#i think it would be prettay

[weedlovingweed]

the proj im starting… will require 90 squares…. 😳

[flightlessangelwings]

Is It Too Late to Tell You…

Any Pedro Pascal character x gn!reader (no use of y/n)

Word count- 500

Warnings- nondescript injury, implied hospital setting, came back different trope, protectiveness, pining, love confessions, a plot twist you will not see coming

Notes- Just a little drabble with an idea that had been rattling around in my head for a bit. And I left it open for you to interpret any Pedro character you want for a bit of extra fun. Enjoy and let me know what you think!

More notes at the end of the fic.

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But this time you were scared that it went too far, that you could lose him forever. And everything between the two of you would remain unspoken forever. How you wished things were different. You wished you waited for him, stayed at his side. You wished you had told him how much you cared about him before…

“I’m sorry,” was all you whispered to his unconscious form as you reached out and gently brushed a lock of hair off his brow.

He protected you. He saved you. And you couldn’t even tell him…

A low grumble from deep in his throat made you gasp. You took his hand in yours as you pleaded his name and hovered over his face, watching his brows scrunch slightly. Your heart pounded in your chest as his eyes slowly blinked open.

A relieved sigh escaped your chest as you met his soft, warm gaze for the first time in days. Squeezing his hand, you pressed your foreshadowing against his, “You’re ok…” you breathed.

As you pulled away, he looked up at you with a weak smile. His eyes slowly lit up as he recognized your face and you had never been more happy to see his smile. But when he opened his mouth, you realized something was different about him…

“Bay-bay?” his voice was different, higher, with an accent you had never heard before, “Wha happanad?”

You let out a heavy breath as you looked at him with concern in your features and breathed his name, “You…? What…?”

“Ah mai gaad!” he exclaimed, “Dant cray bay-bay!”

“Your voice!” you couldn’t stop the sob, “What’s wrong?”

“Nathang’s wrong bay-bay,” he looked at you with those big brown eyes, “Ya sa prettay!”

You breathed his name as you cupped his face, tears filling your eyes. He was back, but he was different. Emotions overwhelmed you and you didn’t know what to think.

“Bay-bay?” his voice broke you out of your thoughts, “I gatta tell ya…” he squeezed your hand, “I lav ya bay-bay.”

The sincere look in his eyes as he said the word you’d longed to hear for so long captivated you. Your heart fluttered in your chest. This wasn’t what you had pictured at all, but he was here, he was with you, and he loved you.

Fuck it. “I lav ya ta bay-bay,” you replied as you leaned in and kissed him.

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✨April fools!!!✨

Yes this is based on the snl sketch and I wanted to write this for a little April fools drabble for a while and I’m happy I got it done in time 😂😂 Please do rb and share this but don’t spoil the plot twist cause I really want to catch people off guard and make people laugh! I hope you enjoyed this!! 💖

[cleverchildblizzard]

Destiny's birthdayyyyy @myvirtuallove silly gals

Was bored and since Destiny's birthday would be soon (5th of August) I decided to do sum birthday headcanons! Wanted her bday to be in September like mine but whatevzzz

(This gif is prettay I like it :])

First of all.

Destiny would forget it's her own mf birthday cause she couldn't give less of a shit.If it's someone else's birthday then he'll yeah she'll make sure they have fun but she ain't expecting ANYONE (not even koko or jay) to care either.

It's just another day to her (she doesn't rlly like attention in big ass parties) but Jay likes to at least take her to eat at her favourite place or get her some gifts as well (Destiny didn't want him to but loves them anyway 😋)

If a party was to be held for her I'd imagine it would only be a small group of her friends and family (Koko,Jay,Pico,Nene,Darnell,and JD) or a bit more people she knows but overall not to much or she's gonna start getting anxious.

She would get whiplash if she walked in her home,only to get surprised by the whole gang throwing a birthday for her (especially if she had a bad day) she ain't a person to cry but she might tear up (just standing like 🧍🏾‍♀️ with a tear rolling down her cheek)

She would deadass be coming home from a mission (which usually takes about a few weeks) and BAM all her friends and family are there screaming happy birthday and she's like "😐...😑...🤨??" Untill she checks the date and then is like "Oh."

She likes carrot or chocolate cake so she would be gobbling the cake UP (she's hungry give the girlie a break lol) She would also be shocked if ppl got her presents (Nene probably got the woman a sniper 😭) and would get minda happy if she saw the presents (she don't care what the presents are she'll keep it for LIFE)

She would thank Koko for it (would try to buy Koko sumthin later cause she can) and just chill with her the whole party.

