#i think a bellyfull of warm food and snuggling with a living flesh person could help my mood rn

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admittwdly a correlary to the 'oh my god i havent done anything in four years' was me thinking avout how much i like kwarrtz and how i would be sad to lose so many of the small moments together and whatnot, and even if i reached out to them again our relationship would be different and that was what i was initially thinking about. but it *was* eclipsed by the sadness of having let depression and executive dysfunction caused me to divebomb for multiple years straight