#i think thats the tag ive used for you? but tumblrs search system is broken so im not sure!

[the-phantom-ender]

Hey! haven't seen you on my dash in a while, so I thought I'd swing by and say: "Once In A Lifetime" by Landon Austin is a Flower Husbands song in the happily-ever-after universe Scott gets with a Jimmy who loves him.

Hope you're doing well!

-FH songs anon

fh songs anon!!! hi!!!

gosh, ive been so stinkin busy the last few weeks. between the end of the semester, a four day theatre conference, and the looming presence of a show that im a props designer and actor for (hell week is this week, show opens thursday). ive been!!! all over kingdom come!

but oh man!! i have thoughts about that last episode from mr. smajor! oh boy!

"A summer rain is passing over And it feels like a dream I could run and look for shelter But you hold onto me"

id be genuinely terrified if i woke up after dying, to find a world where everything was just the way i wanted to be. i cant imagine scott would feel like it was anything but a dream- or some sort of afterlife of sorts. even if its just... somewhere new.

"I'm standing where the lightning strikes I know this doesn't happen twice You must be my once in a lifetime"

could this BE more 'i wasnt supposed to be here, but im here now and youre here and its okay'? could it be more 'everything has changed but youre still... you'?

"There's so much that I have told you But it's all in my head"

how do you go about telling someone that you arent the you they knew you to be? how do you try to recover memories that werent yours? you... dont. not at first. but you know its there and the love in your heart is mutual and it feels like you could cry.

"So before the storm has passed I just want to ask Can we make this moment last?"

scott just died. scott just died and now... things are okay. hes with jimmy and his brother and its... safe. its safe. after the initial shock? this deer bird elf man goes clingy mode /hj. its... like puppy love. falling for all the new things, even if he knows that lots of things have changed.

its always a pleasure to get asks from you!!! i enjoy picking apart the songs you give me!!