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guys im crazy this is gravity falls x Dear Evan Hansen crossover. is this. is this anything guys. guys please.
stanley is connor stanford is zoe fiddleford is evan and bill is jared (for fun) and this makes so much sense in my head please i cant stay silent about the parallels
#pls dont cringe too much j was in a rush to deliver this message to yall#also stan is extremely connor coded. all that death stuff in canon and how edgy this dude is#and fiddleford is in love with ford but its like... distant admiration#his hands are all sweaty and shaking whenever he tries to speak to ford#hes kind of a creep he noticed every little detail ab stanford and uses it when plays friendship with stanley#ah what a wonderful angst field#bill is jared bc its FUNNY theyre menaces and sarcastic#also i just love fidds and bill bonding you cant judge me#bill cipher#fiddleford mcgucket#stanford pines#ford pines#stanley pines#gravity falls#fiddlestan#fiddleauthor#fiddauthor#ford虏#dear evan hansen#artists on tumblr#gravity falls art#DEH#dear even hansen the musical
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Snowbaird Smut Week day 5: Breeding 馃尮
Okay so after being FLAGGED AND TAKEN DOWN, I've uploaded my art to image chest. Here's a preview:
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#i should really start an art tag#the hunger games#lucy gray baird#coriolanus snow#snowbaird#tbosas#the ballad of songbirds and snakes#here it is take it or leave it#dont view this if you look up to me#this is downright freaky#also DO NOT JUDGE MY ANATOMY SKILLS#I TRIED MY BEST
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Canon Asriel x Marisa as Philip Pullman wrote them
#asriel belacqua#marisa coulter#his dark materials#masriel#hdm#asriel x marisa#OKAY THIS TOOK ME 500 YEARS#I did a canon thing for once#cause the books have some amazING lines#for someone who does not know how photoshop works i'm pretty proud of this lol#dont judge me#I REVERSED THE KISS in the LAST GIF AND ITS EVEN BETTER LIKE THIS#i tried to refrain from using au scenes#it was hard lmao#WE WERE ROBBED OF ALL OF THIS#IM STILL MAD#although it seems like the end of s1 was already half of the abyss scene#they probably thought they weren't getting renewed hAHa#okay im gonna go back to making AUs now#mine
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I made him dance.
#transformers#ratchet#lol talks#transformers prime#tfp#maccadam#my art#tfp ratchet#i tried my best#i wanted to actuality make him dance#but that was too hard#so now he's just moving him arms#please dont judge me
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the cartoon that was instrumental to my growth as an artist is returning on my birthday btw if you even care
#img#htf#i was never into the dwtd 'fandom' and honestly the fact it exists feels a little odd to me#but im sure dwtd fans feel the same way about there being a htf fandom in 2024#you just dont expect it yknow?#but anyway. i think were like sisters#and yknow not to be a hater... but i think thisll go a lot better than the cr*ckp*t collab#since cr*ckp*t was very. well. cheep. and was clearly supposed to ride off htf's popularity#(and failed bc it is the 2020s)#but dwtd had like... an organic (if misaimed) fanbase that it then tried to please#and seems like it does a pretty decent job judging by the view count not being too shabby#anyway. happy about those beans
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my main goal is to blow up and act like i dont know nobody
#cant art#ffxiv#cross stitch#pixel art#fun fact i got the kugane tower vista by cheating with blue mage#dont judge me you have no idea how many times i tried that shit
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Rhea's sketchdumps!
#fe3h rhea#fe3h#fire emblem three houses#rhea fire emblem#fire emblem#fe rhea#sketch color#seibaaart#tried to finish everything i wanted before another school project#also dont judge me#I WAS THIRSTY AF-
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I always have Geiju and Kaga in my mind and form on how their friendship would be considering how Geiju is towards anyone. So, I wanted to make some headcanons between them for fun.
鈿狅笍 I'm sorry if anyone gets mad over a headcanon that I made. I'm going by how I see Geiju and how he would react to certain things. Everyone sees Geiju differently, so please, don't get mad over how I'm making Geiju towards Kaga. I'm trying my best here 馃様.
I imagine Geiju is the calm one between the two, obviously. Kaga is the loud one and the one who doesn't care much about danger when it comes to science. Geiju is the type who wouldn't really stop Kaga from doing dangerous things.
If Kaga ever did get hurt by an experiment, Geiju won't show much of a reaction. He just says,"Your fault." Before actually starting to clean any wounds or burns Kaga made on himself.
Kaga tries to test on Geiju to see why he's so emotionless and speaks only two or a few words. Geiju would always say to him,"Get out." Or "Out." Or "leave." Kaga doesn't give up, though.
