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sundrykitsch · 5 months ago
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my usual little guy is in the shops so i had to make a new one, this is andromeda! 👽
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erzherzog-von-edelstein · 4 months ago
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IFF IF U ARE DOING THE KISS PROMPT WHAT IF I ASK FOR 19. BUT AUSTRIA AND YOUR BURGUNDY OC BCS I REMEMBER READING THAT ONE SHOT U UPLOADED HERE AND GENUINELY IT'S BEEN THERE RENT FREE IN MY HEAD ....
Thank you so much for asking about Rod's chivalrous first husband. I've been wanting to get back to him
Enjoy!
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Burgundy rode towards the raised platform. Austria stood up and walked towards the rail. As he walked closer, he saw the way that Burgundy took off his helmet and handed it to a groom.
His face came into focus as he shook his hair, tossing his blonde curls. He looked at Austria and smiled warmly, “Will you give me your favor?”
Austria knew that he was asking as a matter of procedure since they both knew the answer. He leaned forward, mostly so that he could observe his husband’s facial expressions more clearly. He responded, “Of course. Though I would like a kiss in exchange.”
He took the silk ribbon from around his wrist and leaned forward to offer it. Burgundy reached out, took his hand, and kissed it softly before saying, “That will do for now. I’ll give you more later.”
Austria felt the heat as he blushed, though it was not the answer he wanted. He put his free hand to his face and said, “What's stopping us from just kissing right now?”
He knew he was being coy, but he felt like being bold. Burgundy had been away fighting battles for months, and this tourney was the first time they had been together for a full day. Burgundy’s eyes were full of sympathy as he said, “The rules of court decorum, as you well know.” He paused and kissed Austria’s hand again, before continuing, “I have missed you too, love. I promise that I will show later.”
For someone who was always so careful about being chivalrous in public, he certainly had a way of flustering Austria with a promise. Austria could imagine exactly what they could do the moment that he could get Burgundy out of his armor.
He wanted to stroke Burgundy’s hand to communicate what he was thinking, but he knew Burgundy would not feel it through the gauntlet. Instead, he replied, with what he was sure was a terribly red blush, “I will keep you to that promise.”
He wrapped the ribbon around Burgundy’s lance, squinting slightly to make sure that he could see what he was doing.
Burgundy, seemingly unable to resist, stood up in his stirrups so that he could put a hand on Austria’s face. Austria leaned into the touch, though it was just the cool metal of the gauntlet.
Burgundy used a light touch to guide Austria’s face close enough that he could touch their foreheads together. Austria was grateful for the height of Burgundy’s war horse for making it possible to touch skin to skin.
All the sound of the tourney faded into the background as he met Burgundy’s eyes. He could feel the warmth flooding his chest. Some part of his mind wanted to lean forward and kiss him on the lips. It was such a terrible temptation to break all decorum. But he understood that this was as close as they could get for the sake of propriety. He was distinctly aware that Burgundy would be disappointed if he broke those rules.
Austria said, trying to convey all the fondness in his chest, “Joust well.” Burgundy smiled back and replied, “I always do.”
Austria did not want to let go of the moment, so he let himself linger until a voice behind him said, “Do that in your own chambers!”
Austria turned around and looked in the direction of the speaker and saw the blurry shape of the Netherlands. The young man was leaning back in his seat looking sulky.
Burgundy chuckled, “What are siblings for if not to keep me honorable?” He gave Austria one more long look before reaching for his helmet.
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vitosscaletta · 4 years ago
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oh you know... 🤠 x 🤡🔥 for the ask 😏
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(hehe... thank u 😌 also @chuckhansen and @queennymeria asked for her too so)
PRE-RELATIONSHIP
How did they first meet?
Oh you know... fun Z*** camping trip gone wrong :)
What was their first impression of each other?
jhsdjhdf NOT good! Technically not a real first impression for her since she already knew who he was pretty much all her life and what he did in the past. If anything, the things she saw (you know. heads on spikes, creepy wall art, etc.) only confirmed what she thought of him. The only thing that surprised her was the talk about religion and all that - needless to say she didn’t buy it 😌 more out of principle rather than it being based on the things she saw so far, she’s too stubborn to really change her opinion!!
