#i thought i was just a pathetic coward for fucking years fdsjfkl
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"get out of ur comfort zone!" brother i ain't ever been in my comfort zone :/
#i always wondered why i got so distressed at the idea of pushing myself into discomfort and uh#its because i am constantly in distress ell oh ell#so any more discomfort pushes me into shutdown because i am already extremely uncomfortable constantly#abuse :) it really fucks you up :))))#i have never known a day of safety in my life ghsdgjkl even if i was at friends i knew i'd just have to go home afterwards#anyways if anyone else experience immense panic and thoughts of suicide when someone tries to tell u that u need to expand ur comfort zone#please consider: are u perhaps in constant distress already?#i thought i was just a pathetic coward for fucking years fdsjfkl#i would push myself into dangerous situations in the name of expanding my comfort zone#it only ever taught me to tolerate worse and worse environments and situations though sdhgjkl#just caused more dissociation and self harm. so like... yeah. idk.#someone could probably put together a more eloquent post than me but i'll try to put smth together maybe#but it won't leave my little circle so it's not rly worth it fsdjkfl i cannot make any impact#maybe one of yall will see this and it'll help you idk im tired#this doesnt make any sense fdsfjkl im probably just being insane on main sorry fsdgjkl#pippen needs 2nd breakfast#delete later maybe
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