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uhhhh so fun fact my birthday is september 4th and because of that, and the fact that i was pushed up a grade as a kid because i happen to be a gifted child just starting to burn out, it's practically impossible for me to registered in school and i'm going to die

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update, i'm not dead lmao

i hate drinking so much coffee in one sitting that your arms are shaking too much so you can't draw

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i hate drinking so much coffee in one sitting that your arms are shaking too much so you can't draw

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went to the beach today and it's probably going to take a fucking tsunami to get the sand out of my hair

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recently i've starting vending at festivals and farmer's markets, which is actually really fun, but also like, i'm selling kandi at them. just imagine going up to a booth at your local farmer's market and there's this random teenager dressed up as a clown who's selling weird bracelets and hand made charms.

anyways the only people that buy from me are former ravers and i could not be happier

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do you ever just find yourself pacing around your bedroom at midnight muttering to yourself but you can't remember what you're thinking about but you keep thinking anyways to try and stop you from spiraling even though you know that you're already spiraling or is that just me

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sorry for bein' kinda vulgar, but having a dick would be pretty fucking pog right now

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dont you love hearing your mother drunkenly talking about how she thinks youre being groomed by youtubers into being trans and wanting to take hormones and all around just wanting to be seen as a guy because theyre trans positive and then having a panic attack about how youll not going to be able to escape until you inevitably cut her off when you get the money to move out

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its so weird to me that im being told not to stim now because ive been doing this my whole life because my mother used to work full time and thought that i was just acting like a kid because my brothers who are both neurodivergent used to act like this too so im just being weird because im still 'acting like a child' when me and my siblings are all neurodivergent and she shows a lot of symptoms of ADHD yet she doesn't know why i act like this when this is normal in my family by now

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i am the manliest person in existence and no one can say im not and no im not compensating for the fact that im insanely dysphoric wtf are you talking about im definitely not lying what do you mean

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almost got bitten by a tick today

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ss i took when ao3 was down today lmao

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if y'all are also suffering with a03 being down, go to the down detector site for it its great

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ive found dead end fanfic. im on the last couple episodes as of currently, and i plan on either finding a weird ass cartoon after i finish it to fill the void, or binge read fanfic for the rest of the night so yeah im way too fucking invested in this goddamn show and i will never get anything else out of it and i am going to cry

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i just got netflix back after not having it for almost a year cus im poor, but now im dead end paranormal park for the first even tho it got cancelled, and as a trans gay man i can personally say that i see myself in barney a lot and when i finish watching the show, im going to fucking destroy myself because i love this show and im gonna miss it.

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i just started having a name crisis today, and now im overthinking to all hell over the 10 options i like the most. three of which are after percy jackson characters because i have undiagnosed autism (reviewed by multiple mental health professionals) including percy being my favorite choice so the next time i see my friends im just gonna be like 'hi, can you help me choose a fucking name out of the ten i found cute, please dont think about the fact that one of them is ryan, i definitely dont get gender envy from ryan reynolds'

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i know that so many people have seen this meme before, but at this point it is the only thing keeping me sane right now