Geiju uses sign language to talk to Kaga or uses a paper (his sketch book) and pencil to write down his thoughts or draw them. He does this whenever he is hanging out with Kaga (who dragged him to come with him to the town).
Even if Geiju doesn't really show emotions or express himself well, he does care about Kaga. He does show it to him, but in his own way of silence.
Geiju uses the word, "Okay." A lot. Kaga sometimes wonders if Geiju is some type of AI robot.
Geiju is the tall one between the two.
Whenever Kaga is drawing a sketch for a new invention or anything else, Really, Geiju, would stare at the sketch/drawing. He would critique it. I have a headcanon that Kaga took drawing/art classes when he was younger because of his parents and wanting to further his skills.
Kaga blinked when his pencil was snatched from his hand,"Wha..."He looked over at Geiju, who was next to him. Geiju shook his head,"Monstrosity."He pointed at the sketch Kaga was doing for the past 10 minutes.
"It's a sketch. A sketch for one of my brilliant invention that I will be making."Kaga smirked, being proud of his barely started sketch,"I believe it looks great. I took art classes before when I was much younger."
"No talent."Geiju blankly said, snatching Kaga's sketch book.
"Hey! I've been drawing since I was young! My drawing skills are not that bad."Kaga protested before watching Geiju cross out the sketch he was doing. With a jaw dropped after seeing his 10-minute sketch be crossed out by his close friend, Geiju started re-doing his sketch.
Kaga would be dragged by Geiju (mostly bribed) to go with Geiju to art museums to look at the art exhibits. Geiju would mostly bribe him of being his test subject if he goes with him to certain art museums.
Kaga does the same with Geiju. He bribes him as well to come with him to science events or museums he wants to see.
Kaga is quite a touchy person. He uses his hands to study people or examine them for certain things, or just because he's close to the person. Geiju would either push, slap, or hit his hand away. There are times he would let Kaga do whatever he wants with him. (馃憖) without getting himself killed, of course.
Between the two, they would either draw/paint together or be doing a fun experiment. They take turns. One day is drawing or painting, the other experimenting and explosions! (Geiju does hate those days since he does dislike Science).
Kaga was the first one to actually go up to Geiju and formed this friendship in a weird way. Geiju doesn't talk to a lot of people or go near anyone. He doesn't care or pay attention to anyone who isn't his art. Kaga might be an exception for him, though.
Geiju will use Kaga for paintings or sketching. He would do it in public, too. He doesn't really care who looks. He would even stand up from his seat and look at objects closely to draw.
Kaga stared at Geiju sitting across from him. Geiju was drawing something on his sketchbook that he pulled out from his bag and a pencil out of nowhere and in the middle of the Caf茅,"What are you doing?"
"Quiet."
"Quiet? This isn't a good place to get silence that you want and need, Geiju. What are you even drawing?"Kaga questioned, watching Geiju look at him before looking down at his sketch and seeing the pencil in his hand move. He did this a few more times.
"Perfect lighting."Geiju mumbled as his eyes focused on the drawing,"Perfect environment."
Geiju glanced up and stared at Kaga, who was still wondering what he was drawing,"Ugly muse."He said, looking down again at his drawing.
"I beg your perdon?"
Geiju pretty much roasts Kaga unintentionally. He just says what's in his mind. He is brutally honest.
Even if Geiju doesn't stop him from doing dangerous things, he will prevent him from going into danger. For example, if Kaga somehow ends up walking onto the street and a car comes in towards him. Geiju will grab Kaga's shirt or trench coat he's wearing and pull him back towards him. When it comes to Kaga eating something that Geiju knows will be bad for his stomach, he will cover Kaga's mouth to prevent him from eating it. (Or slap it out of his hand).
Geiju will use the science club for some of his paintings after bribing Kaga to let him borrow one of them for art.
Their club members don't care much about Kaga and Geiju's friendship ( the same thing goes to their relationship if they start dating). They are more focused on their own work. Homu doesn't see a problem with Geiju being with Kaga or near him, but she keeps an eye out.
Whenever Kaga is doing his maniac laugh, Geiju will either leave or smack him with anything he has in his hand.
