#i think realizing that all the fliriting was just that ut’s the hardest ñart
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#that feeling when with you it was all reasons why they cant commit#and then 10 seconds later theyre doing all that wih someone else#like if you really wanted me you could have#i think realizing that all the fliriting was just that ut’s the hardest ñart#i really thought you did want me and care#but i guess it’s never enough no matter what i do#not even the first time#like you said you didnt want to come out and i respected that and a month later you’re having parties wih your family and new gf#you said oh but i want commitment i want marriage i want full term#and now it’s a oh she said she wanted to be open and lowkey so we’re doing that#i swear i need to get over this before it kills me#idk if it’s my ego talking but the pain is there#like the one thing i was afraid of because she had done it before#which was she always flirted with everyone 0 commitment#i finally push past that fear and go for it#and i defended her to my friends#and bam same shit happens#god im just an idiot
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