#i think im just craving eggs tbh

[desperate2lose]

July 25, 2023

2 pm: i feel fine, def a lil hungry but idrc. i’ve had cherries and watermelon today <3 i’m gonna have boiled egg and ham for lunch and hopefully it’ll fuel me for work :)

i’m still too afraid to weigh myself, so i’m gonna do measurements instead and set a reminder to measure myself again a month from now.

today is also day 2 of no carbonated drinks! i don’t crave them at all. at first i was gonna cut out only soda but tbh any carbonation hurts my tummy. i rly wanna get into juicing so i’ll look more into that.

measurements:

chest- 41 in

waist- 45 in

stomach- 50 in

thighs- 25 in

arms- 13 in

calves- 18 in

fuck okay i finally weighed myself and it was better than i thought. i literally thought i was 300 lbs or at least 280. but i’m 253.8. still not ideal but not my heaviest. i think my heaviest was like 267 or something.

11 pm: hungry but bearable. also i dont have a headache after work!!!!!! the egg and ham helped :) oh plus a little mac n cheese thing. gluten free.

i redownloaded myfitnesspal so that should help. i also found out that if my max calories every day are 1200 or less, i could reach my gw in a year!! thats soooo doable.

im sad because i was going to make chicken for dinner but my partner surprised me with pizza 🤦🏻‍♂️ idk if i’m going to eat it. i might just go to bed hungry.

[emcscared-whumps]

heya thanks for the tag!

3 Ships: Uhh... also not a big shipper here lol I don't often care for ships in media, I prefer to get invested in OCs, so Timmy/Pete is WHERE IT'S AT, although I was very disappointed by Keith/Lance (from Voltron: Legendary Defender (I think that's the full name)) not being canon (the character dynamics, arc, and development are so much better suited to this ship than Keith/Allura (spelling?) and you can't change my mind), and ig if i had to choose one more, it'd be Elspeth and Rushton (from The Obernewtyn Chronicles), they're main and canon tho, but it's slow burn and the whole series is LONG AF, so it boils down to waiting for them to [redacted] and Bond/be betrothed

First Ship: Timmy/Pete, technically Liz/Pete, I never intended for there to be any actual romance, but Here We Are (they really do have minds of their own huh)

Last Song: The Dreamyard by Kunning Fox (a cover of a Pokemon area theme ^-^)

Last Movie: uHHH a movie specifically... Dang... well I Intentionally watched Wednesday, but that doesn't count bc it's not a movie... I think I watched part of a Bond movie that was on TV

Currently Reading: Hurt and Comfort: A Whump Anthology, The Obernewtyn Chronicles by Isobelle Carmody, Demon Slayer by Koyoharu Gotouge, and teeeechnically The Runebinder Chronicles by Alex R. Kahler, since I got halfway through the first book, liked it, and wanted to wait to get the rest of the trilogy(?) before bingeing reading it all, and then the various whump series I'm following here ^-^

Currently Consuming: A hot chocolate, but the place didn't have any mint syrup so i cant get my mint hot choccie like usual, (and the manager looking lady i dont know so well wasnt nice but literally everyone else was so im a bit >:[ ) but i ordered a medium size, and it's just. Milk basically. So I'm not currently consuming it, im taking it home with me to out cooking chocolate in it

Currently Craving: Timmy/Pete hurt/comfort, and also soy rice cracker thingies... They're crunchy and savoury and I love them and I want them... There was also one version of them that were all round orange shaped with the soy glaze and dried seaweed and they were incredibly spicy but I haven't had them since I was a kid, and I haven't been able to find them again T^T (that one there is a lifelong craving tbh)

Tagging, no pressure: @willowtreewhump @talonsaga-trash @suspicious-whumping-egg @painful-pooch @kira-the-whump-enthusiast and whoever else wants to participate :3

Get to Know Me Better Tag Game

thanks @blood-is-compulsory for the tag!

Rules: answer the questions and tag some people you want to get to know better.

3 Ships: i’m not really into ‘shipping’ so much tbh? or fandom stuff in general. just kinda play around with ocs lol

First ship: i have no idea tbh. probably some characters from warrior cats

Last song: gay pirates by cosmo jarvis

Last movie: recently rewatched the tale of the princess kaguya, my favorite movie of all time

Currently reading: various whump stories

Currently consuming: i just ate some macaroni

Currently craving: seaweed

tagging @barebarb @t0rture-me @whumperstorm @soursagas @whumpyzombie @emcscared-whumps

[gayestnerdsinfiction]

Breaking and Entering

Edward arrives at Jonathan’s tiny apartment in the Narrows just after two in the morning. Ordinarily, he couldn’t be caught dead anywhere near that part of town any later than ten o’clock, but desperate times call for desperate measures. And looking for a criminal fleeing a crime scene in the Narrows is like looking for a needle in a disgusting neighborhood populated entirely by needles.

He sets to work on picking the lock on the front door. Hopefully he can get in quickly and quietly without waking Jonathan, crash on his couch for the night, and deal with all the unpleasantness of explaining ‘what exactly he thinks he’s doing’ in the morning. Easy as pie.

The lock clicks. Carefully, Edward turns the knob and pushes open the door, peering into the apartment. He blinks sharply as his eyes are met with harsh fluorescent lights. “Oh, shit,” he mumbles as the reality of the situation sinks in. Jonathan is still awake. He is in his kitchen. And he has just caught Edward trying to break into his home.

Lovely.

“I can explain,” Edward says awkwardly, still half crouched in the doorway.

Jonathan doesn’t bother to look up from whatever he’s doing. Probably preparing some new variant of his toxin to attack Edward with. “Hungry?” he asks.

Edward stares blankly at the other man, mouth only slightly agape. “I… guess,” he finally manages.

“Good.”  He turns the stove on, dropping a slice of butter into a skillet. “Close the door,” he instructs. “It’s freezing.”

Edward does as he’s told. He comes to stand stiffly in the living room. This whole thing is very… surreal. “What are you making?”

“Eggs.” Jonathan punctuates the sentence by swiftly cracking an egg into the pan. “Am I correct in remembering that you like eggs?”

“You are.”

He nods. Reaches for a second egg, his long fingers cradling it quite delicately before tapping it firmly on the edge of the pan. He parts the two halves of the shell with one hand, and the yolk drops into the skillet with a satisfying sizzle. “You’re allowed to sit down, you know.”

Edward looks around for something to sit on. Jonathan doesn’t have a kitchen table or any chairs. Though, he supposes the man hardly eats enough to necessitate one. He decides to sit down on the arm of the sofa. Folds his hands in his lap. “Would you mind terribly if I stayed the night?”

“I assumed that’s what you were here for.” He sprinkles salt and pepper on the eggs. “Will you be needing a change of clothes?”

“Maybe just a shirt,” Edward says, toying with the edge of his sleeve. “Button ups aren’t very comfortable as sleepwear.”

Jonathan gestures vaguely in the direction of the hall. “You’re welcome to whatever’s in the closet.”

“How kind of you.”

“All the clothes I actually like are in the drawers.”

“Ah.” That’s more like the Jonathan he knows.

Jonathan turns off the stove, moving the pan to a different burner. “Do you want anything… with it?” he asks. “I could make toast. Or a bagel.”

“A bagel might be nice.”

He rummages around in the fridge, eventually producing a bag of bagels. “Do you want the egg now or do you want it with your bagel?”

“With the bagel, please.” He has literally never been this polite to Jonathan before. Even saying something so simple as ‘please’ leaves an odd feeling in his mouth.

“Why don’t you go pick a shirt while you wait,” Jonathan suggests. “Closet is in my room.” For the first time since his arrival, Jonathan looks up at Edward. “Don’t… touch anything.”

“Wouldn’t dream of it.” Edward’s skin prickles slightly under Jonathan’s piercing gaze. He gets up from the couch, making his way down the hall to Jonathan’s room.

For all the times he’s been in Jonathan’s apartment, he’s never actually seen his bedroom. It’s… about what he expected. Not dirty per se, but Jonathan definitely isn’t the type who puts things away once he’s done using them. He seems to be partial to stacks as a method of organization—stacks of books, papers, and empty boxes are carefully placed throughout the space. Edward feels a nagging urge to put everything away. He ignores it. Jonathan said not to touch anything, and the last thing he needs is to be on the receiving end of that man’s wrath tonight.

