#i thought he'd perfectly fill in the gap of my lack of a father
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Mooties there is gonna be venting and edgy shit in the tags warning you rn
has there ever been a time in your life when you cried everyday?
#he was a good stepdad#but not the greatest#i thought he'd perfectly fill in the gap of my lack of a father#until he started drinking#he's the reason i pick at the skin on my fingers#he's the reason i can't pass that house without getting shivers#he's the reason why i don't want a dad anymore#i was only 8.#i learned he died of an od around christmas of last year and i didn't even mourn#i didn't know what to think#but i knew it was coming#jessie. i wish things were better between us. i wish you never started drinking.#i wish you never made made me do those things for you.#i wish mom still loved you. and i wish you loved her enough to take care of her.#i don't forgive you. but i still love you.#respoons
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