#i suffer enough realizing i’ve been projecting and setting a shred of myself loose in this au

[milimeters-morales]

i wanna change matt and peter’s acau design again 💔💔💔💔 and some biology but that’s way more complicated .. i’m also thinking of reworking peter’s meanness. like i already am satisfied by his horrible behavior buttt. i need more sense and peter-personality. he wouldn’t slap miles upside the head for shit just willy nilly i think physical violence/abuse should be kept at a minimum and nothing lasting to fit in with the faint hints of peter only really resorting to stuff he considers extreme as a last ditch effort… ysee what i mean . because at some point it just feels like the creator venting and trying to put the worst possible things in there and that’s not what i want to turn into. because then the violence miles lashes out with makes more sense bc it’s been building up and nothing “big” like he’s been conditioned to believe .it’s all coming together <- no it isn’t