At the end Jay knows she's already drained of energy from the party so he'll just take her home and let her sleep.He would probably be on the phone wit Koko (who called to check up on Destiny....bonding time for the two????? Hmmm????)

Overall she doesn't gaf but is grateful for koko and the gang making it special for her (she don't have a b day fit man just casual clothes cause she don't think it's that important 😭)

[awildkelkinnie]

I WANT TO TALK ABOUT MY OCS SO I WILL !! :3c (even tho the story isn't done ヽ（≧□≦）ノ)

TRIGGER WARNINGS: Death, Car Crash, shooting, brain alteration (I think), cults, and other things, JUST STAY SAFE ON THE INTERNET!!!

So, to start off, here's a summary of how this whole story started:

Additionally, William leads a cult. The cult is a group of people who believe that William is a god

There are these 2 dudes: William and Adam. They are 2 engineers, and they both join an engineering competition. Adam wins, and William is JEALOUS!!!! (the award for winning was a check of 1000 dollars or smth) WILLIAM WAS OLDER SMARTER AND HE WAS ANGRY HE DIDN'T WIN SINCE HE NEEDED THAT CASH BADLY!!

Timeskip, Adam gets a wife named "Rose" (her stage name) and shes this lovely woman, and her and Adam get this child named Madeline. WILLIAM WAS STILL MAD!!! so What did he do? hire a hitman to kill his ex-friend ofc.

2. Bethany Lewis: A teacher in her 40s who helped Madeline and had to retire

On March 23, 2012, the small family was driving home after celebrating Madeline's birthday, and the HIT MAN TRIES TO SHOOT ADAM, BUT HITS ROSE INSTEAD, AND THIS CAUSED A CAR CRASH. Since the car crash was on Madeline's birthday, she felt like it was her fault that she wanted to go out, that she wanted to celebrate her birthday, and etc.

ANOTHER TIMESKIP, the year is 2017. Adam and Madeline have moved to Neptura City around 2015, and Madeline had some prettay neat friends.:

1. Madison Salazar: She is an older girl at her school, and she had to go due to financial reasons

3. Andres Lopez: her cousin!! Who had to leave for med school but was rather distant for some reason..

4. Hayate Otowa: Her therapist, who is helping her!!!

So she only had Hayate, and she told him about how she had this vivid sights of her imaginary friends (Who are all based off one of her close friends/relatives mentioned in the list above)

Madison = Fern

Bethany = Bliss

Andres = T.E.L. (which has a secret meaning (⊙ˍ⊙)')

Hayate = Hayate.. he is hayate.

Her therapist is worried and he goes "ayo..you SEE THEM AND CAN TOUCH THEM??? 🙁🙁🙁😦😦" so he reaches out to a friend, Ejice (WHO IS WILLIAM WHO MADE HIMSELF A NEW IDENTITY OUT OF FEAR OF BEING TRACKED DOWN BY THE COPS)

Ejice RECOGNIZES MADELINE AND IS LIKE "..oh 😈" and abuses his power as a scientist to alter the child's brain, to torment her so she would go insane or so, and her dad (Adam) would die alone.

Hayate is unaware, but checks on madeline, genuinely caring for her. Ejice has been studying a new theory of his: The dreams people dream of aren't just dreams, they are a new universe hidden away.

He coins the term "Myalou realm" to refer to where dreams occur (Myalou is greek for mind :3). In order to torment Madeline, he does these things:

alter Hayate's dream counter part to make him evil and try to hurt Madeline

Intensify the nightmare side of her brain

alter some memories of hers

he also had another idea, to bring her imaginary friends to life. Why you may ask? As an experiment. He wants to bring his horrible creatures in his mind to life to take control of the world. I forgot to mention that ever since he made a new identity, he gained a bit of a superiority complex, and because he was able to escape a master plan, he could make more master plans and not get arrested

So this is all i wrote so far 💀 but I promise to write more!!

[localdadu]

What would you think if Chloe and Audrey heard rumours about the way they were going to be portrayed in Astruc’s new movie, so they went back to Paris in an unsuccessful attempt to stop the movie from being completed? Then an evilized villain (maybe a wishmaker-like villain or maybe even a villain that's unrelated to the butterfly miraculous) caused Chloe and Zoe to switch bodies somehow, and nobody fully understands what's going on, so Zoe (in Chloe's body) is taken by Audrey back to New York, despite Zoe desperately trying to explain things. But Chloe enters a fugue state (heavily due to trauma caused by the neglect of her parents) and genuinely thinks she's Zoe, and is even able to recall many of the things Zoe did due to being in Zoe's body. The class thinks “Zoe's” change in behavior is due to the psychological effects of method acting, since “Zoe” is playing Chloe in Astruc's new movie, but they gradually convince “Zoe” to let them help her relearn how to be “herself” again.