I don’t think 🤡 was too impressed with her either - she’s very open about her distrust of him & he’s trying to appear like he changed or whatever (which he hasn’t but probably believes it ) so of course he resents it!!! Also isn’t really convinced that she agreed to help just for other people’s sake, she’s probably just trying to get that map... which is wrong but ya know!
Did any of their friends or family want them to get together?
NO... J***** has no friends and Audrey’s CERTAINLY wouldn’t. Her family even more so than her friends. 
Who felt romantic feelings first? 
hehehe... 🤡🔥 for sure but more in a way that was like.. looks at her being genuinely good, like doing things for other people & being concerned for them without ever asking anything in return & just seeing how she’s getting warm smiles and actual affection from them & feels kinda weird about it, it’s so different from literally almost everyone he’s ever known but in a good way.. conflicting feelings but I’ll talk about that more under the next question teehee
Did either of them try to resist their feelings?
oh god yes both of them but in a completely different way 😌
for J***** it’s conflicting like I said, she’s stupid and annoying as hell but in a weird way he’s impressed (not at first but. event chilly) by how she’s so caring & just genuinely a good person but in a sexy and badass way. But also thinks it’s dumb as hell, he’s too old for that shit so he’s just like... “ugh enough i’m gonna go back to reloading guns ���” whenever he’s staring at her for too long
Audrey too but it’s more.. her being pissed because he’s a terrible person and even if he has changed, it doesn’t undo the things he did in the past. She’s so embarrassed about the whole thing 😔
If you had told one of them that the other would be their soulmate, what would they think?
omg.. J***** probably doesn’t believe in that kinda stuff and Audrey would be like. “LOL did you hurt your head??”
GENERAL
Who initiated the relationship, and how did it go?
Audrey.. weird ass confession thing on her last day before leaving for the m***** again so it’s mostly just letters from then on. Until she decides it’s time for shitty camping trip... 2! 
Did they have an official first date? If so, what was it like?
no dates for them :●(
What was their first kiss like?
GODDD really awkward... because he didn’t do anything back at first & she feels so embarrassed - she’s not shy when it comes to that kinda stuff, this is weird for her though and she thought she did something wrong & regrets it :/ kiss nr two was still a little weird bc he probably caught her in a bad angle but it wasn’t awkward... she still liked it 😌 freak
Were they each other’s first anything (kiss, relationship, etc.)?
first kiss <3 no im just kidding... imagine. Not really!!
What’s their height difference? Age difference?
I never make up heights for my ocs, she’s a bit smaller than him though :^) but not that much. 
Age difference is cursed.. about 20 years 🤢 She’s in her thirties though so it’s not like. really old man & super young and inexperienced little girl. She’s also definitely not someone who puts up with his bullshit so 😌
What’s their relationship with each other’s families?
ummmm I honestly do not think anyone from her family would be thrilled to see him. at all. I haven’t decided if and how they find out but it would be like.. shrek 2 dinner scene :/ 
Don’t laugh at me but in my cringe hc Josh has an older sister.. they’re not exactly on good terms but she & Audrey would be cool I guess. 😌
Who takes the lead in social situations?
AUDREY DUHHH... maxed out speech skill bitches only
Who gets jealous easier?
I think Josh a little, mostly because there’s not much for Audrey to be jealous of, meanwhile she chats with literally everyone and most people really do like her so when someone gets a little too close he’s like... :| doesn’t say anything about it though
LOVE
Who said “I love you” first?
Audrey does. she has to do all the work :(
What are their primary love languages?
I had to do a quiz for this but uuuhhhhh apparently acts of service bitches
How often do they cuddle/engage in PDA?
Not much  :●( they’re private about it except maybe hand touching or something, also there’s a lot they just can’t do bc that shit hurted 
What are their favorite things to do together?
There’s not really much to do honestly but mostly just.. chilling... late night talks. Or sometimes not talking at all while she puts on some music and hums along. It’s usually Nancy Sinatra or The Mamas & The Papas so he’s like... :////// but she’s having a good time so. Sometimes she’s nice and puts on music that he like.. some obscure shit from the 40s. 
Also I guess she also likes to hear him read weird ass bible passages out loud. She’s not really paying any attention to the content of it but it’s nice 😌
Who’s better at comforting the other?