There's not a lot of headcanons, but I'll do more in another post. :D
#yandere simulator#yandere#yanderesim#kaga kusha#geiju tsuburaya#headcanon#headcanons#these two have an interesting relationship 馃槍#geiju is interesting 馃槂#dont judge me for these headcanons#i tried myself#geiju x kaga ig lol#geiju x kaga
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In The Room: Leigh Sales with LIN-MANUEL MIRANDA, 2023
#ok so this is very important to me#the way he explained it just speaks to my soul#i swear to god there is nothing that his mind cant do#im helpless#i really wanted to have it on my blog and i couldnt find any gifs from that interview so i decided to do my own#i know its not perfect guys but i tried#and please dont judge my skills cause im just learning ok???#i basically made those for myself anyway lol#hamilton#lin manuel miranda#lmm#in the room with leigh sales#alexander hamilton#aaron burr#sir#poor girl working on a gif*
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馃幎 they tried to make me go to rehab and i said PLEASE PLEASE HOLY FUCK I FEEL SO BAD WILL NOBODY HELP ME I CANT STOP WHY DOESNT ANYBODY NOTICE HOW BAD IT IS PLEASE HELP
#IM SUCH A LIGHTWEIGJT NOW AND I FEEL SO STUPID I ALWAYS FEEL LIKE IM FINE I CAN HANDLE IT WHAT'S ONE BEER YOU CAN DO IT YOU LIKE BEER#AND I HAVENT HAD WATER OR EATEN ALL DAY AND IM LIKE WHEEEE I KEPT MY TAB OPEN (DUMBASS) ORDER A SECONS#even a second is too much#i cant stop#like actually i dont know what to do bc i know even if i went to rehab WHICH I CANT AFFORD AND NONE OF MY FAMILY WILL HELP i just would#return to the same shit bc no matter how sober i get i cant stop bc that's how fucking addiction works#and im too scared to tell anyone i actually need help#the people who know i need help are just judging me and watching me fall into this fucking pit#i dont know what to do#im just gonna pass out drunk now#i hate feeling like this it's so fucking humiliating#i dont even like it#and im admitting defeat to WHAT? A LITTLE GLASS OF JUICE? YOURE KIDDING ME#prolific linguistics researcher and author cant stop.. why do we always treat academics like we're the pinnacle of society#im fucking awful man im a schizophrenic with an addiction problem#but im so much more than that! anyone who knows me knows that! but i cant stop#i want to stop#and im trying and then every few months I think ive tried enough and i expect it to go away but that's how the cravings trick you#fuck this man#drugs tw#sobriety update#lessons of the hand and the mouth
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Just had my first psychiatrist appointment in like two years! Not to brag, but I improved on mental illness so much that I was upgraded from Bipolar 2 to Bipolar 1! 馃槑
#when she asked me questions and said 'that seems more like bipolar 1 than 2' i immediately got so excited#to make this fucking joke on tumblr#when my mom asks how my appointment went im going to make it to her too and shes going to hate it#im trying to collect all of the diagnosises and meds#ive tried so many meds in the past im excited to add a new one to my repertoire#i dont even know what this one is for. i think its cuz my bipolar leans heavily towards the depression#and so far that depression has been untreatable. so i think thats what this is for#my caffeine intake was heavily judged whivh i did not appreciate. but its a judgement worthy amount of caffeine tbh#also i had onboarding for my new job at mcdonalds literally immediately after my psyh appointment#and it was strange. i did the normal things. paperwork etc#but at the end i asked if colored hair was okay and she said she encourages self expression#but then she whispered and said some people are furries and thsts okay but if i am i cant wear the claws or tail at work#just for food safety reasons. and she brought me out to a separate building thats their dry storage#and she said sometimes theres pine snakes in there so just be loud as you go in#and she said she doesnt mind if you smoke weed on the clock. just do it in your car or dry storage and use body spray to cover the smell#ive missed working fast food. im going to change my mind after like two shifts but its fine#anyway i hope you appreciated my mental health joke :) i made myself laugh hysterically with that one
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a twt oomf found my zammbu post on here and dmed me about and im genuinely so fucking annoyed and frustrated and just GOD FUCKKK im kind of venting but also loke bro. Dont. DM ME ABOUT SHIT FROM TUMBLR? THERES A REASON WHY I KEPT IT ON TUMBLR ! I DONT WANT CCS WHO ARENT LIKE USED TO THIS TYPE OF FANDOM STUFF SEEING IT AND I KNOW DAMN WELL IF MORE PEOPLE ON LSTWT SEE IT ITS OVER FOR ME like bro just oml, i cant have shit
#angsty talk#vent#not really but whatever#im just annoyed. i dont get why they would dm me 'hey are you shipping them?'#and i tried my best to explain the difference between twt and tumblr but I guess twt users have a reading comprehension of 0#like BRO. YOU WALK INTO MY HOUSE#JUDGE MY LAWN WHEN WERE JUST COWORKERS?#house(dms) lawn(tumblr) coworkers(twt oomfs)#i just had to explain it cuz im paranoid now like please just let me have my fun I just wanted to post a drawing about a jester and a robot
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Ok, it's time to post about my opinions on the different relationships, so I'm not doing so in the middle of the night when I'm supposed to be sleeping.
To start off, I just want to say that these are all just my own opinions at the moment of posting, and I'm not trying to drag anyone for what they ship. People can enjoy what they want even if I'm just meh on it.
