#i think i'm dissocciating

[horror-flixx]

do you ever just find yourself pacing around your bedroom at midnight muttering to yourself but you can't remember what you're thinking about but you keep thinking anyways to try and stop you from spiraling even though you know that you're already spiraling or is that just me

[d3advampiredoll]

Lately I've been having a lot of sex anxiety bc of my body and my weight, I start feeling so heavy and big when I'm doing it, idk what to do, last time I did it with my bf was a week ago and I couldn't even finish cause I started panicking, but he doesn't understand and says he loves my body I know he is lying, but I can't I just start dissocciating and panick, idk what to do if I keep not having sex with him he is gonna think I dont love him anymore, and he doesn't understand how can I think those things when I'm supposedly having pleasure

[coffin-flop]

lmao i’m literally such a dumb bipolar bitch.