#i swear to god im gonna get you on this boba shit

[tilescel]

A cool evening breeze, rainbows, open roads, and home

[mangomochi-yn]

[always, just]

nekoma. kuroo tetsuro x reader

g. heart wrenching angst to pure fluff

tw. swearing, v independent reader  wc. 1k

slip of the tongue? cause god damn you’re all i want

“Because, Kuroo!” You snap your wrist out of his grasp, fists clenching as you stare at the boy’s eyes, wide and brows, furrowed.

“Ever since I moved to Nekoma—to Tokyo in general actually—I’ve been doing nothing but hanging out with you and your friends!”

The sound of the wind passing by the silent street was chilling but all you could think of was how this was the only time you could release everything you’ve pent up since Kuroo first befriended you.

It was a blessing that no one else was around to hear you.

Truly a blessing you note as you start to feel the words you’ve pushed down for so long start to achingly crawl out like ants of a kicked anthill.

“I hate how I rely on tagging you along cause I hate going to the mall alone. How I have to ask you when I want to try that new boba shop nearby that I saw on instagram. How I drag you to that skating rink out of nowhere cause I was feeling stuffy at home. And especially how I make you watch new movies with me at the cinema for almost a hundred times now and every single one of them you do go!”

You didn’t even notice how Kuroo scowled when you called him by his last name. All you could think of was despite how relieving it was to let go of your bottled emotions, it was so utterly embarrassing to raise your voice to the only person you could call a best friend, how embarrassing it was that your face was heated till the tips of your ears, tears stinging and dripping uncontrollably across your it as well.

So you smile, a painful but long overdue smile. “That’s why, Kuroo, I don’t get what’s wrong with me wanting different friends. You have a ton so let me have some too.” And you’ve never seen such an awful scowl on Kuroo’s face. It confused you— how his eyes looked so frustrated as he ran a hand roughly through his hair, the other on his hip.

“First of all, what the fuck is wrong with you asking for us to hang out so much? If anything, it annoys me more that you always beat me to it!” He takes a step towards you. You’ve never heard his voice this tough and deep before.

“And second,—” Then he speaks with a voice so soft you’ve only ever heard him talk the same way when he held your hand before introducing you to his friends. How he comforted you so soothingly as soon as he saw the scared expression on your face.

“Babe, you can have as many friends as you want, a million of them or more, but please, please don’t push me away for it..” One step closer, his hands were on your waist, one reaching to wipe the tears of your face.

“Kuroo, you’re always gonna be my best friend, I just don’t want to rely on you, it’s...” suffocating isn't the word for it. It was something else, fear of him leaving you, leaving you and you not having anyone else. “..scary.”

But his embrace was more than you needed to cry the fear away. The way he held you so warm, so perfect.

“Then you should go to that brunch date those girls from class asked you to then. I’m sorry for getting mad.” You nod softly against his chest.

“And here I thought we’d never go to the cinema or eat lunch together again.” His deep chuckle finally relieving some tension in the situation.

“I just fucking hate how it felt when you were getting further away when the fucking problem for me was how I was always just your goddamn best friend. Makes all those other bastards in class think it’s okay for them to ask for your number from me and I—“ He was rambling so fast you could barely register what he meant. And when it did, it hit you like a ton of bricks.

Just? “What?” Frantically his eyes widen as he feels you pull away from his embrace. You notice the way his cheeks tinged red and immediately your tears earlier were forgotten.

“I—shit—ignore that. I meant it gets annoying when umm.. you know, those guys keep—” A kiss was something you never expected to give your best friend during an argument, but with the way he held your waist as he held you closer, it felt nothing but right for the moment.

“You wanted to be my boyfriend..” Nothing short of a whisper, you held his face so softly he would have barely felt it if his eyes were closed.

“I... maybe.” And seeing how that red tinge on his cheeks bloomed darker, you couldn’t help but chuckle, despite having to sniffle too from your earlier waterworks.

