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purrality · 1 year ago

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like I KNOW I'm not faking I KNOW I wouldn't do that but it still blindsided me sometimes remembering how much I DON'T remember

it literally felt, and still feels like closer to 2 days have passed at most. I can't remember, even being aware of this, how I've spent like 75% of my time and it's hard not to feel really disturbed by that

I'm forgetting important things all the time too, like the details of very serious and intimate conversations, birthdays of people I've known half a decade or more, names and plots in pieces of media that were literally part of why I didn't kms at given points in life, etc

and I'm just like

fuck dude, if I don't write this down, would I just forget how much I forget again too? I feel like I've thought about this before and idk if that's just paranoia or what but it's weird and scary either way

(shutting off alarm that says 'therapy')

wait do I have therapy? no today's saturday, we just did that

(remembers therapy is on mondays actually)

... uh

#?#dont know whos fronting and maybe thats notable #i think theres some weird hormone shit going on with us rn #its not pmdd i dont think that shouldn't be for a bit unless something even weirder is going on #yesterdays shit DID feel kinda comparable but it was only that bad for a day #but also the past week has been mental health issues #i cant remember anything from tuesday. i know i saw my mom and gave her a protein drink and that's all #we talked about some heavy family stuff #my shitty dad and grandparents #other than that idk what i did before or after she was here or what else we talked about #also i think sometimes i like digital journaling type stuff more and sometimes it needs to be physical #which makes sense #i think we'd made a tag for this here before and maybe it was wesleys???#but i don't know what it was or how to look for it #sysjournaltemp

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