#i tried not to tag ppl that did this already but i'm sorry if i missed you and/or tagged u again 😭

[risingsh0t]

—OCS AS FICTIONAL CHARACTERS

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jemma simmons (agents of shield)

clarice starling (silence of the lambs)

joan watson (elementary)

sun-hwa kwon (lost)

kala dandekar (sense8)

will turner (pirates of the caribbean)

peeta mellark (the hunger games)

westley (the princess bride)

robin hood (robin hood 1973)

bumblebee (transformers)

katara (atla)

nani pelekai (lilo & stitch)

gandalf (lord of the rings)

violet baudelaire (a series of unfortunate events)

mia toretto (fast & furious)

[lost-and-ephemeral]

hii can i request angst for love and deepspace, reader and mc are different ppl. our boys made plans with reader but forgot and left them hanging to hangout with the mc instead 😞

Series: In Her Shadow, pt.1 (ft. main trio)

Part 1 | Part 2

It feels like you've never been enough for him.

Pairing: Xavier x reader, Zayne x reader, Rafayel x reader (seperate)

Tags: angst, hurt no comfort, reader is not MC, reader and guys are dating

A/N: Thanks for your request, sweetheart! Hope it doesn't look too OOC.

Part 1 | Part 2

-`♡´- MASTERLIST -`♡´- 

Xavier

Your relationship with Xavier could be called ideal, if not for one nuance.

His colleague, who takes up much of his attention.

There were times when he'd come home and talk about her with such excitement that you'd start to feel like a third wheel. But usually afterwards Xavier would apologize and say that no matter how strong his colleague was, you would still be the best for him.

And you'd like to believe that. Until he forgot about dinner with you because of her.

You've planned a perfect evening and cooked everything he loved so much, knowing how tired he might come back after a mission. Only for him to never show up this evening.

You've been waiting, and waiting, and waiting. Feeling how your heart was breaking even more with each passing minute. Maybe something bad had happened? Maybe he was hurt?

You texted him, only to get back, "Don't worry, I'm fine, my colleague just invited me to the cafe after our mission."

No apologies, no regrets. It seems that he just forgot about you and your plans together.

For a while you were silently sitting in your living room, staring at the phone screen. It was hard to describe all these feelings that were bubbling up inside you. Jealousy, anger. You didn't even bother to remind him about your dinner together and just put all the dishes away in the fridge.

Since when did she become more important than you?

Zayne

You always knew about Zayne's childhood friend. But you couldn't even imagine that she would make you feel so unwanted.

You had plans for today while your lover had the day off. As a cardiac surgeon, Zayne was busy most of the time and would come home late, completely exhausted. Of course, you wanted to spend every free day with him.

Except for one thing.

His childhood friend constantly overshadowed you. Well, you could understand why that was happening. After all, their friendship (or was it more than that already?) had been going on for years, and you couldn't stop Zayne from seeing her.

But…

Sitting alone in the restaurant, at the table you'd booked together, you barely held back tears as you stared at the message marked 'unread'.

When Zayne didn't appear in time, you were surprised. He was always so punctual, what was wrong this time?

But when you asked him where he was, he replied, "Sorry, she asked me to visit an old candy store with her, I'll be back in a few hours," and you realized he'd completely forgotten about you.

And your last message went unread.

"Zayne, but we made a reservation for today."

You sat alone for so long that people started to squint in your direction. The only option was to get up and leave the restaurant before your heart was completely shattered.

And so you did.

Rafayel

Usually Rafayel's studio was always open for you, so you could come to see him anytime.

But as it turned out, you weren't the only one he welcomed with open arms, day or night.

Today was your day off and you were planning to visit Rafayel so you could help him with something in his studio. He asked you to come in the first place. Usually that meant he just wanted to see you and was looking for any excuse, even the silliest one.

But instead you were met with a locked gate.

At first you thought it was just another joke, that Rafayel would come out and let you in, yet some time passed, and you continued to stand there alone. You tried to call him, but it was unsuccessful. No matter how long you waited, no one answered.

Finally you decided to call Thomas to ask him if something important had happened. Maybe Rafayel once again forgot about his own exhibition and had left in a hurry.

But it turned out you were the only one who had been forgotten.

"He said he was going to buy new paints with his bodyguard," Thomas explained. "Or something like that. Better not wait for him until evening, he's unlikely to be back before that time."

Devastated, you stood there for a while longer, thinking about his 'Ms. Bodyguard' who was spending more and more time with your beloved. It wasn't the first she took him away from you.

But this was the last straw.

You turned around, heading back home and desperately holding back tears.

It wasn't fair.

[notyouraryang0dd3ss]

The Desi antiswiftie here, the one on which you attached the new desi tag. Made me needlessly, hilariously proud for a moment hah.

Anyways. I just wanna appreciate you, because you're brave as fuck and thank you for your work, madame. your anon is really a safe space for anti ts bullshit and I'm so sorry to not reblog your stuff but I've got tonnes of swifties (derogatory) as mutuals who I actually like to talk about as long as i can ignore her royal racist highness. Trust me I'm there in the spirit, and the moment I get over my fear, I'm reblogging all your posts because girl, same.

Also, some of them are rabid as hell. I tried to rec some of my faves to one of them when I was asked, and it obviously didn't have any t*ylor stuff, and she was like you don't listen to her? You should! She's very good. Wouldn't take no for an answer at all, was like you don't have any taste can't believe I am friends with a boring person like you, don't you keep ranting about feminism, taylor is a feminist icon!

First off, lol. Second, I said no like five times already. Third, what is this, a cult?? Finally I ended up listening to one song to get her off my back and spewed something about the lyrics meaning something profound (they did not). I'm tired of them lot.

This is Shreya, or ₹ anon if you might be open to assigning names <3

i’ve accidentally become the desi ex swiftie safe space! its really funny to me lol

im really not that brave sjsjdjdkcjfndjfjdn there’s a lot of blogs posting on the anti ts tag like im not much different except for the fact im not rly focused on being a joe alwyn defender. nothing against him but my hate for her precedes him

i really enjoy the asks i get and feel honored that ppl feel safe enough to come and rant to me. i do get overwhelmed but in a good way. please keep sending me stuff i love to hear ppl’s hatred for her

and swifties are HARASSERS. like the other anon said they cannot fathom ppl not liking her and her music and try to hurt you in any way possible for not liking her. they truly do act like a cult and then wonder why the internet hates them and views them as crazy and insufferable 😭

[sundayeleith]

I agree sm with your takes and especially with the most recent one about the smut in touchstarved and how ppl can just make fanfiction istead of taking it out on the devs or mischaracterizing the cast

it reminded me of a convo i had with a friend of mine, some ppl are literal porn addicts, their inability to comsume media that doesnt include porn is baffling, cant pass one comment section in a +18 game or book without people asking if there is porn and when there isnts they get disappointed, its literally so insane to me

I am sorry i am yapping so much but its truly such a problem for me and you put it so nicely into words that i had to spill my guts too, touchstarved has so much potential and i hope the devs dont get swayed by the fandom, i also hope it never goes mainstream amen 🤞🤞🤞🤞 We dont need more illiterate people

Honestly I totally agree with you, and dw I yap a lot too lmao (look at all I wrote... And I tried to make it short. I did, I promise 💀)

I don't like to shame or judge one's consuption of certain media and anyone can seek out smut if they want ! But acting that entittled and horribly when a piece of media is devoided of such content is not it at all. It's insane to me to act like this really, it's not like there's no smut on the internet of all places. Like people in general since 2020 are completly out of touch and chronically online. If one piece of media they find isn't exactly to their expectations or tastes they get out of control instead of just- dropping it and looking elsewhere 😭They expect to have smut everywhere to a point it's almost ridiculous, not every +18 media is about sex nor is every media with queer rep about sex.

On my previous post I had someone reblog it with tags saying how some people lost their marbles when the devs said they won't include full on smut adult scenes and called them scammers when like it was stated nowhere they'll make scenes like this. Like that is INSANE behavior either I didn't see it at the time or don't remember but damn- 💀

I did assume there may be some smut like many, but honesly I didn't mind the absence of it I shrugged it off like It's fine I'm not here for that anyways I'm here for the plot and rizz the deranged master manipulator mage with big man boobs and if I do want smut with my beautiful wife Leander in it I take my pretty ass to AO3 and look it up or I look here 🤷‍♂️ Or better anyone can write something ! They could do like most of us and put their energy into writing or art but no they'd rather be online bullies and ruin things for everyone with that sort of negative attitude (and I feel like this term is an understatement)

Thank god most of the fandom is just normally regulated people, I do hope we won't have any other major issue in the fandom in the future. Between all this shit, the queerphobia and the patreon backlash I can't e_e Ok I'll stop there it's long enough already isfhbisuohfosf

[starryjkoo]

https://www.tumblr.com/starryjkoo/764070968826200064/why-did-you-delete-your-post-about-the-protect?source=share

Nah you don't even post that much about Fandom stuff so no idt you're being chronically online for saying that in fact these kinda things don't see light if people don't comment on it. One actually doesn't even need to be chronically online to see how things work in fandom. I was actually going to reply to it cause i agreed but when i tried to find it later it was already gone. so just Letting you know that i agreed with your post.

They have suspended Multiple tae antis but all jm antis are getting more followers and engagements. If these accounts can suspend dispatch account I'm pretty sure they can get rid off jm antis too but it comes to the will to do it and seems like there isn't much in that protect GC when it comes to jimin. Just saw how they didn't ask to report solos on a tweet regarding jm and Sabrina where Tkkrs and KTHs were dragging jm and the post was up for 4 days but they made one immediately for tae when same happened with him (posts regarding both solos should have been made but it came ONLY after op made tweet for Sabrina and tae), then yesterday all tkkrs were dragging jm because jin wished him happy bday and because he mentioned jkk calling him together but all this acct did first was post all jm solos who were dragging jm and Only made post for Tkkr after multiple ppl tagging them regarding Tkkrs dragging jm.