Audrey.. she’s a bit overbearing sometimes so that’s a little frustrating but I feel like Josh would say really stupid things trying to helpful 🙄
Who’s more protective?
both 😌 Josh more in a “threatens anyone who messes with her at gunpoint or something” way (I’m exaggerating of course. but also.. am i..) while Audrey is more level-headed about it
Do they prefer verbal or physical affection?
Verbal affection, mostly because physical isn’t always possible, but also the acts of service kinda thing. protectiveness and all that shit
What are some songs that apply to their relationship, in-universe or otherwise?
MUSIC YES.... time to plug their playlist. in specifi.. NFWMB by hozier mostly... the vibes.. the lyrics.. the intensity of it all
What kind of nicknames do they call each other?
None. just their names... Audrey will call him Josh sometimes for fun... drake & josh theme playing
DOMESTIC LIFE
If they get married, who proposes?
I actually don’t know if they’d get married tbh. Realistically yes??? But I also can’t really... envision it...
What’s the wedding like? Who attends?
who knows? not me
How many kids do they have, if any? What are they like?
Two 😌 Ben & Rachel... they’re both weird as hell but also have their mother’s overpowered charisma stats which is cute when they’re small but gets a little annoying when they’re older
Do they have any pets?
technically Rex bc she forgot to return him to the king : /
Who’s the stricter parent?
J***** for sure.. he’s weird & doesn’t want to be any negative influence in any way but at the same time he’s probably the one to put up rules that no one really cares for
Who kills the bugs in the house?
Also him probably
How do they celebrate holidays?
Not much.. I feel like Christian holidays aren’t really much of a thing anymore (idk if mormons have like the same holidays.. I don’t wanna google either ❤) but Audrey tries to do something on islamic holidays, she doesn’t really know much about religion but they were a thing when she grew up :/ it’s not much, just. putting up one decorative item or something
Who’s the better cook?
neither :( it’s blamco mac and cheese all year around
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lavellane · 5 years ago
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ok so heres an obligatory twc/detective oc infodump since i was up til 2am last night feverishly thinking abt Her
(tho um disclaimer i literally have just started so i know less than nothing abt anything lol)
her name is beatrice maddox ! but her friends/the whole town just calls her triss. hearing her full name just makes her feel like shes in trouble Unless its ava saying it and then shes 😳😳😳😳
shes bi ! aaaaand nobody is surprised in the slightest lmao ! she dated bobby and im ..... considering doing the n/a love triangle route tho i kno nothing abt it. definitely going to end up w ava tho bc i cannae resist
tattoos. EVERYWHERE. a couple are meaningful, but for the most part??? absolutely nonesensical 🥰 her tattoos were very carefully chosen to represent and Symbolize that she is Cool and Bisexual and Hot. thats it ✊
her personality is.... ok im not gonna try with the whole canon stats thing but she's very cheerful ! in a sort of Cool and casual and lighthearted way. maybe a little too lighthearted, almost as if it maybe.... it was a little forced 👀
shes a realist as opposed to an optimist/pessimist , but she tends have an ironic/lighthearted sense of humour that makes her seem a lot more silly than she is i guess? in truth, outside of like surface level warmth and extroversion for the sake of saving face, shes actually very reserved and awkward. i mean, she IS genuinely a very warm person, but theres a lot of darkness she tends to keep very deep inside herself, that virtually nobody has ever rly seen from her. shes the type of person who's GREAT at like, first impressions and having dozens and dozens of amicable aquaintances, but she rly struggles to form close friendships bc shes quite aloof and eccentric, sometimes says stuff that makes her sound callous, keeps a LOT of secrets and... hates opening up to ppl authentically lol! for reasons i'll get into!
she progressed thru her education and career stuff really quickly mostly due to being a gifted child ! obviously tho that means she also has gifted child syndrome lol. while she still excels professionally and on the surface she seems very functional and cheery and put together, her personal life has rly suffered bc of burnout and anxiety nd whatnot. emotionally shes not at the same place as others her age and shes just. very caught up inside her own head i guess and has a LOT of trouble relating to others, tho she's aquaintances/friendly with most everyone in the town. longterm relationships are VERY hard for her.