He opens the closet. He wouldn’t have expected Jonathan to own so many sweaters. Though, he did say these were all the clothes he didn’t like. Out of the corner of his eye, he notices a pile of jackets draped across the back of a chair. The urge to tidy up develops quickly into a need. He tries not to look at anything besides the closet. The closet is neat. The closet is what he’s here for.

Edward selects a grey, knit sweater. It’s far too large for him, but it seems comfortable and warm and that’s all he can really ask for. He closes the closet, walking hastily out of the bedroom.

When he returns to the kitchen he finds Jonathan taking Edward’s bagel out of the toaster and setting it on a plate beside one of the eggs. “You have good timing,” he remarks, handing the plate to Edward.

He takes it. Goes to sit on the couch. Jonathan joins him shortly after, his own plate in hand. Edward carefully places his egg atop the bagel. “Thank you,” he says. “For the food.”

“Sure.”

“Are we just going to gloss over the fact that I broke into your apartment?”

Jonathan shrugs. “I’m under no illusions about the kind of man you are.”

“Fair.” He takes a bite of his makeshift sandwich. Something about the bread-egg combination makes for the perfect post heist comfort food. He hadn’t realized exactly how hungry he was until then. “Were you expecting me?” he asks between bites.

“I saw they were looking for you. On the news.” Jonathan pokes the tines of his fork into the egg yolk, watching it break and ooze onto the plate. “My apartment was closest to where you were. Closer than Selina’s or Harley’s at least. I sort of figured—” He trails off. Takes a few bites of his food. “Well,” he says. “You’re here, in any case.”

“Yeah. I’m here,” Edward echoes.

[antirepurp]

ok im ready to sit down and give some real thought to frontiers beyond nonsensical first-impression fueled gushing let’s go gamers

im not here to discuss the gameplay tbh like it’s good and fun and all that jazz but im more of a story kinda guy y’know. anyway.

reflecting on the story while watching the credits gave me sort of similar vibes to the first sonic movie in the sense that, all the building blocks and the ultimate vision were there, but the pacing was just a tad too fast to explore everything to their full potentials. the beginning felt definitely more fluent in that regard, thought this could also be just my experience in wanting to explore/get all the memories and THEN do all the plot shit in one go lol. i do think the ending needed a little something more special, i was hype to be in space but then it lasted a grand total of a single cutscene which was... not as cool as it could have been. same thing with sage, and my goodness i have a lot of thoughts about her

i seriously wish they had explored the whole corruption thing more! it seemed like such a huge deal but then it sorta. got thrown aside at the last moment. like okay fair how else would they have solved this issue without using resources to like idk create new playable characters for a single segment in which they save sonic or something? but i would’ve liked more, hm, spice in the whole situation. maybe the corruption overtakes sonic and, for a while, the story would force us to act against our friends. perhaps sage would be the one to stop sonic when he begins to threaten eggman’s safety, perhaps she is the one who gets shlorped into the corruption to stabilize sonic, perhaps the two of them are, for a brief moment in time, the same entity, and defeat the... whatever the final boss was together uh. it was some, corruption shit right? was that ever really addressed like the mechs and shit were ancients’ tech and there was another threat which was the fucking thanos planet or whatever?? and that planet was like possessing the mechs through cyber space?? did they actually address this or did i take too long fucking around to remember the plot anymore

regardless im overall fine with the story though! i can see why people would have issues with it, it’s far from perfect, but still a step-up from the 2010s sans sonic boom. i loved the interactions with amy and tails specifically, seeing the former become a more fleshed out character from what she’s used to and having a lot of things with tails addressed as well, especially forces. knuckles was a bit more history focused i feel but i think that fits him honestly

sage though... i was left craving more interactions with her and eggman, more direct ones anyway. the egg memos and the occasional cutscene was fine sure but i feel like something is still missing. either way im a sucker for sentient AI characters, i love how both her and sonic operate morally grey grounds for the most of the game and both see one another as enemies more or less (even if sonic is a lot friendlier towards her.) she’s a very interesting character and i do want to see more of her, im very much a fan of the implication that she might return in the future, and that it’s implied that frontiers leads up to a more cohesive narrative within sonic games from what we’ve had! i mean it would be a fucking shame to throw a character like that away, especially with the character development she brings out in eggman as well.

im not entirely sure how i feel about the ancients being aliens, it’s a bit... well, we had aliens before so did we really need more of them i guess? that said i am fucking obsessed that since the ancients are related to chaos, and chaos is related to chao, that chao are just heavily fucking mutated ancients that became babies it’s fucking hilarious to me akjsdhajds

the last thing that like actually bothers me is the goddamn mural that appeared in the sky and in the end on eggman’s machine, i severely wanted it addressed but we never really got that? i mean it has something to do with cyber space and the ancients but the hell is it? also i lowkey hate that every time i see it i read it as “up” but that’s just me aksjdhd

ah. i probably will have more thoughts later on after i’ve let my brain soup sit around for a while. but frontiers is good, pretty fucking good. and sticks confirmed please show her in a mainline game soon i miss her so much

[surveysonfleek]

1637.

What was last film/TV show you watched, that starred an attractive actor? last show i watched was below deck med season 2 and im crushing on the chef hardddd. he’s a cutie

When was the last time you had a bowl of soup? What flavour? exactly a week ago, chicken and corn soup

Do you have any tinned foods in your cupboard at the moment? yes, plenty!

Have you ever worked with someone named Julie? What was she like? i dont think i have actually. i just know someone named julie tho

What foods have you been craving lately, if any? pancakes

What was the last savoury snack you ate? probably chips

What was the last sweet snack you ate? hello panda

What was the last food item that you tried for the first time? i dont remember buttttt i made a frittata the first time yesterday and i was so good!

^ How was it? pretty damn good for someone who doesnt cook that much

Does anyone in your family have green eyes? i wish! such a pretty eye colour

Have you ever known anyone named Phyllis? What was she like? nah, i instantly think of phyllis from the office

What was the name of your first ever pet? dopey

Where was the last place you went out for lunch? What did you order? yum cha. a ton of dumplings ughhh, yum.

Where was the last place you went for an evening meal? What did you order? my fiance and i just did a road trip so we last had kfc for dinner on the way back lol

Have you Googled anything today? What? addresses for our wedding guests

What do you like to eat for breakfast these days? eggs usually

Is anyone in your family a nurse? yes, my aunty and cousin.

Do you like to wear lipstick? What colours do you think suit you best? i used to but got over it! i usually just choose a similar to my lips

Who was the last person to recommend a book to you? tasha

What colour is your shirt? black

Name something you own that is green. a tshirt

Do you know anyone named Sally? What about Sidney? nope!

Have you ever heard anyone talk in their sleep? yes, my fiance has done it before.

^ If so, do you remember what they said? haha i have no idea

Who was the last person to tease or joke around with you, in a friendly way? my fiance of course

What was the last beverage you drank from a mug? coffee

Are there any framed photos in your living room? we switched it out for a digital photo frame. im loving it tbh!

Is there a jar of peanut butter in your house? yes

Are there any foods that you loved as a child, but wouldn’t eat now? ummmm. no not really actually. im the opposite

Give me a fruit or vegetable that starts with the same letter as your name. dragonfruit

Look around the room - can you see any objects that are orange? makeup bag

What brand is your facial moisturiser? perricone md

What brand was the last lipstick you wore? mac

Does anyone you know own a tabby cat? How about a cocker spaniel? no and yes. this was a family friend’s dog who passed away like maybe 20 years ago but it was such a nice cocker spaniel. i was bitten by a dog as a kid so i was so scared of it but thinking back, he was a good boy

What was the last book you read for the first time? man i havent picked up a book in months

^ What did you think of it? -

When was the last time you ate cheesecake? on the weekend and hated it

Do you have blinds or curtains in your bedroom? What colour are they? yes, grey

What was the last beverage you tried for the first time? watermelon and mint coconut water

^ How was it? not great, i prefer just straight up coconut water

Who was the last person that said you were beautiful? my fiance

To you, what makes a person beautiful? their personality and the way they carry themselves. u just know!

