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saguaroo1 · 3 months ago
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That feeling when you're writing a "quick crack fic" and turns out to be 3 times longer than what you planned and way more deep than what you wanted.
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hinamie · 8 months ago
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#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk art#megumi fushiguro#fushiguro megumi#gojo satoru#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#the minute i realized how tg coded the composition n colours were i decided to turn it up to 11#i was racking my brain trying 2 figure out how to get the layered tissue paper look tht i talked abt ishida's cover art having#cycled through all my usual layer modes n nothing ws Quite right#until wouldnt u know it . divide n subtract!!!!! i NEVER use divide or subtract bc theyre impossible#but fr this??? its like they were made for it oh my god#it makes the greys look translucent n all my textures pop in a way that makes them appear splotchy n Bruised#which ws the whole point thts the Look god i am so PLEASED#when the layer modes tht notoriously get No love finally find their niche <33 peace and love <333#filing this away fr later i am going 2 have a lot of fun with this new information i think#im very happy w how the colours look n i dont think anything else wld have kept the right Mood#but i am always so >:/ when i have to use a palette tht forces me into giving megumi blue eyes#had to set aside th green eyed megu agenda fr the Aesthetic unfortunately#anyway i knew from the minute i saw it that i wanted to do smth involving the opening panel of 268#bc that panel is S tier#i figured tht if nothing came 2 me i wld just redraw it as-is bc it's alr so good but as i ws sketching i was like#u know what u havent done in a while? art tht looks like u r going Insane#art tht makes ur family ask whether everything is ok#so i once again tucked megumi's knees up 2 his chest and apologized insincerely to him fr making the third megumi angst piece in a row#:)
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natalievoncatte · 8 days ago
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“Are you sure you want to do this?”
Kara looked at the chunk of oily black crystal sitting in front of her and said, “No, not really, but has that ever stopped me?”
Lena frowned. Kara’s levity was strained, brittle. There was a tension between them, like the invisible pressure formed by pressing the wrong end of one magnet to another. It made Lena more than nervous, she was scared. They had both seen so much since the cyborg returned to their world, carrying a dying copy of Lena, the same woman who was now waiting in a ship full of Lena dopplegangers, watching over the unmoving form of the love of her life, weighing the decisions she had to make.
“Something is bothering you, Kara. What is it?
Kara sighed.
Lena arched her brow. “It’s not as if you’re good at keeping secrets from me, now is it?”
Kara smiled wistfully. The big secret had almost destroyed them, nearly torn them apart. It had driven Lena down a dark path but Kara had never abandoned her.
“If it was you, if the only way to save me was what they wanted to do with that empty shell, would you do it?”
The major part of Lena, the part of her that wanted to believe in her own goodness as ardently as Kara believed in it, would immediately say no. It was grotesque and wrong, no different from, say, stealing an organ. It might even be murder.
Lena couldn’t say no.
“You know what’s been on my mind since… since that night?”
Kara meant the night that Lena had a few two-finger glasses of whiskey and flat out told Kara how she felt, the night when Kara, ever the knight in shining armor, refused to take advantage of Lena’s inebriation while making her reciprocal feelings very clear. The night that Lena felt those last pangs of dead and doubt flow away and she could finally sleep, a sleep so deep and so sound it was like the first real sleep of her life, sheltered in Kara’s loving embrace.
“Tell me,” said Lena.
“That I might be immortal and you’re not. That one day you’ll be gone and I won’t, and what that will mean for me.”
Lena swallowed hard, trying not to choke up.
“I have to find a way then, I guess, because I won’t let you live on without me. I can’t leave you.”
Kara blinked a few times and Lena saw she was crying.
“I don’t want my love to be the thing that destroys you,” Kara whispered, taking Lena in her arms. “I love you so much. I love you with every cell in my body, it’s etched into every fibre of my being like the sunlight of my new home. You’re more to me the a red sunset. You’re my everything.”
Lena choked back her own tears, burying herself in Kara’s powerful embrace.