Few days ago an admin for the FB acct @Bts_beyond_army or something like that was the name got exposed for being a Tkkr who follows vile jm antis, interacts with all NSFW tkkrs even asked if humanlouvre needs any help because one of her account got suspended and then people wonder why humanlouvre ain't getting suspended like why would she when most of her followers are in fact armys? Like imagine running a BTS FB that makes tags and helps in other projects for boys, who's in a group with 200+ FBS or something being a vile tkkr as well?

A few days ago everyone was like"They're painting tae as villain" when jimin called the guest but as soon as jin teased jimin yesterday it's "Solos don't understand jokes" but no one said the same thing for jm. Even armys made tweets Saying how they're making tae look like he's unwanted and let everyone drag jm.

This is what goes on in Fandom but when you try to voice it out all you get in return is lectures about how those people are not armys those are antis lol. Idk when people are going to be upfront about what goes on in Fandom like every single time when there's a hate campaign against jm it always comes to light because his solo fans report on it. I never got any reports regarding jm first from armys it's always his solo FB (the 3-4 i follow) and then hrs or days later armys make tweet regarding it.

Won't lie but as a jimin bias it definitely feels suffocating in the Fandom. it feels the same as how you always have to trend tags or tag hybe to give jimim bare minimum when he releases music while hybe gives them easily to others. Same with armys you always have to ask them again and again, tag them and then once in a while you'll get them move for jm

Sorry for my rant as well but it really feels helpless there 😔

Helpless is exactly how I feel too, that’s the perfect way to put it. It’s just so frustrating because I tried REALLY hard to be involved in the ARMY community and just ended up being filled with so much bitterness and resentment. I have no idea how any Jimin biased can stand it there. And I agree with everything you said 100%, always feel free to send me long paragraphs or fandom vents 😭 Going to apologize for this whole essay, but yeah, this last year especially has really killed most of the goodwill I felt towards this fandom.

The last BTS report account was run by a group of TH biased tkkrs and that YoongiPD account who is a YG-diet and JM anti (they “left” being admin at one point, but they were involved) that “Bocia” person if you know who I’m talking about was also involved and they’re a JK-diet and tkkr (idk if they’re still around tbh). This report page followed like seven or so focused report accounts for TH, several for YG and other members and NONE for JM. They ended up setting JM up from info they got from tkkrs on IG and doubled down (after initially apologizing) and all the shooter accounts got super defensive and were backing up this fake info too, it was ridiculous.

I politely asked why they weren’t following any JM protect pages and I got blocked by several of these people and I promise you my account was fully ARMY, no shippers, no diets, no weird victimization posts. It really ticked me off. They had posted who some of the admins were before this and they were literally all just TH diets/tkkrs so it was easy to tell what was going on.

One of them was in a GC where someone was bragging about getting people to drop all the charting songs except for THs and JH’s, they insulted CTT, and were complaining about LC in the US. Again, an admin of that report account was in this GC, but their friends didn’t cancel them. These people always defend each other while being the first to point their fingers at JM biased and jkkrs.

They were all friends with that random tkkr account too who was called out for following a bunch of JM antis and then they were like, “using a unit name doesn’t make you a shipper!” and they and their moots proceeded to spam tkk moments and joke about it. Meanwhile they were spouting tkk narratives and reading tkk fanfic and following actual shippers, making a thousand defense posts for tkk (ofc none for jkk), following and interacting with JM antis, but apparently they’re not a shipper?

This group runs report accounts, shooter accounts, big accounts, chart accounts, meme accounts, update accounts, just whatever, they’re everywhere. And when one of them gets called out they just back each other up. And THAT’S why JM related accounts always face the most scrutiny, because who gets called out is just based on whichever faction is currently running most of the shooter/report accounts and it’s never jkkrs/JM biased.

IDK what happened to that account, it got suspended by boycotters and they remade but I never kept up with them (I just blocked most of those people and moved on tbh). But I KNOW these same people are all over that current protect accounts GCs because if you notice ANY time they call out a tkkr they HAVE to make a report on jkkrs even if it doesn’t make sense, and they always add shady captions. Like what is this lmao???? 😭

They just made up a whole new sentence, the shady admin note, the “TH snatching JK from JM” which is a tkkrs wet dream, pretending that jkkrs are threatened by tkk or something. They deleted the post, and this isn’t the first time they’ve done something super weird like this. And if you want my conspiracy on this, I think it’s because that account had several hit tweets on “why I believe jkk are real” and I fully believe that’s why they were targeted lol. Because choosing that account was so random?

I talked about this in another post but the best way to gain a bunch of followers quickly on ARMYtwt is to get very involved in whatever fandom crisis/drama is going on at the time, such as MHJ/the cult stuff/YG situation/boycott situation. That’s exactly what this report account did, they’re clearly YG biased and suddenly gained 20k followers in a month because they were providing helpful info about that situation. I don’t think they ever revealed their main account and that’s why I’ll never trust these accounts that pop up out of nowhere and suddenly gain mass followings (and they were constantly interacting with a well known problematic YG biased account too). IDK if that account admin is entirely bad or anything, and I appreciated some of their helpful stuff for YG, but I know what their GC is full of at the very least.

Anyways, I sat and watched especially the last few weeks leading up to AYS (and after the first two eps) how the hate for Jimin and Jikook just got SO out of control, just insane, and there were hardly ANY ARMY report tweets for it. The Jimin hate is just so normalized in this fandom, they never move, they’re never surprised or outraged by it anymore. Suddenly TH joins the show and is getting hated on by jkkrs and it was ALL over ARMY twitter. Like my moots who never talk about shipping drama were ratio-ing jkkrs (some of whom were just being shady about him being a guest which is hardly as bad as what they were saying about JM/Jikook). And the fact they were freaking out about flop jkkr tweets with like 500 likes while ignoring all the tkk tweets that had thousands of likes? It was just really frustrating to see the different responses.

And omg yes, the fact that “ARMYs” were literally talking about BH editing the show to be shady towards TH and make him look unwanted was INSANE! They were literally backing up tkk narratives, narratives that have done untold damage towards Jimin for years, and these weren’t tkkrs, these were ARMY accounts! Some that are very active in the community. Why weren’t ARMYs clocking these people? Do they ACTUALLY buy into the whole BH pushes Jikook thing? It’s just so tiring, you’re right. I see BS like this allllllll the time.

But it’s why I just got so mad when ARMYs a few months ago were talking about being BTS’s shield and how they have to protect BTS. It’s this obsession with MHJ or other fandoms, going on and on about how ARMYs are their shield and all this self-righteousness. But the audacity to claim that when the call is coming from inside the house, when the rot and the worst damage has come from INSIDE the fandom for years now?

If they protected BTS then tk-lives wouldn’t have 500k followers. The massive platforms tkkrs have are INSANE and they were just left to grow that big while spewing insane things about Jimin/Jikook (JK too, even TH) for years and years and ARMYs didn’t want to do anything about it, even when their insanity has actually impacted offline, real life stuff. That is the BIGGEST source of danger and damage to the fandom and to the BTS members, not MHJ, not kmedia, not Tokki’s! It’s akgaes and shippers (especially tkkrs). But ARMYs have literally just ignored it for years now?

One example is just straight up how they ignored the role that akages and shippers played in the way Jimin was harassed during FACE era and how all the drags that now get regularly thrown around (SA insults, sleeping with PDs for remixes, tagging Spotify etc) came from SOLOS during FACE era, because they just wanted to blame it entirely on kpop stans. They acted like it came out of nowhere during Seven era and not just that PJMs were parroting exactly what JJKs were saying about JM during FACE era (and I’m NOT justifying PJMs being vile back towards JK. It's just bizarre how many ARMYs were entirely oblivious during FACE era).

Then there’s the whole situation with Jimin’s dad. Literally akgaes and tkkrs started spreading that whole narrative attacking him because of AYS and Who. Kmedia picked up on it, and maybe because of the ongoing smear campaign on BTS they were looking for things to write about, but WHERE do they think that journalist got that info? The way that ARMYs were getting hit tweets blaming it ENTIRELY on MHJ was insanity. They LOVE themselves an easy villain they can rally against, but it almost feels like they straight up cover up for tkkrs and solos sometimes?

If they actually cared about protecting Jimin, wouldn’t they want to go after the original source of that? But no, just wanted hit tweets on MHJ and sensationalizing that because they are OBSESSED with her right now (don’t get me wrong, I obviously hate her too). They’re just so drama addicted, but they never actually care about the BTS members or they would do something about a HUGE source of hurt that’s been there for years. They don’t want to put in the hard work to clean up our fandom, they just want to fight with other fandoms or be loud and feel important, or bury their heads in the sand because they don’t want to deal with this mess.

And you’re right, it pisses me off so bad when you call this out and they’re like “they’re not part of our fandom!”. That's SUCH BS 😭 they ARE part of our fandom, you can’t just wash your hands from the things you don’t like. Literally most of those tkkrs have little sevens, or a lot of solos are ex-ARMYs, or ARMYS follow and interact with them or are diets. How many ARMYs are shippers and read fanfic and AUs and follow duo accounts that are clearly run by shippers? It was ARMYs in line buying that tk fanfiction in Paris. ARMYs make up the following for most of these accounts too. I mean, damn, a big shooter account I saw was exposed for interacting with that Jay/Mina person last year, someone we’ve been asking to report NONSTOP, but no, shippers are totally not part of our fandom right?

I swear I’m not even THAT chronically online lol 😭 but it’s just… hard not to witness this stuff if you’re active in the fandom at all? I mean, maybe it’s just my algorithm on my priv, but it doesn’t take much to see all this going on ESPECIALLY if you’re Jimin biased or a jkkr, if you follow any report accounts at all, so I’ll never understand how some of them are so content in this fandom when to me it’s mostly trash 😭

There are a handful of ARMY accounts I super respect, and I know the twt community and all of this is not always representative of the majority, but pretty much any fandom space you walk into is just full of this kind of stuff and it’s exhausting. You can build yourself a nice little community to have fun and retain your sanity, but if you want to be part of the larger ARMY fanbase? It’s just so toxic and biased. And I’m not even getting into the drama about their solo releases because that is ANOTHER whole thing 😭 there’s also probably a thousand more examples of ARMYs being hypocritical on top of everything you listed too (just remembered the whole situation with that k-fanbase ugh).