[ayyden-apoloe]

3 ships: hmmm i am super not a shipper tbh,, im more interested in the way people interact as a group (prolly bc like above im aspec) but the most recent ships ive thought about is lahar/mest (fairy tail), dave/karkat (homestuck) ask me about my unwritten davekat piss kink fanfiction, and arasol (homestuck)

first ever ship: as previously stated im not much for shipping but i think it probably wouldve beeeennnn leo valdez/calypso (heroes of olympus) just bc leo was my fav and i wanted good things for him

last song: oh boy this is a dangerous question to ask me >:3c *rubs my autistic hands together* so ive been in love w florence + the machine's album dance fever since it came out but ive never listened to it all the way through until like 3 days ago and now im obsESSED w the song free from that album ! its so aUGHhHH !!! its for the little trans egg 13 year old inside me who had just found her song dog days and was going batshit insane singing it at full volume and dancing around the kitchen alone when he had the house to himself every day after school

last movie: idk dude i dont watch movies but every other blue moo-WAIT I KNOW WHAT IT WAS !! IT WAS BARBIE FAIRYTOPIA WHEN ME AND MY BFFS GOT TIPSY AND WATCHED IT ON THE BIG TV FROM THE BLURRY CHOPPY YOUTUBE VID ! god i hate bibble

currently reading: i (and my bestie @candycornskull who i roped into it with me) am up-to-date on the webtoon Surviving Romance and it's SOOOOOOO so good, im awaiting each new chapter w bated breath

currently watching: im watching fairy tail with @mysteriousacorn !! (theyve seen the beginning like 17 million times but it's new to me) we're like 10 eps from the end and have to pause every 10mins or so to try and figure out wtf is happening

currently consuming: water, this reminded to to hydrate

currently craving: hmmm thai tea probably, ive never gotten mine quite as good as that one restaurant (idr the name grr) thats way out of the way and has gross sweet n sour sauce, but i daydream of that tea sometimes

i tag: @mysteriousacorn , @candycornskull , and @creechur-karkat

tag game!! thank you @stellernorth for the tag i love these things :D

3 ships: sam/cas my beloveds <3 one of my ships of all time. uh anakin and padmé from star wars because sometimes straight people slay. and uhhhhh ian and mickey from shameless!

First ever ship: I honestly don’t even know… WAIT yes I do it was fucking Rainbow Dash and Fluttershy because I was weird in middle school

Last song: NDA by Megan Thee Stallion <3

Last movie: Dungeons and Dragons Honor Among Thieves. it was honestly really good and I wasn’t expecting much but it exceeded my expectations

Currently reading: uhm like nothing except textbooks for class LMAO I’m so busy I haven’t read an actual book since summer break it’s tragic

Currently watching: Game of Thrones season 3 and technically season 15 of Supernatural but I’m taking a break from that

Currently consuming: baby carrots :3

Currently craving: I could fuck up a mcdonald’s cheeseburger rn tbh

tagging people I’d like to know better (only if you want): @johnmeowston @z0nic @bikarma @apyrisol and anyone else who sees this and wants to do it!!

[words-for-holland]

Quarantine Series: Ornithopobia

Pairing: Tom Holland x Reader

Summary: The boys help Y/N get over her fear of birds. I’m sorry if this sucks lol (This takes place pre-Birthday Week)

Check the Rest: Burnt Out | A New Look | Secret Cuts & Kisses | Breaking Friendships |The Birthday Week | Movie Night | Silence is Golden? | Birthday Date Night

Masterlist

Everyone has that one thing that makes them squeamish or afraid. It’s natural. Ironically Tom, who has played Spiderman for the five years of his life is afraid of spiders. Harry gets spooked with loud unforseen noises, Harrison is afraid of snakes, and Tuwaine is terrified of mirrors in the dark. For Y/N, birds were her greatest fear, so imagine to her surprise when she finds out the boys bought a couple of chickens.

“You what?!” Y/N freaks out after she sees Tom holding a pair of chickens in both hands.

“C’mon love. We ran out of eggs, so instead of going to the store, Predator and Ranger can lay them in the backyard.” He reasons, adorning his boyish smile that he knows Y/N could never resist.

“But live chickens?!” Y/N repeats as she looks at the two clucking and bobbing their heads. She cringes in fear as she sees the chickens make eye contact with her. Her toes curl, and her arms wrap around her own body. “This is probably a bad time to tell you, I have a serious fear with birds.” She confesses through her teeth.

Tom laughs at her response, thinking it was a joke until he saw how Y/N’s face did not change. “Oh my god seriously?! You’re afraid of birds?!” He asked.

Y/N raises her eyesbrows, gesturing as if he should have known that. “Would I be acting like this if I was?”

“But why? I mean look at their cute, wittle faces. How can you be scared of these babies?” Tom responds in his baby voice as he pays his attention to the chickens.

“Look at them!” Y/N squeals. “The eyes. The beak. The claws.”

“Darling, they’re harmless.” Tom responds, stifling a laugh.

“Yeah? Well so are spiders but I don’t see you manning up to them! Plus, did you know chickens are the descendants of T-Rex?” She questioned him as if the viable information would frighten him.

Tom threw his head back, laughing at Y/N’s responses. “Spiders are a different story! You should have seen that tarantula they brought on the press tour. Y/N, chickens wont attack you.”

“Yes they will.”

“No they wont.”

“Yes, they w—”

“Look, why don’t we make a bet.” Tom inquires. “If I can get you to over come your fear of birds and hold Predator or Ranger by the end of Quarantine.... I get to name our first child.” He smiles brightly.

Y/N laughs at his proposal, not believing what he’s offering. “We’re not even engaged yet!” She exclaims. “Let alone, pregnant!!”

“Not yet, you aren’t!” He says excitedly. “But one of these days, I am going to put a ring on that finger and we are going to have beautiful babies. Im just planning ahead!” Y/N gives him a knowing look, which only made Tom shrug his shoulders and sigh in defeat. “But I guess if we’re talking about prizes now...I get to pick the movies for Movie Night for the next year with no complaints, but I still get to name our first child.”

Y/N rolls her eyes, smiling at the thought Tom had put into their future. The fact that he had already planned having her in his future with a kids, made her heart swell even more. “Ok, deal. You got till the end of lockdown.”

As the month passes by, Tom tried his best to slowly introduce the chickens to his girlfriend. His first attempt started with getting Y/N comfortable with a feather. He figured baby steps with introducing a harmless, soft part of a chicken would ease her uneasiness. “See baby, look how soft Ranger’s feather is. It almost tickles.” He tries to tickle her with the feather, but Y/N slowly backed away, cringing in fear. “C’mon darling. It’s just a feather. It’s not going to bite.” He laughs. Y/N shakes away the fear as she holds the feather smiling and admiring the lightness and fluffiness.

“Hey, this isn’t so bad.” She laughs nervously, playing around with the feather. Tom nods, feeling proud of the accomplishment he’s made. Baby steps, he thought to himself, knowing hes this much closer to naming their future child.

Unfortunately, it was short lived when Harrison decided to sneak up on Y/N while she was admiring Ranger’s feather. She squeal and jumped, as she made her way back up to their shared bedroom.

“Way to go Mate.” Tom says sarcastically. “I was this close too.”

“What?! I thought she was joking!” Harrison defended himself, laughing at the fact that Y/N really did have a fear of birds. “C’mon she craves fried chicken almost every day. There’s no way anyone would believe it!”

Tom continued to build up Y/N’s confidence with birds through the lockdown period. He let her watch them from a very safe distance, introduced her to baby chicks, and the more exposure she got, the more Y/N started to relax. But the real test came when a pigeon flew into their house. Will Smith was the name for the newest member of the Holland Home. Y/N and Tom froze when it started to chill in the living room. “It’s okay darling. See he’s just minding his own business. Look.”

Tom gets up and starts filming Will for his insta story, showing him the way out to freedom. He constantly looks back at Y/N to gauge her reaction, and was happy to see her smiling and shaking her head at the ridiculousness of it. After all, when do you ever see your boyfriend escort a pigeon out of the living room during Quarantine Season? “Good work. Love your work. Great form.” Tom encourages Will as he bobs his way out. A slight mishap happens when Will takes flight in the kitchen, which made Y/N squeal, her fear flooding in a tiny bit but not enough to make her run for the hills like last time. As the pigeon flies out to freedom, Tom comes back to the living room. “See a mangy little pigeon was nothing.”

Y/N lets out a slight giggle, as she makes room for her boyfriend. “Yeah...Will Smith wasnt too bad.” She admits. “Though I must say the commentary did help.” Y/N pauses to think for a second. “Actually, I think Im ready to hold Predator or Ranger right now.”