They took a moment for themselves, alone in the chamber, and stretched it out while Lena helped Kara change. She unclasped her cape and folded in her arms, surprised by the weight of the dense alien fabric, and set it aside.
She then found the hidden zippers and catches and helped Kara strip until she was bare, her sudden vulnerability making Lena’s chest clench. For all her muscles and surprising number of scars, she looked soft, almost delicate. Lena found herself touching those scars, feeling the hurts that had been so terrible that not even Kara’s invulnerability had saved her from them. The worst was the long but healed gash that ran from above her hip to just under her breasts, a gift from Reign.
Lena then helped her slip into a simple, loose white dress.
Old Lena- she had rejected taking a number and called herself that- joined them a few minutes later.
“Are we ready?��� She said.
“We’re ready,” said Lena. Kara nodded in assent.
The lab was set up with three beds, each with their head aligned to the pedestal that held the sample of Harun-El that Lena had synthesized just for this. Kara would lie on one, the cyborg on another, and hopefully, the third would be occupied by a new body in a few minutes.
“I’ll start bringing her in.”
The life support for the cyborg’s body came first, and then they brought her in, using the same stasis pod that had carried Old Lena here from the Fortress of Solitude. Once they disabled the stasis field they’d have minutes.
More Lenas piled into the room, most notably 938, who stood aside to merely watch, and 1610, who could hopefully guarantee that transference was possible.
Only Lena and Old Lena worked on wiring Kara up and preparing the bed for the cyborg.
Neither of them had spoken of it, but somehow they had mutually agreed that they didn’t fully trust 938 or the others that came with her.
It was time. Lena rushed to help Old Lena move the broken body of the cyborg, with Diana stepping in for the literal heavy lifting. Lena could feel her brow burning with sweat as they worked.
Finally, they were wired up and that extra bed was waiting.
“It’s time,” said Lena.
Old Lena nodded and threw the switch.
Power and alien radiation cascaded through the dark crystal and Kara arched on the bed, the cyborg matching her movements with mechanical whirring sounds and the grinding of damaged joints.
“Kara?” Lena said. “Are you alright?”
Kara answered her by screaming. Her entire body arched, heels and shoulders lifting her up, and she screamed a wordless cry of agony as the her skin paled and black veins thickened down her limbs, swelled under the skin of her face.
“Oh God,” said Old Lena. “We can’t do this! Shut it off!”
“NO!” Kara shrieked, “I can take it! I can take it!”
“Look,” 938 said, “Look!”
Something was happening on the third bed. A circulatory system was weaving itself through the air, black veins sliding through invisible flesh. Astonished, Lena watched a brain grow itself from thin air as a brilliant purple energy formed an aura around it. A skeletal structure soon followed.
1610 made strange gestures and her hands took on a strange glow as she concentrated on something Lena couldn’t see.
Kara was grinding her teeth. “I can feel her, I can hear her thoughts, it’s like when I touched Red Daughter.
A full on nude Kara lay on the third bed now. Her chest slowly began to rise and fall and her eyes twitched beneath their lids, as if she were breathing. Her mouth formed silent words.
The cyborg went totally limp, whatever left of the will and energy that kept her alive fading as her head tilted to one side and her form went slack, her remaining eye gone glassy and lifeless.
Finally, Old Lena broke the circuit and the machine powered down. The room was utterly silent except for Kara’s soft, pained whimpers and the steady breathing of an immaculate copy of her lying on the bed. Old Lena rushed to cover her, sweeping a blanket over her to her chin.
Kara slowly rolled off the bed, leaning on Lena. Alex and Diana rushed in, crowding in to support her.
“I’m alright, I’m alright,” she panted. “I’m okay, it just stung like hell.”
Lena felt a wave of relief followed by a sudden terror. What if it hadn’t worked? What if there was simply an empty shell lying there on the bed and the cyborg, after everything she’d experienced, after all that suffering as she combed the multiverse for her love, as just… gone? Over? Nothing left but a few chunks held together by old wires and broken bumps?