Zoe is not able to gain access to Chloe's memories while in Chloe's body, because unlike Chloe, Zoe knows she's in the wrong body. In New York, Zoe is trying to get back to Paris, but when she gets there, “Zoe” thinks she’s there to try to hurt Marinette. Eventually, after listening to “Chloe”, Marinette starts to suspect that “Chloe” might be telling the truth, so she decides that she must test “Chloe” and “Zoe”. She fakes being in danger to see how they react. “Zoe” reacts slightly faster than “Chloe”, so Marinette comes to the conclusion that “Chloe” is lying and that “Chloe” has an evil and manipulative plan. Marinette thinks that “Chloe” must have picked up a few tricks from Lila, because she thinks no version of Chloe could possibly react faster than Zoe when it comes to protecting her. So Audrey takes “Zoe” back to New York again to “correct” her after “Zoe” fails to convince anyone of the truth.

10 years later, “Zoe” gets seriously injured after fighting a villain when Ladybug isn’t around, which causes “Zoe” to not have long to live. Then Ladybug accidentally stumbles upon the truth about “Zoe” while trying to help “Zoe” using magical powers. Ladybug decides that the moral thing to do is to switch Chloe and Zoe back to their original bodies. Once Zoe gets her body back, she blames Chloe for her impending death and for leaving her with 10 years of loneliness, while Chloe got off scot-free. When Lila gets defeated, Zoe steals the Butterfly Miraculous to get her hands on Ladybug and Catnoir’s miraculouses, hoping to “make things right”. Zoe gets defeated by the heroes (including Chloe, who has gotten her memories back) and Ladybug manages to cure Zoe’s injuries.

Tbh I was confused for a sec here but with the alternate universe thing we just got with the new special, it would be prettay cool. For Chloe, those rumors about the movie would be sort of a wake up call, for Audrey it would be purely about saving her image. For Zoe to become an antagonist and for Chloe to become a hero would be such a cool concept and there would be a lot to explore!

[perqabeth]

first impression of your moots vs current ?

if i miss anyone watch me move to antartica, get plastic surgery and change my identtiy to gaston. including the ones im close close to😿

@shoyotime : you prolly alr know everythiung im gonna say bUTT ANYWAY,, we met on wattpad in the comments section lip bites and ngl i thougth u were like 18 or 20 then pls bc u sounded SO MATURE. and d9ont get mad at me but the first day (AS IN THE DAY WE FIRST MET YKYK NOT WHEN WE STARTED TALKINGON IG) when we gonna make gaso gang acc ykyk i thought you were kinda bossy goodbye i will leave now im so embrazzed I WAS STUOID AND ONLY 14 THEN OKAY hahahahhaa nervous sweats anyway BUT NOWWWWWWWWWWWW PHEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW ur like on of my (even my only, maybe) closest friends or wtvr 😒😒😒😒and i l*ove and care abt you or wtvr 😒😒😒😒😒😒😒 and you make me bvery very happie or wtvr 😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒 vvvv smort and sexc and HONEST!!!!!! person AND FUNNY ASF ty for existing smh and not dropping me and aleesha on the first day😟

@srkuv : thoughts r being thunk rn I DONT REMEMBER HOW WE MET HOLYYYYYYY SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIT i think it was on ig when u were added to gaso gang gc?? or was it on wp?????? I KNOWI MET YOU THRU INEZ????? first child: smal impression.... wAIT *FIRST IMPRESION: SMOL CHILD 🤡🤡🤡 must protecc vv sweet :( okay uwu,, it hasnt changed much 👍ur still my smol childn't but ur like mature for your age!!! and like sm0rt ngl, still muct proteque but you can fight anyone you want. you arent afraid to say what you want!! mwah mwah

