#i tag this as tma fandom since this is the shared fandom I am talking about

[nikolathestranger]

There is something so deranged about seeing a former acquaintance of mine claim that I used to be enbyphobic, when I was maybe 14 at best and had no understanding of gender like I do now, there is in fact something so deeply fucked up about someone still talking about you, sharing your issues anonymously on the web, kind of like a "fuck you for being a bad friend when you were in an incredibly dark place, when you were 14, later 17" and now seeing that person in the same fandom you are in. I don't even know what to say. For a long time I was afraid to even go online, because I truly, honestly believed I was the devil for calling someone out IRL when they used to shit talk me, my work, my characters on their old Tumblr, gaining pity and sympathy from their friends.

Funnily enough, the only reason I contacted them was because I was worried, as they were vague posting about potentially hurting themselves, or at least feeling the urge to, so I approached them. They then, in turn, maybe to make themselves feel stronger, threatened that their friends would rip out my throat, maybe they would do it themselves. I don't even know what to say to this. They then abandoned their old account, claiming their safe space had been breached, and made a new one, it seems.

I found it now because I saw some of their TMA art, thought it looked familiar, and it turns out it is the same person. I don't even know what to think, I just have a headache.

To be clear: Between the ages of 14 to 18ish, I was not a good person, but I wasn't the devil either. I grew up in an abusive household, struggled with depression, eds and many undiagnosed issues. I did not take rejection well, I did not understand how to put out boundaries for myself in a proper manner and I did not understand how to handle mental episodes. I thought this person was my friend, they claimed to be, but when I read on their account how they thought I might be exaggerating my issues, how they only stayed with me because they felt pity and how they did not view me as a friend at all I was heartbroken, furious and just overall spiraled.

Furthermore, I became a very passive-aggressive person, and just overall drew away from them, hoping I could hurt them the same way I was hurt by their actions.

Since then, I have had episodes where my brain does this thing, being a chameleon and trying to copy people, sometimes I tried to copy them, in order to maybe become someone they would like again, before extensive therapy on my part.

Additionally, I now moved out of my parent's place and after a year of homelessness had the time I needed to heal, I can now confidently say I am not the person I used to be, I just wish they would accept that too, and stop calling me their abuser, or still spread weird things about me, it is so tiring. I know tagging them would not help, they would simply block me and feel confirmed in their emotions, this is just me, getting something off my chest, so I can breathe and live on.

[hichter-art]

~Intro for hichter-art’s blog~

Hallöchen und welcome! You can call me Hichter. Don’t be shy to ask me something or start a conversation, I love meeting people who share the same interests as me!

I also really appreciate any critique of my work, since it helps me grow as an artist:3

I don’t mind spam-liking/reblogging, go nuts if you want

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IMPORTANT TAGS

#my art :3 #fanart #work in progress #sketches and doodles #animatics #speedpaints #traditional art #digital art

#art-requests #commissions

(fanart-)tags, doodles, request/commission- rules, speedpaints and much more, neatly organized under the cut^^ (I’m also working on colour-/font-coding it better)

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I am a multi-shipper, so please no shipping wars on my blog

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COMMISSIONS (open)

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REQUESTS (open)

I DO take art- requests as long as I am comfortable with what is requested and you are not rude about it! I might say no to a request, when I am already working on a lot of requests.

The requests are limited to small sketches.

I will post art requests on my blog and (unless explicitly asked not to) tag the person requesting in the post.

(Same will’s and won’ts as the commissions)

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FANDOMS (+fanart tag):

⭒ Teenage mutant ninja turtles ⭒ (long lasting hyperfixation)

⭒ Sonic the hedgehog ⭒ (current hyperfixation lmao)

various musicals (Cats, Tanz der Vampire, Hamilton, Ride the Cyclon, Phantom of the opera, The rocky horror picture show, …)

+ (Star Trek (TOS), Gravity Falls, TMA, HTTYD, Arcane, Miraculous)

+other (The list is pretty long, so just ask if you wanna talk about a specific series, book, game, etc. I might know it^^)

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PROJECTS

Wolf art project (for work) (paused but almost finished)

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Don’t be an asshole! I do not tolerate any discrimination, hateful behavior or other bullshit on my blog

Be respectful and kind to others and yourself!