so. im already editing canon lol which is very on brand for me and it might not work idk !!!! but my lore for her rn is when she was a child, like 8 or 9, she um witnessed a murder/a body being discarded in the woods. it REALLY fucked her up.obviously. she was a kid and alone at the time and when she got home she was so ????????¿¿¿¿¿¿¿ abt it that she didnt tell her parents or let anybody know. at the time she still didnt rly understand what she saw, or at least didnt know how to handle situations like that bc literally Who would, but it still keeps her up at night, and shes still plagued by guilt and fear over it. the murder was never reported and nobody ever discovered anything, so sometimes she convinces herself that what she thinks she saw didnt actually happen ..... she rly doesnt know ! and it scared tf out of her !
that whole deal lead to her becoming uh quite morbid ! she was still a bright happy kid, but death sort of became like.... a n interest of hers, as well as criminals and finding out stuff. im still not sure if her focus is gonna be on detective work primarily or on science, ill maybe decide after my first playthru. anyway she never did anything that was like an actual red flag or anything xbxjsksms but she was just a Weird Girl growing up after that. she'd watch a LOT of true crime and read everything she could get her hands on and absolutely would have annoyed the shit out of all the detectives at the station.
speaking of annoying cops, shes also a reformed Rascal teenager. she was VERY rebellious as a kid, again mostly bc of Trauma, and was basically the loveable bane of wayhaven's existence for a good four years. again, she was mischievous but not in a malicious/dangerous way, but she definitely would have seen the inside of the station's jail cell a few times for like..idk. egging houses, graffiti, maybe weed idk ! just girly things! she ended up mellowing out soon afer highschool but shes still cool enough to have arm sleeve tattoos so u kno she still absolutely passes the vibe check
last point abt the murder but ! that event basically got repressed pretty quickly after it happened, she does not talk about it EVER, not to anybody. literally not a single person on earth knows what happened that day except her and the possibly-not-real-killer. and, while its sort of filed under the "Dont Consciously Think About This Ever" section of her brain, she obviously is haunted by it and has nightmares consistently, and its basically what inspired her to become a detective in the first place. bc its not so much about Seeing it that affected her so much as... not knowing who did it, not knowing what happened, and not being able to stop it. so much of her life after that was spent of Figuring Everything Out as like a coping mechanism, which obviously put a lot of pressure on her and strain on relationships, but it makes for great detectives lmao !
she is a hugely active person and needs constant mental simulation bc she genuinely hates quiet, and being left alone with her thoughts and memories. living alone sucks for her, so she usually has to play music as soon as she gets home, needs to go to sleep w music, needs to drive with music.... and driving is the worst. she sort of.... goes thru life feeling very ghostlike ! like shes living in a verh different world to everyone else. like shes waiting for something terrible to happen in every waking moment - its mostly practice that allows her to hide it with lightheartedness and jokes and deflective warmth, bc otherwise she'd go crazy !
i'll add more to this when i know more but if u read all of this i love you so much and you deserve a medal. im actually shocked im getting so into this already like i RLY didnt think i would
(ps her pinterest is a work in progress but it's here if anyones interested!)
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pinballwitxh · 5 years ago
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the mentees - part 2 (eggsy unwin x oc)
summary: a seasoned kingsman agent witnesses eggsy’s last test and sends him off with some advice. budding feelings between the two are even more intense as both witness the death of harry hart and turn to each other for comfort.
warnings: just a biiiit *steamy* towards the end, cussing cause y’know its kingsman and eggsy unwin
lowkey did not like how this turned out?  i really enjoyed writing part 1 but it was already long enough so i decided to make it 2 parts and this just felt really rushed.  parts of it, at least.  i’ll get some more eggsy ideas written up soon enough AND i shall be writing a series featuring an oc of mine (eggsy’s twin heheheh) and her secret relationship with harry hart bc he is ultimate daddy in the end.  but eggsy is also daddy.  yeet.  enjoy!
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She woke up with an absolutely blinding migraine and the bright lights above her didn’t help. Her legs were weak and she could barely move her arms, no less her entire body.
For an hour she lay there, trying to remember what had happened. There were horrible, blurry images flashing past her vision of violence and death. A lot of death and the feeling of uncontrollable rage. She couldn’t piece it all together, though. All she knew was that she was in the hospital back at headquarters. But why?
