#i think i projected on akito too hard and he took revenge and projected back onto me
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yeah no im fine dwbi
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#im getting stressed over shit i cant control and i have so much schoolwork and i feel guilty about everything ever and#yeah#having a time#i think i projected on akito too hard and he took revenge and projected back onto me#because im feeling all the emotions i made him feel recently#this keeps fucking happening. i wrote akikoha making out can someone come and make out with me now. please. i dont want the other shit#aghdaghsjgdaghjsdhg explodes#i think if i could cry this would be better but i literally havent cried in going on 5 years#yeah 5#bc it was 3 when my mum went into hospital#eyeah i knwo how time works#idkkkkkk i think every emotion ive ever felt has just. sat. in my brain. and ive been ignoring them and occasionally my eye twitches#and thats the closest i get to emotions these days#and then i feel like tearing out my organs and giving them to the nearest person whos ever shown me kindness bc i dont deserve shit#cause i cant give it abck yk#also bullshit keeps happening eye arr ell and its Stressing Me Out more than it normally would and i Dont Know Why#combination of everything i think#i need to drop a subject that would fix me i think. or two.#i think if(when) we meet up irl you are Getting Hugged and i might start sobbing#bc im not sure theres anyone irl rn who i actually love#and i 100% love you#idk#dies ont he spot#sell my organs for the money itd probably do you more good than dealing with (gestures vaugely)#tomi tag#dont read all this lmao im just rambling
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