“I want everyone else out,” Lena said. “Kara stays. Everyone else goes.”
“You heard her,” Alex piped up.
It was Diana that herded them all out. 938 was the last to go, tears hot on her cheeks.
The clone was not moving, just breathing.
“Please,” Old Lena murmured between sobs. “Please don’t leave. Not when we’re so close. I can’t do this aga-“
She went silent, then looked up.
“She squeezed my hand.”
Slowly, the clone’s eyes fluttered open.
“Where am I? Lena?”
“I’m here, baby.”
Kara grabbed Lena’s hand and their eyes briefly met.
“I couldn’t see,” the clone whispered. “I was falling, falling, I could hear you but you were always slipping away but now… great Rao, I can feel. I can feel.”
Slowly, she opened her eyes. The pair looked at one another and Old Lena pulled her into an embrace, the clone lunging into her arms. Moments later they were kissing each other relentlessly.
“Let’s give them some space,” said Lena.
Neither seemed to hear them, or even recall that they were there. As they hurried out of the room, Old Lena was pressing the clone back onto the bed.
Lena stepped out into the warm air of a Themysciran hotel evening and took a deep breath, the sweetness filling her lungs.
“I feel like someone dropped a prison asteroid on me,” Kara said, wryly.
“You smell like burnt rubber, too,” said Alex. “You need a bath.”
938 stormed up to them. “Did it work? Did it work? Did it bring her back?”
“Yes,” said Lena. “It worked.”
938 looked frantic, almost manic. “Do you think you could do it again?”
Lena felt a pang of unease.
“It’s too much strain on Kara. I won’t let her risk it.”
938 swallowed hard. “Give me the formula. Or just a sample. Anything. Please.”
Lena looked at Kara.
938 grabbed her shoulders. “We could save so many Karas with this. We could help them. So many that wouldn’t need to die.”
“The Harun-El is dangerous,” said Lena. “It has almost magical powers. Honestly, after I saw you and your group being so nonchalant about mindwiping a Kara variant, I’m not sure I can trust you with it.”
938’s face fell.
“You don’t understand,” she pleaded. “I can’t watch any more of them die. Every time it happens it’s like I’m watching my Kara fall all over again. I need to help them. Please.”
The doors opened behind Lena and she turned. The clone, once the cyborg, strode out of the temple in bare feet and a plain white gown, her Lena walking proudly beside her.
Old Lena looked down from the apex of the marble steps.
“I’m older than most of you,” she said, her voice carrying over them all. “I’ve seen things you wouldn’t believe. I escaped the Phantom Zone myself and tumbled through more worlds than I can count, looking for my Zhao, trying to find her before she suffered the consequences of my actions. The woman I loved was a rotting corpse kept alive by science created to kill her, because I couldn’t let her go.”
938 scowled, her voice strained. “It’s not fair for you to lecture us. You got yours back. You got yours back. I’ll never see mine again, except I do, every time I close my fucking eyes I see her falling and falling and it’s my fault! I killed her! I KILLED HER!”
938 sagged to her knees, burying her face in her hands.
“If I’d just jumped after her instead of using her webs… if I hadn’t been so focused on beating my brother… I lost everything.”
Diana, who had been silent the entire time, walked over and towered above 938.
“Lena,” she said. “Look at me.”
She looked up.
“It’s not your fault.”
“But I didn’t catch her.”
“Did you throw her off the bridge?”
“No, but it was my fault she was there, any way you slice it. He killed her to hurt me.”
Diana knelt.
“You are not responsible for her death.”
“You don’t understand,” 938 said. “With great power must also come great responsibility.”
Resting a meaty hand on her shoulder, Diana said, “Perhaps, but you are not a god. You are not responsible for everything.”
Old Lena and her Kara strode down the temple steps and joined Lena and Kara.
“Fine,” 938 finally said. “I can’t make you give it to me and I’m not going to fight any of you. We’ll go, but take this.”