Sorry this is so long, just going to quickly throw out that I know ARMYs can be weird to ALL the members, every bias has something legit to complain about, but I just firmly believe that for a few reasons (some of which I’ve talked about here before, like seeing JM as a goalpost, shippers and so on) the fandom has the weirdest attitude towards Jimin. And that’s not to say I don’t call out when ARMYs are being awful to the others either, like it was actually insane and very sad how they treated JK over that post about NewJean’s, the way they hyped up those dating “rumors” about Namjoon and gave hit tweets on that while not supporting his music and so on.

I try not to let all this get to me TOO often because these people spend all their time being manipulative in stan spaces and trying to cosplay and whatever, but look at the actual charts 😭 Jimin has a LOT of support and a LOT of people who love him. Jimin lovers might not be great at cosplaying and manipulating and running ARMY big accounts, but damn they are at least good at streaming and supporting music, and that’s about a thousand times more valuable at the end of the day. Lots of ARMYs just passively interact with fandom and don't see any of this either. And all this stuff just kind of disappears when you logoff, sometimes I give it more importance than it actually holds, but I do find it annoying lol.

It’s definitely exhausting and suffocating though, and it does feel just super helpless in this fandom sometimes like you said. I definitely do not feel any loyalty towards ARMYs at this point. I’m here for Jimin, JK, BTS on my own terms and just follow who I like, I don’t really care about what the fandom at large thinks or any of their projects, and I’m beyond caring about backlash and I’ll just say what I think if people ask. It’s obvious to see why the fandom has deteriorated the way it has and ARMYs have no one to blame but themselves honestly. I just hope things improve when BTS returns.

[demonsfate]

man, i love both jinxiao and jinhwoa and i've been in fandoms too long to engage in drama nowadays, but tbh it's amazing how people read/watch things with their ass because how do you say that it was Jin and not Dj (literally the demon inside him) the one who beat Hwoarang??? also some fans are very weird and annoying about the kazjun ship too like you said, idk like sometimes people have the worse takes ever and you just.. have to sigh and move on🚶‍♂️

i love them both! i believe i pointed out before that both are solid ships because both have wonderful dynamics with each other that fits well. i'd be happy if either one became canon, and either one would make sense. i try not to engage in drama, but gosh darn twitter is a hell site that just SHOWS you posts frm ppl you don't follow. so it's easier to get into arguments. i already had an argument with that person before. and i ALMOST got into another one bc i WANTED to tell them to "grow up" and point out that, yeah, DJ is the one that did that to hwoarang. not jin. ALSO LIKE. CANONICALLY. hwoarang DOES not even VIEW jin and dj as the same person!

so this definitely means hwoarang doesn't even blame jin for what DJ did to him in tk5, because he doesn't consider them to be the same. i wish the rest of the fanbase can think like hwoarang does!

yeah - they were also kazjun fans. which the op, as i said, made a post something along the lines of jun telling paul his consumption of hamburgers is unhealthy, then paul replying "you know what else is unhealthy? that relationship you have with kaz." and then a few annoying shippers freaked out about it and called it "pathetic," and "disrespectful to the characters" and all kinds of stuff. like i love the kazjun ship, i love the OVA because it explores what it could be. but holy shiiiit those fans need to stop being annoying about it.

LIKE they tried to say, "you can't deny the strong bond kaz and jun had!" and it's like WHAT STRONG BOND???? I'M SORRY. BUT CANONICALLY - KAZ HAD NEVER EVEN BEEN SEEN WITH JUN ON SCREEN, AND THE ONLY THING HE EVER SAID ABOUT HER, IIRC, WAS IN TK6 WHEN HE SIMPLY CALLED HER "MYSTERIOUS." jun had never spoke about him, either! HELL, in TAG 2 - WHERE WE COULD'VE HAD MORE DEVELOPMENT AMONGST THEM - kaz's ending didn't involve jun (not rly - it involved unknown, but NOT in a romantic way) and jun's ending didn't involve kaz. the only time we saw them on screen together IN A GAME, was in tag 1. devil's ending. again. i love the ship. but to act like it's some GREAT LOVE STORY ABOUT TWO PEOPLE WHO PASSIONATELY LOVED EACH OTHER TO THE VERY END AND ANYONE WHO SAYS OTHERWISE IS WRONG that's just... incorrect. we BARELY know their relationship. for all we know, it was just a one night stand! or they never had love for each other, but "fate" pulled them together to make jin. like. WE DON'T KNOW YET BECAUSE THEY WON'T TELL US. and the OVA can't be used as proof, because then you can use the 2010 movie as proof that jun didn't love kaz, but instead loved fucking steve.

you're right! i need to stop using twitter. i keep telling myself i'll stop! but yet - i always go to it when i'm bored and then sometimes i see ppl. it just annoys me that they have to be HATEFUL toward other people. ship what you want (as long as it's not fucking weird as i said - not talking proshipper stuff) but don't harass ppl for their ships.

[the-whispers-of-death]

imagining mārīte still shows up at matches to watch (while butchers probably placing bets but shh)

shed 100% show up to any event stone's at, just tagging along to butcher, basically, but shes also hella scared he'll recognize her and be pissed the fuck off at her or something cuz shes the one who won. so. standing in the back row of the bleachers/seats it is,,,

i can def see some of her prev opponents getting unreasonably angry that they lost to a woman whos like twice their size, and probably tried to follow her after the shows. ((thats why butchers now tagging along wherever she goes. hes known to show no damn mercy, so he wouldnt hesitate to break a nose or to crack a skull open... def not cuz hes attached to her. nope.))

(((also cue the confusion of ppl thinking/rumoring that butchers her father, because sylvester isnt one to hang around with this type of crowd, and theres noone to ask)))

Now I'm thinking about Butcher for some reason being separated from Boxer!Mārīte and Boxer!Stone has to intervene before a rival boxer tries to attack her while her back is turned.

Stone finishes his match, having won against his opponent, and goes to the dressing room to dress in his comfier clothes and leave. And when he gets out and is heading for the back exit, he notices one of his former opponents following a woman half the man's size.

His alarm bells are ringing, so he follows behind the man, his body tense for yet another fight. As soon as all three of them step out into the open air, Stone sees the punch going for the back of the woman's head before she can even turn around.

He reacts on autopilot, lunging forward to tackle the man before he can stumble forward towards the woman. "What the hell are you doing?" he asks, his cold voice more like a hiss than any proper human noise.

"That's Mārīte, the girl who beat me and you!" The man howls in anger, frothing at the chance to hurt the woman—Mārīte. The only thing holding him back from her is Stone's ironclad grip around his waist." Let go of me! She made fools out of both of us!"

Stone lets out a growl that shakes his entire body and a little of the man's body. "No, she revealed your true, foolish, nature when she beat you," he said, his words full of disgust. "I was not made a fool when she beat me, I was humbled and I'm grateful for it. There's always someone stronger than us and she showed she's the stronger one out of her and I."

"However," Stone's grip tightened painfully around the man, "I have proved time and time again that I'm the stronger one out of you and I when I've beaten you. Do you wish to be beaten up by me once more?"

The man stilled, remembering all of the past matches with Stone. "No," he replied after a while, gritting his teeth. He knew he was no match for Stone, not like how Mārīte was. "I won't harm her or you if you let me go."

Stone waited a few seconds to determine if the man was speaking the truth before he let go. He got up on his feet as the same time the man did, watching the man scurry away from both him and Mārīte.

"I'm sorry for stepping in like a knight in shining armor," Stone said, turning to Mārīte. "I know you didn't need me to, you can hold your own. But I couldn't let him take you by surprise while your back was turned, it's a dirty move."

He looked around the parking lot. "Where's the man who usually accompanies you?"

And I'm stopping there because I have no idea how Mārīte would respond and this already was longer than I thought it'd be. Had to type the scenario out, but it was probably OOC for both Butcher and Mārīte.

[manamade]

Quick side thoughts about the addition I made to the bg3 gender post:

No, I'm not saying be complacent and kiss Larians feet. I'm sorry they didn't get the rep they wanted, and that they probably won't for another 5 years or so when some other triple A iterates on it.

My problem was the hysterics of it. Male body types being considered the default is obviously bad but I just don't think it qualifies as Turbo misogyny so much as it counts as internalized bias. WHICH IS BAD. BUT IT IS A WORLD OF DIFFERENCE BECAUSE INTENT FUCKING MATTERS.

Maybe that's just my philosophy but I think showing bad faith disregard for the intent of devs who clearly tried rubs me the wrong way.

For the record I'm already picking apart my own reply so I'm sure if it's ever responded to I'll have to reclarify some things /:

Idk you just have a game that uses characters to explore themes of trauma and hardship left and right but it tried to be progressive in a way that had flaws so it's all shit ig. I'm sure part of my anger was also directed a little at some of the ppl in the tags taking the complaint further than even op did.

Might add more later

[earthtooz]

ok so, i thought i was done talking about 'kiss me' in the tags but apparently I AM NOT

(also it might be my the first time in your inbox so hi! :))

first of all, the way you wrote the kissing scenes was SO GOOD. I said it in the tags but writing it in a way that is descriptive enough to let the reader know what's going on, but not too much to take the momentum out of it is a task i have yet to master, but you did it so well!

I'm also always a sucker for the whole - oh well if we don't want to be discovered i guess we just HAVE to make out as a cover -wait why is this kind of good and WHY is my heart beating so fast? -

the kiss behind the ear was also a personal favourite (and the hand kiss with eye contact?! the sluttiest thing a regency era man can do, abut it works WONDERFULLY well in this context)

i also really like that you didn't make the insecurity about the way the character looked in general, bit rather about how the outfit looked on them!

i hope you have a good day!

#i tried looking up when handkisses became a thing but couldnt find any concrete dates idk if regency era is correct SORRY

HELP, PLS CONTINUE, I AM ENABLING U IN UR RAMBLES !!!

(also, hi!! welcome to my inbox :D hope u had a lovely time typing up this ask!) i'm going to put a read more for this post bc it's gonna be rly long and i don't wanna block up ppl's dashes more than i already do <3

THANK YOU!!!!!!!! ugh your reassurance that i had a good balance of emotional and descriptive blurbs is really gratifying because u know what i spent majority of my time doing. PANICKING IF I WAS GOING TOO OVERBOARD ON THE DESCRIPTION OR EMOTION?!??!?! i also spent a good time pondering my word choice so the fact that you can read it clearly and it's not a bother makes me vvvv relieved.