@maipxilia : MAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA MY FAV CHOILD OMG SCreams okay okay ngl when i first met you/saw you on my dashboard bc we had the same moots ykyk i thoguth you woulkd be 16 or smth PLEASE also hoLY SHIT PRETTAY ASS BLOG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH AND HELLAAAAAAAAA FUNNY OMG. AND?#$%^& YOU READ RIORDAN BOOKS TOO T A S T E I TELL YOU. current imp: maia my beloved ilusm you like my typos :(((((( DO U KNOW HOW HAPPY THAT MADE ME B R O I ALMOST TRATED CRYING did i tell u i ranted abt that on my spam twt acc l0l ,, YOURE SO PRESHUS TOO MAN I CANT BELIEVE MAIA IS REAL but im so glad she is omg MAIA BEST GIRL OMLY OMLY ONLY shes so NICE AD SWEET AND chaotic sweet and awesome pls i want to cry and cradle you and protect yo form everything mwah maiko my QUEEN,, not saying i would drop everything just for you but... thats exactly what im saying 💘💘💘💘

@mysterystarz : novAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA OMG HI QUEEN <333 hru ☺🤲 i thought you were really really sweet and sophisticated when i first ur blog omg AND UR WORKS???? CHEFS KISS EVERYTHING TO ME she writes so well omg i cannawt. vv nice too and loves akashi a lot pls. i still think you're very VERY VERY sweet and awesome AND CALMING BRO ur so so nice i cannot stress rhat enough :((((((( another person who's very very precious ok an angel i tell you AND ALSO ERY FUCKING PRETYY LIEK WTF...... MA;AM HAND IN MARRIAGE??????

@sumerag1 : ri 😕😕😕😕😕 you CLOWN when i first met you i thought you were only here for may and didnt wanna talk to anyone else yk 😀👌 also i thought u were not very good at texting bye,,, BUT YOU HAVE A WAY WITH WORDS THAT MAKES ANYONE FEEL COMFORTED AND WANTED????? MA'AM HOW. now omg ilysm ur so FUCKING N I CE you always text me first anf :((((( check up on me :(((((( aND ME FEEL APPRECIATED OKAY ILYSM THIS WORLD DOESNT DESERVE YOU RI BEST GIRL AGENDA also omg supreior headcanons i must say

@kodzukoi : KOI KOI KOi KOIIIIIIIII you came in my ask box right1!!!!!! PHEW IF U DID IM SO GLAD BC UR SO :(((((((((((((( AWESOME MAN YOU MATCH MY ENERGY >:))))))))))))))))) AND UR SO NICE TO TALK TO i thoguth you were like vv calm and laid back and stuff at first AND U ARE!!!1 BUT LIKE MORE CHAOTIC I THINK :DDDDD UR SUPER COOL 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍 EVERRYTING YOU DO >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

@elitparadox : omg ele loml hi you are so nice!!!!! and calm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and you seem liek the mom friend who always showers her chirren w love and grounds everyone yk??? BUT UR STILL SO SO FUN AN DYOU HAVE SO MUCH LOVE TO GIVE I LITERALLY WANNA CRY :(((((( YOURE SO SO SO SWEET I CANNOT breaksdown i swear you make everyone feel loved :((((((((( I HOPE UR GETTING THE SAME IN RETURN BC U DESERVE THE SAME OKAYU ur so loving i cannaut stop sayng that <33333

@sakusaxwindex : girl youre literally m ycousin...... um annoying ass mf dont knwo who she is bullie <///3 but the only person i tr*st or wtvr 😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒 smh #vros💯✨ or wtvr 😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒 only cusin i genuinely l*ke and look forward to or wtrv 😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒 smh r0t

[hornime]

Breeding 😳

okay i have mixed feelings because 1) i don't want to get pregnant. like i would rather not be alive then be pregnant, i hate kids, literally considering getting my uterus removed this early in my life because i have no foreseeable plans to get knocked up. so that's the more practical aspect so i'd give it a 3/10.

but in theory??????? that's hot, probs a 9/10. i don't think the whole "i'm gonna breed you" thing is appealing to me but the actual act of like fucking so hard or so much in order to get pregnant or whatever is prettay sexy.

also breeding subby boys is a million/10 like is it physically possible? no. does that make it any less erotic? absolutely not.

send me a kink and i’ll rate it as well as provide some unwanted commentary

[spockina]

tag, you’re it 

was tagged by my lovely @mythicallyrhink

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rules: tag 10 followers that you would like to get to know

everyone i wanna tag has been tagged already i think? it’s like @its-mike-kapufty @chronicallyilltrashcan @rhinky-thingz​ @themouthking​ @ssodangdark​ and yes i know it’s not ten but i’m shy

