#i think qll of my friends think thwyre old now ans waisting their lives but i know im not
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It's my birthday!!! I'm turning 20!!!!
#salad says!#im gonna get gushy here#so#ive grappled with the fact its a new decade for a while now and that doaent bother me#i think qll of my friends think thwyre old now ans waisting their lives but i know im not#but#its still weird to be here#i thought for so long i wasnt gonna live go 15#then i thought i was gonna kill myself before i turned 18#and i thiught that all the time and all of my moments awake and asleep thinking about it#then i just didnt#and i talked to emma about it recently and she told me how proud of me she was#i found a reason to keep goin#once i stopped thinking about death i started finding beauty everywhere and in everything and i started being *happy* for more than brief#moments#i love myself#im happy im 20#im happy im here#ok to rb btw
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