YES the first kiss- imma be honest i had NO idea why i got the inclination to start a damn fic like that but hey, i did, and nothing could stop me ig. the kiss behind the ear was personal, i have to agree bc it... was really personal for me... it was for me okay... i wrote that part for myself... and the hand kissing part, hand kisses are my fav.

and (grown-up) bakugou is a slut so indeed, i had to make him do the, as you said: SLUTTY REGENCY MAN THING. but thank u! i'm glad u liked how i incorporated it!!!

the insecurity part was something i had to tread really lightly because i really didn't want to make it sound like reader was criticising aspects of themselves that might make it personal for a lot of people. the last thing i want is for people to feel uncomfortable with my fic, and more important, uncomfortable in their own body bc everyone is genuinely gorgeous - unless you're mean and have an ugly heart then... not so much. also since i write gn!readers, i also need to be careful about how i'm talking about the outfit so that anyone who reads it can put their own perceptions on it 😭 i don't want m!readers to read that they're wearing a dress and grow uncomfortable during the fic- that's my worst nightmare 😭 so in short: i'm glad that the whole outfit scene reached across as how you perceived it; a comment on the outfit rather than the person!

thank you for popping into my inbox, friend. feel free to talk to me again, no matter if it's just random bs you'd like to say, i'm open to hear (almost) everything- esp since you're so nice 😣😣😣😣😣 you have a lovely day too!!!!!

[byfulcrums]

I have reblogged this like seven times already and I am so sorry about it but the tags do not fucking work. So I'm just gonna. Type it all here

..dammit

Alright so. for this whole thing to work they'd need to find a way to get rid of wasp's (i'm calling him that bc sinister mark is too long) powers, or to at least block them in some way. if he has them he'd definitely try to take over the world

what i was thinking of is, cecil keeps wasp locked up. he doesn't kill him because he thinks he can get away w using wasp. so he puts graysona device in wasp's brain that makes him feel a LOT of pain when he clicks a button (yes i did take this from the comics don't sue me)

remember the sea mosnter's scream from s2? and how it made mark feel sm pain he actually screamed?? holding his head like he's trying to keep the noise out??? yeah cecil weaponizes that to control wasp

the device is made so that if wasp somehow manages to take it off, it'll kill him. so he's pretty much stuck

every time he does smething Bad TM (like killing cecil's people) that thing is activated. it's basically torture

mark finds out that cecil kept wasp alive and didn't even tell him so he goes "yeah no" and breaks him out

he takes the thing that activates the device too because wasp's murdery personality is just too goddamn obvious. "okay i don't like cecil but he had a point w this one"

so wasp still has his powers, but is under the threat of Constant Torture, which means he actually has to be *gasp* nice!! his worst nightmare

because of shenanigans, they accidentally end up going to school. together. in the same class. they have to say they're twins (they hate it)

random person: but since when do you have a twin??

mark and wasp, in unison: since birth

random: alright, i walked into that one

they fight SO MUCH. ppl don't question it much bc they're """"siblings"""", but everyone is a little concerned for their mental health

everyone but mark's friends (they are concerned about his mental health, they just don't believe they're siblings). they think he's talking shit bc 1, mark has never had a twin brother and 2, he would never go so far with his insults holy shit (the self-hatred is strong with this one master)

wasp tries to kill mark in his sleep a lot, which leads to mark developing insomnia

i have a scene in my head where mark is hurt and passed out and wasp is watching him sleep, thinking "now. now is the time. do it"

but no matter how much he tells himself to finally fucking kill that alternate version of him he hates so much, his hands just don't move

when they finally do, we think he's actually going to kill him. instead, he just checks mark's temperature and gets up to keep watch until he wakes up

"why didn't you kill me?" "oh do you WANT me to kill you?? cause i can do it rn" "thanks but no"

they both hate each other so much, but it merges with hating themselves bc. they're the same person. what hurts one, hurts the other, no matter how different they are

wasp has to deal with being in his old home, the one he destroyed. in this universe, his mom is alive. his dad is gone. he has a little brother. the alternate version of him, the one he believes is a coward, has literally everything. friends, family. a social life: eve, amber, william, school. even when planning to destroy and kill everything and everyone that makes mark happy, he can't help but feel a llittle jealous. (his dad loved him in this reality. he's sure he did, even if mark says otherwise)

mark has to deal with the one person who represents everything he hates and fears about himself being in his home. he could destroy everything in just one second. he's unpredictable; he would do it if it meant getting away from him. but... he's also so lonely. in every universe, every version of mark grayson is evil. in every universe, he's just like his dad. and in every universe, he is completely alone, stuck in a horrible reality of his own making

if wasp gets a redemption arc, he'd still kill people, but only the ones who actually deserve it. mark doesn't like it, but hey, at least he's not trying to take over the world now??

imagine wasp gifting mark other people's body parts like a cat leaving a dead bird in your room. he hands him a still beating heart, and thinks, hateful, "you had this coming. you're keeping me here against my will. deal with the consequences"

they grow to care for each other but in a very fucked up way. they still hate each other don't get me wrong, but they would now kill for each other

wasp attempts to kill mark daily but obliterates anyone who even looks at him the wrong way. mark hates wasp w his entire soul but will not cecil even touch him, because "if you try to take him away i will destroy your entire fucking company. bitch"

everything wasp says and does gets mark to punch him. meanwhile, everything mark says and does makes wasp want to kill himself (is himself mark or wasp? we'll never know)

wasp: oh, mom is still alive. y'know, i killed her in my universe. i could do it again in yours

mark, slowly turning around with a murderous look in his face: what.

mark "i can fix him" grayson vs mark "i can make him worse" grayson. one of them will drag the other to their side kicking and screaming

it's a little haunting. for everyone, really. this not-mark acts just like mark. he smiles the same, laughs the same, frowns the same. his sense of humor is just like mark's. his puns are similar too. they wake up at the same hour, follow the same routines, like the same food. the differences could be hidden so easily. it makes you wonder which one is the one you're talking to, and how long it'll be before the one that is wrong takes your mark's place

they can finish each other's sentences. they are not happy about it

EVIL MARK, EVIL MARK, EVIL MARK!!! I want to be coherent about this season but please picture me foaming at the mouth and running on the walls. S2 being what if Mark's just like his Dad? Insanity. I love this show. Anyways, AU where an Evil!Mark tries to make Our!Mark worse, and Our!Mark tries to make the other better. Something something confronting your idea of the worst version of oneself. Plus, tweaked black and yellow costume because I saw it and immediately went murder hornet lookin' ass and knew I had to draw it. Evil ass Mark. Horrible. I think he should be dragged kicking and screaming into redemption.

[dogcircle-scans]

Do you guys read Natsume fan fictions? I’m new to the fandom and was wondering if you guys have any good recommendations ☺️ and thank you for everything you guys are doing! I’m so happy I can read such high-quality chapters all the time for my favorite manga! 🙏

I only read fanfic for one fandom and that fandom is not Natsume Yuujinchou. But I went around asking different people for recommendations because you asked. I haven’t read any of these fic aside for that one Souko/Reiko fic so I can’t personally vouch for the vast majority of these, but this list is long as hell so there’s bound to at least one fic you’ll enjoy.

Everything will be under the cut. 

Edit: feel free to reply with your own fanfic recommendations and add onto this ask. 

General:

jars and jars of jam by adventureboots

“natori no u just gotta learn to accept that touko san will give u homemade jam now and that u and natsume are friends: the fic”

Rating: G

Word Count: 4,929

The First Law by DarthNickels

“The world of humans is vastly different from the world of the spirits, and sometimes serious miscommunications occur. Naturally, Natsume finds himself directly in the middle of an enormous one.”

Rating: G

Word Count: 8,375

Bodyguard (carry me, carry you) by Shycraft 

“Madara watches.”

Rating: T

Word Count: 1,932

Grass Whistle by FoxWitch

“’I'll lend you these. It won't be a huge difference, but it couldn't hurt.’ Tanuma accepted the object, finding it to be a pair a glasses.”

Rating: G

Word Count: 4,333

A Song on the Autumn Breeze by spoilers

“When she was young, Taki and her grandfather ventured out onto the mountain to search for a visiting spirit. After finding his map in her grandfather's papers, Taki, Natsume, and Tanuma make the trip themselves.” 

Rating: G

Word Count: 718

Three for Family by NightsMistress

“The more Touko hears about Natsume Takashi, the more confused she becomes. The stories she hears are of a selfish child acting out for attention, or worse, but all she can see is a sad, lost child in need of a place to put down roots so that he can settle his mind.”

Rating: T

Word Count: 3,564

a time to come by ezri

It’s about “mortality.”

Rating: G

Word Count: 828

The Human Mask by harunekonya 

“From the time I was a small, I've been able to see strange things. Since nobody else can see them, they are probably what you would call spirits. And now I am one of them.”

Rating: G

Word Count: 182,225 

Note: apparently this fic is being reposted onto ao3 with the author’s permission, so if you’re like me and find ff.net super cursed, here’s the link.

night blindness by persepoline

A youkai AU.

Rating: G

Word Count: 15,641

Calling You Home by paperwar

“Five moments Natsume shared with Shigeru.“

Rating: G

Word Count: 2,026

Paper Magic by WerewolvesAreReal

“A youkai being trailed by an exorcist puts the Fujiwaras in comas. Afraid of being forced to leave his home and being passed again between listless relatives, another option presents itself. Natori offers to become Natsume's nominal guardian.”

Rating: G

Word Count: 15,348

Dangerous Game by FoxInBox_aka_FIB

“Natsume is clutched in the jaws of the true form of the creature he has trusted for so long, and Natori feels fury curl in his chest, along with a deep and aching sorrow. This will destroy Natsume, to have his beast and all the beings he had probably counted as friends turn on him like this.”

Rating: Not Rated

Word Count: 1,599

the subtle grace of gravity by egelantier

“Five times the Fujiwaras surprise Natsume (including that one time when Natsume absolutely fails to surprise them in turn).”