She offered Lena a small device, a copy of the one she wore on her wrist. Lena tentatively took it.
“You can use that to call us if you need us.”
Without another word, she turned and fell in with the others, boarding their ship. When she reached the top of the ramp, she stopped and took a long look at both Karas before disappearing inside.
The ship lifted silently into the air and then winked out of existence with a blast of air rushing in to fill the vacuum.
“We should start looking for a way home, as well,” said Old Lena.
Lena turned to her.
“Don’t.”
Old Lena looked her in the eye.
“Don’t do that to yourselves,” said Lena. She turned to the clone. “Especially you. Whatever debt you think you owe, Kara, whatever guilt you have from being the last survivor of your home world, you’ve paid it. You’ve suffered so much, and your kindness has meant so much to me. Stay here.”
“This world already has a Supergirl.”
“Exactly,” said Kara. “That’s why you should stay. I can handle the cape stuff. You can just rest.”
“You can remain here,” said Diana, rising to join them. “Remain here on this island, beyond the reach of man’s world.”
Old Lena and the clone looked at each other.
“I want to stay,” said Old Lena.
“That’s all I needed to hear,” said the clone. “I just… if you really need me, you’ll call, right? You’ll ask me for help.”
Lena looked at her Kara, then at old Lena.
“No. I don’t think we will.”
“Even the mightiest warrior dreams of laying down sword and spear,” said Diana. “Rest.”
“Yes, Kara rest. We’ll be taking your new body for a test drive soon enough.”
The clone blushed beet red. “Ah. Yes. I see. May I speak with Lena? Alone?”
“Come on, Kara,” said Alex. “Give them some space.”
The others left. Lena was alone with the clone, the cyborg, whatever she was now, the breeze tugging gently at their clothes.
“Am I really her?” said the clone.
“What?” said Lena.
“I can’t help but wonder. I remember Lex running me through with the harpoon. I remember fading out, then waking up with the machinery in my body and a sobbing Lena greeting me full of grief and joy. Then it happened again. How many times can I be remade before I’m not me anymore? What if-“
“Kara,” Lena interrupted. “Do you feel the breeze on your skin? Is that real? Is your love for her real?”
“Yes.”
“Then so are you. We’re on Paradise Island and the love of your life is waiting for you. Go get her.”
The clone smiled. “I’m going to. You go get yours.”
“I will,” said Lena.
She did.
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kovalitics · 2 years ago
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Previous | Part 11 | Next
Guess what, we only got 2 updates left :))
(Inspired by @abbeyofcyn’s Krang Infection comic)
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pocketgalaxies · 1 year ago
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We want to destroy my mother. (insp by @dadrielle)
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katsmtmsdoodles · 11 months ago
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Based on this fanfic (again) along with this song (obviously)
Oh man. Not Kai projecting onto Lloyd in order to poorly handle his own grief and shattered worldview, therefore dooming himself to become obsessed with his only attachment to the point that he commits atrocities.
This fic never leaves me ALONE.
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ist4rgirlo · 2 years ago
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─── 𝐛𝐞𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐝 - 𝐜𝐟 : 𝐈
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Summary: Being Belly & Steven’s older sibling has it’s pros and cons. Protecting them and taking care of them is a must, but do you really have to put their feelings first instead of your own?
Next | Conrad Fisher x fem!reader | My blog
Warning: comparing, angst, conrad being a two timer (?), fluff, physical touch. (lmk if i missed anything!)
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I never thought that I would have this talk with Conrad. I didn’t except for any of these to happen, we were all just trying to have fun, but I realized that we’re all grown ups now, we’re not the same kids as we were back then and that’s what i hated.
“Connie? is that you?” I asked, feeling Conrad’s presence.
Conrad entered the kitchen with a gentle smile, walking towards the fridge to get a drink. “Hey, what’s up?” he turned to me — tilting his head a little bit, still smiling.
“Oh I just wanted to talk” I told him, not looking at him in the eyes.