[felixcosm]

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In case you didn't take the title warning seriously, this IS a WOE.BEGONE blog now. Every other fandom pales in comparison to WOE.BEGONE. I will not shut up about WOE.BEGONE. It's my entire life and so you will see me talk, rant and reblog things tagged with WOE.BEGONE

Other fandoms include: #the stanley parable, #mcr, #tma #wtnv #tpp (or #junoverse), #lucifer, #spn (and #destiel) and whatever podcast or series I'm binging at the moment

My prev urls were: erlenkoenig, the-felix-parable, mossymeat,

I also do roleplays, write fanfiction, talk about sex work and rant about stuff occasionally

Cringe is fake, we love passion here, sir

Spam liking/reblogging is totally fine!

Occasional NSFW posts might appear. All are tagged with #nsft

I don't check my followers a lot. If you start shit, I'll block you.

I speak German and English. Feel free to talk to me in either language. (the tag for german posts is #geheim tag)

Re: WOE.BEGONE

Ask me about WOE.BEGONE

Why you should listen to WOE.BEGONE

I clip audios! If you want a specific scene clipped or if you want a transcription of something, feel free to ask!

The german speaking tag for the podcast is #kummer.voll if you want to join us 👀

Number #1 Eagle Stan

Transmasc autistic Ty truther

About Me

Turning 25 soon

Austrian-Arabic

Vienna is the best Austrian City, you can't change my mind. (Linz is the worst, sorry)

My gender is ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ you can use any pronouns, tho I have a fondness for he/it

Apostate. I am very religion critical and it may show

Been on tumblr since 2014

Proud (and happy) sex worker. If you ever need SW resources, hmu!!

I'm very bad at messaging in IMs but I try to answer all the asks I get. You can always share shit with me in asks!

[tea-moth11]

Traffic Lights Tag Game

rules: talk about something creative you're working on of any kind.🚦 green: what is it about, what excited you about it, what sparked the idea? orange: slow down and share something from it: a photo, a few words, some more background info etc. red: what is the roadblock currently? what is one thing that is a necessary evil in making it?

Thanks for the tag @hauntedcoyote! 💛

GREEN

My first and current big project is obviously Cryptid Watch. If you're new to me the basic premise is that the story is in an AU where cryptids are common/well known where the season 1 archives crew work on a documentary series and they travel across the continental US to film.

How we got to the Cryptids AU was pretty much me yapping away with my friends and they only added fuel to the fire the more I continued on. The first draft of this idea actually came from tossing around the thought of writing a one shot about Jon and Martin falling in love in a Fae Courts AU. I had wanted to put creatures from folklore into courts based on the Fears, but since my on hand knowledge is actually geared more towards American cryptids I started adding them to the mix. Then there was a thought about instead of a ghost hunters AU to do a cryptid hunters AU.

I had made a joke going along the lines of "You've heard of a dog in the archives... Get ready for a raccoon in the motel room!" A friend chimed in saying to change the raccoon to a jackalope.

It spiraled from there to say the least.

ORANGE

I am planning another "field notes" chapter for Cryptid Watch. I have enjoyed doing them and have a lot of fun scribbling them out. While I do want to be someone that does art for my fics (I'm looking at you @hemi-demi 💛) it is something I really struggle with. I had all these plans for art to try to help get engagement but there is only so much time in the day it seems.

The next written chapter will be occurring in the state of Utah with a cryptid that was new to me, but I honestly really love the look of them.

When I started writing this fic there was not really a "big bad" for it. I had accepted that it was just going to be the fic version of weekend cartoons, but recently the main conflict has been solidified. Yes, this was always going to be a "getting together" fic, but I wanted more and for it to be exciting!

The world in which Cryptid Watch takes place allows for a good foundation similar to the workings of daily life now just with cryptids added to the mix. I think it's time we started looking at the darker sides of life with cryptids going forward.

RED

Biggest roadblock: Me just being me.

Art is hard for me. Writing is so much harder for me. Let's be clear, I started as a smut writer with fun little stories of little to no consequence. Now I have to build a world with cryptids, try to make sure it isn't boring, keep pacing up, write some hard stuff (like the last chapter), and it can be very draining.

Make no mistake, I love Cryptid Watch with my whole heart. Even with that little voice in the back of my head I am still very proud of it. I just wish I could write more eloquently and with more speed. Sure, I have a particular writing style, but the large gap in doing anything creative feels like it is on display at all times.

I had only started writing in September 2024 with TMA being the first fandom I have ever written fics for. Aside from my wedding vows, the last thing that I did that could be considered creative writing is probably from when I was 18 and that is 10+ years ago.

There isn't enough time in the day to write and it can be difficult to slip into the mindset that lets me write a tad quicker. It is a muscle that needs to be constantly worked.