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here we go

name: laísa but call me whatever. lilo or lala or lee or anything from l works really

sign: virgo (rising and venus, too, what a mESS)

gender: cis female

height: 5′1 lmao a smol bean

sexuality: bi to make it easier but I’m Going Through Changes

what image do you have as a wallpaper: one phone has randl at a monument here in the usa that i don’t know because i’m 1) not from here and 2) not educated enough, and the other phone is a pic i took in manhattan of a fucking building but it looks prettay

where do you see yourself in ten years: don’t.... ask that jUst nOW

if you could be anywhere else right now, where: home home home home brazil

what was your coolest halloween costume: we don’t do it in brazil, so this was my first year doing halloween and i was a fucking witch, original, i know

what’s your favorite 90s show: dawson’s creek!!!!!

last kiss: it’s been a couple years at LEAST let’s not go there

have you ever been stood up: yes *upside down smile emoji*

have you ever been to Las Vegas: no[t yet]

favorite pair of shoes: i have a pair of new balance that is a kind of silvery/muted/nude-ish color that i wear all the fucking time. im gay lol

favorite fruit: plums. sour mango. guava. banana. sugar-apple (??? idk if thats right, google is telling me that’s what it’s called but back in brazil we call it ata) the point is im a fruit freak and i love fruit more than everything else

stupidest thing you have ever done: left my shoes outside and then someone stole it??? but as soon as i took em off my mom told me to bring them inside and i didnt? and oh boy that was A Situation

favorite book: unable to choose but here go a few: the outsiders, by susan e hinton; digital fortress, by dan brown; mother, by maxim gorky. brazilian books follow: o homem que calculava, by malba taham; cordilheira, by daniel galera; capitães da areia, by jorge amado.

favorite gif: have yall seen these bitches looking at each other???? have you????????????

and this one below. have you guys seen the look on his face???? he just looks. Sultry. i’m a rhett ho but this is where link undoes me

ok there you go!!

[fullregalia]

decorative gourd szn(!!!).

Y’all: It’s October 1 and you know what that means, ****RING THE ALARM IT’S DECORATIVE GOURD SEASON***

Time to turn on Bill Evans playing Autumn Leaves, Billie singing Autumn in New York, gather ye woolens, and find your nearest orchard.

Listen, I’ve already been way too hyped on the presence of delicata squash in my weekly shop since September began, but now that we’ve put that late summer nonsense behind us, we can turn our focus to what is the true hardcore gourdlife: sweater weather, settling into a steady diet of root vegetables for the next five months, and using tiny pumpkins as decor.

Since I���m not immune to being basic, I did make this pumpkin cornbread over the weekend. I’m off my summer smoothie breakfast grind and need to find a good warm breakfast, so I thought this might be a good start. (Technically I started last week with a banana/date/yogurt concoction that I may return to.) 

Yes, there is an acorn squash back there! Can’t wait to roast that little lady later this week. 

Anyway, as you can see this cornbread is slightly more orange and it tastes prettay, prettay, prettay good. The recipe only calls for a tablespoon of honey (I used maple syrup) so it’s not really sweet at all. I had a slice this morning with salted Kerrygold, but I think the salted butter was too much for it. I decided to make it into a maple butter (because I’m fancy and, perhaps, more realistically, deeply addicted to sugar) to make it less overwhelmingly savory. That complemented it very nicely. I was thinking it would also be good with almond butter or a jam of some sort (neither of which I currently have in my fridge).

This was a decent first attempt, I’d like to try it with sweet potato as well, but I think next week I’ll be on brown rice farina (which can also be mixed with various autumnal produce purees). After ten months, I’m really getting the hang of my oven, so it’s baking things properly and producing trustworthy results. 

Happy decorative gourd season 2018, everybody: may yours be colorful, weird shaped, and filled with maple butter. 

[praximeter]

Segregation in the US Army & Its Effect On My Gabe + Jim Headcanon

The unhappy fact is that during and after WWII, the US Armed Services were segregated, and gave very few opportunities for people of color to serve in combat roles. The “rational justification” for barring people of color from combat roles was a whole lot of super racist faux-academic research by military “academics” that claimed black men couldn’t handle the stress of combat and would desert the battlefield rather than fight.

That said, both Gabe and Jim are imprisoned at the camp in Azzano (Vorstellenlager in my ‘verse, and not Kreischberg; the Allies were nowhere near Austria in 1943) which means that they had to have been near to the action at some point from September 1943 (the Allied Invasion of Italy) to November 1943, when my version of the 107th Infantry Regiment is basically slaughtered by SS-Forschungsdienst (“SS Research Service,” AKA HYDRA) forces at Venafro, Italy, and Bucky captured.