Crystal and Charles
Alright, so let's get this one out of the way first. I appreciate how the show kind of portrayed this as them going to each other for comfort more than for love. That being said, if this shows' goal was to make me think they were going to be an endgame pairing, then it failed. I think that they'll have their thing, but settle on just being friends, and that can still be beautiful. I just don't see it working out in the long term with Crystal being alive, and I don't feel like she is going to die. The show works well with her being alive and the boys being dead. Half the comedy is her interacting with the boys while everyone else just stares at her like wtf. They could very much be right person wrong time.
Monty and Edwin
I really like Monty. I love him, and that scene with him and Edwin on the swings was so sad. I don't know how much further this pair could go with Monty being a bird again, but I want to hope he can return. I feel like there is a little more to explore with this being that they were each others first kiss, and it could be cute, but not endgame.
Cat King and Edwin
I'm very meh on this one, unfortunately. I can see the appeal, but it just doesn't read to me, and I tried getting into it. I don't think they'll be endgame, but this one has the 2nd most potential.
On a separate note, this is the pairing that also makes me question why they didn't age the characters further. I feel like how ghosts mature after death needs to be explained a bit further. Otherwise, I see this being quite a fandom divider, and there has already been some division. Again, though, ship what you want. I literally don't care because these are fictional characters.
Charles and Edwin
Obviously, this is the big one. I adore this ship, and it has the potential to be exceedingly beautiful, whether it ends in friendship or romance. I, for one, want it to be canon because I would love to get a queer slowburn best friends to lovers romance arc for once. I feel like I never see long-standing male friendship that becomes romantic. It's either they've become close because they are into each other, or they were friends, but not best friends, and it always happens in a single season. I will say as well though that if they just remain friends I'd be perfectly fine with it as long as they revisit the possibility of it happening, because you can't have Charles say what he does in response to Edwin's confession and not revisit. Like the chapter isn't closed yet.
#dead boy detectives#i finally tried to put my thoughts into words and i feel like its just word vomit#i havent made a long post with my thoughts in like 5 years lmao#also i didnt mention crystal/niko because i dont really have much to say on it#ive seen people suggest that niko is aro/ace and i kind of feel like that fits#let me know yalls thoughts though uwu#shadow post#ps im shaking lol#putting my thoughts out there for people to judge and respond to is nerve racking orz
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so one thing about me is im actually a lying liar who lies... more at 11
(shirts)
#my art :d#i said this was going to be a WIP forever. i then immediately went back to drawing it for the rest of the day. lol. lmao#chuuyas slippers are what dazais would look like if he took care of them#once again. dont ask me how dazais bandages are working here. i dont know#i tried to hard to adjust the text for the angle but. sighs#i wasnt going to do the beanie originally but chuuyas head looks naked without a hat and i cant draw his#sad!!!#anyway once again shout out to ibis paint x for the pose bases 馃憤 i just traced those#skk#ANYWAY ANYWAY. i cant do digital art dont judge me
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responses to rehearse bc i'm seeing my grandparents tomorrow and they have a tendency to ask weird questions about the whole trans thing:
that's a personal question
that isn't your business
that's a weird thing to ask
you don't need to know that
i never said that
i don't know why you think that
#ok tomorrow should be fine bc theyre just coming over afternoon-night and other people will be around the whole time#but i DEFINITELY will need to rehearse those for when i stay with them myself for 6 days in september#wish id had these mantras last december 馃様#i do have more ground to stand on now that im back at school and everything they have much less room to judge#but they have been a tad weirdddd about the whole trans thing#and will continue to be even now that im back at school i expect#anyway ill also have a conversation with my mum later about the misgendering thing bc when i saw them in december they did not get the#pronouns correct ONCE they did not even try lmao#july before that the first time id seen them since coming out they tried a bit more#thing is i just dont correct them at all never before in my life have i corrected anyone#until one customer the other month when the cards fell exactly in my lap to do so#but anyway hopefully ill have the courage to correct them myself i think i should#i did actually correct my dad the other week! surprised me a bit he called me 'she' it was a bit hurtful but ig it's just good he hasn't#much at all since he started calling me oscar when i came out to extended family#anyway ok i dont want to think about all that too much it gives me a headache#ill have a conversation with my mum and hopefully shell have the courage to correct them but if not i will do it myself#hopefully maybe#for now im gonna go and watch 911 lone star with my mum#wahoo shes enjoying it
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look i m
i made a thing for fml y you should watch it maybe
#shakes them#look at them look at my boys#qsmp#qsmp philza#qsmp forever#forever my love au#philever#forphil#forever x philza#philza#forever player#i wanted to do it better but i know if i tried i just wouldnt do it#so#this#also my handwriting sucks so bad i know it is unreadable dont judge me#Youtube
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