#i think at most oreshi would be the one to punish himself but not in blatant ways

[itsthechangingoftheseasons]

Hello. I have recently completed the knb manga and I read a fiction piece you wrote. About both the akashi's. I think its very poetic and beautiful. But the eye gouging scene in the manga.. Do you not think it makes him a fucking psycho? Makes me wonder about his self harm tendencies and destructive behaviour. Your thoughts?

omg lol this is such an old topic, beaut. i hope u liked knb, weLCOME TO THE BASKETBALL JUNGLE

ehh we’ve all wondered at some point what he meant by the eye-gouging, and with akashi’s characterization being all over the place i guess u can interpret it however you want lol. we will never know if he would have gouged his eyes out for real after all hHAHA

personally i think akashi at that time perfectly knew how to motivate his team to do better and used it to his advantage. i dont think he was planning to actually do that, but thats the point: he was so unable to imagine himself losing that he might as well have made such a wild promise.

whats more interesting to me was the fact that his team went with it so steadfastly LOL makes me wonder what impression akashi gives off at rakuzan. i mean, i think that at that moment its the difference between akashi and team’s thoughts that is relevant: akashi says that and means “its not like i would ever lose” and rakuzan thinks “for akashi winning is EVERYTHING so what if he WERE to lose”

about destructive tendencies, well its not too rare to find fics where akashi punishes himself to some small degree for losing control over smth, or even commits suicide for similar reasons. i think its a valid headcanon you can have, although imagining bokushi destructive on a regular basis is impossible to me. i’ve always imagined bokushi(?) as sb who either keeps it together through all or just snaps.

this said tho, again, i think the eye-gouging scene specifically was not about self harm at all. i hope i explained it clearly enough lol orz

[uta-no-knb]

headcannons of what akashi would do if his s/o calls him "sei-chan" all the time??? sfw and nsfw headcannons if you can ^^

No Problem! With Akashi, I think the actions that he performs is whether or not Bokushi or Oreshi is in control.

For those of you who don’t know who Oreshi and Bokushi are, they’re the two sides of Akashi; Oreshi was “Teiko” Akashi and Bokushi was Rakuzan Akashi (before getting defeated at the winter cup...he then returned to Oreshi...until the extra game-I’m going to stop rambling now. 

NSFW under the cut

Oreshi 

SFW

He would find it adorable honestly. 

He would only allow you to call him that

Kise tried once, but ended up getting his training regimen doubled.

If you were to call him that when you two were having alone time, or if it was just you two, he would initiate a cuddle session

yes he finds it that cute when you say it

He’ll know you’re mad at him when you call him by his surname, or his full name

If you were very pissed at him, you will call him Akashit

and he knows he fucked up big time

During school, he might find it a bit annoying if it was constant

he already has/had to deal with Momoi shouting “Tetsu-kun!” every time she sees Kuroko...he doesn’t need another one

He loves you so he would let it slide 

However if he’s working on student council stuff, he would prefer if you didn’t call him that, because it would distract him.

NSFW

Since he’s a guy, his hormones are kinda all over the place.

So if you were to call him “Sei-chan” during his most vulnerable days, rest assured, you would be in for a night after school. 

Anytime you call him that nickname when he’s turned on (which you never really know since he’s good at keeping a poker face) and when he’s at school, prepare yourself for you’ll be dragged into his office for a quickie

and it would make you not able to walk normally for teh rest of the day

“you brought this upon yourself, (F/N)”

Bokushi (There is no SFW)

NSFW

He would be like Oreshi, but it would be more sexual

He already has to deal with Mibuchi calling him this nickname all the time, so he’s used to it

but he will only allow you, and you alone (with the exception of Mibuchi) to call him that

Hayama tried to once, but that only resulted him dodging a pair of scissors and having his regimen tripled

Whether it was at home or at school, if he was turned on and you were to call him that nickname...be prepared for a rough session

And yes, there will be bondage or punishment...even both if he was feeling very turned on...lots of it

If you were at school, it would be in his office

He has a drawer specifically filled with toys and other BDSM stuff

If it were at his house, definitely the bedroom

you’re not safe there at all.

If you thought the toys and bondage items in his desk were bad, honey prepare yourself. 

It would be like a scene out of “50 Shades of Grey”

and yes, Bokushi watches that to get his ideas.

He would have you begging to come, and just when he’s about to let you, he stops

and this goes on until he himself can’t take it. 

Be prepared to have your core filled with his cum

He will come in you as many times as he wants, so there’s no arguing with him

There will even be times when he leaves you tied up (legs spread wide) on his bed with some object preventing his cum to escape from you, as he goes and does other things

he loves to see your eyes filled with more lust once he returns

Despite all that, he does care for you and love you, so he wouldn’t do anything that you weren’t comfortable with

I think the Bokushi NSFW turned more into a general NSFW headcanon XD