She called out in the bright room, “Someone out there?”
A moment later the door to the room opened and Merlin strode in with Eggsy in tow. She smiled weakly at the two and laid back, pressing a hand to her forehead, “Did I have too much last night?”
Merlin quirked a brow, “Not quite, what do you remember?”
Her smile faded, “I’m not sure, honestly.”
“You don’t remember nothin’?” Eggsy inquired as he took the seat next to her bed, Merlin pulling up a chair on the other side.
She frowned, “There’s some things there but I just can’t put it together, it’s all scrambled.”
Merlin and Eggsy shared a concerned look, which didn’t help her feel any less confused. Her heart began to pick up pace at the thought of what she didn’t know; what she couldn’t remember. She looked over to the older man at her side and with a pleading look in her eyes, he began to retell the entire story.
With each word she slunk lower into the bed and wanted to disappear in the pillows completely.
“Do you remember what happened when it all ended?”
She shook her head.
There was a silence and no one spoke a word, which panicked her even more, “What happened?”
The two men shared another look, hesitant to say anything. Until she finally screamed at them to speak, they did not say anything.
“Harry’s dead.”
She whipped her head to meet Eggsy’s sad eyes, and they told no lies. That was when it all rushed back, though, and she began to sob. She knew that it wasn’t appropriate for a Kingsman to show so much emotion but she couldn’t help it. She couldn’t stop the tears and the heaving cries.
The boys sat silently and let her cry, not touching her or moving an inch.
“I could have stopped Valentine-“
“There was no way you could have with that injury!” Merlin exclaimed as he leaned forward, “Don’t think like that.”
“I could have-“
“No, you couldn’t ‘ave, love.”
She felt Eggsy’s soft yet strong hand around her own, causing her to jump at the contact. He had a look of pity on him, making her so completely angry with herself that she yanked her hand away from his.
“Look at me, stuck up in this fucking hospital like a helpless bystander. If I had just picked up another gun or a fucking organ pipe! Harry might still be here,” she held up her hand to stop Merlin from commenting, “You know I could have saved him, for Christ’s sake I’m a fucking Kingsman! We’re supposed to be resourceful and quick when things like that happen,” she hung her head and sighed, “Fuck this,”
“Yeah, this is shitty,” Eggsy said, “But no one expected you to save the day in your condition. Especially Harry,”
Her eyes snapped open as she recalled the look in Harry’s eyes when he told her to stay put. He ordered her to stay down, to protect her. It didn’t make her feel that much better but she knew Eggsy was right.
There was nothing she could have done.
Merlin’s watch began to beep and he excused himself from the room, not before taking Percival’s hand in his and giving it a light squeeze of comfort.
Once the door shut Eggsy reached into his jacket and revealed a bottle of brandy that she was somewhat familiar with. He also pulled out two shot glasses and set them on the bedside table. She watched carefully as he poured the amber liquid into both glasses.
“Eighteen-fifteen Napoleonic brandy,” she said as he handed the glass to her, “Only to be used when toasting to a fallen agent.”
He smiled sadly at her, “Figured you deserved to make your own for ‘im.”
She smiled at the boy and raised her glass to his shakily, “To Harry Hart, the bravest and most loyal Kingsman I’ve yet to meet.”
“Aye,” Eggy agreed and brought his glass to meet with hers.
She downed the drink and winced at the burn, tears threatening to spill from the memory of Harry’s horrific end. She blinked them away, though, and set her glass back down.
Their pinkies touched as Eggsy also set his drink down. He looked down at her and found that she was already staring at him.
“So I guess this means I’ll be seein’ you ‘round a lot more?”
Eggsy chuckled, “That’s up to you, dear Percival.”
The blush crept up her neck to her face and she couldn’t help herself when it came to pulling his hand close to her. Eggsy placed his hand under her chin and tipped her face up closer to his, their noses nearly touching.
“Can’t get rid of me,” he winked.
“I don’t think I want to, Eggsy Unwin.”
“Bold, badass and beautiful,” he said as he seemed to examine her face and smiled, “Just how I like my women.”
She pulled away, pushing his hand to the side, and sat up, “But I’m not just any woman, yeah? I’m a bold, badass, beautiful Kingsman.”