Rating: G

Word Count: 8,000

Finding Home by darkcyan

“On a school trip...Tanuma's teacher and about half of his classmates disappear. Everyone must figure out how to deal with this changed world, and the new dangers it has brought with it.”

Rating: T

Word Count: 23,763

in this house by ezri

It’s about Natsume and Birthdays.

Rating: G

Word Count: 1,289

The color-changing kimono by bereshit001

“There is a strange kimono on the top of a tree that exorcists use to measure their strength. Inspired by the volume 17. special chapters.”

Rating: G

Word Count: 813

A Simple Detour by Hazelnuthelper

AU where Madara is unsealed much earlier and meets Natsume as a child.

Rating: Not Rated

Word Count: 10,567

The ones that come after by taizi

“a collection of oneshots about all the good people who come into natsume's life after all the bad”

Rating: T

Word Count: 72,751

like dawn breaking over the horizon by aloneintherain

“sickfic! natsume, touko san, and others being cute”

Rating: Not Rated

Word Count: 3,970

like religion by WerewolvesAreReal

“Natsume would like to make it clear that this is all the dog's fault. (OR: how to become a god, by accident).”

Rating: G

Word Count: 6,894

MatoNato:

belomancy by erzi

“In which Matoba is going to f*cking die.”

Rating: T

Word Count: 22,758

left you with the ghosts by erzi

“A bit of a Matoba character study.”

Rating: T

Word Count: 11,980

in the nook of a cousin universe by akitania

“Natori captures a youkai, learns a thing or two about divination, and considers a future that might have been.”

Rating: G

Word Count: 2,256

passing the dark by persepoline

“Sleuthy MatoNatos.”

Rating: M

Word Count: 4,755

i am (am not) actually a cat by meowtoba

"Matoba Seiji is transformed into a cat by sheer bad luck and a youkai's curse.”

Rating: G

Word Count: 9,098

crossroads by darkcyan, meguri_aite

“Shuuichi wasn’t sure which question felt odder on the tongue; Matoba and rent-splitting were strange bedpersons in one sentence.”

Rating: T

Word Count: 6,874

The Summoning by meguri_aite

“Matoba Seiji is on the floor of his living room. And he is bleeding.”

Rating: T

Word Count: 6,796

TanuNatsu:

now we’re here, now is fine by crazybeagle, twelvenervouscats (crazybeagle)

"’Honestly. You’re both being morons and martyrs for no reason at all.’”

Rating: Not Rated

Word Count: 29,198

The Green Plastic Table by Spades 44

AU where Tanuma has healing magic + Natsume and him suck at communicating.

Rating: T

Word Count: 63,190 

Note: this fic is hosted on ff.net.

ephemeral by ghostcribs

"I wish we could stay here forever."

Word Count: 1,171

Rating: G

Cold Hands by ghostcribs 

Natsume’s reluctance in letting Tanuma in comes with some consequences. 

Rating: G

Word Count: 6,906

Aftermath by Mayorofcattown

“The short cut home that took Tanuma much longer than he expected.“

Rating: G

Word Count: 4,264

Misc Ships:

flickering blue by kornevable

An alternate ending to the “Tell Me Your Name” two-parter.

Ship: Reiko/Souko

Rating: G

Word Count: 1,731

[marshmallowdarling]

heyyy uhh

I dont know how many reqs you have so I'll keep it short, dw! but darth vader (actually Vader; most ppl i've seen tag it as darth vader when its not, yk?😅) "reuniting" w/ a gn friend of his, but the reunion is them being captive 😀👍. like maybe the friend was captured bcuz he was hunting for jedis, or they were helping ppl escape and that backfired on them.

you're free to choose how his friend got captured cuz im just throwin ideas. so many scenarios lmao 😆😆😆

I'm finally back!!

So sorry for being away for so long and so sorry for taking so long to get to this request, I stopped writing it half way through the first bit and realised I might have fucked up the request but kept going anyways lol so sorry if it wasn't how you imagined!!

I tried making it a little more yandere at the end but I will 100% write a few head canons or more one shots after about how life would be after this if anyones interested!! :D

Remember my request are still open!!

✧3735 words ✧ Vader x Reader ✧ Sher/Her pronouns

Hope you enjoy bubs!

~Mwah!

(Y/N) never wanted to be a jedi, not really. She wanted to help people of course but did she really want this life?

Her question was answered after her dear friend Anakin died; no, she didn’t want this life.

She wanted a life of her own, to not have to train every day with multiple weapons, to not have to stress about every movement she makes. 

She wanted a life where she could sleep in, where she could just breathe and live and do mundane things, where she could make connections and love. 

But the force works in mysterious ways and after (Y/N) had grown up, settling down in a small town and having a small shop that she adored as it played into her hobby, she was yanked back into the life she had left behind.

Obi wan had reached out to get her to help the resistance, she was apprehensive at first but after seeing him come back to her shop a bloody mess with her childhood friend Ahsoka, she had reluctantly agreed to help him just to help people escape the empire. 

“I thought you said there wouldn’t be any troopers here.” (Y/N) hisses, using the force to yank a metal box towards three troopers and slam them into the wall. She barely misses the blaster shot as she jerks her body behind another crate.

Crouching down to cover herself, she fumbles to get her (borrowed) blaster from her thigh holster before peeking out and taking a few bad shots. 

Ahsoka uses the distraction to take down the last two troopers before looking down at (Y/N) and extending her hand. “It wasn’t a part of the plan.” They both grunt as she hauls her friend up. 

“When does anything ever go according to plan” (Y/N) grumbles as she dusts herself off. 

Ahsoka just chuckles before looking around they alley way they were forced into. “Master Kenobi said the captured Jedi’s are around here, we already made a scene so we should just go without him. If they caught us off guard, we should probably assume he’s not doing well on his end either.” 

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“Come on this way.” (Y/N) whispers to an injured Jedi as she helps them walk in the cover of the night. “We’re almost there, just hold on a little bit more.” Her eyes glance at the wound at their side, blood already seeping through the fabric she had ripped from her outfit and used as a makeshift bandage. 

Panic shoots up her spine as (Y/N) throws herself and the Jedi to the side just barely missing the swipe of a saber. 

Rolling over to push herself up by her arms she doesn’t miss the boot that slams into her stomach, a silent scream creeps up her throat as her mouth widens at the blunt pain. 

She had never seen him in the flesh, but anyone could figure out who that black booted foot belongs too. 

Darth Vader.

Gritting her teeth in pain she grabs his ankle to haul her body up slightly as her other hand comes and pushes behind his knee to make him drop. 

‘GO! GET TO THE OTHERS AND GET THE KRIFF OUT OF HERE!’ She yells to the Jedi using the force as Vader swings his arm and lands a right hook. 

(Y/N) says good bye to her life as she focuses everything on just making sure Vader is distracted enough to let the injured Jedi and the rest escape. She sees them start to crawl to the wall to haul their body up in their peripheral, but she just elbows Vader’s chin making his helmet covered face tilt up. 

 This is the first time she had seen him; she can see a hazy reflection of herself in the black metal of his armour, but she gets flown back and slammed into the ground as he reaches out his hand and uses the force to pin her down. 

Her torso gets the brunt of the attack and she flicks her wrist to get a few scattered rocks and stones thrown at him. They don’t do much damage as his armour takes the brunt of it, but it throws him off enough to let her grab her blaster and take a few shots making him release his force. 

Two hit his chest head on, his armour taking the shots as he remained unharmed, whilst the others miss pathetically. 

“You’re a pathetic excuse for a Jedi.” His voice booms out, modulated from his helmet but still unbelievably deep as he snarls. His arm extends to use the force again, but she takes a few more shots at his arm making him flinch back. 

“I am no Jedi.” She spits back, the hood covering her form starts to lift as the wind picks up but it manages to stay on. “You must not be as smart as they say you are if you really can’t see my plan.” 

Finally seeing that the Jedi is out of sight, (Y/N) throws all her force at him. Vader gets thrown back a few inches but stays strong to the rest as he swipes his arm out and knocks her off her feet, his raises his arm and moves her around like a rag doll in the air before he slams her down into the ground, keeping her pinned there. 

She can barely move her fingers this time, not even a twitch as she sees his figure start to walk towards her. Pressure starts enclosing around her throat, blocking her air supply as she tries to rip her arms away, but they just lay there helplessly. She gasps, gritting her teeth to try and do anything but all she can manage is to kick her feet as the wind finally rips away her hood, instantly slapping her face with the cold chilling air. 

Her vision starts to bleed in and out as her head spins from the lack of oxygen, (Y/N) manages to see Vader now looming over her figure and she thinks she sees him recoil back once he finally gets a look at her face. 

The invisible hand around her throat and pinning her limbs down let go almost instantly. She flings her body up and immediately gulps down air and coughs, everything hurts and throbs in pain, but she can’t think about anything as her hands come up to cradle her throat as she tries to fight off unconsciousness and steady her breathing. 

(Y/N)’s mind finally comes back to her as she cranes her neck up to see Vader just standing there. 

“Wh-What?” She manages to croak out as her throat screams in protest, tears she didn’t know were now spilling to coming down her chin. 

A weird crackling sound comes out and she thinks it’s his modulated breathing as he just stares. 

She wants to fight, to do anything but sit there on the ground pathetically but it takes everything in her just to loll her head up at him, her body feeling like lead as new bruises start to flourish with old ones. It had been days of fighting and running and healing injured Jedi without any rest.

(Y/N) was never the strongest and after years of not training or using any force, she had become weak. 

He says something, she thinks it’s a name, her name?

But her eyes finally close as her body falls to the side and her brain drags her to sleep. 

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(Y/N) shuffles around a bit on the plush bed to get herself comfortable before her mind starts to darken again, the silk sheets feeling soft and light yet warm. 

Wait sheets? Bed?

Throwing her body up, the black sheets pool at her waist as she frantically looks around the room. 

It’s a room of some sorts, maybe on a ship? The walls are metal and the room’s big but bare with anything personalised. 

She remembers the fight with Vader, thinking she was going to die but he just let her go and then she passed out. 

The room spins as her vision finally clears its sleepy haze and the more she tries to focus the more the throbbing pain in her head hurts. Her body is so sore, and it feels like she has to use every piece of strength in her body to try and pick up her arm. 

