#i think i made a post abt this icr but he came up to me and boxed me in on the couch and whispered to me abt leaving to get stuff for my mom
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#personal hehe#i feel like everyone expects me to like. ‘get over’ stuff with my dad and like..Not act weird around this new guy but 🤡#like its been 3 years since i last lived with my dad but im still kdjejekwlfjfbdnmtnrnfjjdkdjwhjekfndnsnjgn#all of the male figures in my life have been shitty so like excuse me for Not being open to grown men coming into my family#i feel bad bc i know this guy has good intentions and he genuinely likes my mom n stuff but like i cant be around him constantly#like the other day#i think i made a post abt this icr but he came up to me and boxed me in on the couch and whispered to me abt leaving to get stuff for my mom#for mothers day#like. thats completely innocent right. but my dad useed to box me in places a lot so as soon as i saw him walking towards me i completely#forgot he Wasnt my dad and i just started panicking and i was thrown right back into that mindset of being back withh him#and my mom gets it like she knows i have Issues w men n she usualy troes to help me but#she said i need to work on it w my therapists but all my therapists are in florida and we’re in virginia for a while LIKE .#i havent seen either of my therapists in ages#and i feel myself DYING#the boxing in thing happened yesterday and then i was uncomfortable for the rest of the day and then today wad a MESS#i almost died. but thats a story for a differntny time lol#and ive felt like shit today and i cant help but think it was bc that experience shook me up that muchhlike rnejdhhh h hcjsjhngm#the guy is leavingfor work at like 3am and hes gonna be gone for a while so thank god lol i need TIME i dont want to have another father#figure in my life im perfectly fine without one#bc on top of all this im sitting there wondering what he thinks abt lesbians KDJEKFJEBFKFK like ! he could want me dead if he knew!!! and#hes a military guy like!!! i could DIE!!!#anyway tiis is . Personal so hehehehehehehehehehhehee 😂😂😂😂#m just. dying. kinda wanna go back 2 florida
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