Tom lifts his head up with surprise. “What?! Seriously?!” He asks. Y/N nods at his response. “Only if you want to Y/N. I don’t want to force you to do anything that’s uncomfortable.”

“This...sounds like a totally different conversation right now.” Y/N laughs at her implication of the conversation.

Tom rolls his eyes, looking at her with seriousness. “I mean it Y/N. Don’t force yourself, if you don’t think youre ready to hold them.”

“We can start with petting them, and if I feel really good...I’ll try to hold them.” Y/N plans out as Tom grabs her hand to head her to the chicken’s den.

“Lads..today is a memorable day in history. Thats right, get your cameras out because Y/N is going to touch Predator and Ranger for the very first time.” Tuwaine annouces, cupping his hands around his mouth to make his voice even louder.

Harrison and Harry hold out the two chickens, who calmly lay in their arms. Tom is right beside Y/N, hilding her hand for support. “Are you ready gents?! Y/N pet them chickens!” Tuwaine yells out.

Slowly Y/N approaches the two chickens, letting her hand out. Predator and Ranger cock their heads up as they see the hand coming towards them. They don’t bother to move and remain very still. Once she made contact, Y/N lets out a slight squeal as she rubs down their sides. Realizing they neither jerked or flapped their wings, Y/N had grown more confident with her chicken handling. “Wow..they’re actually not too bad. They’re such cute little things.” She says.

“Do you wanna hold one?” Harry asks as he starts to lend the Predator to Y/N. The moment he’s about to lay Predator on Y/N’s open arms, she starts to flap her wings uncontrollably and make a noise. Ultimately it made Y/N cringe in fear as she ran to the door. “Well at least that she touched them.” Harry encourages Tom.

Tom shrugs his shoulders, as he laughs at the response. “She touched the chicken and that’s all that matters.” Tom thinks for a moment wondering if it counted as an automatic win. “Wait Y/N” he yells running after her. “Does this mean I can name our child Peter Benjamin Holland?”

Taglist:

@hollanddolanfangirl @parkerspillow @joyleenl @kihyunwifes @holland-bowen @in-a-lot-of-fandoms-tbh @marvelobsessedteenager @viwihere

[aanyaforger]

 im... ummm... behind on some tag games so here is a big post!!! ty everyone for tagging me! i won’t be tagging anyone since there is quite a few here

1. tagged by @mazusu ty liza!! made me and best boy luffy!!!

PICREW CHALLENGE : MAKE A PICREW OF YOU WITH YOUR FAVOURITE CHARACTER(S)

2.  tagged by both @naruzumake and @naoamaya ty to the both of you!!

love at first sight or slowly growing fond of someone? // love letters or mixtapes? // hand kisses or kisses on the cheeks? // understanding each other without words or finishing each others sentences? // gazing into each other’s eyes or looking away blushing? // longing to be with someone again or spending every second together? // laughing together or crying together? // someone run their fingers through your hair or gently playing with your hand? // surprise kisses or long tight hugs?

3. @eremikas and @itadorii-yuuji and @stormbreaker ty for the tag!!

mornings or evenings?

coffee or tea?

cookies or cake?

chocolate or sweet?

new year's or halloween?

video games or tv?

instagram or tik tok?

rock or pop music?

youtube or netflix?

doughnuts or waffles?

blue or pink?

dogs or cats?

moths or butterflies?

beach or mountains?

rain or wind?

winter or summer?

movies or books?   

4. @nagisa-cchi ty narumii!!! 💗

5. @itadorii-yuuji​ ty lisette!   i did me and luffy!

6. @makotun​ and @nagisa-cchi​  ty you two!

RULES: tag ten people you’d like to get to know better or catch up with

last song: somebody to love by queen

last film: howl’s moving castle

currently reading: kono oto tomare! (im re-reading/catching up), fushigi neko kyuu-chan, and komi can’t communicate

currently watching: one piece and school rumble

currently craving: eggs LOL i just had eggs 

7. @naruzumake​ ty rai!

8.  @zenien​​  and @jidai​​ ty!!

Favourite colour: red

Last song: somebody to love by queen

Last film: howl’s moving castle

Last series: finished? donten ni warau

Currently reading: kono oto tomare! (im re-reading/catching up), fushigi neko kyuu-chan, and komi can’t communicate

 Currently watching: one piece and school rumble

Currently craving: eggs... 

Tea/coffee: tea

Currently working on: uhhh nothing at the moment...

9.  @jidai​​  and @stormbreaker​ sen and roh ty!

Why did you choose your url? - i was extremely hyped for eula when she was announced

Any side blogs? if you have them, name them and why you have them. - newbark-town (pokemon blog), onepiecesource (admin there!), choujinx (mangacaps with friends lol...), octopath-net (bruh i let it die...), graphics-net (member there), creatorweek (admin there as well!)

How long have you been on tumblr? - i think 2012, but i remade in 2016

Do you have a queue tag? - nope

Why did you start your blog in the first place? - uhh i forgot tbh it was so long ago 

Why did you choose your icon/pfp? - ONE PIECE SUPREMACY!!

Why did you choose your header?

What’s your post with the most notes? - good question. not sure

How many mutuals do you have? - good question. not sure as well but i love all my mutuals!

How many followers do you have? - 1992 oh shit i didn’t notice im almost at 2k 

How many people do you follow? - 365

Have you ever made a shitpost? - probably

How often do you use tumblr each day? - well i have no job nor am i in school so almost every day

Did you ever have a fight/argument with another blog once? who won? - nope

How do you feel about “you need to reblog this” posts? - not sure tbh lol

Do you like tag games? - yeah! but i have this long ass backlog 

Do you like ask games? - yep! they’re always fun!

Do you have a crush on a mutual? - maybe LOL

[filthyjanuary]

Sima tell me every single parx opinion you have. I wanna hear rankings of albums, top 5 off each, demo that should’ve been on an album, favorite interview moment, favorite Awsten tweet, anything and everything u got

oh jesus dgfefgf bailey THANK U uhhhhh okay so like i ranked all the albums two months ago but i’d only been into parx for like 2 months so i’ll tell u which ones have moved up or down.

double dare, even then, was hardest for me to rank so uh looking at this im like... what was i thinking? gloom boys is still That Bitch but maybe not first? i think i’d move 21q and plum island higher because i’ve appreciated them more lately, it follows would swap with gloom boys, MIA would swap with dizzy probably. royal and SFY might swap with 21q/plum island actually just because i’ve overplayed them for myself but im keeping THTTM where it is... this album is genuinely all over the place i think my rankings switch every minute.

entertainment... i think i need to move sleep alone above tantrum as much as it pains me.... sorry tantrum i still love u. otherwise, this feels right, although rare could be higher maybe? idk 3-5 are basically the same in my head. lucky people has also grown on me a bit so maybe it shouldn’t be so low but i also can’t think of anything that deserves to be lower so uh.

fandom still feels right, i’d maybe move reboot/ifywwm above turbulent, and maybe swap nba and eth but.... overall this feels right to me still.

i never ranked the eps so here we go (also i barely listen to AC/B so i gotta remind myself what the songs even sound like so their rankings are probs not accurate sorry dfgefrergfd)

cluster: mad all the time, pink, territory, crave, no capes.

blacklight: new wave, i’m a natural blue, night maps, easter egg, christmas, american history

airplane conversations: silver, they all float, fantastic, i was hiding under your porch because i love you, bones of 92

tbh that was hard, i switched fantastic and iwhuypbily so many times theyre tied i think

OKAY FR UNPOPULAR (?) OPINION TIME, awsten’s starry eyed cover is better than anything on blacklight lol

tbh i dont really have a favourite interview moment bc they have a lot of interviews and the general unhinged energy is great in all of them but awsten’s interview with zach sang is my favourite interview because it’s so thorough? i’m a journalist and when i was in school that was the kind of work i saw myself doing (lol @ reality), so i just love when an interview is detailed AND you can tell the interviewer knows what the fuck they’re talking about AND puts the person they’re talking to at ease. every time i watch that one i feel like my heart grows three sizes. i also really liked those rocksound ones where they had each member do their separate video and pick random numbers for their questions bc i like when otto and geoff get attention,

my favourite awsten tweet is this one because he’s not talking to/about me but also like... me @ me i guess