I am frustrated that I cannot keep up with a weekly post, but still I will try my best.

Thank you for everyone that is being patient with Cryptid Watch as other projects have all come to a head at once. I will get back into it, updates just won't be as originally scheduled.

Lots of love to my friends that let me talk their ear off often about the cryptid boys. Love y'all to bits.

No pressure tags: @the-awful-dread-that-leaves @princessraptor @razzlegummibear

Traffic Lights Tag Game

rules: talk about something creative you're working on of any kind.🚦 green: what is it about, what excited you about it, what sparked the idea? orange: slow down and share something from it: a photo, a few words, some more background info etc. red: what is the roadblock currently? what is one thing that is a necessary evil in making it?

GREEN

The basic idea for "Love Is A Many-Splintered Thing" came from the February prompt of the Year of the OTP Challenge. I wanted to write a small one-shot but one of the prompts I wanted to do required a third person... At the same time, several of my mutuals were creating different JonElias polycules all over my dash, but none of them sparked enough interest in me to write about them myself. However, being the local Jonah-whore that I am, there soon was the idea of "what if there's time travel?". What if it's post-MAG200? What if it's an AU? Which is how we ended up with Regency Era Jonah/Jon/Elias. I began to write and one scene became two became three became ten... until I realised "oh shit, there's a plot". And character exploration. And that's what it ended up being: a multi-chapter beast with more plot than porn.

One thing which I absolutely loved about it right from the beginning was the idea of Jonah having to confront himself at another stage in life. On one hand we have this walking Ship of Theseus that is Elias and on the other a young Jonah still on his way to avatarhood. It's also fun to explore the parallels between Jonah and Jon more. Especially since they all can be so weird about each other <3

ORANGE

Fun facts about marks:

With Jon basically having gotten a "new" body, some of his more physical marks faded and need renewal (just to be sure, really - they're actually fine). These are mainly the ones of the Corruption, Desolation, and the Hunt.

Elias was marked by the End during Mag200.

AU Jonah has a fresh mark of the Corruption.

Here is one of the snippets which were written first:

Jon buried his hands in the auburn locks of Jonah, mewling softly into the kiss. A familiar tingling ran up his spine, causing the hairs on the back of his neck to stand up. The power of the Beholding was still strong, but he didn’t think that it was coming from Jonah. No, someone else was enjoying their little show. Jon pulled away from the kiss, his cheeks flushed from the alcohol and Jonah’s proximity. ‘I’m not sure about this…’ Jon began but it was already to late as he felt the couch dip behind him. ‘It’s okay,’ Elias muttered, wrapping his arms around him from behind. ‘I… uh…’ Jon stammered but both of the men were already covering his neck with gentle kisses. Elias had pulled him close in a possessive manner while Jonah was gently rubbing along his sides. ‘Just tell us when you want to stop,’ Jonah sighed against his skin. Jon squirmed against Elias in discomfort. The thought that he could stop at any given time made this all worse, because he didn’t want to stop. Elias gently turned his face towards him and pressed his lips against Jon’s while Jonah began to unbutton Jon’s waistcoat with skilled fingers.

RED

My main roadblock is my work and me being constantly tired as soon as I get home. My schedule is all over the place, shifting from early morning (5AM) to late evening. Not only does this majorly mess with my sleep schedule, but I also do a lot of physical work and... I'm exhausted when I come home, which is why I waste most of my free time scrolling through tumblr and listening to the same five songs on YouTube while feeling bad for not writing. When I am writing, I feel bad for neglecting my other projects. I'm behind on three self-imposed deadlines as it is right now. Unread books keep piling up on my table along with DVDs, TTRPG notes, and material for book binding. On my days off, I tend to get some cleaning and gardening done. My weekends tend to be for meeting up with relatives and friends. Most of my writing gets done sometime during the week between 10PM and 1AM when my house becomes quiet and my thoughts start to sort themselves at last... It would really be nice if I could just sit down and write.

One necessary evil while writing this story is calling our Jonah Elias in the narration for distinguishing reasons. The alternative would be Jonah Jonah Jonah Jonah all over and, honestly? *long sigh* No.

I was tagged by @distracteddream thank you!