Nausea creeps up her throat and she groans as she curls into herself. 

Hearing the door open, she forces her body up right as she watches Vader stride in, there’s no words exchanged as he closes the door and takes a few steps towards the bed.

They both stare at each other, (Y/N) staring into the eyes of his helmet to try and search for his eyes and Vader looking in those familiar (E/C) orbs he used to search comfort in. 

Slowly, he starts to lift his helmet off and (Y/N) goes to stop him but it dies in her throat when she sees his face. 

“Anakin?” Her voice is so soft he barely misses it, he wants to correct her and say that Anakin is dead but when he opens his mouth nothing comes out. 

(Y/N) doesn’t know what to do, she wants to swear at him, she wants to jump and scream and hug him so tight but… 

“You’re…. You’re not Anakin.” She says slowly. 

She can see the hurt flash in his eyes before he looks away and puts his helmet back on. They both return to silence before (Y/N) speaks again.

“What do you want from me? Why am I here? Why didn’t you just…” She trails off, her head pounding harder as she thinks about her childhood best friend ending her life. 

“Just what? Kill you?” His voice comes out sharp, but the ugly sound of his modulator crackling tells her his voice strained. 

(Y/N) pushes herself up by her arm to sit properly as he watches her through his visor. “You fought with Master Obi-Won and fought to kill. Why didn’t you do that to me once you saw who I was?” 

“That’s different” Vader’s voice comes out uncharacteristically high, but he calms himself before continuing. “You are in my bedroom and you will be here until I say so. I’ll go get you some medicine and food.”

His black cape flows as he turns around to leave but (Y/N) leans forward to try and make him stay. 

“Wait! Anakin-” 

“It’s Vader now!” He snaps cutting her off. “And don’t think of leaving this room, your injured and I have the door locked with guards stationed outside. Just sit down and do nothing, like you have done for years.” 

The last few words digs a knife into her heart but she doesn’t even have the time to properly react before he’s out of the room with the sound of the door sliding closed. 

(Y/N) stares blankly at the door as her head falls back to softly thunk against the bed post. 

Had her Anakin really turned into this? Into the monster that is Darth Vader? 

A few tears escape her eyes that she’s too exhausted to wipe away. “Oh Anakin, what did they do to you?” 

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Like he had said, Vader came back into the room a few minutes later with a bowl of some sort of bone broth, a cup of water and some bacta patches. 

He straightens out the sheets at her lap before placing the tray down before giving her a once over and disappearing into what (Y/N) thinks is a connected refresher. 

Picking up the spoon, she swirls the bone broth a bit before taking a small tentative sip. It hits her tongue, and she has to stop herself from humming. Days on the run with limited bad tasting food made this simple broth taste divine on her tongue, but as soon as she swallows, she feels her stomach churn. 

(Y/N) drops the spoon back into the bowl, it makes a small splash that barely misses her clothes but she ignores it to sling one arm over her stomach. 

Hearing Vader return, she doesn’t have it in her to look up at him as she closes her eyes. 

“You need to eat.” It’s a command, his voice having no trace of the man it used to belong to. 

“Why am I here.” Her voice is so soft that even Vader’s helmet almost misses it, but he doesn’t, and he doesn’t know how to respond.

He hesitates before taking a few tentative steps closer to the bed. “Why didn’t you become a Jedi?” 

Opening her eyes to watch him, her eyes flash to show her Anakin, the one who was always curled into himself in the middle of the nights when he was caught up in the darkness of his mind. 

“Because it wasn’t the life for me.” She manages to say softly. “I wanted to love, to feel without any consequences. I wanted to help people, but I knew I wasn’t cut out to help people how Jedi’s do.”

“Then why did you come back?” He takes off his helmet again, placing it at the foot of the bed before slowly getting on his knees.

The scene must look comical to any outsider, the feared Darth Vader on his knees for some random girl.

(Y/N) has to physically restrain herself from reaching her hand out by hugging herself and tucks her hands in her pits. 

“This time I could help people properly. People were getting hurt and I could help them, why wouldn’t I?” 

She was always doing that, wasn’t she? Always helping people even if it meant she had to do things she didn’t want to. 

Vader wants to shake her shoulders, to shout at her that everyone’s selfish and just using her. To call her selfish for making him stay as a Jedi before leaving it all behind. But most of all, he wants to collapse in her arms and tell her everything, all the pain he endured and everything he had to do that he wouldn’t even think about telling anyone else. 

He doesn’t even realise he’s deep in thought before he sees her moving to place his helmet back on, now half sitting on the edge of the bed near him. 

“Va- Anakin.” She corrects herself before whispering whilst keeping her touch as delicate as possible. “I can see that you’re struggling to breathe.”

When his helmet finally does lock in place, Vader takes a few deep breaths. He had pressurised his room obviously, but he had to keep it just under his comfortable levels to make sure it didn’t affect (Y/N). 

The words slip out of her mouth before she can stop them. “What happened?” They come out soft, but he can feel the hurt behind them and it makes his blood boil. 

“How could you possibly ask that?” His modulator now booms his voice. “You saw how they were, they were the reason for her death and you even left!” 

The mention of Padmè squeezes (Y/N)’s heart but she just furrows her brows.

“So all of that just justifies you killing millions of innocent people?” Her voice raises as well but he crosses his large arms across his chest plate. 

“You don’t understand-”

“No, you don’t understand Anakin!” She cuts him off, now standing on wobbly legs. “You’re hurting people, people like me who just want to live!” 

Standing in-front of him now, yelling at him without listening, reminds Vader of Obi-wan and he snaps. 

“I AM VADER! ANAKIN IS DEAD!” His voice rattles the room and shocks (Y/N) to drop back down on the bed. “People like you? Don’t make me laugh.” A cackle gets cut off by his modulator, but it’s filled with coldness. “Your selfish, sitting around while people get hurt. You only care when they start to bother your own little world. Where were you when Padmè died? Where were you when I was getting hurt? You just want to help people to fill that pathetic hole in your chest, so don’t you dare think you can talk to me about any of this.” He sneers before turning on his heel and slamming the door behind him, leaving (Y/N) sitting their heart broken. 

Looking down at her (S/C) palms, her body shakes with her sobs. 

Anakin really is dead. 

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A few days pass, maybe a week?

(Y/N) doesn’t kriffin know but she does know is that her body has finally recovered mostly, some wounds still need a few more days but there’s no risk of tearing anything open and she finally doesn’t feel nauseous and dizzy anymore.

Happy with her new found health, now the dreaded thoughts of what will happen to her finally sink in as her mind isn’t fogged up with pain.

Vader made it out like he hated her, he despised her life and even though she hadn’t seen him since that day, a storm trooper always came in with food and things she would need for the day.

It made no sense and she’s tired. 

She left this life because she couldn’t handle it and now, she’s forcefully thrusted back in only to be caught up in more stuff? 

(Y/N) never wanted this. 

Standing from the chair, she walks over to the sliding door that was always locked and started banging. Like always, the storm troopers stationed there at every hour and rotating depending on shifts, called back asking what she needed.

“I want to talk to Vader, now.” Her snappy voice makes them hesitate, they had strict rules to keep her in the room and not to talk more than necessary and there were no rules to state that she couldn’t ask for the black armoured man himself, but they had seen how angry he had barged out of the room. 

Finally giving into the demands, they look at each other before calling out they would send someone to fetch him and in a few minutes Vader himself was walking through the halls.

All troopers and anyone in the vicinity tense up and looks away but he ignores them before slamming the hatch open and locking it behind him. 

“What do you gain from keeping me here Vader? What do you want from me? This is the last time I’m asking this and if you don’t answer me, I will do everything in my power to leave.” (Y/N) usual voice is devoid of any fun or sarcasm or tenderness as she gets straight to the point, not letting him even acknowledge her.

Taking a few steps towards from the wall, he leaves decent space between them both but still enough to keep a comfortable conversation.

“Do you really not know why you are here?” His modulated voice still startles the female but the anger in her veins smooth over that. 

Crossing her arms, she leans onto her front leg. “How could I? You seem to hate my existence, yet you ordered for me to be taken cared of, but I’m not allowed to leave. You won’t even answer my questions.” Her arms come up and wave to emphasize her point but Vader just stares. He had forgotten how her little habits actually looked, he could never forget but the years apart had fogged up his imagery of the memories. 

Finally feeling as if there is no other way to express himself, he just simply states. “I love you, that’s why you are staying here.”

(Y/N)’s mind reels so hard that she stumbles back, her ass landing right on the chair she had left untucked. 

Shaking her head, (Y/N) feels like she’s dreaming because this couldn’t be real. “You- You can’t! You said it yourself, I’m selfish and horrible and you called me pathetic! You loved Padmé! How could you love me?” Tears start pouring down her face, but she doesn’t even realise as she looks through his armour and straight into his heart, trying to search for the Anakin she knew and, admittedly, loved, but she can’t find him and all she can see is a stranger. 

Vader winces at her tears, it feels like someone is physically ripping his heart out when he sees her cry, but he just takes a deep breath before striding over and crouching. 

“I’ve loved you since we were kids, but I didn’t realise until Padmé died that the love I felt for you and her are different.” His gloved hand comes up to wipe away a tear, a little rougher than he had wanted but he had never touched someone as delicately as he was touching her now. 

Hiccups and whimpers leave her throat as sobs wrack (Y/N) body before she abruptly stands up and shakes her head. “This- This ca-can’t be happening.” Her voice cracks slightly but Vader just stands up aswell and grabs her arm gently to make sure she doesn’t fall.

“This is real, the faster you accept that the faster you can acclimate to your new home.” Again, Vader is a bit harsher than he had wanted but he had never thought about anyone’s emotions other than his own for years. 

Ripping his arm off her, (Y/N) growls. “This isn’t my home, this will never be my home. You took me away from my home.” 

She moves to run to the door but she gets yanked back by her waist and gets thrown onto the bed, the plush surface doesn’t do any damage but the fast movement disorientates (Y/N) enough to let him pin her legs down with his own and restrain her wrists with one of his own. 

