#i think natsuki still presents femininely on occasion. he finds it fun. he also really needed to rekindle with his masculinity as an adult

[crystalkiseki]

trans boy natsuki trans guy natsuki trans man natsuki. natsuki getting at best teased and at worst mercilessly bullied for being masculine as a child, natsuki letting his hair grow out and starting to collect various skirts and accessories and nail polish so that he can be a girl properly, natsuki having a growing sense that something is wrong throughout middle and high school and thinking that maybe it's because he's still not doing enough, natsuki cutting his hair after graduating and something clicks in place. nothing and a lot changes at once