Eggsy leaned over her slowly and groaned quietly, “Now that is what I like,”
She placed a hand behind his neck and pulled him in dangerously close, teasing him to no end. His lips parted slightly and she could feel his breath on her own lips. She wanted nothing more than to pull him in and take his lips as her own, but Harry’s voice echoed in the back of her head.
Eggsy could sense the hesitation so he pulled back and sat on the bed next to her, “What’s on your mind?”
She laughed and leaned back into the pillows, “Just somethin’ Harry told me, before. . .” she trailed off and the smile slowly disappeared.
“Think I have an idea of what ‘e told ya,” Eggsy twiddled his thumbs and looked away.
She looked back up to him and studied his features. She really couldn’t resist how gorgeous he was, with his brows furrowed in deep thought and the way he pursed his lips in slight frustration. How could she not love Eggsy Unwin?
“He told me that you were very loyal,” she whispered and took his hand, “You’ll make the perfect gentleman, Eggsy.”
“Really, he said that?”
She smiled, “Yeah, he was very proud of you.”
They were silent for a few moments, her thumb rubbing circles on his hand that brought comfort to him. He caught her staring off into space, breathing quietly. There was no denying that at this point he was quite attracted to her in just about every way possible. Which, to him, always seemed impossible.
“Oh, fuck it!”
She yelped slightly as he took her arms into his hands tightly and crushed his lips onto hers. It took her a moment to register what was happening before she slowly kissed him back. He wrapped an arm around her back and placed his free hand on her face, cradling her injured cheek gently. They fell back onto the hospital bed, her legs wrapping around his hips slowly.
She moaned quietly when he slipped his tongue into her mouth sneakily, roaming the insides of her cheeks. Eggsy smiled against the kiss, pleased at the reactions he was bringing out of her. Carefully he slid his hand down her side, bringing out an intense shiver that radiated through her entire body.
Tongues and teeth collided, the kiss was growing more passionate by the second. She wrapped her arms around his neck and he pulled her up to his lap. He pulled away and peered down at her as she whimpered, “That bad, eh?”
“You’ve wanted it just as bad, Unwin.”
“Two can play at that game, darlin’,” he growled, diving to her neck.
She let out a small squeal as he peppered her neck in sloppy kisses and harsh nips. His lips worked magic on her skin and her eyes rolled back, euphoria taking over. She finally straddled his middle, grinding slowly against his growing erection. He released a guttural growl, pulling her tighter to him and squeezing her sides tight.
Just as his hand slipped under the hospital gown at her thigh, the door opened with a slam and the two jumped apart immediately. Merlin stood in the door with a disappointed look on his face, but a hint of amusement in his eyes. Percival rolled her eyes and sat back against the bed with a groan.
“I’d suggest locking the door next time,” the older man said as he eyed the two.
Eggsy wiped at his mouth sheepishly, “Ever ‘eard of knockin’, Merlin?”
The man glared at him sharply and Eggsy threw his hands up in defense.
“Air-strip in ten, Eggsy.”
Percival sat up straight, “I’m coming with you.”
“Absolutely not,” Merlin said, not even bothering to look up from his file as he left the room.
The door closed with a click and Eggsy turned to look at her, “We’ll continue this when I’m back.”
She crossed her arms and pouted, “I’m perfectly fine to go, it’s just a few stitches!”
Eggsy leaned forward and kissed the healing scar on her cheek, running his thumb along her jaw, “Don’t miss me too much, luv.”
She shoved him away with a grin, “Go save the fuckin’ world, you little shit.”
THE MASTERLIST | PART 1
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luriashrine · 7 years ago
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kabsks you’re gonna hate me bUT I KINDA WANNA KNOW THE ANSWERS TO ALL QUESTIONS FOR CELIA (and maybe Fai if u want!) except maybe number 5 bc i dunno if it fits, you decide!! INFO DUMP ME!!!!
NOW HOW CAN I HATE YOU FOR ALLOWING ME TO INFO DUMP AS MUCH AS I COULD?!  Be prepared for some weird errors, I’m heading back out and I tried to finish this in the little time I have at the moment ;0; 
1. What would completely break your character.
Here’s the sad thing, Celia is already broken. For a large part of her childhood to adolescent to late teenage years, she had to endure so much shit. It doesn’t help one bit that The Lich makes damn sure to live through her trauma each and every day during her training. For three long years, she had to witness her family dying over and over again just so that she can learn to desensitize herself (it’s best to think of her training in The Box as though she was trapped in a time loop with different outcomes depending on her choices or what The Lich wants to throw at her).