THE DEMOS HMMMMMMMM FIRST OFF WWDFF SHOULDVE BEEN ON THE REGULAR VERSION OF DOUBLE DARE I AM TIRED OF TURNING TO SOUNDCLOUD

idk if there are demos that yall discuss that arent on the demo album but off 1, noise, glitter times, teenage jealousy and sorry as i’ll ever be.

i want a teenage jealousy release because the song slaps, but also... i WANNA KNOW WHAT THE REDACTED PART SAYS SO BAD.

tbh i get why none of them were released, like i dont have any album songs where im like FUCK THIS REPLACE IT WITH A DEMO SONG, but..... noise and sorry as i’ll ever be are the two i could see fitting into an album most naturally.

send asks so i don’t fall asleep at work

[prehev]

21

rly excited about tmr.. well, a couple hours later today haha

itll be the first time ill be going out since quarantine started around the 15th of march for me! :] unfortunately i cant visit my bf bc.. strict asian parents... h.. but im really excited to go to the grocery store!! ive been craving musubi for a while now... also bibimbap with raw egg... yum teehee

so im probably going to purchase the ingredients for both dishes and see if i could make it at home! i made a list earlier of everything i want but im pretty sure that im bound to 4get something rip

ooh also ive been wanting sangaria’s milk so theres that too aaaaa..,. might get cheap store sushi too because for some reason ive been wanting that more than actual sushi? lol also eel bowls.. yay, but yeah really excited about later today! :-) might actually post irl pictures for once on here maybe haha but i usually do that on my ig..

school’s not over for me yet, i still have up until june 12th :-( my summer break is about two months long? its super short

idk why it makes me kind of sad because compared to other people i know outside of my school district and my online friends, their break is a lot longer.. i guess this is what happens when you’re attending a competitive school :-(

i feel like im one of the few people that genuinely want school uniforms at my school, i feel like it would make the environment here a lot more... idk easy? idk how to explain it, like.. yea just easier to be in and a lot less anxiety inducing idk

i don’t mind wearing blazers or skirts and button up tops tbh, those uniforms are cooliooo!! like the preppy schools over here lol..

im trying to get back into drawing but everything having to do with me, especially with waht i make i automatically hate it but i try not to? also i just feel like idk empty most of the time

maybe its just because i really miss my bf lol

i forgot, because of covid i wasnt able to give my gifts to him last month for our anniversary :[ but he said that its ok!! maybe icould have it be a welcome back to school giftinstead?? idk its a dumb idea i know LOL

i kind of want to get more into cosplay, but its really expensive and i just.. have better things to spend my money on. i want to cosplay as shouko nishimiya from a silent voice for this halloween though and at anime cons in my area :]

i dont think people would recognize her because her design isnt exactly super duper distinct but its ok! idm hehe

anyway thats all im gonna write about for now, im just kind of tired at the moment

i finally am starting to fix my sleep schedule though, ive been sleeping at about 2-4 am instead of pulling allnighters up until 12 pm lol... so thats cool i guess

but i mean my parents pretty much forced me to do that so blehh but its fine, at least im not burned out all the time whenever i have schoolwork to do

[alipiee]

hi! would you be comfortable sharing what you eat on an average day since going vegan, or what some of your favorite vegan substitutes are? im almost completely vegetarian and i've tried going vegan, but i can't get over my craving for cheese!

of course!! I’ll put it under the cut bc this might get a lil long :))

for breakfast usually toast + sunflower spread/jam/marmalade/peanut butter/avocado or shreddies/weetabix and dairy free milk (i love soya and oat!)

lunch is usually just the leftovers from my dinner the night before or i make toasties with vegan cheese - I’m not sure where you’re from but in England most supermarkets have their own version! But the brand Violife is really good!! Most vegan cheeses you need to melt but once you have the texture is stringy and tastes just like normal cheese tbh (also violife is the brand Pizza Hut now uses for their vegan pizzas so you just  k n o w  it’s good) 

for dinner it usually varies day to day and depends how much time I have/ if I’m cooking for my family but here’s some of the ones i make the most often:

Spaghetti hoops + toast

Tomato pasta w/ vegan sausages (+ garlic bread)

Veggie fajitas or fajitas w/ vegan chicken (+nachos)

Veggie cous cous (also good in wraps)

Veggie quinoa (also good in wraps)

Veggie stir fry w/ tofu

Quesadillas but swap chicken for tofu/vegan meat replica and add a lot of vegetables n ofc swap for vegan cheese (these are my fave to make by far)

Vegan beef burger

Vegan chicken burger

Vegetable burger (these are the best i think)

Bean burger (with any of the burgers usually just add some frozen veg n sweet potato fries on the side which are super cheap n filling)

Vegan pizza

Vegan roast dinner (vegan sausages + vegan gravy + veg + mash/roast potatoes)

if you have an aldi or iceland near you they seem to be the best for vegan substitutes which are cheap!

here’s some pics of a few substitutes I get from aldi:

linda mccartney also does some amazing vegan/vegetarian things, especially sausages and they’re usually like £1/2 for 6 so you can use them for different meals

as for the craving cheese thing, I used to  l o v e  cheese and couldnt get enough but honestly just watching things on the dairy industry has completely put me off it n i dont want it anymore, especially when there are a ton of options, this is a really good video which is short but gives lots of info on it and definitely made me go completely off dairy, but I’d definitely check out violife because they have so many different types like blocks and slices and grated n it tastes amazing!

another documentary which is really good is what the health on netflix, its really eye opening!! I havent watched them yet because honestly im too scared too but dominion, earthlings and cowspiracy are all supposed to be really great vegan documentaries too

my food is all v simple because its mainly what i used to eat before just altered to make it vegan but there are some great instagram and twitter pages out there with recipes and advice which could be handy to look at!

okay summary for substitutes:

milk: soya/oat (but there’s a ton more out there like almond/cashew/rice etc)

cheese: Violife/supermarket’s own brand

eggs: (I was never a fan of eggs before I went vegan but you can make scrambled ones out of tofu/ use flaxseeds for baking apparently)

burgers: Vegan versions/bean/vegetable

chocolate: bourneville/any dark chocolate without milk tbh

ice cream: vegan magnums/vegan swedish glace

I’ll link some people I found super helpful when I was going vegan in case they can help you too :))

amyythevegan (twitter) + amyythevegan (insta)

accidentallyveganuk (insta)

veganrecipevideo (insta)

livekindlyco (insta)

vegandowndown (insta)

veganvideos (insta)

here’s my twitter too which I’ve started using as a platform for veganism n have retweeted stuff from people you might find it useful to follow too if you have an account 

hopefully this has been kinda helpful and I hope it all goes well!! going vegan is hands down the best decision ive ever made so im sure you’ll love it too!

[hypereactive]

1. Who was the last person you held hands with? my best friend

2. Are you outgoing or shy? shy

3. Who are you looking forward to seeing? my best friend

4. Are you easy to get along with? depends. i try to be, but im also REALLY picky/have strong opinions on a lot of stuff, and im autistic..

5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you? yeah

6. What kind of people are you attracted to? a caring one, who listens before judging

7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now? yeah

8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind? my best friend

9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable? sometimes

10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? probably my best friend

11. What does the most recent text that you sent say? “o”

12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now? uhm. I like A LOT of songs.

billie ellish- bury a friend and you should see me in a crown

rag’n’bone man - human

rebel - black pearl (hes a pirate)

Aladdin soundtrack - Prince Ali and one jump ahead

arctic monkeys - Do I wanna know?

13. Do you like it when people play with your hair? rarely

14. Do you believe in luck and miracles? yea

15. What good thing happened this summer? new job, in my field of study

16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? yepp

17. Do you think there is life on other planets? probs at least simple life

18. Do you still talk to your first crush? only if I run into him getting coffee (he works there)

19. Do you like bubble baths? if im in the mood

20. Do you like your neighbors? one i do, one i absolutely dont, the rest i dont interact w

21. What are you bad habits? im REALLY picky, and can come off as ungrateful (if u can’t do it right id rather u just not do it. apparently its more common to think at least you got something/they tried.)

22. Where would you like to travel? Anywhere w the right people. Nowhere without.

23. Do you have trust issues? kinda. More like I understand people wont understand me or meet my needs adequately.

24. Favorite part of your daily routine? morning coffee

25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with? my chin/teeth

26. What do you do when you wake up? if I have ResponsibilitesTM i get up and get coffee and leave the house in less than 20 min, otherwise i lay in bed on tumblr until i have to get up due to responsibilities or hunger.