This warm feeling inside of you growing more as you think of all the times you’d brushed off his flirtings before. How you’d roll his eyes and flick off his cheesy (yet unbeknownst to you, completely honest) pick up lines, him always laughing in exchange. Hindsight really is 20/20 isn’t it?

“I’ll make sure to tell you all about the brunch date with the girls then, boyfriend.”

bonus. you kept your promise

a/n. this was... definitely way longer than necessary im sorry ��. imagism is just in my blood ig. should i write a prequel too tho or nah 🤔

[buppypaws]

today really has been a day. i had a long day at work first off. then i go get boba and i dont have my wallet, so i go back home and get it. then i video chat with jayd for the first time and UGHHGUFHGUHUGHUH their smile qwq. and then apollo hits me up and tells me hes upset, so i go over and hold his hand for a good while. then i come home and me and danny have a long ass conversation about nothing in particular. now im here. chillin. the whole thing with apollo kinda scares me. the situation hes in is so .. .... toxic, and i hope everything works out ok. i want to help him, but i have a feeling he doesn’t want it or doesn’t feel like he needs it. i feel like part of him sees me as unreachable or unreliable, which, is understandable. there are certain times in my life where i havent been available for him. but i just want him to be safe, and i swear to god, id do anything to help him be safe. lauren messaged me and was like “he talks shit about you” and im like???? i know. why are you so insecure that you chose to just now tell me this... when your back is up against the wall. apollo talks shit on everyone. everyone. if you cant handle that, then dont be his friend. im gonna help him even if he thinks im a hinderance on his personal growth, because he’s been there for me so many times that it would be a crime for me to not give him the same consideration. anyways. i hope hes ok. and i dont wanna be dragged into any sort of drama between them, because i have a feeling lauren is trying to drag me onto her side by saying that shit to me. the only thing im here for is to provide support for apollo. on the other hand :)))). jayd. i feel so close to them. when we talk, i feel like we really get each other. i want them to move to murrieta or temecula or LA or SOMEWHERE close in california so bad. like!!! even if me and jayd end up never talking to each other again and they’re living down here, they’ll be fine!!! they’d make so many friends down here and this cali kinda lifestyle is so fitting for them... i also really just wanna hang out with them and hold their hand. like ive been so distant from all of my other friends and responsibilities lately just bc, ,, ,, ,,,, jayd. idk dog we just vibe so well. they’re so fuckin,,,, goofy too, i love it. either way, its been a weird night. my back hurts. ive been standing too much. i really hope all this shit with apollo gets solved soon, or at the very least, i dont get dragged into the “drama”. big wild. 

[swingswong-youarewrong]

