cool with them because we respect boundaries in this household) here you go <3

hi sriza !! i’m doing good hbu? ♡

it’s getting cold here too sobsobs and people aren’t used to cold weather where i’m from so it gets to 60 and we all lose our minds LOL but </3_</3 i have midterms this week so hopefully my cold goes away before thursday ripp

AHHH PLS :((( im so glad it’s been able to make you laugh that’s all i ever wanted to accomplish with that smau 🌷🌷 hopefully breakup pact has the same effect :’)) and i believe you’re on my permanent tag list !! (you’re the first actually 🥰) so dw i have you down for the breakup pact! HELFPP IDK WHY THE “including all five writing blogs” IS SO FUNNY TO ME 💀

(also i think tumblr makes the gaps rlly weird in the drafts but it’s fine when it posts) also alice is my actual name !! alistra and lis are some of my pen names hahah i used to use pen names for a Long time (and i still do) and it’s not necessarily to hide anything (bc what’s someone gonna do w my name 🧍‍♂️) but just bc i find them fun LOL

also omg that sounds like a lot :(( i’m glad you got through it tho !! and i hope you can enjoy this week before things start to pick up 🌷 this week’s pretty rough for me so i’m praying i make it thru LOLL but godd that’s such a mess 😭😭 teachers pile so much work and forget that we have other classes too

seeing seniors graduate is always so sad :(( i cried at my graduation LMFAOOO but the year before i was in a class full of seniors and i sobbed at their graduation because i was so close to a lot of them 😞 BUT TRUE THE SENIORS COULD CARE LESS THEYRE JUST READY TO GET WILD

ALSO NO ITS NOT AN EYESORE AT ALL I APPRECIATE ALL THE WORDS UR WRITING DOWN FOR ME :((

i hope you take care as well and stay healthy/safe !! unlike me 🤬🤬 i’m very very tired of this cold

AND I UNDERSTAND THE EMPTY WALLET VIBES ITS SUCH A DEFLATING FEELING but omg yes wonyoung and sunghoon did so well !! also sunghoon is a rookie idol and it was his first time being an mc so they better cut him some slack >:(( he did so good for his first time tho !!

ALSO IS THAT A GAZEBO??? ITS SO PRETTY WHAT

ALSO HEEWON ARE SO CUTE FOR WHAT LOOK AT THEIR SMILES :(((((

(p.s. i do like hugs 🥰)

[cypresstrees]

🤔 21 Questions 🤔

answer 21 questions and tag 21 some people you’d like to get to know a little better 

tagged by: sorta by @boykingsqueen mostly i was bored and wanted to talk about myself

* Nicknames: jules, miči, meech, mimi, juvica (all by very specific people in very specific contexts, very off limits for people i don’t know really well)

* Name: julia (possibly also working on jay but i have no courage and that won’t actually happen unless i experiment with it. also have changed the phrasing of this question bc “real name” is not great wording for folks who don’t go by their given or legal name)

* Zodiac: gemini

* Height: 5′6″

* What ⏰ is it : 8:47pm

* Favorite Band/group: recently i’ve been listening to a lot of maggie rogers, so her i guess, and also i love the russian singer zemfira

* Favorite Sport Team: i mostly just watch figure skating, which doesn’t really have teams, but collectively the top japanese figure skaters are great. also stealing lauren’s answer and saying the u.s. women’s soccer team

* Other blogs: like a few defunct ones and ones i used to do edits for, but this is it for me these days 

* Do I get asks: nah not often

* How many blogs I follow: 233

* Tumblr crush: a lot of ppl, especially sam meta writers from peak spn time. you guys are really smart. (also she’s not on tumblr but have i talked about my massive intellectual crush on naomi klein bc oh my god)

* Lucky 🍀 number: idk? let’s say 25

* What am I wearing now: my favorite jeans, a loose black stripey long sleeve, and a t shirt. also my socks have sloths on them!

* Dream vacation: i’d love to roadtrip across the national parks and live out of a van! also i’m about to study abroad in serbia this semester and i’m so excited about it like ik it’s not a vacation but i wanna do a lot of local travel and see a lot of the area

* Dream car: either a tiny little car like a fiat or a renault (ooooh or an old yugo if i knew how to keep it running) or the aforementioned van with a mattress.

* Favorite food: pasta

* Drinks of choice: white wine, g&t, really cheap vodka if i’m trying to get drunk fast (i’m an underage college student in the us ok we do what we have to to survive)

* Instrument: i used to play piano and am taking a break from clarinet (i never practice and we got a new wind ensemble director who i like less this year so i decided to pause and see how i feel next fall)

* Language: english, bosnian/croatian/serbian (but with a lot of mistakes, we love being a heritage speaker), and i’m learning russian!

* Celebrity Crush: sandra oh and jodie comer bc i just watched killing eve and felt so pandered to in the best way possible. also i am ashamed to say i am sinking into a small sebastian stan moment (mostly bc the mcu has some really incredible fic authors and then my love for bucky barnes is transferred to him)

* Random Fact: i’ve read all the pre-1998 peanuts comics at least once, which is ironic bc i was born in 1999

i haven’t done one of these in a very long time and don’t really know who to tag, but i will no-pressure tag @viva-la-vie-bohemily, @songsaboutsleep, @glitter-lisp, @thompsonntessa, and anyone else who wants to do this idk man

[eternalstateofoctober]

get to know me game

got tagged by luvli hansku @hannafuckingsucks so fank yew 😇

dogs or cats? oh man but... doggies

youtube celebrities or normal celebrities? normal lol

if you could choose to live anywhere, where would it be? tbh i’m good right here right now but idk maybe the uk one day or amsterdam idk i need to see places first!!

disney or dreamworks? neither really but disney because winnie the pooh will forever have my heart

favourite childhood tv show? WINNIE THE POOH

the movie you are looking forward to in 2020? Helene, which is a Finnish film about Helene Schjerfbeck in theatres now, No Time to Die, The King’s Man i guess

favourite book you read in 2019? Gogol’s The Overcoat

marvel or dc? marvel

if you chose marvel, favourite member of the x-men? i’m only familiar with the mcu

night or day? day

favourite pokémon? ik nothing about them but poliwag

top 5 bands/artists? Queen but also the most consistent listening have gathered Troye Sivan, Years & Years, Arctic Monkeys, Fall Out Boy.......

top 10 books? boi

top 4 movies? idk Rocketman, BoRhap, Tom of Finland, uuuh idk which mcu movie but some of them, ugh idk

us or europe? oh europe always tho we don’t have the food places or target

tumblr or twitter? tumblr

favourite vacation destination? rn Stockholm, London, Amsterdam

favourite youtuber? shane, macdoesit, kurtis conner, thesorrygirls, alexandra gater...

favourite author? everyone out here

tea or coffee? ew neither, smoothies or juice

otp? me and some peace and quiet

do you play an instrument/sing? i don’t have the brain wirings but ya of course i sing lol

ok i’ve been horrifyingly annoying already today so i’m pseudo-tagging everyone that would like to do this i love y’all ❤️