27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker? im good w where its at tbh

28. Who are you most comfortable around? my best friend

29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up? yeah. 

30. Do you ever want to get married? yeah

31. Is your hair long enough for a pony tail? lol yesss

32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with? none?

33. Spell your name with your chin. bdfuds

34. Do you play sports? What sports? not really. i like frisbee and longboarding if those count.

35. Would you rather live without TV or music? TV

36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them? no. I cant keep secrets.

37. What do you say during awkward silences? i usu dont. ill just go on my phone/leave/etc

38. Describe your dream girl/guy? my best friend. 

39. What are your favorite stores to shop in? hot topic

40. What do you want to do after high school? lol im not in high school

41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? depends on what they did and why, and if they want to grow as a person/make it right

42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean? im tired/overwhelmed/content/bored

43. Do you smile at strangers? if i lock eyes with them and they smiled, i might smile back, but im pretty good at Not Looking At People

44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean? ocean

45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning? ResponsibilitiesTM

46. What are you paranoid about? having a heart attack and no one being around to help me/not noticing until its too late

47. Have you ever been high? yea

48. Have you ever been drunk? yea

49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about? no

50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore? black

51. Ever wished you were someone else? no, but i have wished my parents were

52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself? my chin probs. idk i like myself

53. Favourite makeup brand? i dont wear makeup

54. Favourite store? this is a duplicate question.

55. Favourite blog? uhm.

56. Favourite colour? black/grey/light pink/raspberry/celery green

57. Favourite food? cheese, cheddar brats, spinach, chocolate chip cookies, milkshakes

58. Last thing you ate? rice w beef, spinach, egg and soy sauce

59. First thing you ate this morning? coffee and nutella

60. Ever won a competition? For what? I think so but i cant remember. Oh i think I won an anti-bullying poster competition once.

61. Been suspended/expelled? For what? lol nopee

62. Been arrested? For what? no

63. Ever been in love? few times now

64. Tell us the story of your first kiss? uh. no. cuz i didnt even like the dude.

65. Are you hungry right now? no

66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends? i only have one real friend so I feel like thats unfair

67. Facebook or Twitter? tumblr.

68. Twitter or Tumblr? still tumblr

69. Are you watching tv right now? lol no

70. Names of your bestfriends? no, bc hed not appreciate it

71. Craving something? What? not rn

72. What colour are your towels? grey or floral w pinks and blacks and oranges

72. How many pillows do you sleep with? 3

73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? yes, usu. 2

74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have? total? uh. 8?

75. Favourite animal? birbs prob.

76. What colour is your underwear? why?

77. Chocolate or Vanilla? chocolate, unless its ice cream. then vanilla

78. Favourite ice cream flavour? berry (any) or cheesecake (also any)

79. What colour shirt are you wearing? grey

80. What colour pants? a darker grey

81. Favourite tv show? uh. i like sherlock.

82. Favourite movie? deadpool probs. or pirates of the Caribbean. or Aladdin. or detective pikachu.

83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2? never seen either

84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street? never seen either

85. Favourite character from Mean Girls? n/a

86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo? uhm. I cant remember. Probs the black and white one w the scar, or the starfish, or the sea gull

87. First person you talked to today? my sister

88. Last person you talked to today? my best friend

89. Name a person you hate? my past roommate

90. Name a person you love? my best friend

91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now? my past roommate and most recent ex

92. In a fight with someone? currently? no? ever? yes.

93. How many sweatpants do you have? 5

94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have? 6

95. Last movie you watched? i dont know

96. Favourite actress? i dunno

97. Favourite actor? i dunno

98. Do you tan a lot? no

99. Have any pets? no

100. How are you feeling? i dont know

101. Do you type fast? yeah

102. Do you regret anything from your past? yeah, but not overly

103. Can you spell well? i think so 

104. Do you miss anyone from your past? no

105. Ever been to a bonfire party? i dont think so, but i want to (w the right people)

106. Ever broken someone’s heart? yeah, oops

107. Have you ever been on a horse? yep

108. What should you be doing? cleaning my house

109. Is something irritating you right now? no

110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt? yea

111. Do you have trust issues? yea

112. Who was the last person you cried in front of? my best friend

113. What was your childhood nickname? B. as in, just the letter

114. Have you ever been out of your province/state? yea

115. Do you play the Wii? no

116. Are you listening to music right now? yea

117. Do you like chicken noodle soup? not usually

118. Do you like Chinese food? i think so

119. Favourite book? uhm. sherlock (the whole series). the uglies series (scott westerfield). the secret garden. Fahrenheit 451. 1984. 

120. Are you afraid of the dark? no, but sometimes im afraid theres something in it

121. Are you mean? no

122. Is cheating ever okay? no

123. Can you keep white shoes clean? if i want to

124. Do you believe in love at first sight? no

125. Do you believe in true love? im not sure i know what this means

126. Are you currently bored? no

127. What makes you happy? i dont know

128. Would you change your name? no

129. What your zodiac sign? gemini

130. Do you like subway? i cant eat there

131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? lol weve been dating for a while now

132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? my best friend

133. Favourite lyrics right now? uh. I dont know.

134. Can you count to one million? that would take a month, so no.

135. Dumbest lie you ever told? i dont know. probably that i couldnt go to work bc i was “throwing up from a migraine” when i hadnt thrown up (yet).

136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed? it varies

137. How tall are you? i think im like. 5′8″?

138. Curly or Straight hair? curly. but not consistent

139. Brunette or Blonde? i am a brunette

140. Summer or Winter? winter. i can always wear more clothes

141. Night or Day? night. its quiet and calm

142. Favourite month? august and october

143. Are you a vegetarian? no

144. Dark, milk or white chocolate? yes.

145. Tea or Coffee? yes. depends on time of day/year/mood/etc

146. Was today a good day? i dont know

147. Mars or Snickers? mars

148. What’s your favourite quote? “if you cant explain it simply, you dont understand it well enough” -einstien is one of them. but there are more

149. Do you believe in ghosts? i dont know

150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page? “aunt lillian’s footsteps became more distant, became whispers, were gone.”

@ramblebrambleamble i got bored and answered all of them

[jaremish]

I Want Him Gone - Part 3

Pairing: Sam x teen!reader, Dean x teen!Reader (both platonic)

Warnings: Nothing really, fluff?

Word Count: 1260

Summary: You were kidnapped at the age of 14, having your parents killed right in front of you by a demon. Tortured almost daily for two years, you luckily escape only to run into the Winchesters. They quickly help you, not only physically but also mentally, taking you in almost as a little sister. Though there’s something crawling under your skin… revenge.

A/N: My god, I’m sorry this took so long to write. I had a mini writer's block (which is why i wrote those imagines) and couldn’t think of anything to write tbh. Well here it finally is! Feedback is GOLD. Happy reading y’all!

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You woke up a few hours later, still leaning against Sam. You kept your eyes closed, savouring the feeling of Sam stroking your hair. Your mother used to do this whenever you had a nightmare and you missed it so much.

Your mother was your rock. As a young teenager you go through a lot and your mother was always there helping you. Your 14 year old self would always argue against your parents, always overreacting at everything. It’s something you have to go through, being in the state between being a grown up and a kid can be confusing.

You missed your parents so much. The thought of them made you clench the fabric of Sam’s flannel in your hands. Your leg was still hurting, but you ignored it.

“Y/N?” Sam’s voice broke through the silence in the room

“You awake?” You nodded your head to answer him.

No matter how much you hated yourself for doing it, you started to trust Sam. It was against every single rule that you had put up, and you hoped to never regret this. He was that kind of person who constantly had this calming and trusting area.

“Yeah...” You mumbled out, being the first thing to say in a few weeks. The words felt wrong coming from you, almost a little too weak.

You immediately regretted saying something. You broke a rule. One of the most important rules you had to follow. Sam tensed under you and you quickly clenched your eyes shut. Your whole body tensed as well, waiting for Sam’s outrage on how you broke the rule.

Sam didn’t move for what felt as an infinity, but he started to relax, and you got confused. Where’s the punishment? You opened your eyes slowly, wanting to see what was going on. You didn’t dare to look up at Sam though, you were scared of what you might see.

“That’s, uh, that’s good. You hurting anywhere? We got you some painkillers if you need them.” He said after a while.