“Oh okay, what are we gonna talk about?” Conrad walked towards me and sat beside me — pulling his seat closer to mine.
I turned to my side so I can talk to him clearly, “It’s about us, about you and Belly” I looked at him, his gentle smile now faltering, his brows started to furrow. The room now filled with silence and the only thing I can hear was my own heart beating fast.
“What about me and Belly?” Conrad looked into my eyes trying to search for something — trying to see what I really meant.
“You… you know you need to make up your mind soon, right Conrad?” I looked down at my fingers and started to play with my rings, I didn’t want to look at him, I couldn’t look at him.
“Make up my mind about what? you are confusing me Y/N” Conrad pulled me closer to him.
Conrad knew what I was talking about, he just didn’t want to talk about it or acknowledge it because he never wanted this to happen, he never wanted to like both of his bestfriends.
“I know that you are starting to like Belly” I backed away from him — not wanting to hurt myself more.
“What are you talking about? I am close with Belly but..” Conrad was trying to find words, he knew he can’t deny it because it was true, he can’t lie to to me, he know’s he can’t.
I looked at him and took his hand as a sign of reassurance “You don’t have to lie to me you know?” it’ll just hurt me more if he did, he knows it would.
Conrad looked into my eyes — his brows still furrowed — he swallowed hard and said “I do.. I do like Belly, but I like you too”.
I closed my eyes “You have to choose Conrad, please” I stood up and started to walk towards the window.
Conrad started walking towards me, trying to reach for my hand, “I don’t want to choose, please don’t make me choose. I can’t lose either of you, Y/N”
“You know you won’t lose me, Conrad. Belly’s my sister, I don’t want to hurt her, so please choose.” part of me hoping that he would choose me, but I know that he knew what I was implying. He knew that i’d want him to choose Belly instead.
It was always him and Belly, not me and him. at least that’s what mom said, she always liked Belly and Conrad together, but Susannah thought otherwise. Susannah knew what we had ever since we were little, she always liked me and Conrad together.
“I will think about it, okay?” Conrad said.
I nodded and walked away before I felt my tears fall down my face.
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It was the night after me and Conrad talked. I was laying down when Jeremiah knocked on my door and asked me if he can come in.
“Hey Y/N, can I come in?”
“Come in, Jere” I sat up to give him space to sit on.
“Hey pretty girl. You seem down, are you okay?” Jeremiah sat down in front of me and asked me with a gentle smile.
I smiled at him “I guess? i dont really know. there’s just a lot of things going on and it’s just exhausting for me” I plopped down and laid on my back.
“Well do you want to talk about it? yk i’ll listen” Jeremiah pushed me to the side gently so that he can lay down beside me.
Jeremiah and I have this special bond that Laurel and Susannah loves. We are each other’s rock, each other’s bestfriend. We are there for each other when no one else is.
I sighed, “I gues it’s just hard for me. there’s just a lot of things happening, Susannah getting sick, me having to choose what I want for college and now this Conrad thing”
“Oh what about Conrad huh?” he said teasingly — nudging me with his elbow.
“It’s not like that, Jere” I wish it was. I sure did wish it was like that.
“Well then what about it?” his gentle smile now faltering, he turned to his side facing me.
“Me and Conrad talked, I told him to choose between me and Belly” now it was was me turning to my side to face him.
“What? why? why would you do that?” Jeremiah sat up confused and raising his voice a little, causing me to sit up too.
I took a deep breath, “Conrad’s starting to like Belly”.
“What do you mean? he likes you Y/N, it’s so obvious that he does” he said frowning.
That’s true, i know that’s true “Well who can’t not fall inlove with Belly, she’s amazing Jere.” and that’s true as well
“Well, what are you going to do now?” Jeremiah’s voice laced with worry, he knew I was hurting, god he knows all of the emotions I am feeling right now.
“She’s my sister, Jere. I’d be way happier if Conrad chose her.”
