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i am so deeply sad :) and it just wont go away
#i tried looking for a therapist yesterday#i sweqr to god tho#they need to support my decision to stop speaking to my parents right off the bat or im gonna have a fucking episode#SORRY ive been posting here nearly every day its just i have NOTHING TO DO AT WORK#except sit here and think abt it#read abt the new transition ban in Russia yesterday#its awesome how people who dont know me hate what i am and wish me deas#i miss having a culture and a people#dont get me wrong i am so lucky and in love#my partner is amazing and my inlaws are amazing#but i miss having russians in my life#its just unfortunate the way theyre all ASSHOLES#i keep feeling guilty like im being overdramatic#im not in russia im not in danger#theres actually trans and gay ppl over there struggling to survive#im safe here in canada#just#the Knowledge#its heavy#it weighs on my heart#im not alone but i feel so alone#its so fucking stupid bc i havent been able to run crying to mama since i was literally like 12#its been 13 years of a messed up relationship#but the grief is hitting me in full now
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