His voice was calm and collected, almost as if he didn’t want you to know what he was feeling. Was he angry? Sad? Or shooked..?

“My l-leg.” You didn’t know what had gotten to you, but you actually talked. Your voice cracked a little as you spoke and you cringed at the sound of your voice.

“Okay, yeah, let me just-” he didn’t finish the sentence as he gently gripped your waist in his hands and carefully lifted you up only to put you down a second later further away from him.

Stunned you just stared up at Sam as he got of the bed with wide eyes. You were not prepared for that, but somehow you didn’t freak out considering how jumpy you were.

He gave you a small smile as he made himself over to the nightstand where a glass of, what you assumed to be water, and some pills stood. He grabbed both of the items and handed them to you.

You looked down nervously at you hand where the painkillers were and you wondered if it’d be a good idea to take drugs that could be literally anything. Looking up at Sam again, he gave you a small nod, wanting you to take them.

The pills went down your throat smoothly by the cold water, and you drank the whole thing in one go before you handed it back to Sam. He placed it at the nightstand before crouching down before you.

“Do you wanna talk about what happened before you got here?” Sam asked carefully, looking directly in to your eyes.

You froze immediately and you eyes darted around the room, trying to awaid the hazel ones belonging to Sam. Your shaking hands clenched and unclenched in your lap and you shook your head a “no” at Sam.

Sam released a sigh as he stood up and reached out his hand towards you. You flinched right away and he lowered his hand a little, trying not to frighten you.

“Come on, let’s go to the kitchen and get something to eat, yeah?”

You weren't sure why you agreed to it, but you left the room with your hand in his as he led you through the corridors. It was difficult to keep up on how many turns you made and when you got to the kitchen you were unsure if it was 5, or 7 turns to get here.

As you looked up you saw the other man, Dean, sit a the table eating a lot of bacon and some scrambled eggs. He looked up as the two of you entered the room with a look of surprise.

Dean mainly looked at Sam though, and sent him a quick nod. Sam gently pushed you towards the table and you looked up at him with an unsure look.

“Go on, you can sit at the table while I make something for you.” He said with a small smile.

With a short nod you turned towards the table and made your way over to the chair opposite of Dean. You grasped the fabric of the t-shirt you were wearing in your fists. Your hands where shaking really bad and you were trying to make them stop.

The room was cold. Like really cold. Not only where your hands shaking but your whole body was shaking, trying to keep the little warmth that it had inside of you.

You jumped as someone placed their hand on your shoulder. Looking up you saw Dean with his flanned he had previously worn in his hands. He wrapped it around you and smiled down at your tiny form.

“It’s a little cold in here. We’ll get you some nice fitted clothes for your after breakfast.” With that he turned around and sat in his own chair again.

A little while later Sam returns to the table with two plates in his hands, placing one right in front of you. It was the same thing Dean had on his plate and you watched as they both happily started to eat.

Picking up the fork you took a few bites out of the eggs and the bacon, not really feeling that hungry. They were done within minutes and looked up at you. Not liking the attention you quickly stared down at your plate.

“Not feeling hungry?” Sam asked.

Shaking your head briefly he grasped your plate and brought all three of them to the kitchen counter. The loud noise of the dishes made you jump a little.

“You wanna take a shower? We’ll get you some clean clothes to put on afterwards.” Sam said as he walked over to you.

The thought of a shower brought a little smile to your lips. You hadn’t had a shower in forever and you craved the feeling of hot water and feeling clean. When you nodded your head quickly to Sam he let out a chuckle.

After a “Come on, this way.” from Sam, you followed him yet again in the corridors. He led you to the showers and left after telling you that your clothes would be right outside.

As you walked in you found the towell and the shampoo where Sam described and quickly stripped down to take your shower. As the warm water hit your body you let out a big happy sigh. It had probably been 15 minutes with you just standing under the spray of the water before you eventually got the shampoo.

Maybe this was too nice to be true.

Masterlist | Part 4 (coming soon)

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[deeeelightfuldee]

why are you where you are right now? ummm im in bed because its 11pm and thats a logical place for me to be at this hour.

did you use to watch blues clues? nope. that was not my thing

what’s your opinion on people wearing high heels to school? i mean it doesnt matter to me. I was homeschooled so that would have been weird had I done that myself. But for other hs age individuals out there, like wear whatever you want and live life man idc.

what game system(s) do you own? switch, nintendo 64, wii, super nintendo, gameboy, DS, idk what happened to my game cube or playstation.

are you a twilight fan? no, not at all. what are you hungry for right now? ice cream. like so so bad.

when's the last time you threw up? not long ago.

why did you throw up? im sick and nausea is a common occurrence lately

play any musical instruments? i have previously yes.

what difficulty do you play on guitar hero? i never owned one i just played at friends houses from time to time, but they knew the difficulty level. I did not.

do you have any piercings other than on your ears? no. I desperately want my ears double pierced tho. what school did your father attend? CCHS

are your nails painted at the moment? no. they will be tomorrow.

what will you be doing tomorrow? cleaning, nails, resting, packing list, gearing up for a big 2 weeks.

do you still buy cds or do you just download everything? i stream on spotify but i have a LOT of cds. my favorite thing is when someone burns me a cd (since none of our vehicles have music hook up beyond radio and cd)

do you listen to any music that doesn't have lyrics? sure but not often these days

do you stutter when you get nervous? No, not really. 

describe what you were wearing yesterday. uhhhhh i had on leggings and a tee with a sweatshirt.

that last person you talked to on the phone said. “im gonna have to stay late at work im so sorry”

you're at the grocery store, what 3 fruits do you get? bananas, grapes, and then one fruit i’ve never tried before.

your lunch consisted of...? i skipped lunch today

do you attend church regluarly? I wish!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

any superstitions? nah

what is your favorite superhero movie? im still working my way thru it.

do you listen to cobra starship? i like good girls go bad

do you watch gossip girl? no

what do you get whenever you go school shopping? frig that was always my love language. I LOVE school shopping. i have very particular desires when it comes to school supplies.

do you have a temper? tbh i feel like i have no concept of reality rn in terms of what im like. like i was so convinced i was a particular way and then all the fighting happening around me lately has me second guessing things. I really don’t think i have much of a temper at all but i guess maybe i do. 

do you consider yourself responsible? yes

what is the time? 11:13pm

anything special going on today? i got breakfast + dinner courtesy of K. that was v nice. my brother dropped his dog over so they could go on a trip. i cleaned a lot. i did all the laundry. im exhausted.

are you tired? looooooooooooooool.

what is your favorite kind of chips? this seems to change from time to time. rn i would prob grab bbq.

last time you ate chocolate? I had a reeses egg today. i am craving chocolate rn.

would you live in another country if you had the chance? switzerland maybe

what kind of mascara do you use? uhhhh loreal i think it is.

what do you doodle most often? names, florals.

if you went to jail, what would you go for? loool. tbh it would shock me to ever be in trouble of that level so i really dk.

are there any bruises on your body right now? I have small weird ones idk where they come from. but beyond that, no.

what about scratches? yes.

what are they from? no clue. i have a bad cut on my pinkie right where i rest my phone thats not fun.

if you died next week, what would be the cause of death? the illnesses ive got.

what do you think about dating websites? i enjoy the concept but it often produces weird situations.

what is your favorite thing to get at starbucks? just a lemonade type drink.

what about at mcdonald’s? frig. either breakfast or mcchickens with extra mayo and diced onion. man that sounds baller rn

do you wear contacts or glasses? neither. contacts i could never cus watching people touch their eye just makes me lose it lol. glasses i wish cus theyre so cute.

your ex, do you still love them? oooof. I never said I was in love. i am the worst. I honestly move so slow, there is something wrong with me.

are you two still friends? at the moment we are cordial. hes trying very hard to make us work again but im just numbed at the moment.

what is one memory you have from elementary school? ummmm swimming. i miss it so much.

do you own a pair of converses? I do not

do you own a box or markers or crayons? i have an obscene amount of art supplies.

how many clocks are in your room? one

how many fridges are in your house? 2

what about freezers? ummm 2.

do you like seafood? i do not. i really wish i did as so much of it is GREAT for you but i just can’t wrap my head around it.

what is the best way to tell someone that they stink? oh man. that is a situation i do not want to face.

what time will you go to bed tonight? when im tired i suppose

[geezer-kage]

It’s 2am and I’m dreaming of eggs. I CANT HAVE EGGS. IM NOT ALLERGIC BUT IF I JUST EAT EGGS THEN I GET SICK. Tbh I think someone in my fam is preggers. Been having weird cravings all week. Like apples and ketchup..... like??