Aside from total failure in completing her end of the contract, nothing can break Celia but even that is debatable since some of her actions throughout ATEW suggests otherwise (there are times in the story where Celia tries to goad Adrian into killing her in order to stop but he seriously couldn’t in the beginning).
2. What was the best thing in your character’s life?
Her family, more importantly, Marcel and Remei. But they’re gone now and for a long while she had nothing she considered important. Until she finally opens up to Fai and later on Nessie. Seeing Phoebe’s kingdom come crumbling down would be another great thing in her life…
3. What was the worst thing in your character’s life?
Fai and Celia did not get off on the right foot. At first Fai thought that protecting a sociopathic brat like Celia was the worst thing ever, especially since she’s someone who is fine with getting her hands dirty which consequently means that she always jumps headfirst into danger(hRM DOESN’T THAT SOUND FAMILIAR YOU BUTT ADJNAKS seriously though, he does the same at times but to him when Celia did it was annoying). Eventually, through time they do bond and now the worst thing in Fai’s life is how much he’s in love with her despite knowing what will happen once she completes her contract.
Still… Celia’s recklessness and overconfidence in herself scare him nowadays…
4. What seemingly insignificant memories stuck with your character.
The first time she ever had paella after a kindly couple (Kyrie and Santiago) took her in for a couple of weeks… it’s extremely insignificant but the impact of the event meant so much to her and there are times where she could still taste the fluffy, sunny-colored rice and the multitude of spices after spending a couple of years in shitty orphanages eating moldy bread (bread that she would have to steal from other children due to food rations), watery soup and this bland grey mush that had the proper nutrients in it but very little substance to it. Kyrie had prepared that dish out on a whim one day, after he had fed her so many other wonderful dishes ever since he took her in but all of the flavoring in the paella stuck out the most to her. Much to her embarrassment, she cried after eating the dish. She wasn’t crying just because she was having good food but because for the first time in a long time she was eating dinner with a family once more and that revelation struck Celia so hard she was overwhelmed with emotion.  
I wrote a drabble but for Fai, Celia showing Fai that sweet fairy poo. Her laugh was the most magical thing on the planet. SHE ALSO HAS THE CUTEST DIMPLES WHEN SHE LEGIT SMILES AND THAT DESTROYS HIM YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND!!
5. I’M SORRY, I REALLY TRIED BUT I CAN’T ANSWER!! CELIA’S JOB IS TO KILL AND SHE DOESN’T REALLY ENJOY KILLING ALL THAT MUCH, SURE SHE’S GROWN DEATTACHED AND HAS NO PROBLEM WITH IT BUT… YEAH!
6. what is your character reluctant to tell people.
Celia has a lot to hide which is understandable given her circumstances meanwhile Fai is too reluctant with telling anyone else that he’s in love with Celia this is mostly because Shadows aren’t really supposed to have any feelings and falling in love with a human is considered… strange to say the least.
7. How does your character feel about sex?
I’LL TRY TO BE A MATURE ADULT WITH TALKING ABOUT THIS BUT IDK I STILL FEEL WEIRD TALKING NSFW WITH MY OCS, not uncomfortable just jadksbldns. But anyway!!! 
Celia and her very unabashed view, as well as the immense pleasure she takes in it, ties into a lot of things such as her self-worth as well as her nasty habit of smothering herself in more risky behaviors whenever she’s going through a mania episode since sex is just one of many self-destructive behaviors. On top of all those things, for a short time she had a slight fear of emotional attachment before meeting with Fai, having sex with no strings attached was ideal for Celia. This doesn’t mean that she’s thirsty.txt 24/7 just because she’s shameless and has sexual confidence, sex is not always on her mind… but she’s not one to say no to whoever offers to have sex with her either.
Fai on the other hand… he is very much a thot when it comes to his lovers. SO UH!!! 
8. how many friends does your character have?
