#i still want to write something about nptk and the ot4

[winterune]

sometimes i see people liking my posts from yeaaars ago and i realize those were my character analysis posts and like :O on one hand, i'm happy people still like my posts, so i guess what i wrote still resonate with people. on the other hand, i can't believe i used to write those long-ass posts about animanga characters/episodes. reading them now sometimes make me cringe, but i also kind of miss writing them. nowadays, i can't be bothered to write proper "analysis" or whatever about anything. maybe fandom burned me out. maybe i don't really care anymore about sharing my thoughts in a public space. maybe i'm just afraid i'll get bashed over them. or maybe i'm simply tired analyzing and would rather just enjoy stuffs as they come and leave all the long analyses to people who still have the brain capacity for it. also that i don't have as much time now i guess? perpetually exhausted is real. guess i wanted to try my hands at "reviewing" back then. anyway, i still have my thoughts that i don't bother structuring now unless with like-minded people i trust. and honestly, it's always a joy seeing people still like my character analysis posts.