Part 2

FJKDFKS I ALMOST FORGOT I HAD TO WRITE THIS LMAO-

this is such a disappointing chapter im so sorry

ALSo I'm making this gender neutral

and for the sake of comedy you're gonna be short

Majority vote says A: Sure! Let's go

~~~~~

Y/N: Sure! I need new friends too lol

Jay: great!

Jay: oh, my friend just asked if she could come too :v

Y/N: that's fine, the more the merrier lol

Jay: I think you'll like her, she's pretty hyper

Jay: how tall are you?

Y/N: cha cha real smooth transition there bud

Jay: what

Y/N: 5'3...

Jay: see you're even basically the same height, you guys will get along great

Y/N: thanks

Y/N: where are we going?

---

"Ooh, does someone have a date??" You hear Vivian's voice from right behind you.

You spin around and almost smack her in the face. "I swear to god, I'm gonna murder you someday!"

She just laughs. "Am I wrong?"

"Yes!!"

"Oh? 'Cause normally when a guy asks you to go someplace with him, that's a date."

"He's bringing a friend too."

"And?? Your point?"

"Oh my fucking god-" You are this close to slapping her

She takes a look at your conversation. "Where are you guys even going? Ooh, you should go to Momotaro! They have the best boba! And lots of sweet cakes and stuff!"

"I- okay, that's actually not a bad idea," you mumble.

---

Jay: I don't know actually

Y/N: my friend just suggested Momotaro?

Jay: where's that?

Y/N: I don't actually know, but I'm sure we can find it

Y/N: probably

Y/N: if Google maps won't be a dick

Jay: Ann says she knows where it is

Y/N: Ann?

Jay: the friend

Y/N: ah

Y/N: 3:00 tomorrow?

Jay: 3:00 tomorrow

Y/N: oki see you then

---

You put down your phone face-down. "I just made plans with an almost complete stranger."

Vivian's already walking back to the couch to finish the movie. "Good for you."

"Can you at least be a little proud of me? You were really hyped about this like five seconds ago."

"I'm very proud internally." She then proceeds to ignore you and cuddle with Josie.

You mumble something incoherent under your breath then go to the kitchen in search of food. You find a bag of shredded cheese. "Good enough." You start eating the cheese straight out of the bag.

-time skip to tomorrow because let's face it, you ate the entire bag of cheese then went straight to sleep-

It's currently noon. Yet for some reason, you woke up at 6:00 with an unusual amount of energy. You couldn't go back to sleep so you went around the dorm doing stuff - mostly cleaning because it really needed it - careful to not wake up Vivian. When she did wake up (around 10), you took a shower. A rare morning shower.

So here you are. It's noon. That means food time.

"Y/N, is something wrong?" Vivian asks from the couch. She seems really tired despite having slept in.

"I'm honestly not quite sure myself." You're actually putting effort into lunch for once. Which basically just means you're adding stuff to your usual ramen.

"What do you mean??"

"I mean, I woke up at 6am and I have no idea why." You continue watching the eggs in the boiling water. Hard-boiled eggs with ramen. (it's really good)

"Come on, there's gotta be a reason."

"Pretty sure there isn't."

"Well I'm pretty sure there is. Ooooh, maybe it's your daaaaaate??" she says is a teasing tone.

"For the last fucking time Viv, it's not a date. Just three people going to some place that has food."

"OT3."

"No. Stop that."

"Never."

You get one bowl from the cabinet. "You don't get any ramen then."

"That's bullying."

"What, gonna cry?"

"Yeah."

You both laughed. You knew it was all in good fun.

You both had your lunch then you went to start getting ready for your little rendez-vous.

-timeskip brought to you by "god I hope this isn't too long of a chapter, what the hell is the choice gonna be"-

After getting mad at Google Maps several times, you're able to make it to Momotaro. When you walk in, you immediately see Jay sitting at a table with who you assume is Ann. She has short pink hair in pigtails - she fit right in to the decor.

"Oh, hey Y/N!" Jay calls out.

"Wh- oh hi!" You make your way over to their table. "Is this Ann?" you ask.

The girl speaks. "Yep, I'm Ann! Nice to meet you!" She gives you a warm smile.

You smile back. "Hi Ann!" You sit down.

You all talk pretty easily for a while before the waitress comes to get your order. You all order different things - only drinks though - before going back to your conversation. (I'M SO LAZY LMAO)

When your drinks arrive, you stay there for a while before deciding you want to walk around downtown instead. Jay leaves a 20 on the table and you all leave.

You all walk and talk for a really long time before Ann suddenly says, "guys it's literally 7pm. We've been out for four hours."

You all stop walking because holy shit, she's right.

"Shit you're right, Ann. I gotta go back to my dorm before my roommate gets suspicious," you say.

"Oh hey Y/N," Jay says, "can I add you to our group chat?"

"Sure!" you say, already starting to walk away. "Talk to you guys later!"

"Bye!"

You walk in the direction of your dorm in the slowly darkening night. It's getting colder, too. Fucking winter.

Just as you start to round a corner, someone grabs you around the waist from behind.

~~~~~

What do you do?

A) Scream.

B) Try to get away - kick, fight, run, just get the hell out of their grasp.

C) Stay quiet. Just do what they ask.