The two best opportunities for Jones and Morita to have combat experience, or indeed to be in such a position where they might have been captured, would have been with the 92nd Infantry Division (the “Buffalo Soldiers”). Incidentally, the 442nd Infantry Regimental Combat Team, a constituent unit of the 92nd Infantry Division, was an all-Japanese-American infantry unit and the most decorated combat unit in American history. Unfortunately…

…Unfortunately, the 92nd Infantry did not ship to Italy until September 1944, making Jones and Morita in Italy about a year too early to have served in combat roles by the time they’re somehow captured and imprisoned alongside Bucky. For that reason, I have been fairly circumspect in describing their prior experience. 

In Jones’s case, I didn’t assign him a unit and just suggested that he was in the Quartermaster Corps, which would have been a common assignment for a black man at that time. It’s pretty tough to find detailed order of battle information on the Quartermaster Corps units in 1943, to be honest, particularly the “negro” units and their specific locations in the ETO.

There were definitely Quartermaster units serving in North Africa, Sicily, and Italy, though, and so I actually really like the idea of Jones having come to the attention of an infantry commander while serving in North Africa, because of his French language skills. With translators in short supply, I imagine an enterprising field commander could have gotten him reassigned to a combat unit as a “needs must” exception.

In Morita’s case, I let him benefit from a clerical error and assigned him to the 3rd Quartermaster Company, a unit of the 3rd Infantry Division, which was also at Sicily (Operation Husky) and Salerno, though the 3rd Infantry did not participate in the initial Invasion of Italy (Operation Avalanche). In The Night War, Bucky mistakenly thinks he’s a member of the 15th Infantry Regiment, a formation of the 3rd Infantry in which Dugan served. It is certainly plausible that if Morita were a mechanic (truck or tank), he could have seen combat situations.

If you’re interested in reading more about Quartermaster Corps operations in the European Theater, check out The Quartermaster Corps: Operations in the War Against Germany. Though let me warn you, as it’s written by Army historians, it’s prettay-prettay-dull. ;-) A more interesting bit of reading would be The Road to Victory: The Untold Story of Race and World War II’s Red Ball Express by David P Colley, the story of the famously fast truck convoy system manned by black units that was the “tail” to the infantry’s “teeth” beginning in Normandy in June 1944.

[ninelittledevils]

When you get this, it would be cool if you could post 10 facts about yourself and then pass it along to 10 followers!! :)

Thanks for asking!!1) i'm 16 and pretty much confused about everything except the fact that I cant wait to be a full grown witch2) I love harry potter, if I was too subtle @ 1)3) I LOVE COMEDY. like why watch something that doesn't entertain you??4) I'm usually really nervous and anxious about stuff and it takes me a LOT of time to actually do something I want to5) I'm fucking terrified of lizards (I had a bad bad incident when I was like 1 which I may not remember yet it plays a big role I think)6) i have a severe lack of guts xD like I've only ever bunked one class in my life, which I did unknowingly in fact😂 (still proud tbh)7) DARK CHOCOLATE IS EVERYTHING8) tangled. best Disney movie ever. conversation over.9) I have an elder sister who's doing medical, which is ironic since I hate science in its entirety (don't understand it xD)10) once when I was five I slid down my dad's legs while he was sitting, towards a glass table (prettay adventurous of me yay no) and since then I have a (now faded) cut mark below my left eye.

[thestudyfeels]

tayyyy!! some risky asks for u muahahahha: 9 & 1 from the first one + 8 & 1 fromt eh 2nd one :P thanks broooo 💖 (ps hows u been??)

gIRL I AM ANSWERING THIS FOR THE FOURTH TIME I CANT BELIEVE THIS TUMBLR IM SO PISSED  -.-

but hooo nidhi thanks for asking!! im going great haha i love holidays! how have you been fam? :”)

1. “@” people you want to be friends with 

im just going @ my froinds bc they are cuties and i love them :’) - @artemistudying (lol), @clevergirlstudying, @nerdyign, @bandaidsdontfixbulletjournals, @getshitdonetbh, @stitch-studies, @busystudyign, @gudetamari, @athenastudying, @mochi-studies, @disasters-and-everafters, @i-actually-study-a-lot + some non studyblrs too + some other people i forgot, i’m a forgetful unicorn :(

9.  what was your first blog URL? 

its was actually @ carter-prettay bc i was playing a prank with one of my fam at that time and bc im lazy and couldn’t think of a username rip ;;

the 2nd part -

1. if you had to hug anyone who would you hug 

anyone and everyone, i love hugs!! (especially the people up there ^)

8. do you drink water with or without ice in it? 

without ice!

send in some ‘risky’ asks! :’)

[grillo]

brock rumlow

send me a character and i’ll answer these!!