[glitch-slime]

#1-49

ok i answered all of them below the cut

1. Who was the last person you held hands with?

probably @vinorusso

2. Are you outgoing or shy?

im shy if i dont know you but once im comfortable around you good luck getting me to shut up

3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?

*whispers* @jj-pepsi

4. Are you easy to get along with?

yeah! i tend to get along with most folks as long as you dont insult me and arent an asshole!

5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?

gosh i hope so! i’d be a giggling mess someone would need to help me!

6. What kind of people are you attracted to?

answered!

7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?

im in one right now~

8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?

joseph joestar

9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?

depends. as long as its with someone i know well then i’m okay.

10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?

@namethatghostling @vinorusso and @icetown666

11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?

“AAAA”

12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?

Daft Pretty Boys – Bad Suns

Passenger Side – Smallpools

I Don’t Want it at All – Kim Petras

Beware the Dog – The Griswolds

All Men Are Pigs – Studio Killers

13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?

Y E S

14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?

answered!

15. What good thing happened this summer?

well the summer is just beginning but last summer i got to go to pride and have a great time with my friends

16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?

no.

17. Do you think there is life on other planets?

answered!

18. Do you still talk to your first crush?

oh heck no.

19. Do you like bubble baths?

yup!!

20. Do you like your neighbors?

no.

21. What are you bad habits?

i pick at my nails a lot, and i also sleep way too late.

22. Where would you like to travel?

i’d love to go to japan or ireland

23. Do you have trust issues?

nah, im pretty trusting until someone betrays me.

24. Favorite part of your daily routine?

sleeping

25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?

most of it, but mostly my tummy

26. What do you do when you wake up?

lay in bed for an hour

27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?

im fine with the skin im in,

28. Who are you most comfortable around?

my close friends!

29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?

no. i dont talk to my exes.

30. Do you ever want to get married?

not thinking about it atm.

31. Is your hair long enough for a pony tail?

yes!

32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?

*raises eyebrows* chris pratt and chris hemsworth.

33. Spell your name with your chin.

sziob bnz n

34. Do you play sports? What sports?

me? running? playing sports? i dont think so.

35. Would you rather live without TV or music?

tv, i would miss food network though.

36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?

yup, all the time.

37. What do you say during awkward silences?

nothing.

38. Describe your dream girl/guy?

they’re sweet and kind, and incredibly understanding and compassionate, they’d be the first one i think of when i wake up, and the last before i go to bed. theyre always there to listen and ready to comfort me anytime 

39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?

stuff with comics and games!

40. What do you want to do after high school?

well im in college…so….? 

i dunno, i kinda want to be a flight attendent

41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?

depends.

42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?

answered!

43. Do you smile at strangers?

sometimes!

44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?

SPACE SPACE SPACE

45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?

needing to use the bathroom does the trick.

46. What are you paranoid about?

dying alone, probably.

47. Have you ever been high?

nope

48. Have you ever been drunk?

yup, it was wild.

49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?

who hasnt?

50. What was the color of the last hoodie you wore?

grey

51. Ever wished you were someone else?

sometimes.

52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?

i wish i didnt weigh so much.

53. Favorite makeup brand?

NYX

54. Favorite store?

it used to be gamestop, but now i work there so nah.

55. Favorite blog?

dailyjo2eph 

56. Favourite colour?

yellow, but i also like purple!

57. Favourite food?

answered!

58. Last thing you ate?

chicken wings

59. First thing you ate this morning?

uhh, nothing?

60. Ever won a competition? For what?

i dont remember winning anything tbh

61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?

nope, im a good egg.

62. Been arrested? For what?

no! im a good noodle!

63. Ever been in love?

yes ;p

64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?

my first kiss was awful. the guy kissed me in front of my mom while she was looking wtf.

65. Are you hungry right now?

im always hungry.

66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?

my tumblr friends are my real friends

67. Facebook or Twitter?

twitter

68. Twitter or Tumblr?

still twitter.

69. Are you watching tv right now?

yup! food network!

70. Names of your bestfriends?

im not giving out peoples names.

71. Craving something? What?

chocolate pudding pie…

72. What colour are your towels?

various colors, but mostly purple

72. How many pillows do you sleep with?

6

73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?

yes

74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?

way over 100

75. Favourite animal?

i really like whales

76. What colour is your underwear?

black.

77. Chocolate or Vanilla?

chocolate

78. Favourite ice cream flavour?

purple cow (its black raspberry with chocolate chips)

79. What colour shirt are you wearing?

white

80. What colour pants?

n/a

81. Favourite tv show?

cutthroat kitchen

82. Favourite movie?

Josie and the Pussycats

83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?

uhh ive only seen the first one once

84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?

mean girls?

85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?

uhhh? 

86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?

flo

87. First person you talked to today?

my mom

88. Last person you talked to today?

@jj-pepsi

89. Name a person you hate?

drumpf

90. Name a person you love?

@jj-pepsi @vinorusso @namethatghostling @icetown666 and @kohomint

91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?

drumpf

92. In a fight with someone?

nah

93. How many sweatpants do you have?

like 5 pairs

94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?

too many

95. Last movie you watched?

Life of the Party

96. Favourite actress?

melissa mccarthy

97. Favourite actor?

chris pratt

98. Do you tan a lot?

no

99. Have any pets?

i have 3 cats

100. How are you feeling?

pretty good

101. Do you type fast?

maybe?

102. Do you regret anything from your past?

i regret a lot of things.

103. Can you spell well?

not really

104. Do you miss anyone from your past?

yeah.

105. Ever been to a bonfire party?

nah.

106. Ever broken someone’s heart?

yes.

107. Have you ever been on a horse?

nope

108. What should you be doing?

sleeping

109. Is something irritating you right now?

yup.

110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?

yeah

111. Do you have trust issues?

no, im pretty trusting.

112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?

i cry a lot, so i dont remember.

113. What was your childhood nickname?

never had one

114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?

yeah, all the time.

115. Do you play the Wii?

yup, and switch, wii u, and ps4

116. Are you listening to music right now?

yeah 

117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?

yes!

118. Do you like Chinese food?

love it.

119. Favourite book?

i like Percy Jackson and the Olympians series

120. Are you afraid of the dark?

nah

121. Are you mean?

i hope not!!

122. Is cheating ever okay?

no.

123. Can you keep white shoes clean?

nope.

124. Do you believe in love at first sight?

yeah

125. Do you believe in true love?

heck yeah

126. Are you currently bored?

maybe a little?

127. What makes you happy?

talking with my friends

128. Would you change your name?

nah, ive gotten used to it

129. What your zodiac sign?

answered

130. Do you like subway?

yeah, subway is fine.

131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?

?? date them maybe?? idk??

132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?

@vinorusso​ @namethatghostling​ @icetown666​

133. Favourite lyrics right now?

Hold me close and hold me fastThe magic spell you castThis is La Vie En RoseWhen you kiss me heaven sighsAnd though I close my eyesI see La Vie En RoseWhen you press me to your heartI’m in a world apartA world where roses bloomAnd when you speak…angels sing from aboveEveryday words seem…to turn into love songsGive your heart and soul to meAnd life will always beLa Vie En Rose

134. Can you count to one million?

i mean theoretically, yes. in reality? im not doing that shit.

135. Dumbest lie you ever told?

cant really think of anything.

136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?

either way! some nights i forget to close it, but it also doesnt stay closed

137. How tall are you?

5 feet 6 inches!

138. Curly or Straight hair?

i have straight hair!

139. Brunette or Blonde?

im a brunette!

140. Summer or Winter?

summer, i hate shoveling snow

141. Night or Day?

answered!

142. Favourite month?

October!

143. Are you a vegetarian?

nah, meat all the way dude.

144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?

milk

145. Tea or Coffee?

coffee

146. Was today a good day?

debatable.

147. Mars or Snickers?

mars?? im not a fan of snickers. milky way is my favorite candy bar

148. What’s your favourite quote?

For my part I know nothing with any certainty, but the sight of the stars makes me dream. - Vincent Van Gogh

149. Do you believe in ghosts?

answered!