Vote here! Voting will close Friday, Dec. 13

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THIS IS VERY LATE LMAO

THIS IS SO CLICHE HOLY ShiT-

[survivekohsai]

Episode 5 - I Just Want To Go Chill On The Beach With My Friends ~ Quillynn

THIS TRIBE IS FUCKING UGLY OH MY GOD  IM GONNA SCREAM. *screams* dana Im going to kill you and yes I blame dana for everything. Anyone, putting me on a tribe IN THE MINORITY  and on a tribe with ryan of all people... well might as well just dig my grave now. Like rest in peace regan. May 28th, 1998- October 2nd 2017 rip

I'm glad this is happening. We have the comp beasts besides Regan on our side, AND we also have Akito. So it's tit for tat. Hopefully we can have some Yala tribe alliance going. However, I like Jackson. He's seems really nice. Also Jordan can go because he hates us all so bye. And why did Ry block Akito? I now love that they mutinied.

wow i mutiny'd, blocked this whole tribe, didn't use my idol and still stayed during tribal. lol 

So I talked big during the voting confessionals. AND GUESS WHO JOINS!!! Bryce... AINT THAT NICE but tbh i talk big yet i cant help myself but now I have to lie about certain people because i need to build trust and relationships.

I swear to god if they send Jordan Means to Exile im quitting because people should want him gone ASAP!!!! He's a target in everyone's radar and if he makes it to the end like god almighty it's like Drew All over again.

*clap* I hope we win!

Okay havent done one of these since the swap but here goes. I am not happy with this swap because even tho i have raf as an ally im not really liking not being with richie and regan seeing as how they actually do well in challenges. Luckily the other tribe still has a bunch of inactives but regan and richie have shown in the past that they can solo carry a chalenge so im worried. Especially since trixie wanted to go to exile and then wouldnt let us send regan. i was away at the time and it sucks because i really think we should have sent regan or richie so they couldnt compete instead of quinlynn who idk if they are really playing. Luckily the challenge is something im not bad at so maybe I'll do well. Plus we did  win reward by a landslide so maybe the other tribe will bring regan and richie down. speaking of the reward i think some people like erased their names last minute which is sus but w/e!! We still won. But im looking to make something with jackson and raf because i like them both and maybe rtp but i feel like raf and him wont work together idk?

Im going to miss kelsey and linus but fuck regan and jordan lol! I don’t even care game wise i just want to go chill on the beach with my friends~

The curse is broken!!!! Final 13 and possible Merge is coming!!

Hi I'm Jackson and this is my fifth confessional.

I'm not going to to tribal!! Thanks to a tribe swap that basically gutted old Rayong (leaving only me and Akito left), new Rayong won reward AND immunity and THEN we gained Quillynn from a mutiny! this is the best shit ever because now Ryan and Jordan (who i don't want to play with) are stuck on a losing tribe with Regan (who I've heard can be temperamental) and it's going to drive them up the wall. Hopefully Jordan's wasted idol play will come back to bite him and he'll get voted out because I would still prefer that Kelsey and Linus survive. Anyway I've gotten to know pretty much everyone on the new tribe except for Eric and Ryan T., who seem nice but haven't really been responsive to me except for in the group chat. If we lose, I'd kinda like to see one of them go but to be honest I'd be fine with riding a series of wins until the merge. Okay bye I'm procrastinating too much

i hate..... everything i was on a tribe that didnt lose a single challenge, i didnt have any 1 on 1 private conversations or relationships with anyone on the tribe but we all got along well and had worked well as a group so i was satisfied.... then yall swap and now im on a tribe of 7 where 5 of the people were from the flop tribe so not only am i in the minority but i'm in the minority where the majority was on a tribe that couldnt win a challenge to save their lives so unsurprisingly we lost this immunity and now its time for tribal with people who ive never talked to :) :) :) quillynn mutinied so thats one less person to have to worry about but still it could easily be a 4 vs 2 vote and the 1 person from my original tribe is regan who i love dearly shes truly one of the most iconic people of all time but in my list of people who are reliable game strategists i can count on to come up with plans and bounce ideas off of shes not necessarily someone i can do that with...... i did talk to Ryan a little bc we were on the same starting tribe before he mutinied so i got some light tea from him regarding the dynamics of the other tribe and he said that the alliances on the pther side were a 5 person alliance of akito, Jackson, quillynn, Kelsey and linus versus tyler, isaac and jordan.... tyler and isaac are gone so jordan stands alone from that minority group + its kinda weird that quillyn mutinied onto a tribe where original yala has the numbers especially since she was on a tribe with linus and kelsey who ryan said she was in an alliance with????  but maybe shes closer to akito and jackson + the other tribe is full of the people who kept winning challenges so idk but regardless idk whats going to go down for this vote but im annoyed that im on a tribe with a bunch of people who suck and im miserable