No pressure tags @cwritesfiction @tea-moth11 @buried-in-the-archives @beheldandcompelled

[clarionglass]

tagged by @dheiress to post the first line of my last 20 fics (thank you! <3)

Rules: List the first lines of your last 20 stories (if you have less than 20, just list them all!). See if there are any patterns. Choose your favorite opening line. Then tag 10 other authors!

aight my lads here we go, there’s going to be a few unpublished wips and other piece of dubious writing in here bc i doubt i have 20 stories but anyway, here we go (this is very long! press j to skip or just get that dash scrollin bc this might take a while :// ) in very rough chronological order going backwards, starting with the published work:

1. so i ran to the river (tma grifters au, unpublished yet but will be soon!): The sunlight feels different on a face fresh out of prison, and it feels even better to Jonathan Sims now that he’s truly home.

2. crowned by an overture bold and beyond (tma pretentious college au, based loosely on the secret history):  It was a cool, rainy day in late March when I first approached the Magnus Institute--one of those days that served as a reminder that the London spring, that fragile creature, was still all too vulnerable to the occasional strike from the claws of winter.

3. we should ride this wave to shore (tma chatfic where everything is beautiful and nothing hurts): Friday, 3:14 P.M. “archives research & statement envestigation” Timothy Stoker renamed the group “drinks drinks drinks” Timothy Stoker changed Sasha James’s nickname to saucy sash Timothy Stoker changed Martin Blackwood’s nickname to martini kart Timothy Stoker changed his nickname to stonked stonked: so how bout it lads saucy sash: oh god.

4. i am the maker of rules (dealing with fools) (tma chatfic, an elias-and-peter-focused accompaniment to wsrtwts): Monday, 7:39 P.M. Elias Bouchard to Peter Lukas Elias Bouchard: Peter, I need to talk to you. Elias Bouchard: I’ve had the most infuriating day at work.

5. An Optimistic Tragedy (good omens orchestra au that i swear to god i’ll finish one day): Three years ago Eve shifted in her chair, her mind clearly on things other than Milhaud and the music in front of her.

6. The Spaces Between the Stars (the Beast of a dw fic that i can’t even begin to describe; a mate and i have been working on this since 2015 and it’s a sprawling mass of writing that encompasses Many google docs--what’s on ao3 atm is a very small percentage of it,,,,): The Doctor clutched the TARDIS railing as if somehow, it could take the pain away.

7. Carol of the Bells (a chrismas chatfic companion to aot! i’ve always been a sucker for a chatfic but oof looking back on this one my formatting style sure has changed): [Friday December 13, 1:31am] Anthony Crowley to Angelface: u up? ;)

8. An Exploration into The Nature of Human Beings, sub. Homo Sapiens: A Research Paper by Milton Jones (british comedy rpf. this is my oldest piece on ao3 and it shows, but there’s a special place in my heart for this dorky lil fic about an alien researcher making a place for himself in british comedy. fun fact! i actually added the final three sentences to this a couple of days ago, and will post it when i do my next fic update): <<I knew you’d be down here, as per usual. Do you never stop working?>>

and now for the stuff that i like but hasn’t yet/will never/one day, if i get my act together, might be posted to ao3... please ask me about these bc i love them, even though i’ll probably never post them :)

9. untitled mitchell spy comedy (a show that @monimolimnion​ and i want to pitch to the bbc in which david mitchell and victoria coren mitchell are married spies who work for MI5 and MI6 respectively, and most of britcom pops up in one place or another. it’s nothing more than a Lot of planning and a few snippets, but i love returning to this doc): [David is sitting at his desk, shaking his head at an open file.] David: They’re taking the piss. That’s what they’re doing, they’re taking the piss.

10. In the Demonic Style (a good omens au of @teashoesandhair’s glorious smooching contest piece, which is the first piece of fiction writing in the reblog chain. i’ve promised a chapter 2 to this, which i’m halfway through, and feel incredibly guilty for not finishing. still, my quarter-year’s resolution is to finish something old whenever i post something new, so maybe it’ll get done soon!): “It’s the end of the world” was not a good statement with which to start one’s morning in any circumstances, but the angel Bryndael was in the middle of cataloguing his newest shipment of tea samples when said statement reached his ears, and he didn’t much appreciate being disturbed.

11. magpie (good omens canon-mostly-compliant fic based around the song magpie by the unthanks/the magpie folk song/nursery rhyme): Wednesday (approximately 11 years before the end of the world) From a bird’s-eye view, St James’s Park was beautiful at this time of year.

12. untitled ficlet for tales of dwrwedd (a present for my writing buddy! the link is to her fic, i just wrote a bit of her two witcherverse ocs being soft as hell): The two women seated by the hearth didn't look old, either of them. But there was something about the pair--in their movements, or their mannerisms--that suggested an age far beyond what their unlined faces would suggest.

