phrapuzio

[exaltedblight]

i feel bad for spyte. they cannot see our body as i do, for whatever reason that is. they have intense species dysphoria, and yet the body does not change for them as it does for me. it does not accommodate for their needs. i certainly wouldnt have accepted being here in a human-only body, but theyve had to deal with it the entire time. i dont know how they do it. i feel bad.

we have a few pieces of gear. a cheap black wolf ear headband, and a white tail. the headband is.. a little too tight to wear for long periods ( triggers headaches ), and the family we live with looks at us weird for wearing the tail, even though the mother bought everything we have for us. the tail is the wrong color for spyte, so it does very little for them other than the sensation of petting it ( mostly to comfort themselves, but the appearance is jarring ).

i sincerely wish i could share my sight and all other senses with them. they are very sweet and try their very best to keep everyone else happy ( and are very successful ! ). they dont deserve what theyve been given here, to only view the body we share as human, instead of what it is really capable of.

they have a hard enough time with their identity and sense of self, very easily changed and influenced with the slightest of changes. to struggle with the physical body as well :(( i cant imagine it