#i think sometimes i can be a bit shallow . ljke shes so attractive and she Does Cool Things but | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

faaun · 10 months ago

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we were supposed to meet today but im in another city and she hasnt texted so ofc we're not and it's ok it's just like...officially over i still feel weird

left the screaming crying shaking stage and also left the im happy everything is fine stage now entering processing stage very not fun

#i have to remind myself there r better ppl #i think sometimes i can be a bit shallow . ljke shes so attractive and she Does Cool Things but #ik that doesnt make you a good person but atp im like...idk if i ever meet smn like that or if they exist at all #beautiful hot subtly masc soft lips speaks the same language motorcycle + lawyer + muscular but not too much #looks great in backless tops and is cultured and dresses well etc etc...and also is a good person #its hard to reconcile how she looks and how she acts w who she is #so i feel #not as devestated anymore but just...kind of hopeless a little i dont know #do u think theyre real #hot and also Good #anyway i had to just think for a bit this morning . to like. tell myself itll be ok and there r better ppl #idk why todsy rly hit hard particularly #its only 1pm too . im sure itll pop into my head #idk what to do w the cigarettes she gave me . a friend of mine proposed tying them to fireworks #but i think i might just smoke them one by one with other people #i never smoke alone but #i like the idea that the cigarettes she gave me are not shared w her #theyre for friends and people more worth my time #going on a walk w my friend in half an hour #shes the best ik it'll be nice to talk to her

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