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#so today i broke down and fully cried over realizing the reality that i probably won't be able to go see Taylor on this tour#and i felt so stupid for it like crying over not getting to see a concert seems so trivial and i mean so many reasons but like#and like i don't cry much anymore like I've been through and am in so much pain and horrible stuff constantly and so much stress and trauma#but I've built up strength to not cry over those things like if i did I'd just be crying nonstop so i channel my emotions into trying to#solve the problems and like still I'm so unbelievably stressed but like also as an empath i feel everything really deeply but usually lately#the things that make me cry are more like sweet animal rescue videos acts of kindness touching stories or really deeply inspirational or#relatable things in books etc but so like I'm like mad at myself for crying over this but#i checked the stubhub like prices for what tix are going for and it's fucking over 500 a pop for nosebleeds i just#it's infuriating the scalping and how many hard core fans are unable to go bc of that but rich ppl who aren't really fans i just. 1000 bucks#for 300 level is just no I'm sorry that's not ever gonna happen and i just#i really thought I'd just find tickets over time closer to the event like that's how I've done several concerts but then i looked and saw#that and I'm like oh my god and that's before fees and then there's the gas to get there the repairs that need to be done to the car to get#there all the other fees involved and in realizing oh my god like I've been overconfident and now i don't see a way and I'm so sad and i#just broke down its i know iy seems stupid but first this feels like something that might not happen again anytime soon if ever the way the#world is going out could be last chance and rep tour was the first time I'd been able to see Taylor to begin with and the experience was SO#amazing it's like the one thing i looked forward to this year that lifted me up in really dark times and again i feel shitty when there's so#many fans who never get to see her international too i just. I'm sorry I'm just like this breaks my heart on levels and like#i hate how money dictates everything i hate that i went to eds last tour tickets in the same venue were 30 DOLLARS and even the Taylor ones#i think were like 75 and now it's so high bc only scalping it's so fucked up and like I'm already in a really bad hole money wise bc of#an emergency issue that happened and I've got some scary medical things going on waiting on tests and having trouble with rent and food and#gas so like i can't even try to be like. you know? like justify trying to save up that much even when i got all this#i just.
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100 Questions No One Asks
I was tagged by no one lol
The questions and answers are under the cut because wow lol that’s a lotta questions!
1. DO YOU SLEEP WITH YOUR CLOSET DOORS OPEN OR CLOSED?
Closed bc I’m scared of the dark
2. DO YOU TAKE THE SHAMPOOS AND CONDITIONER BOTTLES FROM HOTELS?
noo I have a sensitive scalp and am usually allergic :/
3. DO YOU SLEEP WITH YOUR SHEETS TUCKED IN OR OUT?
out. I a sleepy burrito c:
4. HAVE YOU STOLEN A STREET SIGN BEFORE?
No but some of my friends keep a collection in their room at college. Signs, traffic cones, etc XD
5. DO YOU LIKE TO USE POST-IT NOTES?
I like buying them lmao
6. DO YOU EVER CUT OUT COUPONS BUT NEVER USE THEM?
Not usually
7. WOULD YOU RATHER BE ATTACKED BY A BIG BEAR OR A SWARM OF BEES?
I’m not sure... I’m not allergic to bees so those I guess.
8. DO YOU HAVE FRECKLES?
Yis on my face and arms and legs :3
9. DO YOU ALWAYS SMILE FOR PICTURES?
Situationally :p
10. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST PET PEEVE?
I mean does misophonia count bc i have that so noises kill me
11. DO YOU EVER COUNT YOUR STEPS WHEN YOU WALK?
I count in fours sometimes when I’m going up or down stairs and if it isnt even by 4s I get a lol uncomfortable D:
12. HAVE YOU EVER PEED IN THE WOODS?
I mean yeah I live in the middle of nowhere
13. HAVE YOU EVER POOPED IN THE WOODS?
God no
14. DO YOU EVER DANCE EVEN IF THERE’S NO MUSIC PLAYING?
Always
15. DO YOU CHEW YOUR PENS AND PENCILS?
no I click them
16. HOW MANY PEOPLE HAVE YOU SLEPT WITH THIS WEEK?
One, but nonsexually.
17. WHAT IS THE SIZE OF YOUR BED?
Queen.
18. WHAT IS YOUR SONG OF THE WEEK?
Kiwi by Harry Styles bc fuck yeh
19. IS IT OK FOR GUYS TO WEAR PINK?
I mean, it’s not up to me but I say yes so
21. DO YOU STILL WATCH CARTOONS?
I watch Steven Universe :3
21. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVORITE MOVIE?
I don’t know tbh
22. WHERE WOULD YOU BURY HIDDEN TREASURE IF YOU HAD SOME?
My basement
23. WHAT DO YOU DRINK WITH DINNER?
Water
24. WHAT DO YOU DIP A CHICKEN NUGGET IN?
HONEY MUSTARD
25. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FOOD?
Masted potototos
26. WHAT MOVIES COULD YOU WATCH OVER AND OVER AGAIN AND STILL LOVE?
I don’t watch movies much tbh
27. LAST PERSON, YOU KISSED/ KISSED YOU?
My best friend, who I also share a bed with
28. WERE YOU EVER A BOY/GIRL SCOUT?
I was a girl scout from 2nd grade through 9th :3 (so age 7/8-13/14)
29. WOULD YOU EVER STRIP OR POSE NUDE IN A MAGAZINE?
Sure thang
30. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WROTE A LETTER TO SOMEONE ON PAPER?
God I have no idea
31. CAN YOU CHANGE THE OIL ON A CAR?
No but I cant drive eiher
32.EVER GOTTEN A SPEEDING TICKET?
