#i think listening to so much chappell roan and then remembering that i have 0 romantic/sexual experience is doin smthn to my brain :/
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#cryptic ramblings#in the tags#help everyone in the tumblr community i was invited to is posting intro posts and i am so fearful of being Known and Witnessed 😭#they seem nice dw im just like 🧍🏽♀️#feelin wack abt things per usual#also unrelated but#dating app diaries#i feel like i am. just not attracted to the ppl im matching w on my dating app 😭 and i cant help but feel like im being so shallow abt it#i just dont know what to doooo...#i think listening to so much chappell roan and then remembering that i have 0 romantic/sexual experience is doin smthn to my brain :/#(i mean. i aint gonna stop listening. shes too catchy for me to stop listening. i just gotta get over myself. but. easier said than done)#sigh...
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2024
1. What did you do in 2024 that you’d never done before?
I went to Seattle. I started playing Ghost of Tsushima.
2. Did you keep your new years’ resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
I told myself to workout during lunch or take the stairs more, and I barely did that. I usually don’t make resolutions, I don’t even know why I tried.
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
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4. Did anyone close to you die?
My sister.
5. What countries did you visit?
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6. What would you like to have in 2025 that you lacked in 2024?
Joji.
7. What date from 2024 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
September 3 - my Manangjoymon passed away.
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
I mean, so far I have a 4.0 GPA?
This may have she been from mourning, but I lost 5 pounds.
9. What was your biggest failure?
Not visiting as often when she was still around...
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
I don't know if this counts as an illness, but I developed some liver thing.
11. What was the best thing you bought?
A new phone, I guess.
12. Whose behaviour merited celebration?
Is this ever a thing?
13. Whose behaviour made you appalled and depressed?
Literally everybody. Fuck all of you.
14. Where did most of your money go?
Bills, school.
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
Getting assigned Port Angeles for externship (and then my school notified me that site was unavailalble, so that sucked).
16. What song will always remind you of 2024?
This seems hard, because I feel like I've listened to music the least this year.
Ceramic Animal, "Sweet Unknown"
Motorama, "Heavy Wave"
Tempesst, "Walk on the Water"
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? Sadder.
ii. thinner or fatter? Fatter.
iii. richer or poorer? I feel poorer.
18. What do you wish you’d done more of?
Skating. Taking pictures.
19. What do you wish you’d done less of?
Being alive.
20. How did you spend Christmas?
Christmas Eve, Adam and I were just at my place watching movies. Christmas Day, Adam and I went to see Nosferatu.
21. Did you fall in love in 2024?
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22. How will you be spending New Years?
Probably just at Adam's, watching movies.
23. How many one-night stands?
0.
24. What was your favourite TV program?
Kim's Convenience. House of the Dragon [even though this season was not that great]
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year?
Yeah, coworkers.
26. What was the best book you read?
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27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
I mean... I only really like about 3 songs by her, and haven't actually tried listening to much else - but Chappell Roan I guess?
28. What did you want and get?
A new phone?
29. What did you want and not get?
For her to beat cancer. To go to Port Angeles, WA for externship.
30. What was your favourite film of this year?
Nothing's really standing out to me... Nosferatu?
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
I turned 33. It's was only a month ago, and I don't remember what I did. I think I went to Outback with my parents?
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably satisfying?
Having the balls to tell people to shut the fuck up. And for Manang Joy to have beaten cancer.
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2024?
Scrubs.
34. What kept you sane?
Nothing; physics stressed me the fuck out.
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
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36. What political issue stirred you the most?
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37. Who did you miss?
I don't give a fuck anymore.
Manang Joy.
38. Who was the best new person you met?
Did I meet anyone new?
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2024:
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40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.
I have emotional motion sickness, somebody roll the windows down. There are no words in the English language I could scream to drown you out.
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