I AM A CHALLENGE GOD!! NO MATTER WHAT TRIBE IM ON I WILL BE INVINCIBLE BET EVERYONE WANTS TO BE ME HUH. jk omg im so glad to be on this tribe thats winning. people joining this tribe? not cool.... hope Q is nice tho. I feel like jackson is a threat tbh but like im gonna idol myself and vote him when we lose so watch out

I don't even know what to say. Tribe swap, sure, now that Akito and Jackson are both gone, I'm stuck with an angry Jordan, an unsure Linus, Quill who's just...THERE and these new people. Richie seems very close to me and I do feel confident talking with him and then there's Regan...girl. I feel very shaky around Regan. She's hit or miss, and when she misses, she misses pretty badly...but eh, I'll work with what I've got. Now, going into the tribal, it would be spectacularly easy to vote out Quill because of her absences but I'm the LAST person to judge on that area so...it's hard. Now that Jordan is rather distant from me, I could easily vote him out but I really do want to be in the end of the game with him and I want us to do as swell as possible. Out of everyone...I don't know. I'd rather vote for Ryan. But GOD. I have been to FIVE. BLOODY. ELIMINATIONS. IN A ROW. Geez LOUISE, I hate that this is happening. Girl, I'll do whatever it takes to get the crown, don't get me wrong...but WHY is this HAPPENING?!? I can't keep doing this...I really can't. My tribe has GOT to pull it together. It's testing me, I'm really ready to just go off on everyone for their lack of trying. I know that I TURNED this last immunity out so...WHAT'S the tea??? I just hope that I will just get a week to SIT and RELAX with these people. Because currently, there's no time to talk about life, we have to cut hookers WEEK after WEEK and it's...tiring. Girl, I can't even tell you where I'm going this week. Hopefully, straight back to camp. Let's give it everything we got.... *sigh* And THAT'S all there is to it~! W-We've got to win eventually...right? -Kelsey V Mikaelson

I am glad we won the challenge because honestly, I didn't really know my position in the tribe and whether or not I could be a target. Everyone seems so social and I wouldn't be surprised that most of them are in alliances without me.

I am happy Quillynn is back with us? But also I feel like I have to stick with Jackson's Alliance... despite me wanting to make moves but looking at how this game goes on forward. Trixie/Regan alliance is far more powerful then us. So if Linus and Kelsey are still here to the end, I may have to betray Quillynn and Jackson at that time. I hope I can make it through. 

hi im happy to be on a tribe with jackson and quil. boba tea + fish has arrived!!

So what the fuck do i even have to talk about...havent lost a fucking challenge yet which is awesome...and now ppl are mutinying to us...its getting interesting...im still being the old gramps and no one is even talking to me...but we will see how this goes lmfao

I hope these people vote me out because I don't like them and I threw the challenge because I don't like them.

Here's your confessional stop blowing up my inbox!!

Voting Confessionals

Meh whatever, I vote for Jordan

Kelsey was medevaced

[sheerhope]

extended diary thing / holy lucky streak batman

if you dont wanna hear about my bitchass personal life and you wanna continue thinking i have a good girl persona and dont have wild sex scroll past this for more joji and aesthetics ty

ladies and gents these past couple of weeks have been goddamn magical. i can’t describe it any other way. we need to count the blessings god have given us up untill this point in life bc frankly idk if i can keep track anymore

seeing people i thought i would never see: a domino effect of blessings:

alright so britbong crush who i mentioned in previous posts (if youre reading this: hi lmao) says hes gonna be a speaker at this tech thing. super dope and i’m supportive but also like “dude we’re gonna be in the same country but opposite sides smh” SO i tell my homegirl mikayla about this and shes like “no youre going you apply for scholarships and get there” and i’m like “fat chance also plane ticket and hotels” and shes like “idk do it anyways”. so i do that, apply for this scholarship, get in , room with my other homegirl fiona, and get my flight crowdfunded. how the hell this all fell into place perfectly i will never know but i thank god and also those gofundme-ers. yall make dreams come true.