^^
33. EVER RAN OUT OF GAS?
^^^
34. WHATS YOUR FAVORITE KIND OF SANDWHICH?
I like pastrami
35. BEST THING TO EAT FOR BREAKFAST?
I eat cereal
36. WHAT IS YOUR USUAL BEDTIME?
Usually like 12-2am I wish it was earlier but insomnia
36. ARE YOU LAZY?
Definitely
38. WHEN YOU WERE A KID, WHAT DID YOU DRESS UP AS FOR HALLOWEEN?
The green carebear, a zombie popstar, a three headed cat, I can’t remember many more tbh
39. WHAT IS YOUR CHINESE ASTROLOGICAL SIGN?
Tiger
40. HOW MANY LANGUAGES CAN YOU SPEAK?
1 and then like .5 spanish and like .1 ASL and .1 French
41. DO YOU HAVE ANY MAGAZINE SUBSCRIPTIONS?
No
43. WHICH ARE BETTER: LEGOS OR LINCOLN LOGS?
Legooooo
43. ARE YOU STUBBORN?
I can be
44. WHO IS BETTER: LENO OR LETTERMAN?
I’m to young to really have watched either and I dont rlly watch tv just netflix
45. EVER WATCH SOAP OPERAS?
No
46. ARE YOU AFRAID OF HEIGHTS?
Not like actively but I do get anxious if I’m up high and I look down
47. DO YOU SING IN THE CAR?
Yes all the time
48. DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER?
Only sometimes
49. DO YOU DANCE IN THE CAR?
not really
50. EVER USED A GUN?
I’ve used a bb gun does that count?
51. LAST TIME YOU GOT A PORTRAIT TAKE BY A PHOTOGRAPHER?
By myself? like not for school? never. In general I think the last time we did a family picture I was 6 or 7 and I’m almost 19 now
53. DO YOU THINK MUSICALS ARE CHEESY?
They can be but I love them
53. IS CHRISTMAS STRESSFUL?
Yes very but I love it
54. EVER EAT A PIEROGI?
YES!!! FAVE
55. FAVORITE TYPE OF FRUIT PIE?
I prefer pumpkin
56. OCCUPATIONS YOU WANTED TO BE WHEN YOU WERE A KID?
Marine Biologist, Zoologist, Teacher
57. DO YOU BELIEVE IN GHOSTS?
Eh
58. EVER HAVE A DEJA-VU FEELING?
So much
59. DO YOU TAKE A VITAMIN DAILY?
No but I should
60. DO YOU WEAR SLIPPERS?
No
61. DO YOU WEAR A BATH ROBE?
No.
62. WHAT DO YOU WEAR TO BED?
usually boxers and a comfy shirt
63. WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST CONCERT?
I saw Panic! At The Disco at a free local concert. That’s the only one
64. WALMART, TARGET, OR KMART?
Target always
65. NIKE OR ADIDAS?
Nike
66. CHEETOS OR FRITOS?
Cheetos
67. PEANUTS OR SUNFLOWER SEEDS?
Sunflower seeds
68. EVER HEAR OF THE GROUP TRES BIEN?
No
69. EVER TAKE DANCE LESSONS?
Nah
70. IS THERE A PROFESSION YOU PICTURE YOUR FUTURE SPOUSE DOING?
I mean I havent thought about it abstractly
71. CAN YOU CURL YOUR TONGUE?
YESSS
72. EVER WON A SPELLING BEE?
No
73. HAVE YOU EVER CRIED BECAUSE YOU WERE SO HAPPY?
Yeh
74. OWN ANY RECORD ALBUMS?
I wish
75. OWN A RECORD PLAYER?
^
76. DO YOU REGULARLY BURN INCENSE?
no
77. EVER BEEN IN LOVE?
yeh
78. WHO WOULD YOU LIKE TO SEE IN CONCERT?
Ed Sheeran or Halsey
79. WHAT WAS THE LAST CONCERT YOU SAW?
See above
80. HOT TEA OR COLD TEA?
Cold
81. TEA OR COFFEE?
Coffee
82. SUGAR COOKIES OR SNICKERDOODLES?
Sugar cookies
83. CAN YOU SWIM WELL?
I mean besides asthma I can well enough
84. CAN YOU HOLD YOUR BREATH WITHOUT HOLDING YOUR NOSE?
Yeah
85. ARE YOU PATIENT?
Not really
86. DJ OR BAND AT A WEDDING?
I’ve never really thought about that either
87. EVER WON A CONTEST?
Not that I know of
88. HAVE YOU EVER HAD PLASTIC SURGERY?
No
89. WHICH ARE BETTER: BLACK OR GREEN OLIVES?
Neither ew
90. CAN YOU KNIT OR CROCHET?
Both but I’m much better at crochet
91. BEST ROOM FOR A FIREPLACE?
Living room
92. DO YOU WANT TO GET MARRIED?
Probably
93. IF MARRIED, HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN MARRIED?
N/A
94. WHO WAS YOUR HIGH SCHOOL CRUSH?
I had like 900
95. DO YOU CRY AND THROW A FIT UNTIL YOU GET YOUR OWN WAY?
Not anymore lol
96. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?
no but i have a dog
97. DO YOU WANT KIDS?
I’m p ambivalent tbh
98. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOR?
blue
99. DO YOU MISS ANYONE RN?
oh yeah
100. WHO ARE YOU GOING TO TAG TO DO THIS TAG NEXT?
no one since i was not tagged, if you wanna do this consider yourself honorarily tagged
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