“She’s very important to me, I am supposed to protect her not hurt her”
“But you are hurting too Y/N” Jeremiah said concerned.
“I know but i’ll get over it, as long as she is happy, as long as my siblings are happy, i’ll get over it. Even if it takes me to let go of that someone for my sister.” and that someone is Conrad.
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Me and Jeremiah talked all night long, not knowing that Conrad was outside the door listening to us the whole time.
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little-pondhead · 1 year ago
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Danny moved to Gotham.
Freakshow is touring in Gotham.
Freakshow knows Danny is in Gotham.
Danny knows Freakshow is still after him.
Danny's faith in heroes has been shattered.
Danny turns to the only person powerful enough to run Freakshow out of town, hopefully for good.
Danny turns to the Joker for help.
The Joker is looking for a new punching bag sidekick after Harley Quinn left him.
Danny is just the perfect person to be shaped by the Joker's hands.
Danny becomes the new Joker Junior.
#pondhead blurbs#dpxdc#how we feeling about this fellas#i think it's an ideal angst fic#but i don't wanna write it lol#the younger danny is the worse it gets#someone said that danny shouldn't be afraid of the joker because he's a clown and freakshow is a ringmaster. not a clown#if i find that post i'll tag the creator cause i can't remember rn#but i'm imagining danny who is heavily traumatized and scared and lonely#finding out that one of his worst enemies he hoped to never see again is hunting him and is so close danny has to check his eyes every day#just to make sure they haven't turned red#his anxiety is out of control and he's not about to go find a Bat or Bird to talk to#who would believe him anyways? he's a monster#but danny needs help cause he will not survive this on his own and he knows it#freakshow haunts his every waking dream#but freakshow isn't from gotham. he doesn't have the city's curses engraved into his blood. he never died and he's not truly teasing death#so danny chooses to plead for help from the only predator bigger than freakshow (in his eyes) who IS from gotham#danny goes to the Joker. prepared to offer everything but his free will and free mind. he can't give those up. it's all he has.#danny is a feral house cat asking a tiger to take care of a mountain lion for him by offering the tiger his own liver on a silver platter#joker is...delighted? maybe? no one is quite sure. but he takes what danny offers.#here is this little boy. almost the same age as the second robin when he died. pleading for the JOKER to be his savior. this will be fun
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number-one-shadisper-shipper · 11 months ago
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I am all of me
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fumifooms · 9 months ago
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The ultimate dogboy in Dunmeshi to me isn’t Laios, Lycion or even Kuro. It’s Mickbell.
Little dog man’s never had enough. Little dog man has someone in his hands already but it’s not all that he’s wanted and craved. He’s hungered for so long and now he doesn’t know what can quench it. When you’ve been hungry, once you have something it’s hard to not binge eat it because you never know when you’ll lose it. He wants more from them, more of them, more to chew, more safely locked within his teeth, more to taste on his tongue. Hungry greedy unkempt misbehaved. I think he loves like a dog I think he slobbers and digs his teeth in because he doesn’t want to let his bone go and he’s hungry and starved.
And he’s not like Laios he’s not like Kuro he’s not like Lycion, calling him a dog in any way would be the greatest offense to him but also it’s true. Sorry. Dogboy against your consent. You better be ready to unpack a lot of stuff you don’t like hearing about yourself!!!! The unwilling dogboy analogies are the most interesting ones get out Laios and Lycion. Mick doesn’t want to be a dog, it’s dehumanizing, demeaning, but he is, he loves like a dog.
Feeling dehumanized and demeaned by loving so much, by being walked on a leash by your feelings until your body acts on instinct like it’s primal and animalistic, for feelings you cannot control, and you’re drooling you’re drooling you’re clawing teeth snapping but you’re on hands and knees begging for scraps and treats. Just a dog picking up crumbs of a fine meal from where it’s dropped on the floor, affection from coerced hands, peanuts of self-esteem from judging others, anything to soothe while surviving.