WEEPS!!!! I’ve said time and time again that Celia is a true neutral, she has a grey moral outlook with little to no regard for a lot of things since as rules and the like… however, so many people will regard her as cruel or even evil due to her many actions in both a meta sense and in the story sense as well. So, yeah… she doesn’t really have many friends because of this aspect of her and has tons of enemies. After she opens up to Fai she later does befriend Nessie and makes an attempt to at the very least try to bond with her resistance members since they are doing all of the heavy hard work and she appreciates their loyalty to her.
9. how many friends does your character want?
This is the question that upsets me the most. It’s a bit of a mixed bag here since there is a large part of Celia that years for companionship but because of all of the events she had to go through during ATEW (most of which she almost died in) she has a natural distrust of everyone and her paranoia convinces Celia that everyone is out to get her. She honest to god hates being alone with her thoughts since she has to relive her trauma. She prefers the company of others not only to satisfy her needs for social interaction and attention too but to distract from her mind. 
10. What would your character make a scene in public about?
She doesn’t really like making scenes in public, Celia is someone who works in from the shadows of the slums first and foremost due to the many people who are out to get her whether they be human, spirits she’s upset or the gods there is a price for her head for all of the crime she’s committed. As such, she doesn’t really like making any scenes of any sorts but there is an extremely rare expectation to that face and that expectation is that if she’s feeling highly emotionally. Once again, this plays into her mania episodes of her manic depression and on top of that, years of just bottling away her trauma, anger and a plethora of many other emotions she tries to shut down through dissociation. After having an emotional breakdown she will feel pretty shitty with some sense of catharsis.
11. For what would your character give their life?
If losing her life has some value in completing whatever goals she has, then she would gladly give up her life for that sake with no hesitance. Later on, where Celia actually develops and makes a legit human connection with other people she would find that she has no problem with giving up her life for them if it’s worth it in the end. Fai is well aware of both facts and he always cries silently to himself.
Fai risks his life mostly for glory and being an actual adrenaline junkie. Nothing noble behind his actions.
12. what are your character’s major flaws.
I’ve already talked about it with Celia but her major, major flaw would have to be her envy and how much it blinds her, the fact that she has little empathy, is prideful/arrogant, suffers from a superiority/inferiority complex etc. etc.
I’d like to talk about Fai though! He’s apparent frivolous nature is a huge, huge flaw of his as he sometimes underestimates his opponents in battle and constantly undermines himself as well because he doesn’t really use all of his powers when fighting. He’s too carefree/playful and that’s his greatest trait about him but also his worst. I don’t really need to go too much in depth about how much his recklessness gets him in trouble or all of the weird mess he would get himself into lol… the dragon fighting is suffice enough. 
13. what does your character pretend or try to care about?
Omg… I can’t help but think of this with Celia whenever someone finds out about her lies, she would act so deadpan once she’s caught in the act because chances are you already have a bullet through your head lol!!!! Her paranoia and overall perfectionist attitude won’t allow for her to let a silly mistake like that live for long.
Fai tries to pretend that he cares about The Lich and to his credit he almost follows their orders. Make what you will out of that.
14. how does the image your character tries to project differ from the image they actually project.
Celia has well over 3439203023 different personas since she’s very meticulous in how she wants to present herself to others in order to seem all the more appealing to them. As we all know, her acting is a crock of shit!! I wouldn’t go as far as to say that the real Celia is a terrible person and leave it at that, it takes away so much of her character because there’s so much more to her than her terrible life choices and actions.  
With Fai, aside from his poker face that he wears when on duty, what you see is what you get because of how much of a shit he doesn’t give when it comes to presentation.
15. what is your character afraid of?
Blood. Ironic, isn’t it? For all of the lives that Celia takes and all of the blood she’s shed for the sake of her goal, just a mere glance at it and she relives through the night of her trauma all over again. She hates the sight, the smell and overall feel of it hence why she prefers to use long ranged weapons combined with her magic in order to not see blood spill from her victims. I think I’ve mentioned this before but Celia hates bleeding out not just because of her fear towards blood but because of how shitty her body is, it tends to take a while for a wound to clot and close up so she can bleed for hours on end with no signs of stopping (I’m not even touching on the fact how she suffers from minor internal bleeding either hence the high number of bruises she sometimes sports). I suppose getting caught by the military or Phoebe’s powers would be legitimate fears as well.
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