#i think that's part of the reason why he dresses in so many flashy ostentatious layers | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

mymarifae · 2 months ago

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hate seeing art of aventurine with abs. we all know how i feel about abs as it is but like i don't think the guy who would have been malnourished for half of his life and has been passively trying to kill himself for the other is going to be a twink-shaped bodybuilder .

he's always been unhealthily thin but he never paid it any mind because hey that's just one more thing that might kill him! but after penacony, after he realizes that he's not actually as ready to die as he thought he was, learning to eat regularly and gaining weight is part of his healing process. and maybe that freaks him out at first, as would every other part of recovery, so it's slow going (as is every other part of recovery. because this is aventurine we're talking about LOL). but with time, he starts to look - and feel - brighter and more alive. are you listening to me. like

GIVE THAT MAN LOVE HANDLES AND STRETCHMARKS IMMEDIATELY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GOD

#it's hard. it's hard not liking abs or stick thin fatless bodies or sheet white skin in a hoyoverse fandom and no one understands #also going back to the fact that aventurine would have been malnourished during all of his growing years #i think that's part of the reason why he dresses in so many flashy ostentatious layers #and why he sits like the final boss of manspreading and otherwise tends to take up a lot of Space #and why when he's not being the final boss of manspreading or taking up Space his personal bubble is like 20 feet from all directions #like he has other reasons for doing all of these things but it's also probably to mask how small his figure is #that's the last thing he wants. to be seen as Small and Weak. something easy to Overpower #he'll never let anyone see him that way ever again.

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