“It doesn’t matter if you tell yourself this isn’t your home because now it is.” The hiss that escapes his throat crackles horribly from his modulator, but he just presses her wrists down harder to make sure her (e/c) orbs focus on him. “You’re staying here weather you like it or not, so it’s best if you start faking it or the only person who’s going to be affected by your struggling is yourself.” 

Her hiccups and tears return as she started into the damned black visor, Anakin had really died and left behind this love sick monster hu?

Closing her eyes tightly to block out everything out as her legs stop trying to twist away, the last though in her mind rings out before she finally stops struggling.

‘I’m sorry Anakin.’ 

[chippedaxe]

part2tokarlpart2tokarlpart2-

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Title: Silly Boy 2

Part 1 can be found here

Warnings: !TW: STEPCEST!, NSFW (Minors DNI), cursing, degrading, teasing, humiliation, penis degrading, small penis, overstimulation

Pronouns: She/her Afab

Synopsis: The reader dominates Karl, leaving him tired and passed out on his bed.

Word count: 1.9k

*Lots of ppl requested for a p2 but I just used this one to reply :)

Note: If this type of content offends you in any way then please just ignore it, I have tons of other content on my page that isn’t stepcest content and you’re able to blockout any stepcest content by blocking the ‘tw stepcest’ or 'stepcest cw’ tag <3

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Your parents left the house, slamming the door shut and bidding you a goodbye as they left to go out for dinner. You waved to them and locked the door, walking back up the stairs and grinning to yourself as you approached Karl's door. You figured he'd be waiting for you so you didn't bother to knock, eyes widening at the sight you saw before you.

His hand was wrapped around his cock and his tongue was hanging out of his mouth "I thought you said you couldn't take it anymore" you taunted as you leaned against the doorway. "Oh- shit!" Karl pulled his hand away and gripped onto his chair, clearly shocked from being caught red handed.

"W- Well- You see.. I was just massaging it! Yeah- It was cramping from being overworked!" Karl lied straight to your face. "Oh shit- really? Karl, I'm so sorry.. You could've just told me if it was too much.." Any normal person would believe your lies but Karl could sense your condescending tone.

Karl leaned back into his chair and shuddered as he tried to think of your plan here, squeaking when your hand wrapped around his dick "It was my fault, I'll take care of it for you" you explained. Karl's eyes shut and he bit down on his lip, already feeling close from the warmth of your skin around him.

"Oh no, am I hurting you again? I should just let you do this yourself and play with you another day.." You pulled off and turned to leave but Karl then suddenly grasped onto your arm and pulled you back. "What? I thought you were in pain" you crossed your arms, smirking to yourself a little as you watched Karl try to lie himself out of this little mess he caused for himself.

He shut his mouth and kept quiet, glancing away shyly to avoid your mean gaze. You bent down a little and go down on your knees, licking the tip gently to make him squirm "h-hah?? What-" Karl turned his head back and saw that you were down there licking him. "I- I thought you wouldn't do that.." he panted as he tried to speak "I normally wouldn't put a disgusting thing like this in my mouth but I'll do it if it means you become a whiny mess for me" you explained.

Karl's hands gripped at his chair, his knuckles turning white from how hard he was grabbing on to it. "I barely did anything, calm down you pathetic loser" you rolled your eyes at his reactions. His reactions were cute but were way over the top, Karl put a hand over his mouth and tried to calm down a bit. "I-I'm just sensitive, that's all!" Karl exclaimed.

You didn't reply as you took the tip of him inside your mouth, gently sucking on it. Karl placed his hand on top of your head and that's when you slapped it off, pinning his hand down so he can't try and move your head. You didn't move down any lower though, only keeping his tip on your tongue. Karl lit up with an idea, a plan to make you take him deeper down your throat.

"What's wrong, can you only take so much?" Karl teased you with his words but regretted it as you pulled your head off. "I'm being so kind to you by licking this disgusting thing so don't get all pathetic on me!" you crossed your arms and stared up at him. Karl gulped nervously "I- I'm sorry. Please do it again" he apologized immediately "I don't know if I will now, what will you give me in return?" you asked.

"I'll do anything! I- I'll put my mouth on you?" He pleaded "Gross. You think I want you anywhere near me?" You furrowed your eyebrows "I can make you feel good, I promise!" he begged "Watching porn doesn't count as losing your virginity" You snickered at your own remark "Wha?- I can do it! I can!" Karl nodded his head "hmm.. I guess I can let you at least try" you sighed and lowered your head again.

Your tongue wrapping around the head of his penis, licking the slit and lapping up his precum. You brought your other hand up to stroke the base, slowly jerking him up and down while your mouth sucked on the tip. Karl rocked his hips up against your face unintentionally so you had to lean forward a bit more and pin his hips down, the action making Karl whine and pout.

You felt him twitch on your tongue, pulling off before he could cum in your mouth and flinching when he instead spurted cum onto your face. The sticky warm liquid landing on the edge of your mouth and on your cheek, you gasped and slapped his thigh "You idiot! You came on my face!" you groaned angrily "Ah! I'm so sorry!!" he put his hands up in defense "You're lucky you didn't cum in my hair or else I would've killed you!" you hit him again before getting up off the floor.

You grabbed at his hair, not pulling him too hard but pulling him enough so he stands up and gets off his chair. You sat in his place, lifting your skirt and pulling your underwear to the side "Alright get to work" you yawned and waited for him. "Huh- what?" Karl questioned before getting the idea and dropping down onto his knees "Oh ouch! It hurts down here" he complains "It'll hurt less if you hurry up" you tell him.

Karl swallows his tongue and moved forward, his hands grabbing at the flesh of your thighs to keep him steady as he leans in and licks at you. He misses your clit completely. You raise an eyebrow "Are you cleaning it or something? What're you doing down there?" you ask him, not knowing what he's doing at all. "I told you that you wouldn't be able to do it nerd, here, let me help you" you grab him by his hair and guide his head to where he needs to be.

You lean your head back against his chair, pushing his head again so he can't move away from your clit. "Oh that's much better.. I prefer using my own hands but this is fine I guess" you shrug and allow him to continue eating you out. After a few moments however you just pull him off "Okay I've had enough of your pathetic mouth, just get on the fuckin bed" you frown.

Karl got on the bed "What happened? Did you cum?" he asked "Yeah to the wrong fuckin man, lay back and shut the fuck up" you shove him down. Karl falls back and lands on a couple of his pillows, you crawl on top of him and turn around so your nether reigons are now in his face. Karl's dick accidentally slapped you in the face when you turned around which made you flinch and gasp, slapping his thigh even though it wasn't his fault.

Karl got your idea and started to eat you out again, doing literally so much worse than last time. You groaned and moved your arm back, your hand to touch your clit "either lick here, or shove your tongue in here" you showed him where to lick you. It was kinda pathetic that he didn't know but it was also kinda cute, Karl struggled to listen to you but tried his best. It felt slightly better but still not very good.

You shrugged, you knew he'd get better at some point, hopefully. You licked along the base of his cock to make it wet, your hand coming back to jerk him off. Karl squirmed under your touch, his moans sending a nice vibration to your clit "Ah- keep doing that." you ordered him. He of course listened to you, he couldn't help but listen to you.

You spread your legs a little bit more, your mouth kissing the tip of his dick. Karl let go in your hand without telling you, his cum coating your skin yet again. You however didn't stop pumping him, repeatedly jerking him up and down. After a while of touching him he eventually stopped eating you out, feeling too tired to do so but you didn't exactly mind. Your arms also started to hurt a little bit so you switched to using your mouth.

His cock slid down your throat easily, the small thing taking up no room in your mouth at all. You swallowed his cock down, sucking on it trying to get him to cum yet again. It didn't take long to have him cumming in your mouth again, his sensitivity playing a big part in this. Karl's legs were shaking slightly, one of his hands tapping you to get you to stop. You pulled off and turned over your shoulder to look at him "I-It's too much.." he gasped.

You frowned "You said that last time, and where did I find you? Touching yourself." you ignored his plead and continued to pleasure him. Both hands now jerking him off and desperately trying to get him to cum again, Karl's whole body shook gently before he had another orgasm and came dry. You looked at the slit of his cock, also looking at your hands before turning back around.

"Hey Karl, did you just cum dry?-" you turned and saw that he was now in a trance like state. His face was flushed, his hair stuck to his face from sweat. You got off him and inspected his face, his half lidded eyes staring at you. His eyes were glossy. You blew air onto his eyes but he didn't react at all, your hand checking his pulse and seeing that he is in fact alive but he had passed out.

"Oh wow. I guess he was right." you sighed to yourself before getting off the bed and heading to the bathroom, cleaning yourself up quickly before returning with a cold flannel and wiping his sweaty face with it. You also used it to wipe down his body where he accidentally came on himself. Karl's eyes fluttered before he regained consciousness and sat up "You fuckin passed out!" you exclaimed "huh? wh.." he sounded out of it. You rubbed at your nose bridge "never mind, just go back to bed and sleep Karl" he listened to you and laid back down.

You threw his blanket over him before leaving, going down to the kitchen to grab him some water for when he woke up.

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Later on at night Karl came in to your room, making you rub your eyes and sit up in bed "What is it?" you yawned "Um.. Thank you.." he smiled slightly "For jerking you off?" you questioned "Yeah that- And thank you for um, taking care of me when I passed out?" he sheepishly answered "I didn't do much. I only wiped you down and gave you some water" you laid back down to go back to sleep.

"Yeah but it meant a lot to me, thank you- and goodnight big sis" he came over, leaned down , and kissed you on the forehead.

[blow-me-a-kis]

I'm not just talking about the anon ask. I'm talking about a culture in fandom of treating liking Izzy as a faux pas.

You're being a bit short sighted about what this fandom is capable of in terms of caring for one another.

The action items I gave you are things Izzy fans have already done to create a less hostile culture in fandom, so don't tell me they don't work. Izzy Canyon kinda relies on these simple agreements, and its the chillest corner of the fandom

The action items I gave you were:

1) "Don't moralize liking a character." Its wrong and shameful to treat ppl poorly because you don't like how they enjoy a character. Just like you're arguing all my points right now, you can reply to a post and say "Please don't moralize liking Izzy, its fine to criticize him, but generalizing fans isn't okay" Not hard.