thats only part one of this several-part story, comrades.

it was everything i imagined and more. i hung out with him. i talked with him, held hands with him, sang and rapped with him, hacked with him, played ping pong with him, ran all around the city and showed him the cutesy touristy things. also wild wild sex. never ever will forget that lmao. but yeah. thats just the TLDR. 

day one was awk bc we were just getting to know our IRL selves but i think the peak was probably ping pong. just being a goofball with him and networking. he also held my hand in the lyft back to french montanas unforgettable and i wont forget that. okay lol

day two i actually got some damn sense and ditched the heels and wore flats. also lyfted instead of a 30 minute walk to the piers. rest of the day was hacking on this project we were working of there (cant name it bc it would prolly give away the conf and his name and im not gonna do that bc opsec af). i went to go drop off stuff at his place after. i’ll keep it SFW and simple by saying we ended up being late to a party last nigh bc we were too busy in his room lmao. that freaked me the fuck out tho bc he was on some “i just wanna be friends and see how this goes” bs and i was like “ehhhh do i really wanna hookup or just be straight up and say i don’t want anything but us for real”. ranted to some female friends about this at a party but by the time i was back at his place he was cool with making it legitimate. and i was over the moon.

day three my dude. (he got his first in&out!!!) we went to apple and cuddled on caltrain and swapped music. (i finally got my odwalla lmao) and then me and my fam went out to stanford to my long lost sister from the other coast. we left and took the train back and i shit you not there were fireworks out the window. bitch if this isnt a chickflick i don’t know what it is. then and i took my stuff from fi’s place to his place for uh... obvious reasons lmao. <insert lewd activities> i swear we tried to watch tv tho.

day four we coordinated outfits omg. idec if i sound cocky for a moment but i had the cutest ass outfit it was like a flowery dress and denim blouse okay ANYWAYS he looked amazing and like the only guy in the world to me and yeah lol <insert montage of running around doing touristy shit and looking badass. lombard, golden gate, ghiradelli, etc.>. i also tried boba for the first time which was cool. i got my sushirito and he got his frosted lemonade. we made it FB official then ran off to caltrain to show him google. imagine a cute ass couple riding around on google bikes and taking pics everywhere. that was us lol. we also had to call 911 on these people fighting but we’re gonna ignore that lmao. best night once we got back though. we had m&ms and white wine and watched video game reviews on youtube and cuddled. it was the most romantic thing ever. can’t even describe it, but i’ll never forget that moment. it was a perfect blend of #adulting but also just being childish and ourselves around eachother

day five worst day but it still was a damn good day bc i got to spend it with him. in&out for breakfast, saw sea lions, then went our separate ways for flights. we went to bart together before splitting off  and i hugged him tight before he left and he comforted me saying he’d see me again,  but when he got on his train and it left i legit started crying because i thought “damn this is it, i’m not going to see him again forever” which i know now is bs but like, its still a long time yknow?

overall 11/10 trip, makes me smile and tear up thinking about it. legit it was like a fairytale or movie or chickflick, every goofy moment too. (inb4 i go total white chick mode)

Other shit thats dope but not quite as dope as that:

new kitten named boots. hes p dope. 

new job at summer camp in a week or so. also dope. scared bc uncertainty but who knows, could be better than expected. 

startup got our app on the app store. i’d link but opsec. 

maybe will snag a gig for the fall but idk yet.

but yeah life has been good to me. too good. new tech, new bf, new cat, new job, new success. I thank God honestly, this luck streak is too abnormal to be anything but that.