It will come back by Hozier save me. "I love like a dog" and everyone is unhappy about this, it’s too much for everyone involved, 10/10. Dunmeshi animalistic metaphors you never miss. Stray dog mick. If I don’t use a dog motif in my mick fics it’s not me someone is impersonating me
This was my train of thought for the mickbell & kuro web weaving i made a while ago I guess. Dog imagery mickbell you will always get to me…
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Little dog man wants a white picket fence family and house, somewhere someone to belong to :( Okay that’s more Kuro actually, happy to just have his little kennel day after day just following his owner, shackling yourself for the love. Ough.
Mickbell, my ultimate dogboy... He plays the part so well (derogatory)
Coughing blood
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viktorpartner · 1 year ago
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don’t mind me just sobbing on the floor bc i’ve just noticed Edwin reverts to the clothes he wore when he died whenever he’s scared
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spoonv · 1 year ago
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honeybunch we're MARRIED what do you mean 😭
this man has not been told happy birthday in years
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amor-godess-of-love · 1 month ago
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Ok so most of us love year one Jonathan, right? So here is a little scenerio involving him and his partner I couldn't stop thinking about.
So after Jonathan is let go by a university board. He comes home and just from his face alone his partner can tell that the meeting didn't end well.
Just then Jonathan in fit of furry starts to throw objects around and punch things, until his shouts turn into sobs and he just left standing there, sobbing as his hands come to hug himself. He didn't cry like that since he was a child. When his partner approaches him to comfort him, he imidiatly clinges to them when they in his arm reach. His partner will probably need to bring him to couch and just hold him, hold him as he cries his soul out. He just wants to be held in that moment, just let him cry all the pain out. Finally there is no tears left to cry so his partner brings him to bed. Jonathan just feels numb, he let's his partner take of his glasses, help him change into pyjamas and tuck him in. He just too tired to care.
After Jonathan is asleep his partner probably would need to clean now messy apartment before starting to plan ahead, after all they were now they sole breadwinner between them.
As we know after that, Jonathan changed. He was consumed by his need for revenge.
I imagine his partner being heartbroken seeing Jonathan like this, but they stay and support him. They juggle taking care of him, with work and household chores. It's hard, probably soul consuming for a partner. They're are tired, but mostly importantly they feel helpless, Jonathan is hurting and they can't do nothing to help him.
Jonathan ofcourse sees all the worker his partner puts in, while he sits all days in his office planing his revenge. He can see the bags under they eyes, how they skin got more pale, they exhausted posture.... but he says nothing. Only a quiet "thank you" when they bring him the meal. He is lost in his need for revenge, to become Scarecrow, to make others feel fear he felt all his live!!!
But sometimes, just sometimes, his eyes linger at doors after his partner brought him dinner. He is not only destroying himself with his need for revenge, he destroys his partner's life too and just stares longingly at the door with knowledge that dispite what he becomes, someone still loves him.
So there are nights, when he sneaks into they bedroom, thinking his partner is asleep, he lays down next to them and just wraps his hand around them and pulls then close. In that momens he allows himself to be weak, to apologise: for being selfish, for being self-destructive, for being terrible partner, for being failure, for ruining they life too.....
He says everything he is to afraid to say out when they "awake". He whispers thank you after thank you: for still loving him, for working so hard, for staying by him, for thanking care of him. He whispers compliments and most beautiful sweets nothing as he combs through they hair. Sometimes he let's himself cry too. But most importantly as he kissed they head he whispers "I love you, I love you so much".
With his partner support he get's back to Gotham to take his revenge. But as we know it doesn't go as he planned, as at the end of the comic we left at him jumping off the cliff under effect of his toxin.
In that moment he probably sees his worst nightmares: the great grandmother, her hunting words, the belt on his back, the darkness of the closet, the crows, the cawing, they little talons, his bullies, hears the mocking words of his fellow proffesors, the bats. He fears he will drown, that water will fill his lungs as he tries get to surface. Then he experiences his worst fear... He smells that simple Mac and chesse , smells his partner perfume/cologne mix with sweat after long day at work. He can see them sitting in that small kitchen in that crappy run down apartment. Looking with worried expression on the clock, listing to news for any information about him. Just waiting for him, like they always did....