2) "Please avoid tagging your character hate in the character tag." This is an old fandom rule that prevents hostility in fandoms. Just comment "hey can you tag this 'Izzy crit' and keep it out if the character tag?'" Once again, taking far less words than you used here. I did this just the other day in reply to some CJ hate. I don't even like CJ like that, but I know fans who do. Person changed the tag, no problem.

3) Reflect.

This appears to be the one that stumped you the most. Sorry for asking you to do such heavy lifting.

These are just tiny things anyone can do that would make Izzy fans feel safer and supported and create a bit more harmony in the fandom.

In far less words than you used here, you can just talk to ppl in your circle about the behaviors I mentioned. It doesn't have to be an argument or call out or a witch hunt. Not hard.

I'm only asking you to support the effort Izzy fans have already been making on our own to address harassment. And you are telling me its too much and it won't work. You haven't even tried.

I just think ofmd is a fandom that is gunna have a lengthy legacy, and I feel sorry for you if you are apart of the history of this fandom that is worthy of shame.

It's shameful to treat others poorly because you disagree with how they enjoy a character.

A character that, btw, is well loved among the cast and crew of Our Flag Means Death. Vico loves Izzy. Taika loves Izzy. David Fane loves Izzy. The writers love Izzy. No one on that entire team has suggested they feel anything but respect and appreciation for the effort Con has put into Izzy and Izzy's role as a foil.

If you are seeking an example of how we should treat one another as fans, you need look no further than the love and respect demonstrated among the cast and crew of this beloved show.

This show is rife with queerness and so many layers of the queer experience explored. David J even suggested fans pay attention to the love story happening between Izzy and Ed upon a second watch.

So I feel sorry for you that you choose not to be apart of that, if you choose to reduce your capacity for appreciating queer experience to just Stede and Ed's romance.

I feel sorry for you that your prejudice against Izzy puts you at a distance from enjoying this fandom and the show fully.

I feel sorry for you if your needless hatred of Izzy puts you at a distance from some of the best art and writing in the fandom, and may even undermine your own creativity, as judgmental attitudes often do.

I feel sorry for you if you are a person who has chosen to make other fan's experience harder based on your reduced capacity for the variety of queer experiences, especially when we turn off this show and must face a world that wants us as queer ppl dead.

I know the bad actors agree that their behavior is shameful, because they don't direct their cruelty at the highly visible cast and crew who celebrate Izzy. Just his fans, who, in their logic, do not matter.

It takes emotional maturity to change your mind when you no longer have a valid reason to stick to a belief. None of these characters are real, we don't have to hold them accountable to anything.

If you no longer believe you have a reason to hate Izzy and his fans, you are welcome to stop and move on to something else.

I dont think it makes you happy. I don't agree that ppl "love" to hate Izzy. Most ppl who hate Izzy seem demonstrably unhappy to me, and that feeling of unhappiness is what they tend to spread to others. Especially when their hypocritical bullying tendencies isolate them from one of the most accepting and non judgmental corners of the fandom.

I want you to know, you can always change your mind. You don't have to like Izzy, but you can let go of hating him, free yourself of all that needless anger. Even if you're not ready to let go of hating him, you can set boundaries with yourself about how you will engage with the fandom, to remain respectful and carry yourself with integrity.

You can distance yourself from other bad actors if they put pressure on you to engage in behaviors you know are shameful. If you want to have a different, more peaceful experience, you have the power to create it.

You can change your mind and reject being apart of the shameful side of this fandom's legacy.

Most of us will be happy to have you when you ready to be done.

[euphoniumpets]

I'll do anything for 𝙮𝙤𝙪 (part seven)

Prompt: Gong Yoo would do anything for you. He would even kill the person who's harming you. He would do anything to make you safe, no matter what if his job was at stake. He would do anything for you to stay.

Warnings: yandere themes, dark themes, manipulation, blood & gore, violence, 18+!! no minors.

A/n: aaah, part six we're almost there and things are getting more complicated, also, sorry this was so short this time but don't worry, I had a reason lmao. Why does he look so hot in this GIF like??? Also, I will be posting the last chapter tomorrow as well as the finale! I'm very excited to see how y'all ppl will react to the plot twist at the end!

i hope you guys enjoyed this series! send me a little comment in the ask section or leave it below on what you thought of this chapter. It doesn’t have to be long, I appreciate every single comment I receive and telling me just helps inspire me to write it more frequently.

THIS IS A SERIES: prologue - one - two - three - four - five - six - seven - eight - finale

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Seo-Jun hurried out of the apartment in the middle of the night as she tried not to wake you up.

Gong Yoo had been absent from you today and you didn't know why. You started to think if there was something you did that made him like this.

You let out a sigh and drifted off to sleep.

Seo-jun stared at her phone as she looked distressed and she hoped that she would find Joon-Ho alive. She knew it was her fault since it was her decision to see y/n again after she was buried alive. But Joon-Ho told her that it wasn't a good idea since Gong Yoo was still there and they both knew what he was capable off.

But she changed her mind and didn't listen. She didn't listen to the consequences that could bring it.

Gong Yoo had suggested a deal after he had buried the dead body of Joon Ho. If she disappeared out of their lives, he would not bother her anymore. She made up a plan and brought a baseball bat as she placed it back of her truck of her car before she drove off the streets where she would meet Gong Yoo.

As she pulled over, she frowned towards the place. Her eyes looked around with curious eyes before she stepped into the warehouse garage. She was walking through the hallways before she heard something across.

She gripped the baseball bat tighter as she followed the sound. Her eyes widened when she saw Gong Yoo pull the door down. With cautious steps she hit him back of his head as she watched him fell on the floor.

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Gong Yoo woke up with a pounding headache as he fluttered his eyes open. He was confused for a moment before he realized he was in the cell. He widened his eyes when he saw Seo-Jun in front of him as his eyes turned into anger.

''What did you do?'' He growled as he stepped towards the glass cage and stood in front of her. ''What you did to me before you took me to the woods,'' She answered. Her eyes held with no emotion except anger.

He wasn't going to lie because he was afraid that was the end of your relationship. He didn't want to accept that he was going to lose you because he loved you deeply and his son.

''I already called her, and she's on her way,'' Seo-Jun spoke as she interrupted his thoughts. He looked at her as his expression turned into soft eyes.

Before he could say anything, he heard footsteps outside of the door as his eyes met with you.

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You had taken the car and drove away from your house in the middle of the night and Seo-Jun woke you up. You didn't knew that she was snuck outside while you was in bed.

She sounded so stressed and wanted to show you something that would change your life forever. You began to grow nervous and you wondered if she had already figured it out.

You stepped closer to the building and walked through the hallway as you remembered the instructions that she gave you. When you entered into the small room, your eyes were shocked when you saw your husband in a glass cage.

''What the hell did you do to my husband?'' You began to raise your voice towards Seo-Jun. You widened your eyes towards him as you stepped closer. ''I wanted to show you what he did to me,'' Seo-Jun began to explain.

''You need to know about the real him, y/n, about why he kept the flies about you,'' You looked at her with confusion. ''How do you know about the files?'' You asked her.

''I was the one who sent the clues, y/n,'' She answered. Everything clicked to place as the image of flashes went through your mind. The USB, the files, and the clues that had been trailing behind was all because of her.

''It doesn't explain all of this,'' You told her as you gestured the cage and your husband with a bewildered look. ''He tried to kill me, y/n, don't you see? The reason why hewalked to you at the train station when you first met wasn't fate,'' Seo-Jun recalled the memories when you met him for the first time.

You had ended your second job since you needed to pay off your debts. But when you met Gong Yoo he promsied you to pay off them and asked you on a date instead.

''He was there to recruit you to a game that was more violence and where people would do anything for money,''

''He knew about the debts you had but instead of recruiting you to the game, he asked you on a date,'' You looked at her with shock before you turned slowly to your husband.

His eyes held with emotion as he placed his hand against the glass and met your eyes. ''Is this true?'' You asked him, your voice quivering with fear and anger.

You were angry on why you didn't find out this sooner. You were angry why he could do this and let his guard down. You were angry at Seo-Jun for ruining your happiness.

Gong Yoo looked down at the floor in shame. ''Yes, the frontman knew about this and it was my job to make sure that you didn't know about it,'' He muttered.

You stared at him, not knowing what to say. ''I need some air,'' You responded before you walked outside of the room as Seo-Jun stared at him. ''And I'm sorry for how I treated you,'' Gong Yo told her as she let out a scoff and followed after you.

[melodythebunny]

mini Q and A??? ig

sooooo i've been off mostly and literally didn't check my inbox the whole time I've been away. so whoever sent these sorry for the late replies and @drtwobrains @professor-boxleitner I'm just gonna tag you guys on this post bc there are some questions referring to your ocs asks and answers below VVVV

hehe thanks! ^^ random idea between friends and I bc we all had cat themed ocs i tried to mimic the wordgirl art style as best as I could. brush sizes are really important with the style in my opinion.

Do you guys really want an answer to that/jjjjj just look at this episode: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jFsaGbhWUsk

chuck set him up-/j

carrie is offended u-u

:3

yeparoski! These kitties got claws and aint afraid to use them.

if your referring to us the oc creators....i can't remember... we sorta tossed the idea around. dunno if we'll do anything with it??? but maybe ;p

hmm dunno, gotta ask @drtwobrains and @professor-boxleitner about their ocs. but ik the general point of the au is that Bad guys are Good guys and Good are bad? @kurixta as for carrie yep...

hmmmmm dunno?? i can see either copycat or chesire being the leader. (they do probably quarrel over it sometimes....)

copycat can mimic other people tho there are some 'flaws' like the fact she cant stop making her trademark :3 face carrie just give ppl bad luck (cuz black cats and luck-) not always intentional but it can happen at random. cant remember chesire's tho-

coincidence.....? or maybe not??

pffttt- maybe in some random alternate universe- XD https://melodythebunny.tumblr.com/post/689960311250386944/guys-found-copycats-origin-story

but the fusion idea was a joke.

OMG YOUR RIGHT- @katthefantasy

@drtwobrains -insert that spiderman meme-

pretty much already a team up. got there cat gals committing crimes for fun