#i texted kourtney asking if i could call jer while in the middle of a brealdown and like | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

crowbie · 6 years

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Yknow those really dumb aesthetic posts where it's like the two best friends wearing matching outfits who go on adventures and go out and have fun and they seem like they don't even know what the word depression means cause they're always together having fun? I want that

#shut up katie #i dont want a relationship #i want a best frirned who like #everyone knows is my best friend #and we do stuff tpgether a lot #i want a packaged deal #which who knows may be is like..... super unrealistic but #i make friends really easilt #but rhwyre jor like #thwyre not aa close as id like thwm to be #and all my irl best drienda are ao #busy and thwy have thwir own lives and friendships ans relationships but #i just qant a solid best friend who i can go over to thwir house at 2 am and it qouldnt be weird #i texted kourtney asking if i could call jer while in the middle of a brealdown and like #shss either wprking or sleping but aje dosnt answer whixh is fine #im not mad but #i really want that person #idk thw world kinda feels a lot lonlier i guess #i think tonights a bad nighr #ugh #ignore this #i drop eberything for my frirnds even when im on vacationa ns i dont EXPECT evwrhone to do that back but #i just feel like im the placehooder friend #im the pre-best friend before someone elae comes along #every single best friend ive ever had has been like that #yikes #im insecure #oh well

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