13: Tempo d’Attacco (an original bit of Light Crime a la midsomer murders, set in a university music department that is naturally a thinly-veiled copy of my own, hence why it will never ever be posted anywhere. i wrote this for my supervisor at the end of honours (her character is the sleuth) :P ) Dr Marisa Tan didn’t exactly start her morning well, on the day that everything seemed to upend itself.

patterns...... i’m not seeing that many, tbh? idk if i could call this in media res, but there’s certainly a good bit of plot starting without heaps of setup. 

my favourite? hmmmmmm i’d say my favourites would be crowned by an overture bold and beyond, and in the demonic style. i gotta say, going back to revisit a lot of my older writing has been nice! time and distance have been v kind :)

i’m hella bad at tagging things so if you see this and want to share your own writing please go ahead! i’m very shy when it comes to Fandom Interaction (tm) so i don’t feel comfortable launching myself into people’s notes (i loved this tho! i just need other people to make the first move lol), however i will give a specific shoutout to @monimolimnion whose writing i adore and who needs to do this!

[klugpuuo]

since anon is clearly not coming back i'll make this my new pinned post

hello there!

my name is klug, but i also go by cotty or lycan (as well as MANY other names) and most of my friends call me bee. i'm a fictive introject in a medium-sized traumagenic system and i'm actively seeking a diagnosis! i am a 'sysmed' and 'traumascum' but will not harass endos and I'm not actively against interacting w them sometimes !

my pronouny can be found here, although i usually go by mage/mages, dar/dark and evi/evil!

here's a link to my about page which has more info on me, here's my tags list, and here's my youtube channel!

below the cut is an extensive list of most of my alt accounts, although keep in mind it's definitely not all of them;;

blogs in bold are my "favorites" and ones in italics are ones i'd like you to follow or at least check out!

BTW! we use a sorta typing quirk (sometimes we use 'z' instead of 's', say 'liek' and 'th' instead of 'like' and 'the) but if it's unreadable for anyone or we make too many typos we'll drop it!!

@dogboyklug - my main art account

@catboyklug - my main writing account

@ebbofcyanwhispers - my general edit/request account (all fandoms except the ones i specify are Bad for Me)

darkmage - my serious venting account, also sometimes turns into a cooking show. i'd appreciate if only mutuals ask for the full user

@cottys-linkverse - my linkverse/Loz blog!!

@musicsys - the system blog i share with my headmates!

@primptownklug - my roleplay notes blog where i sometimes talk about things that happened

@pupponade - my minecraft-posting account, rarely used nowadays

@beepuyo - my incorrect quotes + puyo puyo memes blog i share with mikusatan or whatever their username was i have them blocked so i dont remember

@hydrangealemonade-mogai - my mogai blog where i term coins, make up names and talk about dutch for some reason

@librarianbusdriver - my very first busblr account, aka the darkbrarian! a system of guys who are so confused

@secret6thblog - my aesthetic + credit-gathering blog for moodboards and stuff, also sometimes exomems if i feel up to it and don't want people to see me talk ever

5likes - a joke blog i'd rather nobody actually found

@neighbors-emmet-and-soup - a bob's diner(?) roleplay account which i rarely post on, run in-character by a system named emmet and a stupid lil dude named soup

@onewithburied - roleplay and ask blog for my TMA OCs, mainly focused around markus woodworm!

@skykid-aleta - roleplay and ask blog for my sky: cotl OCs, mainly focused around aleta-!

@glitchbusdriver - busblr account inspired by the glitch race from starbound

@roundtablebus - busblr roleplay account shared with several people, go send it asks pleas e it's so dead and i wanna rp as wacht "virgil" dumbass again

@acenonhumans - a safe space for asexual nonhumans (system members, kin, etc.) to talk about their experiences and avoid oversexualization from the rest of the internet

@antiship-culture-is - a culture-is blog for those who dislike proshippers! [shadowbanned?]

@yourfaveisantiproship - a your-fave-is blog for those who dislike proshippers to talk about characters who also dislike proshippers!! [shadowbanned...?]

@klugbugcollector - my skyblr and bugblr blog!!

@puyopuyoimagines - an imagines blog for ! puyo!!

that's all of 'em except for the ones i despise!

Wait what are you homophobic too ??? :/

.what, prompted this? /gq

i'm, gay. i'm a gay man ? attracted to same gender (men and enbies) man?? hello????