#i try not to be too hard on myself but oughhh just feeling bad mostly bc the sickness really took over my life and body for so long

[magnolia-sunrise]

i think for the past year and a half ive mostly been moving from like project to project, WIP to WIP and recently when i got sick and before then was dealing with all the mental stuff. like its "only" been a month and a half but i feel like i finally stopped in my tracks with no time and energy to jump to next big project for now and im like 🧍like im catching up on reading and games but i feel a bit disconnected from my art at the moment and its been a bit difficult to find that pure enjoyment from it lately. i hope i can make myself do some style studies and maybe pick up some smaller easier things to evade feeling like im pressuring myself needlessly when its supposed to be for fun! but it does feel like i just havent had enough space for my OC brainrot in my life lately and i miss it so bad