1: sexuality headcanon: brock is straight af, super duper fragile masculinity straight2: otp: brock/bucky for my trash self for when brock experiments but also in some world where it’s tangible, brock/elektra is everything to me 3: brotp: brock/steve bc i genuinely believe he respected him, if not then obv brock/jack4: notp: i don’t care for hydra husbands i like em bein buds5: first headcanon that pops into my head: brock introduced steve to the rocky film franchise6: favorite line from this character: "there you are you son of a bitch, i’ve been waiting for this.”7: one way in which I relate to this character: i think it would be a problem if i could relate to him tbh lol8: thing that gives me second hand embarrassment about this character: idk maybe the fact that he thought strike could hold their shit together when taking on steve in the elevator when literally he was the OnLY one keeping cool. like he knows better smh oh and obviously all his bad tendencies are prettay shittay but lbr he wouldn’t be brock rumlow unless he was a Supreme Douche™9: cinnamon roll or problematic fave? absolute problematic fave pmuch in every way a character could possibly be problematic. 

[psychedelictrashpanda]

stuck in the middle with me

In addition to always feeling trapped, I also get to feel like I’m always stuck at a crossroads I can’t ever make progress in deciding which direction to take. With myself of course, is it fair to the other person for me to be dating in such a poor mental state? Wearing loneliness like an old familiar jacket, it just stinks sometimes, really need to wash out that old perspective and embrace solitary living -- I used to be so good at it!

Right now I could start up this t-shirt thing. Get a screen printing set up and actually follow through on the whole idea I started years ago but abandon because heat-press tshirts were low quality trash I didn’t want to deal with.  In addition to or instead of, I can also go the mushroom route. Practice growing all sorts to sell to chefs and such, maybe in the future land an opportunity to grow cubes as a legal profession.

Both of those are entirely possible and would help me immensely. But it implies two things: a definite move away from the company, which is gonna be another obligatory rift to deal with, and staying in Oklahoma, which at least would please the family and balance out that rift? Assuming I explain the other option is getting the fuck out.

I’m still considering the vandwelling idea I’m always building on that I’ve recently categorized as a dream because it seems simultaneously so easy and close to reality but far away and something I’ll never have the courage to go through with. It’s been in my head, well really since I was a child, but in planning mode for years now before it became a trendy scene. Now Joseph gets to leave for months at a time fulfilling the dream I had and it’s all fine and okay for him because he’s volunteering when he does it I guess.

I have to pretend I’m typing so my coworker, who is my old friend from childhood that I should be more happy to talk with since I don’t see and work with often, will stop talking to me and leave me alone. Should I feel guilty? After seeing so much Larry David, to be honest, heh, I’m starting to feel less bad about the things I want. Oh you know what that reminds me -- this thing with benzos I’m going through relates. Because I’m either riddled with anxiety and apologetic and let people walk all over me and am self deprecating and blahblah a lot of the usual depression type symptoms I suppose, or I take a medicinal dose of a benzo and I don’t take any shit from anyone. I think it depends on the benzo tbh and I’m about to try a new grey market one anyway so maybe that will work in just the right medicinal way that I need it to. Only some make me sort of cranky, and valium seems to be one I guess, but it’s also because at too low a dose it doesn’t seem to do me much good so I have to get to just enough of a dose to feel sleepy from which is also enough to get edgy from. But also, I always neglect the entourage effect, and I think it applies to EVERYTHING in life. Case in point, if I weren’t already depressed and in a bad place in my life, I wouldn’t get the negative symptoms from the medicines I need as much. (side note: no really I identify a lot with Larry David, and in some twisted way that helps me)

Oh okay yeah vandwelling. I really don’t like the term. Mostly because it evokes a hipster sort of image. And I will be that hipster considering I’m going to get a good start and I suppose by the bare fact it’s by choice and not necessity? Fuck that, this is that “worrying about what other people think” bullshit I’m needing to get over. I’m so sick of it. I’m so tired of worrying about my image and what people think of me. I think so low of me because if I were looking at me through their eyes I would think low of me, curse of the gaze of the other maybe if I knew what that philosophical concept meant specifically... Keep going off track. That’s why I like Zizek so much, totally identify with his ramblings that go off in weird directions and have weird analogies and whathaveyou. I’m feeling prettay prettay prettay Larry Zizek today. Or maybe I should be Slavoj David right now with his name first because I’m feeling more pessimistic ala Zizek than go-get-the-world ala L.D. God. This rambling. I want to do the vandwelling.... let me start ANOTHER paragraph on that...