In that moment he fears he will never be able to get back to them, to wrap his arms around them, to kiss they forehead. To say this simple words, the stupid ones he should said to them so long ago: "Thank you for everything my dear" and....
.... "I love you".....
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ysaefinn · 2 days ago
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vale i hope this ask finds you well. what are your thoughts on suguru in a long distance relationship where his partner lives somewhere warically.... unstable. and they're in uni and their uni adminstration is like this is normal for situations like these don't worry. how is he reacting...........
(sorry if this makes you uncomfortable. i am kind of in that position and very anxioushsh)
Caring motherly crashout boyfriend+partner who is unhappy with their situation WILL NEVER END WELL
I will die on this hill SUGURU THROWS A MENTAL TANTRUM EACH TIME YOU MENTION SOMETHING THAT BOTHERS THAT HE CAN'T HELP WITH THIS IS TORTURE FOR HIM ALL HELLS COMBINED INTO ONE 😭😭😭
Seriously tho literally all he wants in life is to take care of you, make your food do your laundry soothe you to sleep and massage your back every night so a long distance relationship ALREADY has him stressing and with time the need to care for you only intensifies <//333
Mind you, he's already whimpering and pouting to you every night on the phone about how much he misses you and wants to see, how he can take much better care of you, but ultimately he does realize that uni isn't a joke and that this is your future and it's something you chose, in short, he isn't unbearably nagging. Now when you're actually struggling with your living conditions he does crashout and start making actions making phone calls PULLING UP ON YOU IF HE HAD TO, eventually he settles for getting you a place to stay instead of depending on dorm systems. If we're talking about cult!getou he does threaten whoever is responsible for your discomfort lol
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rustedleopard · 6 months ago
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I wonder if Flowey ever just... let Clover stay dead for longer than a few seconds after they died in a fight just to see what happens. I mean, he basically is the master of their fate and would probably get bored of seeing them repeat the same three routes over and over and over again. I feel like in between trying to push Clover to fight Asgore, he'd probably find the time to entertain himself watching other characters react to Clover's death to mix things up a bit.
#undertale yellow#he'd be busting out popcorn and treating everyone's psychological breakdown as a dark comedy#oh? starlo succeeded in killing Clover and now that he can see the blood spilling into the sand and suddenly everything isn't some#dumb cowboy roleplay where everyone plays at justice and starlo really for real murdered a child? lmaooooooo#let's watch this grown man break down crying as his best friend has to cope with the fact that he's a child murderer.#or axis kills clover in a pacifist route and Ceroba has to cope with the fact that because she told them to not fight back#they couldn't defend themself properly and now another kid died because of Chujin's creation AND she can't use their soul#for her husband's legacy.#or how about dalv killing clover and he realizes that it wasn't a hallucination. he just fought another human.#or martlet's fight where she wasn't seriously trying to apprehend them but they died anyways and she realizes that#a part of her job entails killing kids.#or the Feisty 4 fight where starlo leaves for 5 minutes and comes back to all his friends having murdered a child#why stop at pacifist/neutral though?#Martlet was reluctant to fight clover the first time in a no mercy run. yeah she stopped a dangerous killer but they could've turned#things around and tried to be better but now they never get the chance to do that.#or Ceroba beats Clover and realizes that she has absolutely nothing left for her. her husband is dead. her daughter is in limbo.#her best friend died in front of her. there is nothing left for her now.#..... actually. flowey. pass me the popcorn too. i wanna sit down and see where things go as well.#i know flowey wouldn't give a damn about all the emotional aspects but I'd more than happily eat that angst up!#uty analysis#char: starlo#char: martlet#char: clover#char: flowey#char: ceroba ketsukane#char: dalv
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penofwildfire · 1 year ago
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Fuckin BONZLE MOMENT
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