I have this Ford F150. I’m super happy I have a newish vehicle now that I don’t have to worry about but it is unfortunate it’s a V8. Probably making a bigger deal about that than I should. Being a minimalist and really just living out of a vehicle should offset the carbon footprint of that big motor, which will make itself useful I’m more than sure. I’m probably more concerned of the gas cost really, but I have to figure out avenues for income to begin with while on the road. Being a journeyman plumber and having other construction experience, it shouldn’t be hard to find side jobs if I bring my toolbags with me.  Before I even hit the road though, if I can make it happen, there’s a lot I need to do: Get a camper top. Learn some new skills to carry with me on the road; I can teach myself the skid-steer for sure, maybe even a backhoe which would be nice. Also learn digital skills for online jobs; brush up on doing some graphics like posters or maybe finally the video editing. I have a ton of outdoor camping/hiking/such equipment from always planning on doing those things but never following through so I’m good on that front. Get prescriptions to the meds I need so I don’t have to carry benz and stims on the road. Make sure I’m completely legal but stocked up on stuff like kratom or cbd and such. TONS of Soylent, powder and liquid, or try huel for powder. Maybe some cheap foodstuffs too, cans and/or ramen, etc. Got plenty of reading and writing material. Need to get those last few things on amazon to complete the vandwelling electronic necessities and things of that nature.

eh I dunno maybe I’ma save this draft but I’m posting tonight whether I finish it or not. enough of this saving a draft for days, I should be writing more everyday anyway. ugh I forgot I’m coming in at four tomorrow. and forgot to mention I think it’s official I’m fucking done with this place cause I just can’t work with family. it’s so goddamn frustrating cause no matter what I look like an asshole. it makes me fe-- ugh this is a whole other post. I gotta work too early tomorrow for how much I’ve put into this so far. 

[vishwaspur]

Aaah... so many many things that bother me. I don't understand that jalan wala comment mainly because in the RiKara fandom we're used to decoding KJs actions and expressions to understand Omkara's standpoint in a scene and in this one, either he was confused about what he was trying to convey or the script called for some ooc cuz that was confusing as heck! And I know that while the CVs write dialogues and scenes for RiKara, they don't seem to want to write an actual track for them (part 1)

(Part 2) Also, what's been getting my goat is that theek hai, all the ss they get is used up on the Bhaiyya-Bhabhi ki theek karo aandolan but even their little dance scene yesterday was used as an opening act for more Shivika awkwardness in the dark. Thank gayi hoon yaar... it's like watching One Direction open for a local band that knows only one song and even that they're not great at!            

LMAAOOO @ that analogy!!!

Okay that Jalan scene I enjoyed because of how ShreNal played each other off. Omkara was all seething rage which was increasing with every second whereas Gauri was obviously stunned by his behavior but she was quick to recover. She broke away from his grip at the right moment and left with such casual ease. “Achi baat hai...pata hona chaiye..” The nonchalant tone of her voice and later the camera panning on Omkara’s face which was all about the rage and hurt...I like to believe that we aren’t done with this scene yet. It was too incomplete which is the reason it didn’t make sense. I don’t think that scene was needed in the first place! RiKara were doing prettay well on their own before it. But this jalan conversation made a general topic for them as something very personal. Unfortunately we’d never get to see the decent follow up conversation to it (considering how the Friday’s epi was all about the Jealous SSO Rocks being a complete and hilarious fail) so theorizing and headcanoning is all we can do.

Another unfortunate fact is that as long as that FKFC (Faltu Ka Footage Couple)* is there hoarding up all the center stage, we’d never get RiKara be anything more than opening acts/supporting cast. Which is why i want this shaadi drama to be just done already so we can move on and everyone’s life would stop revolving around FKFC. Unless the next track would be OmRu worried about why their dear Bhaiya-Bhabhi aren’t consummating their marriage and making babies. Oh god, ye shaadi tak toh theek hai but sheeeesh...imagine the horror if the supporting characters would next make plans for FKFC’s suhaag raat...NAHIIINNN!!!!

{*Shivika aren’t always FKFC but allow me to call them that when they are like i.e. whenever RiKara push their issues on the backseat for them. No other couple does that except Rikara. So excuse me for calling a spade a spade. It takes an army to solve their issues and even then they manage to screw it up. Hatao yaar!}